No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2021-06-28T19:47:21+02:00

heat wave.

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Juin 2021 à 07:47 PM

Hey guys,

I Hope all of you find a cool spot today because outside is not a good place to be, it is so hot right now that I am very grateful to be at work today because it's cold inside. Some people might be going to the beach even if it's a Monday, I could never I like going to the beach on Sundays I don't know why but I haven't been to the beach since 2018 ! last year I went but I only walked I didn't go in the water. I don't mind going to the beach it's just not my favorite thing to do because I hate driving far to only pay for parking when I get there... sometimes I don't pay for parking but when I get there the beach is most likely packed... If I could have my own personal beach I would lol I guess I'll just get a pool whenever I am able to get one.

I am not too excited to go to the beach, I don't like crowded places and when I do go to the beach I usually find a quiet spot far from everyone. I am not anti social I promise, I just like my alone time. I am not sure how Archie is handling this heat poor baby is stuck inside wish I had a camera to see what he's up to!

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2021-06-28T14:01:40+02:00

Priorities.

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Juin 2021 à 02:01 PM

I am used to see post online that says "no one is too busy if you are important in their life, they'll give you their time it's all about priorities." I never took that saying personal, actually I never cared until now; not that I believe those people who told me I was working all day so I couldn't text or call you back or I was cooking so I forgot to call you... do you see the pattern? "I forgot to" which means I was not in their minds to begin with so it is very far fetch of me to expect them to call or text me back. That is such a sad things to realize but I gave them the benefit of the doubt, I did try to swallow the fact that they were busy that's why they forgot about me. It started to hurt when the person I cared about most just forgot about me when that person was all I could think about from the moment I wake up to the minute I fell asleep. Quite frankly I don't remember how it felt to be thinking about that person anymore and I am very grateful for that because it was eating my mind. I know that they were not too busy because no one in this day and age just forgets to check their phones all day unless you work in the hospital and even then I check my phone so I guess unless you're a surgeon!

Currently, I sort of forget those people who constantly forget about me they are no longer my worries because I am prioritizing myself and all the important things that I could be doing with my time. I know that it might sound bitter coming from me but I couldn't be bitter even If I try because I genuinely put my time and effort before I give up on anything. I never take no for an answer I am always trying to conquer the prize but at times it is best to just move on and forget about it as there's always better things coming along.

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2021-06-25T20:47:58+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Juin 2021 à 08:47 PM

"The thought of you is just so invigorating and intoxicating that I just lay there at night unable to fall asleep." A lover's mind.

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2021-06-25T15:49:18+02:00

*snippet from a lover's remorse.

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Juin 2021 à 03:49 PM

Today I realize just how much I was blinded by what I thought was love? or was it just infatuation? It took me less than a month to forget you and I never looked back ever since. In my head you were kind, gentle, honest and beautiful but as I became free from your spell I no longer see any of those things when I look at you; I almost feel as if I was tricked into almost falling in love with you. You were right, we are definitely not meant to be and we have nothing in common. I was obsessed with the idea of you and I couldn't see the real you. I am glad that I've met you because you've shown me exactly what I don't want, I have no ill will towards you and I do not pity you at all.

You've taught me so much and you've helped me to grow into the woman that I am today, the hurt that I experienced the last time we talked almost felt like a small needle piercing through my heart but it was not strong enough to break in, my heart did not spill out nor did you break it. You made a warrior out of me, an ice princess, a tough nut to crack, more cautious and alert; thank you for opening my eyes and for making me see the evil in this world.

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2021-06-24T19:31:10+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Juin 2021 à 07:31 PM

" why do I miss you and despise you at the same time?." quote From a Lover's remorse ( project by me).

Not sure what this project will be about but it's not about anyone and it does not reflect how I feel, I am just inspired.

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2021-06-24T15:32:04+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Juin 2021 à 03:32 PM

I can be weird

I can talk incessantly

I can be quiet

I can be open minded

I can be closed minded

I can be normal

I can be boring

I can be crazy

I can cry

I can laugh

I can be happy

I can be depressed

I can hide

I can come out

_all on the same day

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2021-06-23T18:02:15+02:00

For your own understanding

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Juin 2021 à 06:02 PM

Just because I am quiet does not mean that I don't have anything to say or that I am shy,

I am not and you would be surprised.

Just because I didn't answer your call does not mean I didn't see it,

I did.

Just because I blocked you does not mean I hate you,

I don't.

Just because I talk to you about everything doesn't mean we're great friends,

we're probably not.

