No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-03-06T16:43:40+01:00

je t'ai laisser

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Mars 2016 à 04:43 PM

cette fois c'etait ma faute je voulais tellement te faire plaisir sans penser au lendemain quand je serai seule a penser a toi. Et toi tu seras loin, moi je resterai dans ta memoir comme un vieux souvenir. Je voulais tellement que tu restes tout en sachant ce qui pourait arriver. Je ne savais pas que tu pourais me briser le coeur. Je croyais que jamais tu ferais une chose pareille mais j'avais tort car tu brisais mon coeur chaque jour. Mais plus manintenant, je ne pense plus a toi et je ne resssens plus rien pour toi. Je sais que t'avais mal mais moi j'avais rien a voir dans tout ca mais tu m'as inclu dans tout et moi j'avais peur d'etre rien sans toi. Maintenant je realize que je suis tout sans toi. je suis heureuse, en paix et je ris tout le temps sans toi. Je m'en fou de toi...

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2016-03-01T15:37:16+01:00

break.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Mars 2016 à 03:37 PM

Don't you ever want to take a break from everything? Right now there are a lot things that i'm taking a break from and i think we all need it at times. we just have to slow down sometimes we're not a machine we're humans and we can't keep going without a break. I can tell you taking a break feels good. It makes you feel better you should try it sometimes. A break can clear out some confusion and make you see yourself better or finding a solution to a problem. Some people need days, weeks, months some just need a few minutes depends on the situation we tend to take longer time if the problem is serious or if it affects us emotionally. We need time to heal we can't always rub dirt on it and keep going because we're humans and sometimes we fall apart.It's okay to fall apart we all do it's what we do to get up that matters. I mean there are some days you just get out of bed then it's like BAM TROUBLE comes your way so many stuff to do and so many problems to find solutions to. Sometimes people don't even know what you are going through so that's the time they chose to judge you or something, i can't ! it's too much if you are one of those people who have to schedule everything because you really don't have no time then you will get it. You sort of have to put everything at a certain time and plan it out. Well not everyone love to plan stuff some people just go with the flow but other people like me have to plan everything and sometimes we went overboard like oops can't talk to you right now it's time for me to go to bed because i said i was going to bed at that time to wake up at that time so i won't be too tired like WOAH ! slow down lol nope people like us cannot stop this is why we need a break to sort of restart the engine and accept the reality that we can't change everything or plan everything out the way we want to. It's frustrating having to go back to restart something ! don't you like to get it right the first time ? it's a tedious task like give me a break

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2016-03-01T04:12:10+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Mars 2016 à 04:12 AM

let me in don't close the door

i know how it feels to be away from the outside

let the light in.

the words need to be free from your mouth

you need to be brave

you are not the only one

there is more like us

don't keep it to yourself

don't let it take you away like the others

let it be known.

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2016-03-01T04:04:59+01:00

it was.

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Mars 2016 à 04:04 AM

Hold on don't let me go

we've been through so much

you had my heart and I had yours

the time went by so quickly

wish i could hold you

stop the time

hold you more

and feel your pain

we let it all go

where is the love?

what do we do now

is it gone?

can't hold back the tears

remember when we were us?

when we still had each other

when life was not so hard?

the flowers were prettier

the sky was so blue

the ocean was bigger

and we were there lying on the grass

it was so green then...

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2016-03-01T03:57:50+01:00

no tittle yet

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Mars 2016 à 03:57 AM

well the week is starting over am i ready? no ! no one does unless you getting paid or something we just have to somehow get through the week hoping the weekend won't be so bad. what should we talk about ?? my mind is not blank trust me ! I have so many things stored in there I just don't know if i should share them with the public yet anyways there's more to come and years to come. have you thought about the future? all the time ! sometimes ! not at all ! it's iight (that's how I say it) you are not suppose to think about the future every minute but you should definitely think about what you want to be and where you want to go. Life is short you know the days goes by so much and we grow so fast. we let go of so many things and we hold on to so little sometimes. You probably don't know what i'm referring to but that's okay you don't need to a everything sometimes you need to put the pieces together yourself.

