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Self image.
I used to struggle with my self image. I used to think that I didn’t deserve anything good because I didn’t think I was good enough. I’ve worked on myself and now I have a really high view on who I am as a person, my self esteem has gone up tremendously. It took me years to get here to finally be able to accept who I am and to love the person that I am becoming. Some days are hard but I am on the right track.
On top of my disorganized attachment style my self image was something that I struggled with the most. Putting up a wall and not letting anyone in was easy for me to do because of my past. When you start having high standards and when you start loving yourself. You begin to see who doesn’t love you and who really cares. You know how well you would treat yourself so when someone treats you poorly you can identify it right away. You will not stay in places where disrespect is being served. You will not take less than what you deserve because you would give yourself so much more. The me before couldn’t identify bad treatments! As long as you gave her some attention she would stay but not anymore. The minute you disrespect me you’re out, there’s no bad blood I’ll say say hi and be polite because I have class but being close again? Never. I don’t have many friends. The word friendship is on the lips of many but very few mean it. I talk to everyone but only a selected few can get inside my circle. I show people what I want them to see and I tell people what I want them to know. I can’t be friends with someone share everything about themselves and kiss and tell or who post private things about our relationship online ugh kill me now. I am super private. Yes I am quite open on my blog but that’s probably the only public place I’ll ever be this open.
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