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- never chase or beg.
- let go.
- stay pretty.
- pray always.
- work out.
2021-07-26T20:26:19+02:00
2021-07-26T16:17:32+02:00
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the best gift you can give to yourself.
It's not a Birkin bag or a Rolex it's your mental health. As I say this I am getting emotional because I am not in the right place mentally but I strive to get to that point where I am proud of myself for getting up when all I wanted to do was to stay down. Your mental health is what's keeping you alive, you use your mental capacity to make decisions and if you are not in good place everything may go to shambles. Honestly, I don't like talking about my life or to tell anyone what I am going through but at times it is necessary if it is eating you alive.
Because I am not doing so great I cannot speak on mental health as much I would like because I hate speaking on things I know nothing about. I love to help people by nature but I can only help with the things that I know, no one will ever come up to me and ask me how are you mentally because I don't think I give the impression that I am going through something. What I can tell you instead of thinking about your problems try to help someone else because I guarantee you when you help someone you will feel better because you're not thinking about your problem
2021-07-26T15:54:00+02:00
questions
perfect gift?
I literally give myself everything and if anyone were to get me anything pricey I would feel awkward because now I feel like I have to give you something. But a Billie Eillish Vinyl record would be find but I am about to get her latest album anyways maybe the older ones.
What do I do on those days I don't feel like myself or sad?
I write depressing poetry while I listen to Billie Eillish songs, cry for no reason, sleep all day, talk to myself and make Q&A to remember who I am. Uhm I am a different breed.
Favorite time of the year?
winter because I can wear big clothes and sweatshirts and I can blame the snow for not going out.
Favorite thing to do?
I don't know I hate everything right now.
best part of cooking?
adding spice, different colors of peppers, lemons in my tacos or salads...tomatoes, adding cheese to my omelet.
pet peeves?
liars and narcissist...
2021-07-26T15:10:41+02:00
goodbye.
Days in a haze
Blurry,
Memories are fleeting
Hating everything
Want to skip this life
Drowning
Pretending
Smiling
Repeat.
2021-07-24T04:25:02+02:00
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"I am afraid that If I never fall in love i'll never get the chance to know what it feels like to be alive.
To feel something far beyond my explanation,
to lose the meaning of what once was and to simply be in the moment; in love."
2021-07-23T20:54:47+02:00
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hey,
As y'all can see there's three different languages on this blog lol, well it is what it is! I am trilingual and I am also learning a fourth language when I am fluent in it then I will put it here as well. I hope everyone is having a great day! I just wanted to give you guys a warning or to explain myself lol.
alright byyyeeeeita.
2021-07-21T15:40:57+02:00
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Mwen damou w’ men lanmou pa okouran.
2021-07-21T02:14:47+02:00
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My furry little friend.
you make me smile every time you come to the door to greet me.
Your purring sound warms my heart.
People may not understand how much joy you have brought me.
You are a beam of light in my darkness.
My eyes filled with tears thinking about the days that you will not be with me anymore.
Your beautiful little eyes are so captivating that I always find myself lost in them.
you are truly inspiring.
2021-07-21T01:47:55+02:00
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Books
"Stories have allowed me to travel anywhere in the world, across the sea, into the wild, and into different eras.
To Imagine a world out there far greater than my own.
To Expand my mind, to think of the impossible and the most unbelievable creatures.
The written word has made my depression less unbearable and when I can’t find the right stories my world comes crashing down."
2021-07-20T02:21:05+02:00
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If you're looking for roses and sunshine you will not find it here.
If you want real joy without the ups and downs I am sorry but my life is a rollercoaster.
If you want love and you're not ready to feel my dark side I am sorry but they walk hand and hand,
I don't know how to love without the pain.
If you want plain and simple then I am not for you because as you peel a layer another one shows and I am afraid that there are more layers underneath, maybe one day you'll get to see the real me and not the version I want you to see.
If you want to party all night and to wake up and find me there, you will be disappointed because I am not the type to go all night...
If you think that I am going to come back after I left I am sorry but I get bored fast and I lose interest at the drop of a hat.
Fight for my love and maybe I'll respond but it's not guaranteed.