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2016-02-27T04:59:26+01:00

little things

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Février 2016 à 04:59 AM

Let me tell you something before the night is over. Do what you want ! first of all you don't owe anyone anything except God, Your family...other people can give suggestion but you are living for yourself at the end of the day you got yourself no one does. You feel the pressure, you feel the pain, you feel the stress no one knows who much it hurts but you do. Don't let other people get to you because they don't like you or whatever they feel. Don't occupy your mind with things that hurts you because you aren't going anywhere with it. You just holding grudges and that is not the best way. There's so much in life you know and one thing can't ruin your whole life, it's more than you think you have not seen everything yet. I may be younger or older than you but that doesn't mean anything age is just a number and right now I feel like some people let other people control their lives too much. They need to get a life because your life is your own, you need to make your own decisions and you need to make your own mistake so you can learn from it yourslef.

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2016-02-26T04:21:10+01:00

Picture of a picture

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Février 2016 à 04:21 AM

what do you like to do? well for me it is obvious writing is but it is not the only thing I like. Well this is going to be very general how many of you love pictures? selfies? nature? photographs? well I love them and so why can't I embrace that? I don't care if people say I take too many pictures because I do what makes me happy and what I feel like doing. There was a time I would not take pictures but my life is not the same anymore and now I have learn to embrace myself. I don't care if people judges me because I love selfies because we all love something well i like to take a picture of myself when I think I look alright. At least I embrace it and I'm happy doing it I will not hide what I want anymore and I will not hide who I am anymore because that will only make me sad. I can't let the society decide what I should do with my life or my camera. Society have done so much already it tells you to live your life freely then it tells you NO NOT like that. What am I suppose to do now ? sit around and let society take the wheels nah I cannot let that happen not now not ever.

GOOD NIGHT SWEET DREAMS

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2016-02-26T04:10:16+01:00

Fear

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Février 2016 à 04:10 AM

Are you afraid of being alone ? are you afraid of the reality ? do you suddenly stop thinking about the future when something bad happens? Fear is the most common thing in the world these days. We're all have a fear we might cover it up because it is a weakness but sometimes a fear can be a strength how ? well let me tell you for example there is this one girl she thinks she has a very shitty life, she's a junior in high school everything goes wrong according to her. She thinks that the reason why she's failing math is because she is stupid and therefore she is not worth living. She wants to die because she cannot deal with her own reality where she had put so much weight on her shoulder. She can't really die alone well she can't really do it because SHE IS SCARED OF DYING. This is a strength believe me I have seen teenagers saying I want to kill myself if I could but they're too damn scared which is a good thing if you ask me. A lot of the young people are struggling with depression. They expect so much from us even our friends expect so much from us. Imagine your friend is in a relationship and now if you don't have one yourself you became a third wheel. Now what you do is you go get yourself a bae often what happens you were not ready ! so now you have your bae but you realize he or she is not who you thought they were so now you are stuck. I don't want to be stuck like the rest of them I would rather live my life freely until I am ready...remember you don't have to rush into a relationship because you feel alone it is not going to help. I am pretty sure you've heard it is better to be alone than to be with someone who causes you pain. Often when you rush into a relationship you regret some stuff and as you want to get out of it you can hurt the other person's feelings. Just like you might be hurt if someone who meant a lot to you broke up with you that is exactly how the person will feel if you meant a lot to them.Moving fast won't get you where you want to be, on the way you might crash and never make it.

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2016-02-23T01:06:25+01:00

Monday

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Février 2016 à 01:06 AM

Smhh... Monday who hate Mondays ? I think we all do it's the day you start with everything you put on the side for later. At some point in life we have to go back to what we left behind. We don't have to live in the past but somehow we may come back or refer to it in our current life. We sometimes want to forget because it is easier to live that way, we can't always keep on remembering what hurt us the most because we want to start a new chapter and be happy. But you have to remember what happens that made you feel hurt otherwise you might go through it again if you don't really know. I don't think anyone want to get their heart broken many times, yet it happens sometimes. When you get your heart broken you don't suddenly move on and forget, there's a time in between in which you heal or you give up. while you are healing up you either forgive the person or come to hate the person either way you are finding a way to deal and move on. That's life you get to have broken hearts, broken dreams...but in the end what matters is what you do to get up and be as high as you were or even higher.

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2016-02-19T00:43:31+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2016 à 12:43 AM

Have you ever seen something so good that it made you cry?

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