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"sometimes it's not the place you hate but the people there."
2021-07-02T14:03:05+02:00
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2021-07-02T14:01:25+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
"sinking
drowning
suffocating
and alone."
2021-07-01T13:40:43+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
"Like a bird I let the wind take me wherever it needs me to go,
My wings take me so high that I can almost touch the clouds.
when I walk I don't wish I was flying, I just let my feet take me."
2021-06-30T16:46:06+02:00
cheezy questions answered.
let's talk about loooove ...
Have you been in love?
*insert thinking emoji, yes I have but it was such a tragedy I wore black for days.
have you been on date and how recent?
Yes I have, I don't want to say how recent you guys will be shocked !
would you order a steak on a date?
yes I will order anything I like on the menu, I like to feel comfortable.
will you pay for your food on a date?
I will if I need to because I always carry my wallet just in case something like this happens but just so we clear there might not be a second date because I don't mind taking myself out to eat alone.
Do you have problems eating in front of guys?
yes I used to but not anymore because I figured I starved myself enough in the past and if you can't handle me chewing, well there's a lot more you won't be able to handle.
Would you dress up for a date?
Uhm yeah ! otherwise I could've stay at home.
do you have a tiktok account?
I don't think I do but if I do I never use it and same goes for Instagram I only pop in every 6 months and like a random picture what a creep !
2021-06-30T16:24:28+02:00
A few quotes I just thought about. So cheezy!
"Love songs feel different when you're in love."
"A lot of people are in love but are not together, I wonder if that can change."
" The purest love is to love despite not being loved in return."
2021-06-28T19:47:21+02:00
heat wave.
Hey guys,
I Hope all of you find a cool spot today because outside is not a good place to be, it is so hot right now that I am very grateful to be at work today because it's cold inside. Some people might be going to the beach even if it's a Monday, I could never I like going to the beach on Sundays I don't know why but I haven't been to the beach since 2018 ! last year I went but I only walked I didn't go in the water. I don't mind going to the beach it's just not my favorite thing to do because I hate driving far to only pay for parking when I get there... sometimes I don't pay for parking but when I get there the beach is most likely packed... If I could have my own personal beach I would lol I guess I'll just get a pool whenever I am able to get one.
I am not too excited to go to the beach, I don't like crowded places and when I do go to the beach I usually find a quiet spot far from everyone. I am not anti social I promise, I just like my alone time. I am not sure how Archie is handling this heat poor baby is stuck inside wish I had a camera to see what he's up to!
2021-06-28T14:01:40+02:00
Priorities.
I am used to see post online that says "no one is too busy if you are important in their life, they'll give you their time it's all about priorities." I never took that saying personal, actually I never cared until now; not that I believe those people who told me I was working all day so I couldn't text or call you back or I was cooking so I forgot to call you... do you see the pattern? "I forgot to" which means I was not in their minds to begin with so it is very far fetch of me to expect them to call or text me back. That is such a sad things to realize but I gave them the benefit of the doubt, I did try to swallow the fact that they were busy that's why they forgot about me. It started to hurt when the person I cared about most just forgot about me when that person was all I could think about from the moment I wake up to the minute I fell asleep. Quite frankly I don't remember how it felt to be thinking about that person anymore and I am very grateful for that because it was eating my mind. I know that they were not too busy because no one in this day and age just forgets to check their phones all day unless you work in the hospital and even then I check my phone so I guess unless you're a surgeon!
Currently, I sort of forget those people who constantly forget about me they are no longer my worries because I am prioritizing myself and all the important things that I could be doing with my time. I know that it might sound bitter coming from me but I couldn't be bitter even If I try because I genuinely put my time and effort before I give up on anything. I never take no for an answer I am always trying to conquer the prize but at times it is best to just move on and forget about it as there's always better things coming along.
2021-06-25T20:47:58+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
"The thought of you is just so invigorating and intoxicating that I just lay there at night unable to fall asleep." A lover's mind.
2021-06-25T15:49:18+02:00
*snippet from a lover's remorse.
Today I realize just how much I was blinded by what I thought was love? or was it just infatuation? It took me less than a month to forget you and I never looked back ever since. In my head you were kind, gentle, honest and beautiful but as I became free from your spell I no longer see any of those things when I look at you; I almost feel as if I was tricked into almost falling in love with you. You were right, we are definitely not meant to be and we have nothing in common. I was obsessed with the idea of you and I couldn't see the real you. I am glad that I've met you because you've shown me exactly what I don't want, I have no ill will towards you and I do not pity you at all.
You've taught me so much and you've helped me to grow into the woman that I am today, the hurt that I experienced the last time we talked almost felt like a small needle piercing through my heart but it was not strong enough to break in, my heart did not spill out nor did you break it. You made a warrior out of me, an ice princess, a tough nut to crack, more cautious and alert; thank you for opening my eyes and for making me see the evil in this world.
2021-06-24T19:31:10+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
" why do I miss you and despise you at the same time?." quote From a Lover's remorse ( project by me).
Not sure what this project will be about but it's not about anyone and it does not reflect how I feel, I am just inspired.