Just because I like being alone does not mean I don't miss my friends,

I do like all the time.

Just because you call me on a block caller ID does not mean I will pick up,

I won't.

Just because I hate taking pictures by you doesn't mean I that I hate pictures,

I don't I just hate it when someone else does it.

Just because I acted shy at the party doesn't mean that's who I am,

it's not my friends just wasn't there.

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2021-06-22T13:41:06+02:00

Be courageous.

Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Juin 2021 à 01:41 PM

Take it all with a grain of salt,

smile through the tears.

Hold your head high despite the hate around you,

never walk with your head down because you're here for a reason.

A rejection is not the end of the world it's a blessing,

something far greater is coming along.

Be patient,

never rush the moment but take it all in.

Cry tonight but wear your most beautiful smile and your best attire tomorrow.

Learn the lesson,

never complain when you're going through a growth period.

It can only get better if you discipline yourself,

it's not impossible.

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2021-06-21T17:10:56+02:00

one show that moved me.

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Juin 2021 à 05:10 PM

It's the show Rizzoli and Isles which I am currently watching, I love the series because of how much fun the cast is having and you can see that they all get along but at the end of season 4 one of the detective suddenly wasn't there and I felt a void because I loved him he was so handsome and funny but they said that he went to visit his mother in Georgia. Sadly, at the beginning of the season 5 episode 1 the lieutenant got a phone call that detective Frost had a terrible car accident but when they got to the scene he was dead. I was mad because I thought he left the show for some other big role in another movie or show but I went ahead in search his name oh God I wish I hadn't done that because he actually died in real life ! from a self inflicted gunshot wound because apparently he had bipolar disorder. I was so sad yesterday, I was crying like I knew the guy because I loved his character and now I can't even finish the show because everything reminds me of him or I think of something he would say. His death really doesn't sit right with me, I would never think that he had bipolar disorder because he's so charming, always laughing... which is why we should all be nice to everyone because we don't know what kind of battle they are facing behind closed doors.

I don't mean to put anyone in a depressive mood but this is serious, metal health is extremely important and depression is no joke. No one should make any types of jokes about being depressed or suicidal because that is so insensitive to the people who are actually going through it. Let's be kind and more understandable to one another because one smile or a kind gesture toward someone who is going through something tragic behind closed doors can help save their lives. I will never condemn anyone who is having suicidal thoughts nor do I support it. I want all of us me included to express how we feel even in those dark moments when we think that no one cares or that we don't matter please share those thoughts because the more we encourage those feelings the harder it is for us to believe otherwise.

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2021-06-21T16:53:45+02:00

one movie that fascinates me.

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Juin 2021 à 04:53 PM

I wouldn't say that this movie fascinates me but the movie "words" with Bradley cooper is certainly every writer's nightmare because the writer in this movie wrote a very exceptional, heartfelt, sensational novel about his life with his wife; how he was an English man and she was a French girl but somehow their love story broke barriers and even though they did not speak the same language at first but their love was understood. The writer lost his daughter after he got married with his wife and after their lost his wife fell into a great depression while he became a drunkard but one day he sat in front of his type writer and wrote a whole novel in one night without stopping ! (that's what happens when a writer is truly inspired) Sadly he left his manuscript in a briefcase on the train while he was traveling but despite his desperate measures to find the briefcase he never did and he left behind his dream of becoming a writer.

A few years later Bradley cooper appear in the story he was also a writer but he wasn't talented enough to get published by his publicist because he always hold himself back in his writing and he never let himself be completely free. He also got married and went to France for his honey moon and he got himself a briefcase at an antique shop, he went back to the US with the briefcase and one night while he was struggling with a story at his computer he open the briefcase to only find the manuscript of the previous talented writer. He was so amazed and so moved by the story that he rewrote the story in his computer but under his name because he was fantasizing with the idea that he could come up with such novel. The next day, he went to work and while his wife was cleaning is office area she stumbled across the copy of the manuscript in his laptop; She was mesmerized as well that she got really excited and took him out for dinner to celebrate and she told him that he should publish the story. Bradley cooper was lost for words and he could not admit to his wife that the story was not his (he's already fraud for not admitting it) so he published the story and later came massive success! but one day while he was in the park he met an old man who ask him about the book and questioned him about how he came up with the story and of course he could not answer because the story was not his ! in fact the old man is the talented writer who wrote the story!!

The first time I watched that movie I was mad and sad for the old man but Bradley learned his lesson in the movie...

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