No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2015-11-19T04:00:50+01:00

Sad News.

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Novembre 2015 à 04:00 AM

"Hello...it's me" Gotya it's just me not Adele. It's been a while hasn't it? well I am sure you've been doing a lot of good things and if you think you weren't doing so good well you need to stop being so modest. Last Friday we all got a horrible news about Paris, It was devastating. I myself feel empathy for all the people who had lost their loved ones...I don't know how this world had become such a horrible place everywhere even in the city of love !? Paris had always been this magical place most people want to visit because of its beauty and everything else. I am not going to change my mind after this I still want to go there. I'm in love with the French culture it's just suit me best (I think) I might be wrong but I don't care about what y'all haters think (just kidding) Anyway back to Paris I don't want to go into much details because i feel like everyone is been so focused on Paris that If I start talking about what happen I will sound just like them and I kinda like to do my own thing, I mean who doesn't? to tell you the truth I have a cold right now and my mind is all bubbly so if I don't make much sense blame it on my cold. *If I misspell something I was probably sneezing and I hit the wrong button...anyway have you see how cold it is in New England? How is it already about to snow? it was just summer a while ago right? maybe I'm just confuse. Have you visited paris ? if you want you can share or if you don't want it public you can email me how it was. If you know me then you know I'm all about the fashion trends from France (LOL) don't judge. We all like to do something and this is one of my favorite things. I'm about to say good night but some of us might not have a good night because we have nightmares...have you ever had one? they are horrible and then you wake up feeling paranoid. Well we can talk about nightmares another time for now I should rest cause I'm about to go insane. Night angels.

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2015-11-10T04:14:08+01:00

season "FALL"

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Novembre 2015 à 04:14 AM

Hey there! it's that time again where I come here to write some weird articles (but it's fun for me) I bet you got addicted ah sike ! yeah I know...so How was your day? well mine was short, fun, amazing anything but boring. So what Should I bug you with tonight? I know that I said we are not here to talk about the weather but I'm going to write about one of my favorite season FALL !! I love the colors of the trees some are red, yellow alright maybe I don't need to go through these details since you can see the trees outside. But how can you not fall in love with them? It's so beautiful...maybe I feel too much love for nature and everything unusual or anything that doesn't happen all the time...enough about me and my nature loving...what Is your favorite season?

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2015-11-09T05:52:12+01:00

buzzcut season?

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Novembre 2015 à 05:52 AM

oh hi I almost didn't post today in 20 minutes or so it will be tomorrow but I want to talk you guys about socializing with other people...those of you who know me are probably like look who's talking about interacting ?! but whatever I'm not going to take it too personal...anyway...most of the young people (me included) like to use social media, double clicking,snapchating, tweeting...yeah I know we do and I know I love to use them but that is not the only thing. Some people find them boring...but others might find them really entertaining. It all depends on who they follow online and on who's following them online. I think most of you love to share what you do during the day or how fun your life is (really!) you would have to at least be part of the kardashians if you know what i mean !! anyway...I don't lie about how fun my life looks I just capture the moment that's all. I think we use social medias so much that we are not aware of our surroundings I agree I do that and other people do it too. It is not the perfect way to go but sometimes you just forget about what or who's around you and surprisingly your life is easier that way and you don't have to stress too much. But sometimes you have to pay attention for example if you're crossing the street: don't text, snap selfies (who cares that you're crossing the street) Well if you're famous you don't have to worry about taking a selfie because other people will take care of that for you. I realize that I talk about being famous a lot around here and I don't even care about the famous people well I do but I don't care about their fame. Anyways back to the world of social media, we try so much to keep up with it I mean there are certain ways you have to look on a picture to get 30 likes. You have to tweet a certain way to get likes?! uh excuse me ! who even cares? I don't care I mostly like texting better, what type of social media do you like? Are you a blogger like trumblr Well I like it a little bit I just don't get why some people are obsess with it maybe it's because I don't use it much...what do you use ?

ps. you can ignore all my questions if you want I don't really mind

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2015-11-07T22:24:25+01:00

uppdate

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Novembre 2015 à 10:24 PM

hi there? is the day treating you nicely so far? Well my day is amazing (sorry if yours suck) but I don't always have good days. Anyways we are not going to talk about our days. Have you notice that the time change? We fall back in time and I'm struggling because my sleeping schedule is messed up (i'm always tired these days) I have not gotten used to it yet have you? Well congrats if you do. Do you believe that life can change in one minute? I believe so because It happens all the time in one minute someone could die, have a car accident and many things. Sorry if this is depressing to you but I cannot think of anything better...these days I don't have happy thoughts. I wrote many poem outside of here and none them are cheerful I figured you guys would not be interested so I keep them to myself... Some of them I can't stand to read them without crying. Writing is such a big world I mean there's pain and happiness in it...

