No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2021-03-20T19:13:13+01:00

one life accomplishment.

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Mars 2021 à 07:13 PM

I know this might sound meaningless to some of you but to me, it is a very big deal. It happened recently and it's the first time in a very long time that this has happened...

It's short but I will go into details to make you understand where I am coming from. so here it goes...

I woke up got in the shower wait too detailed? well, I am not going to tell you exactly what happened while I got ready! I am just going to give you a sense of what's happening. Where was I ? yes I got dressed and got in my car, I had to run 2 errands one was getting cat food for Archie because he was already hungry when I woke up and there was no cat food left. He was sitting by his food bowl while I leave the house. Before I went to PetCo I had to make another trip to another store for something really specific and it's one of my favorite stores. You will not believe what happened! if you're someone close to me you would understand me. I got in the store and only bought one thing! no extra shirt, purse not even a candy! just what I went to buy!

I am an impulsive shopper and I am trying so hard to have more self-control so I can accomplish my goals, take care of more important things I will write another article about that soon. I did eventually go to Petco to get Archie's kitten food. I never went to a store and got one thing that never happened even if it's just an extra pen, mug, drink I always come out with something that I did not plan on buying... That for me was the beginning of a life accomplishment If I keep it up I will save money to get exactly what I want which is bigger than what I see at the store.

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2021-03-20T18:56:50+01:00

One of the happiest day of my life

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Mars 2021 à 06:56 PM

I had recent mouth surgery and I couldn't eat hard food I was on a liquid diet for almost a week needless to say I was starving to the point where I made a list of all the food I am going to eat when my mouth heal. I dreamed about eating my favorite meal only to wake up with a taste of it in my mouth but sadly it was just a dream.

On the last day, I was in a lot of pain the day before and I was at work. I took my medicine and I felt better, I could open my mouth all the way. I was practicing eating and biting, don't judge me I was desperate. I had brought soup in my lunch box for the day but sadly the soup spilled and it just looks disgusting at that point. I was contemplating not eating for the day and going back inside hungry, I was sad and I got a little upset which made me leave work and drove to the nearest Mc Donalds. I don't eat Mc Donalds that often or at all but that day I was desperate.

The happiest moment was when I took a bite of those french fries they were so delicious, they've never been tastier and saltier I was over the moon. I ate all of it in less than 5 minutes and I didn't feel any pain, I was so happy to taste salty and crunchy food.

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2021-03-14T02:26:22+01:00

Some questions and answers

Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Mars 2021 à 02:26 AM

which movie do I never get bored of watching?

Breakfast at tiffany. I love the beginning with the song moon river playing in the background while Audrey Hepburn is having breakfast in front of her favorite shop which is Tiffanys. She was just so beautiful and graceful. I watch every movie she's in except the nun story and I heard it's her best film, I have yet to watch it.

Do like hanging out?

well, my definition of hanging out is taking a nap with Archie sleeping nearby, or hanging out with Archie in my room while watching TV or listening to music from my speaker or my record player box.

What do I want currently?

I want a Billie Eilish record because I like her music and her vibe.

what do I hate?

Loud people.

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2021-03-14T00:09:43+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Mars 2021 à 12:09 AM

Tear slowly runs down my face,

when I realize that everything I do will never be enough.

My heart breaks,

Every time I realize that my best was not even considered.

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2021-03-12T04:18:00+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Mars 2021 à 04:18 AM

Hey guys,

how are things for everyone?

I hope all is well.

I have not much to say except that I am trying to stay afloat while I am on the verge of drowning well it's hard to stay above water at times -. But one thing that will always make me happy is my baby boy Archie. He's getting so big but oh my God! he is really aggressive, he's always biting my hand off or scratching me. I am trying to train him not to bite or scratch me all the time but soon I have to take him somewhere to cut his nails down not declawing him because I think that is so awful to do that to a cat.

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2021-03-11T02:42:54+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Mars 2021 à 02:42 AM

"Hatred is just as strong as love, because of how emotionally invested you are." me

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2021-03-11T02:26:47+01:00

to past lovers and old friends

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Mars 2021 à 02:26 AM

It baffles me how you let me go,

after a long look at what we went through, I am still shocked about how poorly you've treated me.

when all I ever did was giving you all my love and affection.

I didn't know when you were criticizing every little thing about me that you really meant it,

I didn't believe that those jokes you made were how you really felt about me.

Now that I am falling more in love with myself,

I realize that there was nothing wrong with me I was beautiful then and I am even more beautiful now.

You were too blind to witness this rare beauty.

I was not wrong for being kind,

because now I know that my kindness is one of my greatest attributes.

It takes someone out of the ordinary to handle things the way that I did.

You tried to ruin me,

But I was made to be challenged.

It would take an army to destroy half of me,

you alone would never be able to tear me apart.

In the end, you've lost something valuable that you will never get back.

Despite everything I have no hate towards you,

nothing comes to mind when your name is mention because It's irrelevant now.

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2021-03-08T18:31:23+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Mars 2021 à 06:31 PM

I mind my business so much that I have no idea what’s going on, it could be a bad thing but it works for me.

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2021-03-05T12:15:51+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Mars 2021 à 12:15 PM

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2021-03-02T02:15:18+01:00

Some questions answered.

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Mars 2021 à 02:15 AM

What is the best thing that has happened to me this year?

There are many things but one thing that I cannot ignore and that makes me extremely happy is getting my kitten, Archie. I talk about him a lot because in some ways I feel like he found me because I wasn’t looking for him. He’s so sweet, so lovely so cute, so independent and he came to me potty trained. I was feeling kind of sad and alone but now I got him, he truly brings me joy.

what questions do I often get asked?

How old am I: because apparently, I look way younger than my age which is fine now although that used to bother me but not anymore.

Where am I from? Especially at work when I am speaking with a patient. Most of them ask me that at least one time.

What music did I listen to growing up?

I had a very interesting taste in music and I still do but I wish Billie Eilish was there because it would’ve been great to have a singer who understood me like that because most of her music relate to my teenage years.

but I used to listen to a lot of Akon, Rihanna, Leona Lewis, Iyaz, Jordin sparks, Christina Perri, Jason Mraz, Enrique Iglesias, some Beyonce, Adele, Sean Paul and a lof other singers but those were my top 10.

Do I talk a lot?

Nope not really, ever since quarantine started I became quieter and quieter but I write a lot more than I speak.

What are my favorite characters in Cartoons that I watch?

Squidward from Spongebob.

Daffy Duck and I like Lola too because she's crazy, from Looney tunes

I love both Tom and Jerry equally

stewie Griffin from Family guys

My head hurts guys gotta go.

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