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2021-07-07T01:43:22+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

« Je t’ai attendu mais tu m’as tourné le dos et tu ne m’as même pas regarder, tu m’as laissé pour morte. Je t’ai aimé et ça m’a fait mal. Je croyais l’amour devrais m’apporter du bonheur mais depuis que je suis tombée amoureuse de toi j’ai connu que de la douleur. J’étais seule à rêver à notre avenir mais toi tu étais entrain de la regarder.  Si un jours tu reviens me chercher sache que je préfère d’être misérable seule que de faire semblant d’être heureuse en ta présence »

 

 

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2021-07-06T18:13:08+02:00

small misunderstanding.

Publié par Gaelle.R

To explain my love for my beloved kitten or my love for cats in general...I am well aware that my love for cats is not normal and quite frankly I connect with my cat more than some people. Perhaps I am the cat whisperer ! I know that the average person will not react the way that I do when they see a cute kitten because they don't feel the same way as I do. It may be quite annoying for some but my love for animals and mostly cats is one of the positive things about me, I know exactly why I love animals so much, why I hate confrontation, why complete strangers feel so drawn to me...I know why but I prefer not to say.

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2021-07-06T16:33:29+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

« La vie m'a rendue forte et méfiante à l’égard des gens qui m’ont fait voir les sept couleur de l’arc en ciel. après avoir pleurer et dormir sans souper j’ai pu voir ce qui comptait vraiment. J’avais l’habitude de voir la vie en rose et d’être naïve en face au gens qui me disait n’importe quoi pour gagner ma confiance »

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2021-07-06T16:08:17+02:00

side note.

Publié par Gaelle.R

If You don't speak French that's ok you can still come to my blog I will continue to write both in French and English, if you are using a computer you can also translate the whole page in English that way you will be able to understand everything ! :)

 Also I have been having trouble finding which language that I am more comfortable with because I started out writing in French and I felt so inspired, so moved by the power of being able to create something magical in that language. There's also a play on words that I am able to do in French that I haven't really been able to do in English. If you know me please let me know personally your thoughts and even if you don't know me you can comment anonymously under any post you like if you don't want to disclose your name. Thank you!

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2021-07-06T15:39:23+02:00

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"The gift of writing allows me to be inspired in any language that I speak all I need is a pen and paper."

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2021-07-06T15:35:32+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

« Parfois les mots m’échappe quand je regarde ton beau visage, ton sourire me réchauffe le cœur et tes beaux yeux immense et merveilleux me rends si folle que je ne sais plus comment me tenir debout. Le fait de penser à toi me rend tellement dingue que je n’arrive plus à me concentrer sur le moment présent. »

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2021-07-06T13:49:11+02:00

coucou!

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Je vais commencer à écrire en français maintenant, je ne sais pas si mes lecteurs auront la chance de me comprendre mais sache qu’avant d’écrire en anglais j’avais un amour fou pour les poèmes en français et j’avais l’impression que tout sonnait  mieux en français qu’en anglais. D'autre en plus Je compte aller à Paris pour écrire quelque chose avant que je meurs. Peut-être mon français n’est plus pareil mais je fais de mon mieux et j’ai comme l’impression que quand je commence à écrire les mots me reviennent c’est comme si tout a été là dans ma mémoire mais j’avais pas eu la chance de les accéder. 

Alors bienvenue sur mon blog si toi aussi tu parle français ça me fait beaucoup de plaisirs que tu sois là à me supporter! 

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2021-07-06T13:40:37+02:00

Mes sentiments.

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« Effondré par les larmes qui coulent malgré mes efforts pour les arrêter, mais tout à coup j’ai plus la force de me battre pour survive. Je me sens seule sur terre  et personne n’est là pour m’aider. J’ai l’impression de gâcher tout ce que je touche. Je n’ai plus la force de dire non et je laisse la douleur m’emporter. »

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2021-07-05T18:00:51+02:00

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" If I could book an appointment to obtain a "friend" for one day who will pretend to genuinely care and support me I would do it today but I don't have the funds for it." -from a girl in need of a true friend.

 

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2021-07-02T17:20:46+02:00

anxiety.

Publié par Gaelle.R

A lot of us have had some form of anxiety whether we are aware of it or not but everyone have experienced it at some point. Ever since this pandemic started a lot of us have been dealing with a lot and myself included. I just want to say that I am here for anyone who needs to talk as I also have anxiety myself. I did not want to admit that I have it because It would be one health problem added to my problem list... but as I look at the way that I react in some situations I realize that I have it. 

Let's all be kind to one another, let's all be understanding. I wanted to apologize to some people for not showing up when they invited me to things even if they were virtual but I guess it would sounds like an excuse ! (nervous laughing emoji inserted) ever since this pandemic started I have been craving to be more alone than usual and that's becoming a problem because I have no desire to do anything or to go anywhere besides work... I just like being home and any time spent away from my house feels like a torture (nervous laughing emoji inserted) I am always rushing to get home or to be alone. I don't think I need to apologize for that, there is an underlying issue here. I will do my best to validate my emotions and feelings.

My little advice to anyone dealing with anxiety:

  • do not rush things.
  • go to bed early and have a balanced sleep schedule.
  • drink a lot of water.
  • exercise.
  • avoid watching too much TV
  • read.
  • play with a pet.
  • go outdoor (I am laughing on the inside ! I hate being outside especially in this heat but I have to step out to clear my mind)
  • take your time when making a really important decision even if you feel like you don't have much time left.
  • Take time to breathe and to relax because stressing about a situation will only make your anxiety worse.

I am saying all this and it it's difficult! I am always tapping my feet on the floor, moving my hands and my mind is racing... So much negative thoughts are circulating up there. It's not a great feeling at all and personally I don't want to take any medication. I will not advise anyone dealing with severe anxiety not to take medication because it's important to see a Doctor and to be treated. I believe that I have mild anxiety the kind you have when things are falling apart and when you about to go on stage for the first time which is how I feel going into a crowded place or meeting people I have not met. Actually it's different for me because I love meeting new awesome people as long as they are not overbearing, loud, judgmental and touchy. 

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