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2015-11-06T04:23:23+01:00

Clarifying misunderstanding.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Novembre 2015 à 04:23 AM

PS. ugh...some of you are thinking that I might be in love with someone because of the poems but nope I always write poetry like that. Old feeling came to the surface again what can I say I love romance and NO i am not in love. If I were my poem would be hidden. I'm just deep *sometimes.

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2015-11-06T04:09:33+01:00

relationships.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Novembre 2015 à 04:09 AM

Hello it took me a while to come back (I know ) but I'm sure you didn't notice and you were very busy. So back to relationships...like I said nothing personal I'm going to be general about this subject I don't want to have to justify myself. Besides I don't want to give you too much ideas...anyway let's talk. I think relationships are important because we cannot be alone all the time (as much as some of you might want to at some time) Yeah... I like to be alone sometimes and I bet some of you want to and it is most likely that some of you cannot be alone all the time. It's probably good if you have a relationship with someone and you don't have to be alone all the time. I'm not telling you to find someone if you don't have that "someone" nope...rather what I want to say is being alone is not always right. Well you get to know yourself better but don't you want to know other people? I like meeting new people because you get that special feeling like you're doing something new...I'm always meeting someone new all the time but that does not mean anything if I don't proceed with being friends with them...back to relationships some types are toxic they make you feel...bad or not good in yourself. You should be able to get away from these types of relationships I don't know them very well...but I think when you're in that situation you're just blind like you only see the person in front of you and all of the darkness is hidden. you have this picture perfect in your head and You're lying to yourself like she/he would never do this, she/he will change. But they won't...sometimes they do change but only after your heart is broken and you have nothing else inside...wow it was not meant to be this deep. I have been thinking about types of relationships and I found many...I remember at my school there was this one girl she had a boyfriend and they were fine at least they look fine. But they were not. He was not the right guy for her that is all I'm going to say. I was not going to talk about boyfriend/girlfriend relationships only but these days all the young people are more interested in that. I'm also interested but I'm only here to tell you my opinions you can shut the screen or exit out this page if you don't agree. I don't think someone should give their all to someone it's just too risky don't you think? and then what? what if you change your mind or worse what if they change their minds? we often think this is it, she/he's the one ...and then suddenly you realize you're wrong. Back to other types of relationships family...some of you have big families...mine is small. But I have some friends that are like family too after my actual family...I think families are meant to be HOME what I meant is families are supposed to be the one that support you, love you first (so you won't go crazy when someone else claim they love you) families are suppose to be a shield from the outside world. Family is supposed to be the one you think about first. Because they do come first. Anyway...have a good night. sleep well hope to see you soon.

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2015-11-03T02:02:48+01:00

title: unknown

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Novembre 2015 à 02:02 AM

Hi there ! Are ya doing? well I'm darn tired...But we should talk tonight. I'm still adapting with the time change today I barely woke up on time. How are you adjusting with this crazy time? I bet you're doing much better than me. I can only guess since you don't want to tell me anything. I'm glad you are here and I'm not forcing you to participate. What should we talk about tonight? there are many things we could talk about...let see how about relationships? I am not going to tell my relationship status just like you don't have to tell me yours. I am not going to talk about boyfriend or girlfriend but rather what relationship is really about...it can be with anyone you want, your parents, your sibling...well what is it really about? I think the main thing is TRUST without it none of the person involve can live well together. I also think honesty is important...some people just lie to you and they are forgetting that one day the truth will come out. Throughout this blog you may have notice a few things about lies...it's nothing personal I like to write about it. I'm thinking about what I know about relationships...but my mind is blank (*I am exhausted) maybe I should come back tomorrow and tell you

ps. Hold on tight.

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2015-11-01T16:59:06+01:00

My everything(can be anyone)

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Novembre 2015 à 04:59 PM

As the sun rise from above

I think of you as if you were not always on my mind

day and night I think of you

there is nothing more I want then to see you all the time

When that day comes and I will see you

I will never let you go

Until then your place is right there in my mind

I will wait forever for you

You have my heart without you I can't work properly

Like a device that needs a charge batterie to stay on

i need your presence to keep on going

I will see you soon

tonight in my dreams

you are always there

you never fail to make it on time

you never miss a date

you know everything I was not able to tell you

when that day comes and I can be with you finally

all of my dreams will come true

I gave you my heart,

and I will never take it back

You have my whole life in your hands

You have my breath, my soul, my smile and my pain

You have everything that no one else has

For you i will wait an eternity

Death can come and take me

but I will wait for you

until you come and rescue me from the underground

You know where I am

I know where you are

Yet we can't see each other

I know you can see me

but I cannot see you

You've been watching me all my life

You know everything about me...

