No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-04-02T03:36:22+02:00

challenge 3 your first love and first kiss, if separate, discuss both

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Avril 2016 à 03:36 AM

what ??? are you kidding me first of all i am not about to get personal I don't want that... I don't know who read this wow that feels like a real challenge to me but one i am willing to take. First love? Have I ever been in love ? I don't know because i believe if you love then you stay in love and you certainly don't hate the person right after or can you? what I felt was probably not love it was infatuation a very interesting feeling came... about a person and i was thinking about that person for a while then boom it's gone...vanish into thin air was that love? It doesn't stay it goes away but with me it's different i don't forget which brings me to was it love? i am not quite sure what love is in that case so i have no real answer.well I was very young which was stupid consider the age difference he was a teenager well i was just some dumb little girl...and I've had that crush for a very long time gosh i was such a creep i was like an FBI agent I had my friends looking out for me and everything watch out for those older girls who are way bigger than me. I was soooooo small gosh how did he see me? but he said i was cute which triggers the love? ughmmmm i don't know if that's love but that was my first one after that i became reserved maybe cold...that's another story one that i don't have to talk about because it is not a "first love" well the guy left the Country and he traveled to France and I have never heard of him since then. I was devastated... the separation was rough because i kept waiting for him to come back and he never did until i got older and I moved on from all of it. Uhmmm i wish i could skip first kiss i want to it's too personal but i am no fool...it's April fools day by the way. Uhm that i was old enough and it was nice it would have been nicer if i waited longer but i'm glad that i did it when i did. no comment. What is up with french kiss? wow it's something weird but nice at the same time...

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2016-03-31T17:13:25+02:00

Your earliest memory (writing challenge)

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Mars 2016 à 05:13 PM

To tell you the truth I am a memory hoarder first of all I need to know what kind of memory you actually mean. But I remember posing for a picture when I was 4 it may look like it was just a normal photoshoot but to me as a 4 year old my imagination was vivid at the time i'm pretty sure I've done lucid dreaming a lot. I was dressed like a boy, jeans and shirt sneakers to the point the photographer was like hey little boy! I didn't say anything i just answer i was fine while laughing because i was amazed with the idea of being a boy. Since then it sort of shift in my head do i wanna be a normal girl or a boy? lol i won't go all Caitlin Jenner on you but hum...that subject is private and I'm only sharing some part of the story to the world. In case I have children or famous (cough slight possibility ) "nothing is impossible the word itself says i'm possible" I don't want to have to refresh my memory to justify what i said. Everything I say here I meant to say it in case someone wants to use what i say against me well let's hope you don't. So yeah basically that was the beginning of a whole new me wanting to be a boy or like a boy. If you're my friend then you know what I mean. I still have that photo and i look damn good my mom really tamed that wild hair back then ! i'm glad i took that picture and seriously meant a lot to me.

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2016-03-30T02:34:11+02:00

First question challenge what's my five problems with social media?

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Mars 2016 à 02:34 AM

First of all I do use social medias and way more than I should and I admit as much as i use them I wish I didn't because I love real conversations. My first problem with social media is LIKES why the hell would I not post a picture if i didn't like it?! It's okay that not everyone like for some reason or the other they might not like it and that should be okay. But the reality in society is if you post a picture and no one like it well you suck! I seriously don't think that I mean I really don't care about likes, I know it feels like someone is supporting you online but society make it look as if LIKE was a big deal in your reputation.

My second problem is ONLINE RELATIONSHIP when I say this I mean everything ! From having a relationship online to having to show people that you are happy in a relationship with a guy that doesn't even care about you in real life. And I hate it if I have a relationship and my significant other is forcing me to show the world that we are together on my bio first of all you should not have to tell me and second of all maybe i don't think what we have is real and maybe i don't think it's going anywhere SNAP ! haha i sound so mean !!! anyway I really have a problem with pretending I don't want to ever have to show the world that i am happy with someone if i'm not just to get attention.

my third problem Is that dog filter on snapchat I have using it once or twice in the past but uhmm....it's getting in my last nerve everyone is now a dog on snapchat and i am sick of that. No offense y'all look cute and stuff but it's too much I see it too often.

my forth problem is how Instagram is changing so now i have to turn on your notification to see what you post ! and I can't even see my friends post because the celebrities are always on top and my fingers are getting too tired to scroll down so what yes my fingers can be lazy and double taping ugh I feel like I just double tap even when I don't know what the post is really about. Why is it now when someone post a video the views have to be showing like really ! it's just too much.

