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what makes me happy?
Oh wow, there's a lot of things that make me happy Ok so besides cats and kittens as you all know by now I am obsessed with cats, if not then keep reading you'll see.
- babies: yes I love looking at them but I'll watch them when they can either crawl or kind of walk not when they are fresh out of the womb. Uhm I don't know what to do and I'm scared that I might be holding them wrong.
- meeting people who share a lot of my interest: It's very rare for me to meet someone I really click with but when that happens I am beyond thrilled.
- eating my favorite meals: which is steak with mashed potatoes, green beans, salmon, lobster, broccoli, some Mexican food like tacos. To be clear, not all of those mixed together but separately
- Being in a beautiful and yet quiet place: I love the stillness of things.
- having a good night of sleep and woke up with a good breakfast.
- Rabbits. I love them especially the brown ones that have fluffy tails
- waking up when my alarm was supposed to wake me but realizing that I have a little bit more time to sleep. That right there is the best feeling.
- making someone laugh. Most of the time when I make someone laugh it is unintentional but I love it when that happens!
- writing a poem or short story and realizing that it's one of my best work. Wow, that feeling to me is worth more than any money in the world. I love being inspired, creating, publishing, expressing myself through my work. If I could be a successful writer without having another side hustle I would leave everything else at the drop of a hat and just be a writer full time but I have a lot going on and so far my writing hasn't provided me financially yet.
- a well-made bed. I barely have time to make my bed the way I like in the morning because I'm always rushing out the door but I always make my bed even if it's not top tier.
Uhm I have many more but I figured the more I am going down that list the more it gets boring but if you found that remotely interesting well maybe we can be friends!
why don't I socialize a lot?
I am sure most of you know that I am an introvert but I am not the typical shy type I am the social introvert I am somewhat shy when I go somewhere new and I am not sure how I should act or what to do. I do socialize but I am not a social butterfly I have my limit and once I reach that limit I am done for the day I might as well get my bag and go. The truth is I wish that I could socialize for a long period of time but it just doesn't feel right.
Since My name is also Melodie do I love music?
Yes, I love music, I cannot spend a day without listening to at least one song. I also love to sing even if I don't have a great voice but it makes me happy especially when I am doing chores.
How is my acne?
so I ended up going to a dermatologist and I also went to see my primary care doctor, I am currently using a topical medication. My skin is slowly improving it might take a while for my skin to be fully recovered but I have faith that it will happen, I just have to be patient. I did try curology as I mentioned before but when I started using it I only had acne in the lower part of my face like my chin but I started getting acne all over my face and they described that as "purging" I wasn't too happy about that, most people would continue using the product until they find improvement but I gave up too early I guess. I rather have a slow improvement with minimal acne instead of having my whole face filled with acne to only get results later! They did send me another month of supply but I still haven't opened the box. I am not excited about that brand anymore but I wouldn't tell someone not to use it because what doesn't work for me may work for someone else.
what do I think about the Covid-Vaccine?
To be honest, I do not want to get into this debate, I think it's a personal choice and each individual has to make that decision themselves because you are basically choosing to put or not to put something in your body. Plus I don't want the CDC website to shut me down ! not that my opinion would make a difference in that matter.
why is my blog look like a bakery website on a computer screen?
The last time I design this blog I was 18 and I haven't change it since, at that time I was coo-coo for pink and anything that looks girly. I have matured and my taste is definitely different now maybe I should redesign my blog again soon... I will try to personalize it to my taste but then again if you're using a phone to visit this blog you will not see all of my hard work you have to use a computer.
When am I going to publish my book?
For me, everything happens in a set of orders. I am not in a rush to publish anything, I like to take my time in everything that I am doing but if this world doesn't end in the next 3 years you shall see my name across a manuscript.