No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2024-03-25T14:28:29+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Mars 2024 à 02:28 PM

my experience.

I went on a date recently and at first it was going great until more things happened which I will not touch on but no we didn't sleep together! I am a Christian and I want to wait until marriage; I always say that here even when I wasn't living my life as true Christian that was one of the sins I never wanted to commit.

I just can't imagine sleeping with someone I don't see a future with someone who's not going to be there in the morning to hold me or to even take care of me? that would be the worse and I would never recover from that. My thing is I talk here about women empowerment, and I always coach some girls I know on what not to do on dates, yet I went against some of my morals. I hate being with someone who makes me bend my morals! even though it might be fun and exciting in the moment but then my heart would be broken! I will feel so bad after. I never want to do more than I can handle because my mental health is shaky... if I feel soooo ashamed I might do the unthinkable, I like being able to look at myself in the Mirror.

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2024-03-25T14:16:27+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Mars 2024 à 02:16 PM

Hey!

I am back, I feel more positive. I just needed some time to get my thoughts sorted, I did keep up on my visual blog but that doesn't require me to think about deep and meaningful things. This weekend was very eventful! I felt happy, cried and laughed! I think that I am growing up a lot more these days and I am learning a lot. I have been naive and innocent for so long, but my eyes are opening up now. I have a feeling God protected me all this time because he knew my heart was pure and I am just distracted... I just need a little time and guidance, but the finishing product can be great.

First thing, I am little disappointed that Candace Owens got fired at the Daily wire because she said there's a genocide going on in Palestine's. did she lie? Nope there is a war on a lot of innocent people and children in Gaza, yet no one is allowed to say that because America is supporting Israel... let me not keep going before they flagged my blog. Anyone is entitled to their own opinions, and I have a lot! I love to speak with people who are open minded and who can speak on various topics at once :)

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2024-03-18T18:43:14+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Mars 2024 à 06:43 PM

Hey,

My words were harsh in one of the post I wrote this week end, that is the reason why I need a break. I have a lot of negative thoughts and I don’t want to bring that energy here. I do in fact need a friend; I have a few friends that I love. I have been praying to Jehovah and I realize my view on dating is understandable but I need to be nicer. I won’t talk to guys I am not interested in anymore because I am not a flirt and I don’t want to lead anyone on. I’ve never flirted with anyone I didn’t want maybe I changed my mind after but in the moment that’s what I wanted. I don’t want to be alone forever even my post gave that impression but I do want to find love. I am in contradiction with my feelings and emotions; I know exactly what I want but I am afraid to even go for it or to even say it…

please excuse that post, I am not a mean person but just going through changes.

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2024-03-17T20:25:30+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Mars 2024 à 08:25 PM

What I would do for you is disgusting!

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2024-03-17T18:49:39+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Mars 2024 à 06:49 PM

When they call me boujee! I’m like “ baby you haven’t even seen me ordering food !”

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2024-03-15T15:17:48+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Mars 2024 à 03:17 PM

Taking a break. I am not doing too good, will be back when feeling better.
thank you ;)

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2024-03-13T16:22:51+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Mars 2024 à 04:22 PM

My favorite animal besides cats/ cheetahs is flamingo! they're so beautiful and pink. I want to take a picture with one

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2024-03-13T01:15:57+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Mars 2024 à 01:15 AM

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2024-03-12T11:59:20+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Mars 2024 à 11:59 AM

Music.

Billie Eilish won an Oscar last night for “what was I made for “a song that I love so much! I am so happy for her; I also love the music video. yes, it is a sad song but I can relate because I often wonder what my purpose is. To me Billie eillish is truly on of the best singers of our generation. I would say Taylor swift is one too but I cannot stand her music and her demeanor…

I love Billie so much; I love watching her interviews and seeing her grow in front of our eyes. The media is trying to tell us this new secular music made by “black “people like ice spice (who’s not even that black), cardi B, city girls, sexy red is black culture and I am not having it! Those people don’t create masterpiece (sometimes cardi B does) they create sexual anthems and I cannot relate to those songs. To me black culture is: Lauryn hill, Michael Jackson, Diana Ross, James's brown… I don’t know about those new artist who are singing about sex in a vulgar manner or violence those are not my people please stop giving everyone a spot it’s embarrassing at this point.

I cannot wait for Billie Eilish new album because when every time she drops an album I take a day or 2 to meditate lol… I love her voice and she makes me feel a lot of things. If I haven’t cried in a while, I know with Billie I will lol. I also love her brother Finneas music as well they are both talented ! Finneas has a very powerful voice I just love the song “I lost a friend” those are talented kids!!

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2024-03-11T16:45:20+01:00

time change

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Mars 2024 à 04:45 PM

I am never excited about the time change during the springtime because that means I am losing 1 hour of sleep and y'all know how much I love sleeping. I sleep before every hang out, I am sure if my wedding is the afternoon I will need a nap time mostly so that I can stay up all night (if ya know what I mean) anyways, this spring forward time is Getting on my nerves I love the fall-back time more. The only thing I like about this time is that it is still sunny outside when I go home from work so that motivates me to clean and cook more but I was already doing that...

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