No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2015-10-27T01:17:42+01:00

saying goodbye...

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Octobre 2015 à 01:17 AM

As I watch the sun came up I can see a new future taking place,

I forgot how bright it was suppose to be

I have spent too much time looking at the moon

I forgot that the stars even existed.

I look deeper and I can see it so bright that my eyes cry a little

but I can't get my eyes off of it

at that moment I know this is what I want.

What's left ?

I cannot see it I can only see what is in front of me.

I forgot to look back and I will never look.

I can see papers, they're flying everywhere and I hold my hand out and take one.

One of them is on fire but I'm not afraid to reach for it and kill the fire out with my own fingers.

They are everywhere birds, papers, airplanes, clouds

I can't seem to compare myself to any of them.

I'm not free as a bird and I was not made to be writing over like a paper.

I don't have wings to fly like airplanes and

I'm not as high as the clouds yet I can still see what's below me.

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2015-10-25T19:48:05+01:00

Flaming thoughts...

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Octobre 2015 à 07:48 PM

Have you ever had that feeling where you don't really know what you're doing?. You think it's wrong but other people tell you that it is right. Deep down you know you shouldn't do it... but you got lost and now you just don't know what you're doing. I'm not talking about anything in particular it can be anything or anything you want it to be. What I want to say is there are those gray places and when you're there you just don't know what is going on! you try to choose but you find yourself in an empty place. Your mind is blank you just don't know what to say,think, do or whatever...I hate those places and I have been there a few times but somehow i got out. Don't ask me how cause I myself don't remember and I don't know. I don't want to think about those places sometimes they are just dark but most time they are just gray. Your mind is just a box full of things...they are often forbidden and other people want to look what's in there (that's invading private property) anyway I'm not being clear right now but I can't seem to put most of what I'm thinking right now into words.

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2015-10-25T01:30:02+02:00

dreams and childhood memories

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Octobre 2015 à 01:30 AM

Let me point something out. We all want something right? well why not go get it? I don't want you to anything to put yourself at risk or if you believe in God that you might go against his will. No that's not what I want, you have a dream right? well why not go and make it come true? I know from my own experience there are some dreams that you cannot tell a lot of people, but that's wrong you should be able to say what you want and go for it. I have many dreams and sometimes it is hard for me to tell other people what they are, don't you think I might be afraid of what you might think?but I have grown to learn to accept myself the way I am, to accept my own dreams and most importantly my flaws. For those of you who know me you might think I'm quiet, shy and other things that I don't know...I might be quiet but that does not mean that i am shy. wait! I wander...what was I talking about? oh right go follow your dreams! anyway you should be able to follow your dream. Let me tell you one of my dreams well it's obvious because I have this blog but I'm still going to tell you well I want to publish a book or a poem worldwide, I had this dream from the beginning of my teenage years cause lot of emotions and a lot of things in my mind push me to write even more. As a child I used to write silly stories to entertain my friends I think i was 8 or 9 I can't remember clearly. But one of my childhood memories that I remember clearly cause my mom remind me of it, I was 5 and I wrote her a letter on mother's day she still has it (LOL) anyway I'm glad I could share this with you !

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2015-10-24T14:37:45+02:00

starting....

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Octobre 2015 à 02:37 PM

I thought without you there's was no rain, But I was wrong. I don't hope to see you anymore, I want to get far away from you. The love we had is gone and what is left is nothing but an empty space

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2015-10-23T14:37:37+02:00

Stand back. cut the haters God bless you.

