No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-04-12T17:49:25+02:00

On the tip of my tongue

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Avril 2016 à 05:49 PM

Expectations...everyone expect something from someone even when they don't want to admit it, it can either be good or bad but either way we are all expecting. I have not done this in quite a while, disappointment is real.To tell you the truth bad expectation is what brought me here. Some people if not most people expect that a pretty girl or boy (no stereotype) to always have a boyfriend or girlfriend well maybe they don't and maybe they do. It is not always true. Every beautiful girl is not a slut (hate that word) I have to use it to make you understand. Every beautiful girl do not have a lot of guys after them maybe they just ignore them. Every beautiful girl do not have sex all the time and maybe they never have or go out every night. Just because she dresses a certain way does not make her a slut or bad girl (that is another topic) the way she dresses only matter to her. It depends some people don't give a damn about what others think of them and some do care. That girl might wear what you may call stripper clothes but never had sex (that only matters to her) just because some girl look at a boy, talk to a boy doesn't mean that she is in love ! what a crazy world! just because a boy is talking to a girl doesn't mean that he wants her. I know that idea saying a guy and a girl cannot be friends well it's not always the case if there was anything between them and they both see each other as a friend then let it be. So now what are you gonna tell me that a girl who has a guy friend have chances of falling for that guy or either way? I don't believe that. I believe a guy can be friend with a girl and some cases. If they are friends and they got together in the process well I'll say that attraction was already there it was just a term saying "friend" but they both knew what they had in mind.

How did our society became full of pervs? Just because a girl is always on her phone doesn't mean she is talking to a guy. There are so many things you can do with a phone. That's what some of us expect when we see some girl or a guy. Well you can be wrong. Not everyone think the same. Not everyone want the same thing. And just because a girl have a boyfriend does not mean they have sex. There are some couples who don't do that. It might be rare but there are some. I am not degrading those who do have sex in their relationship or whatsoever if you do well good for you that's your life but i am talking about those who have different belief.

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2016-04-11T21:38:36+02:00

who says.

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Avril 2016 à 09:38 PM

I got something in my mind right now...and I just have to share it. In the past maybe you have been one of those person who was not positive or confident in yourself or in your body. Well I have something for you. In life you will always find that one person that will always think of you wrong, think you are not good enough, unattractive, or not skinny enough. To tell you the truth you don't have to care about any of that ! this person will always think of you that way but is that person going to pay your bill, help you get your degree and succeed in life? I guess not well you need to know who you are and own it. I am tired of people who makes others feel bad about themselves truth is they are probably jealous that they do not have what you have. There's nothing you can do just ignore them and if they come at you better stay gracious and brush them off. If you fight back with words they still going to talk. Keep doing you, keep stacking and getting that paper. Fight with action not words then you will shut them off. You don't have to be like them and talk back so you can make yourself look better because if you cuss them out you will automatically be in the same place that they are in and you are not. I know when people have enough of everything they will say something I am like that but you need to wait before you do that. Truth is they know what you do and they are afraid but you don't have to be.

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2016-04-10T14:52:00+02:00

under the sea

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Avril 2016 à 02:52 PM

You were the shadow to my soul

with every breath I could see my life getting bigger

Your dreams were my dreams

and our world were just ours.

No one could understand.

The sun used to rise just for us two

and the rain used to fall only for the unfortunate.

we had everything.

we were perfect

nothing was wrong until...

the darkness came and the clouds spread around our world.

The earthquake got rid of all the foundation

and now we're stuck with a big why?

We can no longer find answers.

It's all gone and we're just looking at it in the big screen.

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2016-04-08T14:25:00+02:00

challenge 7. what tattoos you have and if they have meaning

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Avril 2016 à 02:25 PM

well I have no idea what to do with this challenge consider that i do not have any tattoos yet (i'll probably never get one but i don't know) one tattoo that fascinate me is the musical note tattoo and a very small one or a little heart on the wrist. I don't like people's name on me whoever it is and i do not want date or birthdays. The reason why I like the little music note tattoo is because i am obsessed with music on a second thought I should try writing music more often i do that only sometimes. I wish that I could sing but a frog sounds better than me anyway so back to the tattoo subject hope I don't fail this challenge... actually i cannot fail consider that i have no tattoo so basically it is no surprises that i have no idea about it.

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2016-04-07T18:17:29+02:00

I don't know you anymore.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Avril 2016 à 06:17 PM

Too close you don't let me breath I can't talk to anyone

what's the use? what did I do wrong?

why do you think that I'm doing something wrong when you are not around?

you pretend that you trust me but i know what real "trust" looks like

in the end I don't care what you think just like i don't for everything else.

I cannot help but think how lowly you think of me !

you think i am able to do all this? who am i ? why do you pretend to know me?

you think that I can go around and do all this when in fact you still tell me i'm a good person

which one should i believe?

why are you lying to my face when I know that your heart says otherwise?

your heart speak the truth too bad i cannot go inside to find out what i need to know.

I have nothing to say to you at this point.

If you think that i can murder you than die with your misery and fear.

If you knew me then you would have come to my face and call me a murderer like the brave person you are.

