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2021-06-24T15:32:04+02:00
I can be weird
I can talk incessantly
I can be quiet
I can be open minded
I can be closed minded
I can be normal
I can be boring
I can be crazy
I can cry
I can laugh
I can be happy
I can be depressed
I can hide
I can come out
_all on the same day
2021-06-23T18:02:15+02:00
Just because I am quiet does not mean that I don't have anything to say or that I am shy,
I am not and you would be surprised.
Just because I didn't answer your call does not mean I didn't see it,
I did.
Just because I blocked you does not mean I hate you,
I don't.
Just because I talk to you about everything doesn't mean we're great friends,
we're probably not.
Just because I like being alone does not mean I don't miss my friends,
I do like all the time.
Just because you call me on a block caller ID does not mean I will pick up,
I won't.
Just because I hate taking pictures by you doesn't mean I that I hate pictures,
I don't I just hate it when someone else does it.
Just because I acted shy at the party doesn't mean that's who I am,
it's not my friends just wasn't there.
2021-06-22T13:41:06+02:00
Take it all with a grain of salt,
smile through the tears.
Hold your head high despite the hate around you,
never walk with your head down because you're here for a reason.
A rejection is not the end of the world it's a blessing,
something far greater is coming along.
Be patient,
never rush the moment but take it all in.
Cry tonight but wear your most beautiful smile and your best attire tomorrow.
Learn the lesson,
never complain when you're going through a growth period.
It can only get better if you discipline yourself,
it's not impossible.
2021-06-21T17:10:56+02:00
It's the show Rizzoli and Isles which I am currently watching, I love the series because of how much fun the cast is having and you can see that they all get along but at the end of season 4 one of the detective suddenly wasn't there and I felt a void because I loved him he was so handsome and funny but they said that he went to visit his mother in Georgia. Sadly, at the beginning of the season 5 episode 1 the lieutenant got a phone call that detective Frost had a terrible car accident but when they got to the scene he was dead. I was mad because I thought he left the show for some other big role in another movie or show but I went ahead in search his name oh God I wish I hadn't done that because he actually died in real life ! from a self inflicted gunshot wound because apparently he had bipolar disorder. I was so sad yesterday, I was crying like I knew the guy because I loved his character and now I can't even finish the show because everything reminds me of him or I think of something he would say. His death really doesn't sit right with me, I would never think that he had bipolar disorder because he's so charming, always laughing... which is why we should all be nice to everyone because we don't know what kind of battle they are facing behind closed doors.
I don't mean to put anyone in a depressive mood but this is serious, metal health is extremely important and depression is no joke. No one should make any types of jokes about being depressed or suicidal because that is so insensitive to the people who are actually going through it. Let's be kind and more understandable to one another because one smile or a kind gesture toward someone who is going through something tragic behind closed doors can help save their lives. I will never condemn anyone who is having suicidal thoughts nor do I support it. I want all of us me included to express how we feel even in those dark moments when we think that no one cares or that we don't matter please share those thoughts because the more we encourage those feelings the harder it is for us to believe otherwise.
2021-06-21T16:53:45+02:00
I wouldn't say that this movie fascinates me but the movie "words" with Bradley cooper is certainly every writer's nightmare because the writer in this movie wrote a very exceptional, heartfelt, sensational novel about his life with his wife; how he was an English man and she was a French girl but somehow their love story broke barriers and even though they did not speak the same language at first but their love was understood. The writer lost his daughter after he got married with his wife and after their lost his wife fell into a great depression while he became a drunkard but one day he sat in front of his type writer and wrote a whole novel in one night without stopping ! (that's what happens when a writer is truly inspired) Sadly he left his manuscript in a briefcase on the train while he was traveling but despite his desperate measures to find the briefcase he never did and he left behind his dream of becoming a writer.