My fifth problem is with texting. If you text me and I don't reply it's not that i hate you. if i don't know you I won't text back and if you keep blowing up my phone don't be surprise if i block you no one like when someone keep blowing their phone. Texting is fun in all but I'd rather have a real conversation the world is changing so much that conversation doesn't seems real anymore. Truth is texting is destroying our society...starting from girls/boys sending nudes which is trafficking pornography and it is not okay and it should stop. That's insane sending those type of messages, shame on those people I hope that one day there would be no more of these things.

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2016-03-29T18:22:22+02:00

announcement Day 1

Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Mars 2016 à 06:22 PM

I am about to enter the 30 day writing challenge. I am so excited I will be answering an interesting question tonight.

have a nice day.

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2016-03-26T04:56:55+01:00

fairy tale

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Mars 2016 à 04:56 AM

Late, but my imagination is not. It's always right on time thinking about EVERYTHING and NOTHING at the same time. Do you believe in people who can see the future? do you really believe that someone can look at your hands and tell you what your future holds? It would be astonishing that your small little hands have that kinda power. We all would want to believe that It is true and when we know we kinda want to live the way that person who reads your hands said maybe that's why she or he is right. I am not going to judge anybody based on what they do because you all would be judging me right now. Sometimes i just wish I knew what the future holds but it wouldn't be special anymore would it? We all sort of want to know what's going to happen tomorrow and when we do I wonder what we would do... we all wonder at some point if i was talking you would here "we all wander at some pointtt" but i don't care. So back to the future it's not bad that we want to know what's in it but truth is we are not suppose to...well i don't know if you believe in God but consider the future being like a gift from God.

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2016-03-22T02:47:34+01:00

fake people

Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Mars 2016 à 02:47 AM

How y'all doing? well i'm better than ever. Today I want to discuss something that I should have talked about a long time ago actually I do talk about it with my best friend but that's something else because we talk about everything. So everywhere I go I meet new people I remember in high school some girls were just plain fake I mean they be making nice conversations with you but they be talking behind your back, I could not stand these girls. What I really hate is when these girls tell me they hate some other girl or they "can't stand" someone but they be talking to that person the next day. I hate drama damn i cannot stand she said, she did or whatever I don't care ! I hate when someone act nice but is really mean on the down low. If you going to be nice just be nice and if you going to be mean then be it let that person feel like he or she is not your favorite person so they can stay away. I hate it when someone have two faces I met this girl somewhere I won't say where because it is a disgrace to that place anyway she is sooooo fake. She pretend to smile at people and making nice conversations but i know she's mean when she hangs out with people her age she has two faces. I cannot stand her not only her but all the people who are like her, I called them snake and it rhymes with fake. On the other hand I have met a lot of nice people last year and this year and i admire all of them very much. I hate it when people act a certain way when some type people are around and act another way when they are not. I understand something call respect but it's not only your parents, teachers or older people you have to respect it's everyone. Your peers too need respect first of all some people don't have respect for themselves how can other people respect you. Some people are just not nice and I am not asking them to be at least don't fake being nice just be who you really are so you don't get people fooled with your nonsense. Like this girl probably have good qualities but because she is fake you will never know how she really is. I never really thought about it until now and didn't really see how she is until now and good thing i am not blind. One thing i gotta say don't give all your trust to someone that seems harmless no one is some people just know better. I am not going to get mad at someone because they are mean because that is how they are but what pisses me off is when they pretend to be someone that they are not in reality they are just selfish, mean, full of themselves and not giving a damn about other people.