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2016-04-07T04:24:30+02:00

challenge: someone who fascinates you and why

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Avril 2016 à 04:24 AM

There have been a lot of people who I was fascinated about but with time I either move on from it or that person prove me wrong and that they were very undeserving that pedestal. But above it all one person who never failed me and whom I am always fascinated about is my beloved mother. It is no surprise I've always spoke dearly of her.I like to think that I am just like her even though I might be far from that. She is one of those people that's always on my mind in every situation I ask myself what would she do about this? She is very sweet and i'll be lost if I did not have a mother like her because she understand me even when I don't say anything. She is like my best friend I can tell her anything and I will not be afraid because she always have the best advice. She is the most wonderful person on earth to me. I love her more than myself and i'll be lying if I say she doesn't love me that way too because her love inspired me. She sacrifice everything for me sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it but she always says that i'm wrong. I am glad to have her as my mom because otherwise i would be nothing. she makes me a better person and she shows me how a smile can change everything to sum it up she makes me happy because she is that breath of fresh air in my life for like forever and she will always be.

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2016-04-04T23:46:00+02:00

A place you would live but have never visited

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Avril 2016 à 11:46 PM

No surprise to most of you i have only place in mind and I don't have to make you guess because i have already mention this here before perhaps more than twice ! I know i am obsessed with that place and I am not ashamed ! it's Paris I would love to live there when I'm older and I know that it is not impossible and nope I have not visited Paris yet but I will one one day. I cannot wait I already design the house i want to get in my head and how I'm going to live there. This place have always been in my heart forever and i cannot stop wanting to go there and to be there. The best part about it is the people they have this thing in themselves they are full of life and they use their hands when they talk. they use examples when they talk. The Europeans are different and it's a good one.

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2016-04-04T07:15:55+02:00

challenge: ten interesting facts about yourself.

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Avril 2016 à 07:15 AM

First of all

1.I hate talking about myself which is the first interesting fact about me.

2. I hate putting myself first.

3. I hate talking to people i don't know or surprisingly don't like but i am not a mean person i know because i find myself thinking dearly of the worse possible people on earth (won't get into that)

4. I cannot stand the idea of being one person

5. I am actually two people meaning i am a girl and a boy lol what do i mean? actually i am not human hahaha i got you there okay i need to be serious i want to pass this challenge.

6. I'm actually not a quiet person besides what people can see except if it's in the morning then i'm the worse i won't talk to you lol.

7. i love the french culture and anything related to it i think it's just simple, beautiful, elegant, refine and it defines me more than anything else.

8. I am currently building my confidence meaning i trust myself more and i believe more in my strength as a writer, person and a daughter because i love my mom so much and i want to make her just as happy as she does to me.

9. i actually love school and learning i cannot see myself living in a world where there is no learning no purpose of waking up in the morning.

10. I love my best friend I met her last year and she makes me soooo happy and i needed someone like her in my life in a very long time besides i don't have a lot of friends it's a genetic thing my mom has one best friend and only one she only ride with one person and so do i because it is easier that way and less drama.

Bonus: I am a very sarcastic person !! like in everything.

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2016-04-02T03:36:22+02:00

challenge 3 your first love and first kiss, if separate, discuss both

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Avril 2016 à 03:36 AM

what ??? are you kidding me first of all i am not about to get personal I don't want that... I don't know who read this wow that feels like a real challenge to me but one i am willing to take. First love? Have I ever been in love ? I don't know because i believe if you love then you stay in love and you certainly don't hate the person right after or can you? what I felt was probably not love it was infatuation a very interesting feeling came... about a person and i was thinking about that person for a while then boom it's gone...vanish into thin air was that love? It doesn't stay it goes away but with me it's different i don't forget which brings me to was it love? i am not quite sure what love is in that case so i have no real answer.well I was very young which was stupid consider the age difference he was a teenager well i was just some dumb little girl...and I've had that crush for a very long time gosh i was such a creep i was like an FBI agent I had my friends looking out for me and everything watch out for those older girls who are way bigger than me. I was soooooo small gosh how did he see me? but he said i was cute which triggers the love? ughmmmm i don't know if that's love but that was my first one after that i became reserved maybe cold...that's another story one that i don't have to talk about because it is not a "first love" well the guy left the Country and he traveled to France and I have never heard of him since then. I was devastated... the separation was rough because i kept waiting for him to come back and he never did until i got older and I moved on from all of it. Uhmmm i wish i could skip first kiss i want to it's too personal but i am no fool...it's April fools day by the way. Uhm that i was old enough and it was nice it would have been nicer if i waited longer but i'm glad that i did it when i did. no comment. What is up with french kiss? wow it's something weird but nice at the same time...

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2016-03-31T17:13:25+02:00

Your earliest memory (writing challenge)

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Mars 2016 à 05:13 PM

To tell you the truth I am a memory hoarder first of all I need to know what kind of memory you actually mean. But I remember posing for a picture when I was 4 it may look like it was just a normal photoshoot but to me as a 4 year old my imagination was vivid at the time i'm pretty sure I've done lucid dreaming a lot. I was dressed like a boy, jeans and shirt sneakers to the point the photographer was like hey little boy! I didn't say anything i just answer i was fine while laughing because i was amazed with the idea of being a boy. Since then it sort of shift in my head do i wanna be a normal girl or a boy? lol i won't go all Caitlin Jenner on you but hum...that subject is private and I'm only sharing some part of the story to the world. In case I have children or famous (cough slight possibility ) "nothing is impossible the word itself says i'm possible" I don't want to have to refresh my memory to justify what i said. Everything I say here I meant to say it in case someone wants to use what i say against me well let's hope you don't. So yeah basically that was the beginning of a whole new me wanting to be a boy or like a boy. If you're my friend then you know what I mean. I still have that photo and i look damn good my mom really tamed that wild hair back then ! i'm glad i took that picture and seriously meant a lot to me.

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