No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2025-06-30T03:29:57+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Juin 2025 à 03:29 AM

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I hate WhatsApp. I haven’t used it unless I’m calling my mom. I hate posting stories. I hate interacting with strangers online. I just like my space. The older I get the more I hate posting online.

Month of may was the worst month, I was stressed but happy at times. It was a lot of emotions. My mom got really sick almost lost her leg, I was a wreck… crying a lot. Felt alone… but I made new friends. I hate bottling everything in and acting like everything is okay when I know it’s not. I am just happy to be alive also thankful that I have my mom. Thank you Jehovah.

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2025-06-29T02:12:46+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Juin 2025 à 02:12 AM

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Now that I work out 1 extra day which makes it 6 days a week. My body is finally adjusting after two weeks of doing so. I can see more muscle definition, my back muscles are forming because I trained my back for 2 days and one of those days which is on Thursday is just back day focused. My goal is to have very defined back muscles, juicy glutes and define shoulders :) also abs but with my indigestion issues I need to check with my doctor about my gut health. When I don’t eat anything I have abs ! As soon as I eat one meal it goes away…

My work out split : 3-2-1

3 days glutes/legs

2 days upper body/ core

1 day sprint (run for 20 minutes as fast as I can and high intensity work out)

My shin is in pain because I ran for 20 minutes yesterday ! And I am just cooling down after leg day now. I will ice it. Working out 6 days a week means having pain throughout my body especially on Saturdays because I do high intensity work out on Friday and my Saturday leg day is very intense. Sunday is my recovery day, I don’t do any exercises. I just rest, it’s my only day.

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2025-06-27T19:41:45+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Juin 2025 à 07:41 PM

One thing that is scary about me is how quick I am able to detach and move on . I always warned everyone I get in contact with to be careful but do they listen? Nope and in the end they end up being confused !? My guy I told you if you disrespect me, disappoint me I will cut you off and act like you’ve never existed. I have a power switch, I may love you today and even become obsessed with you but as soon as I decide that I don’t want to like you anymore it’s over. There’s nothing you can do to change my mind. I will talk to you, say hi to you but you will feel the disconnect. I will disappear out of your life little by little until you never see me again.

I will continue to live my life in peace with the people that I trust and love. No I am not heartbroken I just wiped you off my memory completely. I will forget every details, every anniversary, every kiss, every touch… how to prevent this? Respect me and value me then we won’t have to go through this. You know what’s the saddest thing is? they always miss me and they’re shocked that they do meanwhile I’ve already moved on.

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2025-06-27T16:22:27+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Juin 2025 à 04:22 PM

Things I love doing and no I don’t feel guilty of it.

I love taking a day off while telling no one about it because that day is for me and I don’t want anyone to make plans with me. Unless I took the day off for something specific to do with someone I won’t tell anyone.
Going to the gym for 2-3 hours and not text anyone back ! When I get there my phone immediately disable any social apps unless I force open them
Taking a nap for hours and turning off my phone. I love being disconnected to everything, I don’t want to know anything about what other people are doing. Respectfully I do not care. I love my space.

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2025-06-27T04:32:13+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Juin 2025 à 04:32 AM

Summer.

I don’t really like summer, I love winter way more but then again I was born in December. I get really sad in the summer, the heat makes me uncomfortable. I know I was born in a tropical place but it wasn’t always this hot! There was some breeze but here it’s just pure heat and I am over it.

My skin itch and I feel so weird in the summer ugh. I usually cry a lot, isolate because I hate being outside in the heat unless I’m going to the beach which I’ve already been! I plan on going to the beach a lot more this summer! I am getting more bathing suit because I will be in the water. That’s the only thing I like about the summer just the beach after that, get me out of here.

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2025-06-25T16:06:43+02:00

small talk? ugh kill me now

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Juin 2025 à 04:06 PM

One thing I notice about myself is that I always skip small talk especially with strangers and they might think I am rude but it drains me I am sorry. I will not talk about the weather unless something significant is happening, I will go straight to the point. why are we talking? I won't pretend to care about things I don't care about, if I know you own a pet snake I will never ask about it because I hate it (I will probably not be friends with someone like that) asking people about their job drains me ugh who likes to talk about work outside of work? asking about your day if we're not even friends won't do much...I will ask questions that matters. how can I help you? what's going on? how are you, no I mean how are you really? do you need my help? I don't like beating around the bush just tell me straight up what's going on (I do that sometimes when I need help because I hate asking for help I would rather struggle and die). I won't judge you I have been in all kinds of possible situation you can think of so nothing you say can really scare me unless you just murdered someone then I can't help with that.

unless I am dating you I have no business asking you all kinds of questions... I won't waste my breath I have done it before and it was a waste of time. You get to know someone fully only to become strangers again... I just won't bother asking unless I see a future with you.

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2025-06-25T15:31:27+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Juin 2025 à 03:31 PM

Hey you guys,

My back pain is completely gone as I predicted it was indeed my period making her entrance ugh and I am in the clear now. I was really concerned about it because a small part of me thought I injured my back while working out. I do focus primarily on good form before anything else, I would rather have good form than lift heavy with a bad form because I would be doing more harm than good.

Am I obsessed with working out? yes! I eat, breathe and sleep just to have a great work out. when I am dating I have to be very upfront with my partner about this! we have to go on dates outside of my scheduled gym hours. He should also work out, he doesn't have to be a gym rat like me but he should at least do some form of weight lifting. If he is a gym rat well even better we will have lots of gym dates :) I will push him and motivate him as well. I want both me and my man to be hot and fit. I get really sad when I can't work out that normally happens when I have an emergency, a bad situation or sick... I even cry when I am sick because I know it will take me at least a week to get my momentum back. I just love working out, it truly does makes me happy, more confident and it puts me in a much better mood. I used to be very moody but now with my tight gym schedule I have no time to be sad.

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2025-06-23T02:11:01+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Juin 2025 à 02:11 AM

Eyes on me,

Watch me take it off.

Watch me take my time.

Watch me lick it, twist it, bite and kiss it.

Match my energy.

I’m not afraid.

Don’t hold back.

Cry with tears of joy.

Screaming of excitement.

Turn the lights off.

Soft but never afraid to be rough.

Gentle but dominating.

Follow my lead and I’ll follow yours.

Tit for tat, eye to eye, quid pro quo.

I’m all yours.

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2025-06-22T19:35:04+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Juin 2025 à 07:35 PM

US bombing Iran what happens next?
the silence is loud.
Iran, where the echoes once roared, now whispers beneath its breath.
China watches with eyes like still water — deep, unreadable.
Russia sharpens thought like a blade in the cold, wordless dark.
The world holds its breath between thunder and storm.
Not peace, not war just the calm before something ancient stirs.
And in that silence... the earth listens.

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2025-06-22T06:01:42+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Juin 2025 à 06:01 AM

As if being a woman in America is not enough I have to go through various symptoms before my period even decides to arrive each month. Last month I was exhausted and sad, this month I am weak and I have an excruciating back pain! I can’t even bend down right now. My lower back is killing me, that has happened to me before and it went away after my period finally showed up, it’s never on time ugh 😑 each month I think I’m pregnant and if you know me then you would know that’s not possible lol

I had this back pain for almost a week now! At first I thought I injured my back while working out but I’m not too sure anymore. The pain completely went away yesterday and came back today as soon as I started working out! Well you might think maybe I caused damage to my back again but nah! This is different! I can’t lean back, can’t bend down… it affecting my daily activities a little bit. I am using my heating pad but I am worried 😟 I actually want to cry hopefully the pain will get better when I wake up tomorrow morning

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