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2025-06-09T05:24:15+02:00

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A year later and I am finally grieving. I knew this day would come when I would think about you and I wouldn’t be able to stop crying. I knew the day would come when I would feel everything. I knew I would fall apart when the world has already forgotten about you. Thinking about all the things we never got to do. We never danced together, never hugged, never kissed goodbye… never said I missed you once. 

I knew you loved me, you had to. You did all of this for me. But I wanted you to be there with me. I wanted fo have breakfast with you, eat lunch with you, we did have coffee together once… I wanted to sit at the dinner table with you and tell you about my day. 

 

I want a baby because being a mother is the only thing I can’t wait to be. I really do. But when I think about all the times I only had my mom and how tough it must’ve been for her. I want to have a father around for my baby. I love you dad. I know you did the best you could for me. I love you and I will always love you. 

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2025-06-09T02:38:36+02:00

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The nation league final today was magical! Cristiano Ronaldo scored an amazing goal and a penalty! Even at 40 years old he’s shutting everyone up! I love Cristiano not only for the way he plays football but for his mentality. He’s a very hard worker! Messi has talent for sure but for Cristiano it’s pure hard work. He was the last one to leave training he’s always working hard to be better and that’s how I want to be, that’s how I want my future husband to be. I was trying to follow Cristiano’s ab work out and I got a cramp lol! He’s a beast!

 

Portugal wining the nation league is what I wanted if France didn’t win! France was eliminated on Friday and yes I was sad but Portugal made me happy today. There’s a lot of my favorite players in the Portugal team there’s vitinha, Nuno Mendez, Bernardo Silva, Jao Felix (he’s so cute), Rafael leao and yes the one and only Cristiano Ronaldo !!!!! 

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2025-06-08T18:59:39+02:00

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I remember I was taking to a man recently and he asked me “what are your thoughts on women submitting to her husband?” 

 

I said :” I have no problem with it, however if he’s not leading me in the right directions under Jehovah’s guidance then I’m not going to submit. If he’s not letting the Bible guide him then what am I submitting to? His ego? I am not going to satisfy a man’s ego by letting him lead me to destruction.

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2025-06-08T14:39:44+02:00

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Why you chase after someone who barely give you attention:

If love felt unpredictable when you were growing up, your brain learned to confuse anxiety with connection.

That's why you can't stop thinking about someone who barely shows up for you now.

This isn't about them.

This is about the way your nervous system got wired for survival - not safety.

When love was inconsistent as a child (present one moment, gone the next), your attachment system adapted.

It learned that waiting, proving, chasing = love.

It learned that you have to work to be chosen.

So when you meet someone who's inconsistent today - your brain lights up.

Not because they're right for you, but because inconsistency feels like home.

It feels familiar.

And familiar always feels safer than unknown

— even when it hurts.

The spiral you're in?

It's not a reflection of your worth.

It's a reflection of old wiring that's ready to be

 

Real love won't trigger that panic.

It won't make you guess.

It won't keep you questioning if you're enough.

You were always enough.

Your nervous system just needed time to catch up to that truth.

 

 

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2025-06-07T20:46:29+02:00

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When someone use you or take you for granted, do nothing just simply bless them with your absence.

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2025-06-07T19:11:34+02:00

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It doesn’t matter how bad I feel, how tired I am, how angry I am, how broken I am… I have to head to the gym otherwise I won’t survive. 

 

I have the best work outs when I am sad because the pain I feel in my heart is much greater than what I feel on the outside therefore I push myself so hard without realizing it, until the next day when I see how sore I am. 

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2025-06-07T18:47:58+02:00

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Tough 

 

After losing my dad I can say Saturdays are the hardest because after field service I would go hang out with him or run errands with him. Now I don’t have that option, it hurts. I wish I could hear him say my name on last time. I wish I could hear him say “ I love you” one last time. I miss you daddy. I didn’t even get the chance to introduce you to my boyfriend. 

 

I am so sorry I wasn’t the best daughter when you needed me the most. Today is Saturday and I am crying uncontrollably. I miss you so much daddy. You were so funny, you loved me so much. I wish I showed you how much you meant to me. I love you forever. 

 

On saturdays I don’t want to do anything. It’s been like this for a year now. I can’t bring myself to leave the house unless I am going to the gym. It’s like there’s a huge hole inside my heart and I mostly feel it on saturdays. It was our day. 

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2025-06-07T06:40:51+02:00

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My advice to any girlies who’s crying herself to sleep because of a boy. 
 

I was you once, oh yes I cried my heart out for that boy. I watched him made a fool out of me, you know what I did? Nothing I simply let it hurt. I sat in silence with my pain in a dark room. Didn’t speak to anyone, didn’t even reach out to him to let him know how much he broke me. I was 13 years old when that happened, I hit rock bottom. I vowed to never loved anyone like that again and I never did. My ego however always wished I could be chosen, I yearned for the possibility of being loved by someone but I knew I wasn’t going to be able to love anyone the same way again… not until I’ve healed. I am an empath, a heartbreak can last years for me to process. That boy got married, got divorce and came back for me but I had already moved on. The pain that was left in my heart wasn’t the one he caused but it was the one I knew I would be running away from. I’ve cried in fear that I’ll end up alone because no one is patient enough to give me the proper time to love them. Love? What is it? I don’t know. 
 

my advice to any girl who’s crying because of a boy. Is to let him go, yes let him go. Don’t run after him. Don’t ask him why he doesn’t want to stay. Don’t try to hold him back. You were made for someone, wait for your turn. Someone who can make you cry and not notice is not someone you should want. Your future husband will never treat you like that. Remember you are somebody’s dream girl. 

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