No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2015-09-01T21:13:16+02:00

you can count on me. (ME can be who you wanted to be it's not really me "the author")

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 09:13 PM

I have been alone and I have been let down.

I have been sad and I have been on this roller-coaster just like you.

When you're feeling down you can count on me.

When you're lost you can count on me to carry you home.

And when life washes you down like the ocean you can count on me to bring the rainbow out of your heart.

When love reject you, you can count on me to accept you.

When you're crying you can count on me to wipe the tears away.

When you're feeling like everything is impossible you can count on me to show you the good in your situation.

When you don't know what to do you can count on me to make you remember what you already know.

when life crashes too hard and you're feeling your bone breaking down you can count on me to ease the pain

and if you believe in me like I believe in you then,

you will let me heal you.

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2015-09-01T21:13:16+02:00

you can count on me. (ME can be who you wanted to be it's not really me "the author")

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 09:13 PM

I have been alone and I have been let down.

I have been sad and I have been on this roller-coaster just like you.

When you're feeling down you can count on me.

When you're lost you can count on me to carry you home.

And when life washes you down like the ocean you can count on me to bring the rainbow out of your heart.

When love reject you, you can count on me to accept you.

When you're crying you can count on me to wipe the tears away.

When you're feeling like everything is impossible you can count on me to show you the good in your situation.

When you don't know what to do you can count on me to make you remember what you already know.

when life crashes too hard and you're feeling your bone breaking down you can count on me to ease the pain

and if you believe in me like I believe in you then,

you will let me heal you.

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2015-09-01T21:01:58+02:00

Gather up memories.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 09:01 PM

when I see you I feel so happy. And when I don't I feel so sad.

I can't stay away from your eyes. I absorb everything you say.

I save every memories in one of the best place in my mind.

I can hit rewind every moment I spent near you.

I will never forget you.

I know I never told you or make you see that you're important to me.

but it's not the case.

you will never know how much it hurts just to look at you and not being able to do anything,

not being able to say anything to you.

I can see you're watching and probably wondering what am I thinking?

if I tell you won't be able to understand and even if you hear the words that came out of my mouth

you won't be able to listen clearly.

I would need to give you my eyes to make you see what I see.

I would need to give you my mind to make you read my most intimate thoughts.

I would need to give you my heart to make you feel what feel

and maybe just maybe you would understand what I want to tell you.

I know you will find someone else,

but she won't have my name she won't be the way I am.

it would be exiting for you.

but would she make you feel the way I'm suppose to make you feel.

will you ever open your eyes and look at her thoroughly to realize that she's not me?

and she will never be me.

No matter what she does and no matter what you see in her face it's surely isn't what I feel for you.

Does she look at you like you're the only one left in this world?

does she talk to you like you're the only one?

does she makes you feel wanted?

I know it's not my business but do you tell her one of your childhood stories?

does she understand because she wasn't there.

but I was.

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2015-09-01T20:47:53+02:00

lush.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 08:47 PM

I know how much I need you that I can't even see myself far away from you.

I'm not with you but you will always be in my heart.

I will make every decision with you in the back of mind.

Each time I breath I will remember how much you mean to me.

I can't never get enough of you.

I would run a thousand mile if I could just to see your pretty face.

I would choose to see if I can travel back in time to you.

I cherish every beautiful moments that I have spent with you by my side.

I will keep on living for each of these beautiful moments because I know we can make them real again.

I don't feel like I'm left behind because I brought you with me in my heart.

You won't be alone because I'm not with you.

remember if you feel alone it's because you miss me.

I miss you too and sometimes it's so hard that I can't see the reality.

It's obscure, it's dark, it's painful, it's hopeless, it's lost and I can't bring myself to look in the lost and found.

I could just close my eyes and I would be able to see your face and how painful it was to leave you.

You ask me not to cry cause you wouldn't be able to stand without me.

I felt like my heart was breaking into million pieces but there was nothing I could do to bring them back together.

You have my heart,

my soul,

my breath,

and everything else that I cannot see.

With you everything is possible : happiness,

love,

life,

friendship,

and everything that makes a person happy and free.

I have everything when I'm by your side.

Life is brighter and possible.

without you it's not the same everything seems impossible.

Some people might not understand but it's okay.

Not everyone have that special someone and some have that person so close that they can't see the pain of others.

I don't blame them.

it's better to live every moment with that person then to spend it alone because you will regret it.

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2015-09-01T20:27:29+02:00

wacth out.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 08:27 PM

Blow my mind because I'm moving fast and I won't give a second chance. everything is different now and I don't even feel like I'm moving too fast. You can't catch me even if you wanted to. You're asking about me but you don't know how much I don't care anymore. I don't even care that you're watching. Now watch and take notes because it's my time to show you how wrong you were. I know it's new to you but it's not my problem you can do whatever you want I won't tell you NO.

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2015-09-01T20:12:53+02:00

down goes the ferris wheel.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Septembre 2015 à 08:12 PM

I'm not blind but you must be.

The way you act like you don't care makes it harder for me to forget everything.

This is my fight and you have no right to take my turn and hide everything on the battlefield.

we both know today is me but tomorrow it won't be me again.

I know that you're wrong

and I don't trust anything you've told me.

I don't care about what you did I care about what I might have done to make you do this to me.

I know it's too late for me to go back and to tell you to back off.

But it's over now.

My innocence is tired of your wickedness.

I know what's wrong with you now and I'm ready to take the next exit without looking back.

It was a good show but now your trial has expired.

I hope you learn your next move because I have nothing to do with you anymore.

It's over.

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2015-08-31T04:22:58+02:00

when the moon is blidin'

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Août 2015 à 04:22 AM

i know it's too late and i never got the chance to talk to you. i have so much to say and yet i don't know how to say them i want you to know everything. like how i'm too tired to sleep and how i'm too sad to be happy. how i'm writting this and still not know if you should know everything. cause i know one must been through it to understand it. i don't know how to explain everything but if you could see my face and look me in the eyes i'm sure you would know everything.

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2015-08-31T04:17:29+02:00

Not so lonely.

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Août 2015 à 04:17 AM

as i look across the room i see someone sitting,

it's a girl she looks lonely.

But in her heart she's not alone she's thinking about her old self.

She's never been in love according to the rule she needs to go on a date and she needs to talk to him about her feelings. But she never did one of these stuff,

technically she's alone.

well that's what other people think.

truth is,

you can be around a lot of people and still be lonely

but you can be sitting alone and not be lonely.

I know for a fact you don't need a lot of friends

if you can't find that one friend you can make your 2 am call.

Many of us can be that girl sitting across the room.

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2015-08-30T02:18:33+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Août 2015 à 02:18 AM

There are no words to describe how i feel right now. I miss you so much that I lost all hope in pursuing what i want and love. I don't want anything more than to see you. To feel you right next to me. I can never be okay without you by my side. Every minute every seconds i want to spend all of it with you. I hate not being able to see you. You are like my drug I can't stay without you.

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2015-01-05T18:07:19+01:00

the night is young

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Janvier 2015 à 06:07 PM

I stay awake every night to think about the future. There are so much to think about that I don't think one night can hold it. I don't know how much time will cover all of my future but I hope it's long enough to make me happy. We don't know what we can do unless we try something and the future is all about trying an making mistakes. I hope i will meet awesome people who can see the real me.

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