I try to know you like you know me

but i'm not quite there yet

Because you made me who I am

I would have to be there when you made me

to know you like you know me

I would have to live next to you

even though I can speak to you

I want you to tell me something.

even if you don't I will wait for you until the end

because you are my everything.

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2015-11-01T16:31:53+01:00

sunday mornings

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Novembre 2015 à 04:31 PM

Morning ! I usually write every night but last night I was busy and it was Halloween night !! How did you celebrate? I did not celebrate but I know some of you might have. Well this morning let's talk about Sunday morning since it's morning and Sunday... before like in the beginning of the year through June it used to be the bacon morning with lots of pancakes, french toast with my niece and nephews...it was fun we used to watch a movie while eating breakfast and we would laugh and just act like the characters usually it's cartoons. What do you do on Sunday mornings? well now honestly I do nothing and just watch movies online. Do you ever miss someone near you? They are right there but you still miss them...it happens to me a lot, right now I miss my niece and nephews I have not seen them in a while I wonder what they are doing...do you have a niece or a nephew? do you always have that constant feeling to protect them and cherish them? I do I think I would do anything for them...they are like so close do you know what I mean? (I bet not) they are like your sibling daughter or son...my niece is like a little version me. I bet you have someone that's like a little or big version of you if not you should look deeper we all do. This morning...I miss her very much. I'm listening to a sad song perhaps that is why...do you ever listen to a song and you suddenly miss anyone that are not in your life anymore like that guy from 6 years ago or that girl you saw 2 years ago on the train! seriously it's scary...so back to sunday morning I'm going to say how I think one should spend a sunday morning and you should tell me how you would spend it (if you want to) well I think you should sleep in until 10 AM and then you wake up brush your teeth...then make breakfast but not alone (I hate to make breakfast alone) If you have kids at your house perfect usually kids love breakfast so they'll be jumping all around and you would sing with them...after you serve and then you could all go watch a funny movie or show (wow that's what I used to do) anyway you're not me do your thing but sundays are meant to be lazy until you have a serious job and goodbye sundays and hello working. I just have an Idea because I did not write anything yesterday I'm going to write something else but you will see it on top of this one but whatever just thought you should know ! Do you like sundays?? I do !! happy sunday

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2015-10-31T03:04:11+01:00

Halloween

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Octobre 2015 à 03:04 AM

Hi ! how was your day? my day was amazing I did a few things that made me happy that by the end of the day I was sad.It's now the time where many of you are celebrating Halloween, do you celebrate it? most of you are coming out in costumes and doing crazy things just for fun. I don't know why we do these things, But it looks fun on the outside. I don't celebrate halloween but I like to see the costumes maybe I could still dress myself as a cat anytime of the year. Not only on halloween but that's what I think some of you love halloween and I cannot tell you otherwise. I'm not here to tell you what you can and cannot do. Truth is we all have a choice and I have the choice not to celebrate halloween while deep down I love the idea of dressing myself as a cat. All of us have fantasies and this is one of my crazy ones. What do you want to be? (not only on halloween but deep down) if you say a career I will not judge you. We all want something and you don't have to tell me what that is. But why do you believe in halloween? the whole idea seem fake. Why do you have to wait all year just to pretend to be someone else? well I choose to be my own self on halloween and if you want to be spiderman, catwoman, satan (really?) anyway it's your choice and I will not say anything. It's good that you stand for something because some of you fall for anything because you don't stand for anything. I hope you keep your voice loud because other people are trying to be heard too. You're not the only one trying hard out here. Tomorrow many of you will come out in your costume and you will act like that person...is it fun? I have enough trouble acting as myself how do you do other people? or maybe you don't really try to be like someone else because you cannot. You are yourself and everyone else are themselves. Let's be honest halloween might be fun but most of us don't really know the whole concept. What if it was evil? have you thought about that? I have and because I could not understand what halloween stood for I told myself to stay far away from it. If I don't know the meaning of something I will not follow it because I don't want to be following the devil. Maybe you should tell me how you really feel about it because I like other people's opinion. If you want to share anything with me feel free to do so I'm a very open minded person. even though I look though on the outside don't be afraid to tell me what you think. Let me tell you something, before I could not find out who I wanted to be and I think many of you struggle with this. If you are in college and you don''t really know your major then you know what i'm talking about. Well I thought I would just grow into someone just like that.I thought I could just grow into a nurse but that is not how it works. What you want has to be build on something. What you want to be on halloween is it build on something? I'm sure it's built on a movie, book, music or anything popular. Anyway have fun tomorrow and don't eat to much candy (it's bad for your teeth as you already know) *just a reminder. Good night angels...

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