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I was exhausted but I showed up anyway
2025-04-15T04:23:10+02:00
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2025-04-11T15:40:50+02:00
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black cat energy
I talked about this here before but let's talk about it again.
what is black cat energy?
it's about being confident in who you are as a person and not needing anyone to validate you because you believe in your own strength. walking your own path, having mystery, undeniable self-confidence, fully owning what makes you different and standing out unapologetically.
how to ignite that energy:
embrace your individuality: for example, I love football, gym/working out, reading, nap time, journaling, playing video games... so what if I would prefer all of that over a party? I am not boring for choosing those activities as long as I am having fun. What's fun for you may be boring for others but as long as YOU enjoy it that's all that matters. Never let anyone make you feel bad for being passionate about something. Be exactly who you are, with all of your flaws.
celebrate your unique traits:
the things that make you different from everyone else are your strength: lean into those things and hold them close. For example, if you are organized, have good time management and has a set routine (those are my strength) then lean into whatever your strength is.
move with quiet confidence
practice self- respect: set boundaries, prioritize your wellbeing, that demonstrate how much you value yourself.
adopt a graceful demeanor: walk with purpose and speak with intention, let your actions exude calm confidence.
be mysterious.
don't share everything with people keep some aspects of your life private, that intrigue people. Be unpredictable in a positive way and other people will find you more intriguing because of your complex nature.
protect your energy:
avoid toxic people, and toxic environments that drain your spirit.
prioritize self-care: have time for yourself to recharge and decompress with activities that you enjoy (that can be anything you want as long as it grounds you and feeds your soul)
Having that energy is to know your worth and to walk away when disrespect is being served.
2025-04-10T04:30:52+02:00
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Some people act like they don’t care but deep down they really care, and here’s me who acts like I care but secretly I don’t.
2025-04-10T03:39:16+02:00
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I talked to my gymbros today and one of them straight took my dumbbell and walked away with it lol (he did bring it back) he was laughing at me the whole time. Ugh I was crashing out yesterday! I avoided them because I knew they were going to laugh at me. One of them understood my pain and he was also rooting for Real Madrid! We spent 30 minutes discussing the game thank God they let me finish my work out first because I would be really annoyed lol
2025-04-09T02:17:07+02:00
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When you first started talking to me it will feel like you’ve stepped into another world, I guarantee you haven’t met someone like me. You will want to know more and then based on the connection you only get 1-2 weeks.
2025-04-09T00:31:35+02:00
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Upset.
I am a sore loser, I hate losing because I am very competitive. Real Madrid losing their match today was devastating! It’s worse to me than anything else right now lol. Why did the coach let Lucas Vasquez play !??? First of all the defense suck! Mbappé can’t lead this team because he’s new and he’s getting used to everything. This is the time when vini should’ve been better at his game but nope? Where was Bellingham ! And camavinga making stupid tackles that cost us a goal.
Ugh leave me alone.
I’m going to have the shittiest work out and call it a day.
2025-04-08T18:37:50+02:00
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I have a date with my gym Bros today to discuss the match at the gym!!!
nah not like that, nothing romantic here. I talked to them yesterday and one of them is supporting Arsenal, as you all know I am a Madrid fan we were joking about how one of us is going to cry tomorrow (which is today). All I know is that it won't be me! I have 3 gym bros we lift weights together, joke about life and talk about soccer when we work out today. The other one is a Manchester united fan (tragic lol) we were talking about the world cup and how they going to watch it live (I have to do it maybe not with them because I am only comfortable with them at the gym)
They are always nice to me, one time we even challenge each other with an exercise to see which one will get the smith machine first and yes, I won (i think they let me win because they were working chest that day)
2025-04-08T14:32:16+02:00
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Journaling
When I tell people that I write in my journal every night they assume that I write things like “dear diary today my crush was nice to me” actually I don’t talk about any men in my journal. Indeed, all my entries start with “dear diary”, but I talk about me and my feelings, you will never see me write about a man I like, or I am dating unless we’re married or getting married.
The reason why I will never talk about my romantic interest is because when you fantasize about someone too much you can’t really see who they really are, therefore, you fall in love with the idea of them not their reality. I want to focus on the guy that I am dating when we’re together and when I’m alone it’s all about me baby. This is my life, and I have to enjoy it with or without you.
When I was little, I would write in my journal but when I look back on what I used to write about it was always about a boy! I can’t even tell you what my mindset was at that age because all I talked about was my romantic interest. Now I write about me, my journey, my feelings and emotions. I run this show this is about me! In 3-5 years, the men that I was dealing with won’t even matter and I won’t know who I was because all I did was write about him. I’ll be dammed if I let a man come and ruin all of what I worked so hard to build. My journal is about me and what I’m going through that I never speak about.
2025-04-08T13:11:46+02:00