A few years later Bradley cooper appear in the story he was also a writer but he wasn't talented enough to get published by his publicist because he always hold himself back in his writing and he never let himself be completely free. He also got married and went to France for his honey moon and he got himself a briefcase at an antique shop, he went back to the US with the briefcase and one night while he was struggling with a story at his computer he open the briefcase to only find the manuscript of the previous talented writer. He was so amazed and so moved by the story that he rewrote the story in his computer but under his name because he was fantasizing with the idea that he could come up with such novel. The next day, he went to work and while his wife was cleaning is office area she stumbled across the copy of the manuscript in his laptop; She was mesmerized as well that she got really excited and took him out for dinner to celebrate and she told him that he should publish the story. Bradley cooper was lost for words and he could not admit to his wife that the story was not his (he's already fraud for not admitting it) so he published the story and later came massive success! but one day while he was in the park he met an old man who ask him about the book and questioned him about how he came up with the story and of course he could not answer because the story was not his ! in fact the old man is the talented writer who wrote the story!!
The first time I watched that movie I was mad and sad for the old man but Bradley learned his lesson in the movie...
2021-06-21T14:26:13+02:00
No one knows this but quotes have saved my life countless of times when I could've given up on everything it was the only thread that was keeping me alive. When I am fighting back my tears and I get a notification on my phone with a quote by Eleanor Roosevelt, Albert Camus, Emily Dickinson, Robert Frost, Maya Angelou, John Keats and even Sylvia Plath despite her tragic death I still find comfort in her poetry and among others... I am surviving each day with the written word and if I couldn't read I am not sure who I would've become. Words have saved my life more than people ever did, poetry is my solace in the darkest of times and my only escape.
When words fails to come out of my mouth to express all the hurt and pain that I am experiencing deep down in my soul the words that I write says it all.
2021-06-21T14:18:57+02:00
Tears falling down my face,
dripping over the pages spoiling every word;
wishing my heart would stop because the pain is unbearable.
Smiling so they don't know,
haunting memories keeping me awake and chasing my dreams away.
I want to scream but I can't find my voice, it's trapped...
2021-06-20T01:34:29+02:00
I'm only doing this because I'm bored not that anyone would be interested in my likes and dislikes!
2021-06-18T18:48:05+02:00
"It doesn't hurt anymore,
seeing your face no longer weighs heavy on my heart.
Hearing your voice doesn't make me jump anymore,
I haven't dreamed about you for a long time now.
You could say you miss me and I wouldn't know what to say,
you're not on my mind anymore and I forgot what it felt like to think about you."
2021-06-18T16:22:13+02:00
Last time I talked about how Archie was doing I was looking for something to calm him down and how it's been very hot for him lately with his big long fur coat...anyways he is still agitated and I have yet to take him to the vet for a manicure because his nails are way too long right now and my hands aren't looking pretty with all the scratches.
Archie is quite stressed lately because there has been a lot going on and he hasn't got used to the big change yet but he will be okay. I am looking to adopt another cat but not now definitely by this time next year I want to have 2 cats because he's always in the house alone when I am at work. I really hate leaving him alone I wish I had a camera set up to see what he's doing and I am sure that he is very bored when I am not there which is why he clings to me when I get home. He is like a baby, I have to feed him, clean his paws after he uses the litter box...what I don't do for him is bathe him he does that by himself unless he gets himself dirty then I would have no choice than to scrub him with soap, I only did that once and he barely sleeps with me; he will sleep nearby but not next to me !
Anyways he is doing well I am putting off his surgery until maybe September, I am still debating about neutering him which should happen some time this year before he turns 1. I would want to do it while he's a baby or a toddler? I am not sure that he is a little baby anymore because he is so tall and big...
we are doing good, except that he wakes me up every morning at 4 am! that was my fault because he tricked me ! one time he woke me up at 4 am I fed him so now he thinks if he wakes me up I will feed him but I've stopped feeding him at 4am so he can let me sleep so now he decides to knock things off my dresser, my counter ugh he is such a brat. I don't want to spank him but I did last night and I know that he would resent me for it but it was a very light spank on his big posterior ! he was so mad at me when I woke up this morning he wouldn't even come to me when I called him; he can be such a brat :(
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