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2016-03-16T03:53:34+01:00

look what i found ! by anonymous

Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Mars 2016 à 03:53 AM

STUDENT: Sir, can I ask a question?

TEACHER: Yes!

STUDENT: How do you put an
elephant inside a fridge?

TEACHER: I don't know.

STUDENT: It's easy, you just open
the fridge and put it in. I have
another question!

TEACHER: Ok, ask.

STUDENT: How to put a donkey
inside the fridge?

TEACHER: It's easy, you just open
the fridge and put it in.

STUDENT: No sir, You just open the
fridge take out the elephant and put
it in.

TEACHER: Ooh...ok!!

STUDENT: Let me ask another one. If
all the animals went to the lion's
birthday party, and one animal went
missing which one would it be?

TEACHER: The lion of course!
Because it wud eat all the animals.

STUDENT: No sir, it is the donkey
becoz it's still inside the fridge.

TEACHER: Are you kidding me?

STUDENT: No sir, 1 last question.

TEACHER: Ok!

STUDENT: If there's a river full of
crocodiles and you wanted to cross,
how would you?

TEACHER: There's no way, I would
need a boat to cross.

STUDENT: No sir, you just swim and
cross it because all the
animals went to the lion's birthday
party.

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2016-03-15T05:14:44+01:00

cheated on

Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Mars 2016 à 05:14 AM

Hi there ! I guess the tittle kind of giving it away and now i don't really have to make a big introduction to the subject darn it ! who says that ? I sound like an old man living in a barn ! but that's okay at least i'm not weak...nonsense how did you get here? well if you don't know me and if this is the first thing you're reading something by me you must know that i am a crazy person and do not take everything i say seriously (just a warning) by now some of you already know me (the scary thing) when i finally get famous and publish a book you will be like" oh I knew that girl she had a blog never thought she would make it" the only thing i can say is that passion can take you anywhere. You can start small by the fact we all do when we came out of our mother's womb we were not rich,successful and we didn't have everything all figure out we had to make all of that possible am i right? (all women are right) hey it's women history month so deal with it. so have you ever been cheated on? or cheated on somebody? (that will be discussed a lil bit later on) so if you have been cheated on how did you feel? I have not and I don't have to tell you why i haven't...it's private. But i know some people who have been cheated on it was painful watching them eating big bowl of ice cream and watching sad movies while crying (they are girls) some of them just pretend that they are fine and they held it in for a while that when they finally let it out they had a break down like they were having a panic attack. One girl had her boyfriend cheated on her with her best friend (douche bags hate these guys) that was so rough on her my heart was broken just hearing her cry and telling me how she felt. She thought she wasn't good enough, she ask me what's wrong with me? what did i do wrong ? I could not say anything because well nothing was wrong with her and she didn't do anything wrong. Girl if you've been cheated on don't sit there and cry about it get up, dress up and wear your best smile because life is too short fake it till you make it. You don't have to be happy to smile you just have to smile and happiness will come to you while doing it. You worth so much more than that person who cheated on you, he doesn't know how much you're worth and you don't have to bother because he is not the one for you. There is so much more in life then just a stupid relationship. All the girls nowadays want LOVE hearts and flowers well i just want to be a successful writer and blogger is that too much to ask? I don't want a relationship just to get my heart broken after that none of us want that yet we keep on trying to find the one. Honestly I don't care about these stuff but I know that some of you have been hurt and it's so hard to watch. I cannot stand to see people in pain you would have to be a monster to enjoy seeing someone getting hurt. Which brings me to those who cheated on their partner? why did you do it? don't you love her/him? what about honesty? trust? love?? well i guess you don't love your partner because you didn't care about hurting their feelings. Did you realize what you have done? you ripped their heart out, you've hurt them emotionally and they only going to be heal with time. You didn't have to do that. If you don't love someone don't make them think that you do at least be honest be upfront and tell them you don't feel the same way. Guys, turning down a girl doesn't make you weak but it makes you someone better someone you would want your son to be when he grow up. Be honest with the person don't let them think you love them then break their hearts in the end...it's not worth it. Would you want your daughter to get her heart broken by a guy like that? I don't think so. well be the guy that you don't want to break someone's daughter as you wouldn't want yours to have her heart broken. I don't care about what she did to you but don't cheat on her just because you don't love her. I'm speaking on behalf of the women because I'm one of them but because i wouldn't want to have my heart broken just like i wouldn't want other women to have theirs broken that been said it is not okay for the women to break a guy heart. It goes both ways because I admit we all do it. We all have the power to cheat on someone we just have to remember that we can do better and it only makes us less of a good person. All these reasons should somehow stop us from cheating on someone. I am against cheating in whatever way that is and if we could live in a world where we were honest with each other and where we didn't have to go behind someone's back to get what they can't give us I would be happy.