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Octobre 2015 à 02:37 PM

I hate when people try to make it seem like they know everything. Well if you think you know everything then good for you. To tell you the truth I don't even care about all of the things you think you know. Some people try to make you look like you don't know anything It's BS don't believe them. Usually the people who make you feel this way are just scared that you might actually know some stuff. I can't stand it. I have my own opinions and you have your own and I won't judge because our opinions are different. I'm glad when we both have different opinions because then we will have a good talk. They seriously need to back off of me cause I'm getting pissed. I know I don't usually write about what pisses me off like this ( usually I do it nicer) but this one was savage and I'm still mad. I won't tell who this person is because there are a few and I don't care if they think it's a competition, it really isn't. If you are one of these people who think you know everything like oh I've been there I know what you're doing (I don't care) seriously that was YOU but now it's not you. Not everything is about YOU sometimes you have to accept that you are no longer who you were. That chapter is done man. Now it's someone else turn just sit back in watch. Don't interrupt. If you do that to me I won't directly come across right away but later on you will know how much it hurts(I don't do the revenge thing) but surely you will get what you deserve. I will make sure to be there (i"m sooooooo mad at this person) I don't want to do something That i might regret. BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU NEED TO BACK OFF with all of your " you think you know everything" or " you think you're smart" you damn right I am and i'm so proud.

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2015-10-23T01:08:34+02:00

Don't let it go to your head

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Octobre 2015 à 01:08 AM

Let them talk,

don't mind them they know what they're doing but,

do you know what you are doing?

they want you to feel like you are not worth it

I won't let them tell me otherwise even though I mess up but who doesn't?

Tell me someone who never mess up I bet no one came into mind.

We all want to look perfect and we forget that no one is.

What kills me is that some of you actually think you are perfect!

(not you, if you read my blog you obviously been something right)

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2015-10-13T01:18:57+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Octobre 2015 à 01:18 AM

Sometimes I would like the rain and think about the time that we were running away from it.

But now I'm going for it.

All because I miss you so much.

I think about you more often now.

You don't call me anymore,

and I'm worried.

You say I was the good in you,

would you make that good go away?

Now tell me will you be the one to turn me into someone I never thought I would be ?

Can you answer and tell me what I don't know?

when did all of this happened ?

I think about the tears we've shared

I think about your touch,

Immature and yet addictive.

I think about your voice,

deep and full of sorrow.

I remember when I used to make you laugh and when your eyes were bright.

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2015-10-09T02:49:49+02:00

same old

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Octobre 2015 à 02:49 AM

why do I even think about you?

the weird thing is

you're not even interested in me

or do you?

well I guess I have too much of a strong personality

and you're afraid to get close.

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2015-10-05T00:27:58+02:00

kicking ( I don't play soccer but you know what i mean, right?)

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Octobre 2015 à 12:27 AM

Here's something you should know,

we can't all be the same

and i have been telling myself that i should be like other people my age

but then again not every kid my age do what i do.

Not every one like what I do or how I am

because I am not like the others.

And you shouldn't either,

haters gonna hate and lovers gonna love

( this is so unlike me to say these cheezy things but who cares?)

anyway we can't all do the same thing all the time

sometimes some of us have to do something different

we have to stand up and be like" I ain't doing this !" and be like" imma do my own thing"

(is this how y'all talk?)

well this is how i think you talk but If you don't just read it like you talk.

If we all was the same there would not be any artist although i'm still questioning that one.

why do we need to pay some particular attention just because someone is famous.

I mean i think we are all the same but that's just me

but then again not all of us have the same talent that they have so they kinda deserve some attention but not too much.

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2015-10-05T00:06:49+02:00

Let me tell you something about what's good.

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Octobre 2015 à 12:06 AM

Good people are good influence, sometimes you have to surround yourself with other people.

Bad people are not good examples

sometimes we don't know them but we live with them,

we go to school with them,

we eat with them,

we talk to them,

we hang out with them,

we take pictures with them,

we text them,

we go to church with them ( may God change their hearts)

we see them every day,

we go to work and we see them and by the fact we work for them,

we watch them on TV,

we listen to them (no worries i'm not one of them you can finish to read this )

and may God spare your life if you fall in love with one of them.

We care about these people and in the end they hurt us.

But not all people are bad I know that they are everywhere

but that doesn't mean there is not some good people among them.

Honestly I myself didn't believe that there were good people

I thought most people were bad because I could not believe it but now I allow myself to believe it.

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