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Why some men find me intimidating lol and they told me that too !
- I am honest and I have no Shame. I was talking to this guy and at first he originally thought I was really shy but boy was he in for a surprise! He said the first 2 weeks you were soooo sweet and so polite and after you just open up and I was like Damn! Fun fact I told this guy word for word “ you cool or whatever, if I could sleep with you I would but I would not date you so I guess it’s a waste of time.!” He was like woah! Yeah no I will tell you exactly what I want. You may think I’m joking because I’m laughing but I mean it!
- When I mess up I own it. I will tell you exactly what I did wrong and I will not waste time trying to lie because I did it; I may try to convince myself that it wasn’t that bad just so I can get on with my life but I will always admit my wrongs.
- I won’t try. Nope if you’re looking for the girl who will call or text you well that’s not me! I will never call or text unless you initiate something and if you don’t reach out I’ll just assume you want nothing to do with me so I’ll find someone else to talk to. If you’re trying to make me miss you it won’t work because I’m always moving on to the next best thing so grab my attention while you have it because it might not last.
- I am not always around. If you’re looking for a social butterfly baby that’s not me! I am not a people person. I always have a resting bitch face but don’t worry I’m actually really sweet. I will talk to the same 3 people I always talk to and I will not expand my friend group.
- I don’t fake affection. If I don’t like you I will not fake it and I won’t even touch you but I am very touchy person when I’m comfortable with you . If I don’t like you I will straight up tell you look I know we’re talking but I have no intention on dating you!
- If I want to talk to you I am not scared to walk up to you and start a conversation. If I don’t do it it’s because I have nothing to say to you.
- I’m only shy when I want to be!
The rest is a mystery… you might get lost trying to figure me out, good luck with that
2024-04-01T04:02:38+02:00
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About my cats
Their names are Archie, Pixie and Selie but their full names are : Archibald, pixel and Selena but I only call them that when I am mad at them.
Pixie turned 2 years old yesterday! He is the softest cat and the least problematic he’s also my favorite in all of them.
Archie will be turning 4 in December yes we were born in the same month!so we have same personality! He’s introverted, stubborn, but where we can’t relate is that he is so entitled ! Jealous of the other cats because he was an only child for so long and then gradually I brought more cats in the house! He’s not friendly! He will fight you and he’s so big! But he’s so affectionate towards me! He’s my big baby.
Selie is 9 months old! She’s very girly even her meow is girly ! She’s lovable! So sweet, so cute and pixie is her best friend.
Each one of them have their own personality! But Archie is just different! Not everyone can handle him but he is sooo sweet when he wants to be and we have a stronger bound than the others.
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My walk with God.
It is never a straight line when you are trying to please God because the devil is always there to pull you away. In my case, because I have been going through a very difficult time with my fathers passing; the devil has been trying every trick in the book to break my relationship with Jehovah. Whether it’s by negative thoughts, financial burdens, friendship breakup, dating issues … all of those problems are there to make me stop worshiping God and to distract my mind.
I realize the more I focus on myself and on my problems the more my faith diminish! When I snap out of it and say “okay a lot of people are going through the same things that I am going through! I can still push myself because it’s not the end of the world” I have to push myself daily! Getting out of bed Is hard! Praying is hard! Reading the Bible is hard, preparing my meeting is hard but I have to push myself every time. My heart is telling me to stay home, to turn off my phone and to not go out to meet with my brothers and sisters because the devil knows the further away I am from my religious family the better it is for him to grab me.
I am not strong! I break everyday and at times I just need a hug. I find myself asking my friends for hugs now because I just want to be held. The pain is just sooooo heavy in my heart! I feel so alone and soooo sad. I am writing this and I am crying. At times I feel like I should be doing way more for Jehovah ! I should be a pioneer but I am soooo sad that going out in field service is a big task! But I have to push myself. I have to be strong. At the same time I miss my mom and she is going through so much in a country that is not safe for her. My grandmother is sick! I feel abandoned! All I have is my cats, they are keeping me alive. Jehovah has been a warm embrace and the father I needed in this difficult time. I am never alone, Jehovah is always with me.
It’s easy for anyone to tell me snap out of it ! Everything is not about you and you’re right but I only know my life I don’t know anyone else’s. I have my problems to deal with and I am doing my best if you can’t be a supportive friend then we don’t have to talk. All I need is a hug and a listening ear; I don’t need money and I don’t need presence I just want to feel less alone.