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I am planing my escape.
when I leave I’ll won’t be coming back.
it hurts to leave but it hurts more to stay.
2026-04-10T04:09:42+02:00
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2026-04-07T11:58:07+02:00
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I don’t have enemies. I nothing them. It’s as if they’ve never existed. They even wonder did I really know her? Was I really talking to her not too long ago?. I believe if we were strangers before we can become strangers again. I don’t play when it comes to my reputation, my heart and my money. I will nothing you.
2026-04-06T20:12:33+02:00
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my nerdy interests !
- my obsession with dragons with cat tendencies
- reading about faeries, and other fictional creatures basically sci-fi and romantic books
- playing video games
- I love board games
- word search games
- puzzle games
- looking up words in the dictionary while reading
- collecting action figures (miniature dragons, minituare cars...)
- digital art on my ipads
- my love for photography especially landscape and wildlife my dream job is to be a natural geographic photographer in the safari :)
- writing fictional stories
2026-04-05T04:17:22+02:00
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Alright so I finished reading the 11th book for the year so far. I did read “we used to live here” it was a very disturbing book and I am still lost for words I don’t want to talk about it. I’m scared just thinking about what I read. Just know that book will mess with your mind, there’s some horrific scenes in there. And I don’t like scary stories.
I also finished war of her heart just now. It was the best book I’ve read after the powerless series. I realized this is also a series so I have 2 more to read before I continue with my plan which was :
- we used to live here by Marcus Kliewer
- war of her heart by Lexi Hodges
- the bad neighbor By Jennifer Ruff
- the last letter by Rebecca Yarros
I will read bad neighbor after war of heart series.
It’s a story between Violet, calum and Sebastian. Yes there’s a bit of a love triangle there… but once Violet realizes she was mated to Sebastian she didn’t feel anything but indifference for calum (I don’t like that guy at all each time I would have to read about his POV I wanted to throw up)
2026-04-04T20:06:45+02:00
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I have a lot of boundaries and some people may not like them but it’s not for people to understand it’s for my wellbeing for example:
- I don’t like being touched
- I don’t like taking pictures with people unless I agree to do it. So don’t take my picture without my consent
- I don’t like sharing personal things about myself until I feel comfortable so please give me time.
- I don’t like FaceTime so if you call me I won’t pick up unless I’m comfortable with you
- I don’t like people invading my space meaning don’t come to my house or in my car unless I invite you.
- Don’t put me in the spotlight if I didn’t ask for it. I hate attention especially publicly unless I agree to speak leave me alone.
- Don’t take my parking spot. I know I don’t have an assign parking but it bugs me when someone who knows I always park there take it! Like do you wanna fight?
- If I’m cooking get out of the kitchen.
- Don’t add my name in plans I didn’t agree to. Even if you know I will enjoy it but let me decide
2026-04-03T18:58:17+02:00
some questions
- what would you put in a time capsule for future generation to discover?
I would put an empty Flonase nasal spray in there (that spray has been saving my life all year round with how worse my allergies have gotten I am curious to see if that brand would be around in 10 years), a letter with a current picture of me, a diary from last year because those were boring lol just in case somebody else finds that time capsule before I can. I don't know what else
- what untrue assumption people tend to make about you?
That I am shy, I'm not but I am reserved, quiet and observant in new environment but don't get it twisted I will stand up for myself if I have to, and I will always speak up. Another assumption is that I am lonely and that I need friends; sure I am always alone but most of the time it's by choice! when I sit alone I could've easily find someone to sit with but I don't. I love being alone and I enjoy it a little more than I should. I love my alone time to nap, read, watch movies, and listen to music while I write poetry... So no I don't need friends I will make more friends when I am ready. Lately friends have left a bad taste in my mouth so I'm good.
- are you and optimist or pessimist?
uhm I would say both. when it's about me I expect the worse which in turns make me work harder or try more not to be in that predicament. When it comes to other people I am very optimistic, I think their situation can get better and I am a great problem solver for them too but when it comes to my situation I will sit there cry, think about the situation over and over again.. then I will solve the issue if I can.
- what's the last internet rabbit hole you went down?
There's this Spanish song I believe, it's called Manhid by lissa Margaretta, I was looking for the English translation and I couldn't find it lol
- which skill you wish you could learn overnight?
Drawing, I guess that's more of a talent than a skill but I wish I could do that.
- which animal best represent your personality?
A cat lol I am quiet, love my alone time, love to sleep and eat, I don't like being touched unless it's my human lol, I hate loud noise and too many people around in one room
2026-04-03T16:24:03+02:00
Food
In the fall and winter I was on a bulk meaning I have been eating a lot and doing less cardio. I am starting my cut officially next week, meaning I will eat less portion but still prioritize protein. It's almost summer and I want to wear backless dresses and I want my belly flatter... I have abs but when I am bulking they're not as defined. Now with my cut I want to see more abs... hopefully.
In the summer I like a slim look, you may say well you are slim but in my mind I could be slimmer which I normally am in the summer. Last year I did it wrong, I wasn't eating enough and I felt like I was losing muscle mass. This year I will do it right I promise. It could've been all in my head but I gathered a ton of muscle so far and I want to keep them. I just want to lose more body fat that's all. My back is hurting this morning, it was back day yesterday and I did a lot! I love back days because I love a nice muscled back (that's my weakness) I also did arms. My biceps are growing...I want more define and lean muscles in my arms (nothing too crazy)
2026-04-01T18:27:52+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
One thing about me is I am nice to a certain limit. If you did nothing to me and we normally have a good interaction we will keep having it, until you mess that up. If I am rude ask yourself what did I do to her? What did I say to her? Or about her? Trust me I always find out whether I want to know or not. I hate when someone is lying on my name and saying things I never said, that pisses me off and bothers me a lot. Another thing I won’t try to make anyone believe me or love me. Believe what you want about me, I won’t over explain or over compensate because I want you to be my friend. I am always so quick to move on and close a chapter that doesn’t make me happy. I never let myself stay in an environment where I don’t feel comfortable or happy. I am always looking for a way out. I have nothing to prove to anyone and no one to impress but the person starting back at me in the mirror.
2026-03-31T15:55:46+02:00
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matthew 21:22 " And all the things you ask in prayer, having faith, you will receive.”e
2026-03-31T00:39:38+02:00
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Memorial week
Memorial Day is extremely important for me and for all mankind. Jesus died for us and took away the sins of our ancestors Adam and Eve. Because of that ultimate sacrifice we can communicate with God through prayers and have everlasting life when the kingdom of God comes. Adam and Eve was perfect but because they sinned we became sinners but we have a chance to be perfect again after judgment day and all of that became possible because Jesus Christ died for us. Jesus asked us to remember his death as he made the ultimate sacrifice for us. Jesus ask us to commemorate his death, found in Jesus said Luke 22: 19. Also, he took a loaf, gave thanks, broke it, and gave it to them, saying: “This means my body, which is to be given in your behalf. Keep doing this in remembrance of me.” 20 Also, he did the same with the cup after they had the evening meal, saying: “This cup means the new covenant by virtue of my blood, which is to be poured out in your behalf.
As Jesus did this at the last supper he made sure to tell us how important this is and to always do it each year. To prepare myself I read bible verses that walk me through Jesus final days on earth as he died for us and resurrected soon thereafter.
Memorial is April 2nd after sundown please find a Kingdom Hall near you to celebrate and show gratitude of this ultimate sacrifice that he did for you and I.