NO CHEATING.

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2016-03-14T06:08:09+01:00

time change.

Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Mars 2016 à 06:08 AM

the time has changed and I am so happy that it did ! actually I don't really know why i'm so happy because of the time lol I guess it's just good timing I guess. Okay enough with the clock ticking talk ! it's really late. I just have to get this out...some girls be jealous of other girls for a guy...i think it's stupid if a guy like you then there will not be any other girl. Face it if you have to fight for a guy's attention it's just because" he is just not that into you" if you watch that movie then you would know what i mean and where i am going with this. Like I will never do that for a guy no i will not fight other girls it's just a turn off and i will gracefully move on from all the bs and drama that is not my place. Darkness is where i live yes i cannot get into the world of drama it's too bright and too much noise... I cannot deal with the fact that girls are getting jealous for a guy who sees nothing in them and they are just making a fool out of themselves and if the guy is a jerk he will have the power to take advantage of them. I feel sorry for these girls...i know you don't choose who you fall for but you can choose who you want to move on from wow ! that was deep i am not a relationship expert( ... ) but keep emailing me that's fine. It's women history month i can't sit here and just watch all the girls out there who don't know how much power they have in their small and delicate hands they have to own up to the power that they do have instead of putting themselves down into places where they should not be. Girls have a lot of power and i think they are unaware of it. we don't have to fight for a man it is not our fight especially if the guy is a jerk and blind at the same time. Guys can be jerk sometimes (i should not be talking about them at least not at this moment) but i have to get it out. someone made me upset i somehow had 40 % trust in that person but he turned to be a jerk this is why i said guys can be jerk. I am not judging you guys but some of you do not know how to act.

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2016-03-09T04:00:30+01:00

A little bit of advice

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Mars 2016 à 04:00 AM

hello there ... How is life ? life is life right ? I guess it has no definition we're just living as we keep breathing that is all. Well I don't wanna talk about life because it is such a wide topic and i might be here typing all day and night. I wanna address something and i know what most of you will think as I start talking about it like" didn't she said that already" I might have said it once or twice but you can't figure out what it is because i haven't started to talk about it so shame on you.

why don't we go slow as we ease ourselves into the topic... where to begin? before I start i want you to know that i can talk about what i want here and i try not to offend anyone as much as i can but i don't wanna lose myself in the process because it is my free zone while you here you might learn something out of it.What is sadness? have you been sad? well it's that feeling that is eating you up inside and you don't know what to do as you have no desire for anything...everything feels like a routine or an endless task...you try to pick yourself up trying to get out of that hole but you can't...it's just so bad you can't even focus on anything. I'm not sad if anything i'm now happy as a newborn (thanks to God) but i know that feeling because i used to feel that way. I never gave up I was brave for a while, even though i lost hope i never let go i knew that one day i would be happy maybe not as i am today because i never thought that i could be this happy... i am not rubbing anything in your face on purpose i am trying to make you see that you will be happy some day and you might not see it now but that's okay. You don't have to know the future you don't have to be able to expect everything because that's what makes life interesting and new. Worry about today and your current situation, don't think about tomorrow or the future you will only make it worse. Stop crying get up and change your situation if you can't, talk to someone about it...Get some help don't be afraid to ask because you will benefit a lot from it.

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