No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2025-05-06T16:45:57+02:00

music

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Mai 2025 à 04:45 PM

Let's talk about my favorite albums from Artist that I love or used to like.

Melanie Martinez (crybaby album 2015) I don't necessarily like her as an artist but I am a die hard fan of her crybaby era. I love every song on that album and I never skip them when they play.
Alessia Cara ( know it-all album 2015) I love her and this album so much! I cried, danced and went back to memory lane with that album. I like her as an artist, I thinks she's a chill person. I love every song on that album, some more than others but I like them all.
Rihanna : what can I say I have been a fan of Rihanna ever since I knew what RNB music was, I love her! I think her style is beautiful, she's stunning and her voice is amazing. I love her loud album, Good girl gone bad, talk that talk (Ugh I love every songs on there ) I like a girl like me album it gives me that early 2000s nostalgic feeling. Anyway I don't think we're getting an album soon since she's expecting her third baby …
Beyoncé: I am not a fan of her but I love her old albums I like the dangerously in love album, the bday and the bday deluxe as well as the Sasha fierce album, even the platinum edition album
Billie Eillish : she is a musical genius in my opinion! I love her :) I love her happier than ever album, hit me hard and soft album, when we fall asleep where do we go album... she is phenomenal
Doja Cat, I don't necessarily like her as an artist but she is definitely unique and interesting. I love her planet her album !!!
SZA i think she is gorgeous but she lies too much lol but she's cool. I like some songs on her SOS album, I like some songs on her ctrl album

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2025-05-06T16:04:43+02:00

UCL night

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Mai 2025 à 04:04 PM

INTER VS BARCELONA

I am not a barcelona fan and I've never been one, even when Messi and Neymar were there, I still wasn't a fan (I hate the shirt lol). I love Neymar and I will sometimes watch their matches only because Neymar was soooo cute that was when I was 12-14 years old. I wasn't a Messi fan either, I thought he was blend but I always knew he was talented!

I wasn't a real madrid's fan either, but I would watch because Cristiano Ronaldo was so Hot!!!! I wasn't a fan of any club, but I would appreciate all the games. After the 2022 world cup I fell In love with Kylian Mbappe and because of what he did in the final match I will always follow wherever he goes! he made me fall in love with Football again. I gave you this back story so that you can understand my profound hatred for barcelona after they beat real madrid more times than I can count this season! they have more than 10 goals against real madrid. Throughout those past few months I connected with the Real madrid's boys, I can feel Vini's frustration because even though he can be hot tempered he is really kind and he's very welcoming of Mbappe and I really love that. I appreciate Jude Belligham and I admit he is the best middle fielder at the moment. I was only watching real madrid's game because Mbappe was there but so far, I am making a connection with each player and it's beautiful. The coach Carlo Ancelotti has done a lot for real madrid but it has not been working this season, his tactics are outdated especially when he has the fastes player Kylian Mbappe in his team and he is not taking advantage of that. I love Carlo but I think it might be time to say goodbye and close the chapter with real madrid.

For all of those reasons I hope inter eliminate barcelona tonight in the champions league. Barcelona players are too boastful, too cocky, and too manipulative for me... they're sooo annoying ugh and bacelona fans are worse. I don't like them, they lose every year, yet they talk as if they're the best. They finally have a good season, and they think they rule the world. I hope inter has no pity for them tonight. Seeing Barcelona lose will make me happy lol

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2025-05-05T15:43:35+02:00

Weakness and strength

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Mai 2025 à 03:43 PM

Mine and yours.

When I really look at why it did not work out with some people, I realize our ambitions, aspirations and goals kept us apart. I can't be with someone who doesn't have a plan, doesn't eat healthy, doesn't work out, doesn't have some fitness goals, can't finish what they started, who lives in the past, keep having excuses as to why they are not accomplishing their goals, who never show up for me, who doesn't have discipline and structure in their lives. Love is simply not enough! I need someone who's organized because my OCD will just flare up and I will break out in hives if there's no structure in my life.

I am a very discipline person, and I thrive on a solid routine. I am doing something specific on each day of the week and if I cannot do what I plan on doing my day is somewhat ruined. I have a schedule, a plan and a routine...I need someone who respect that and who also has their own routine. I can be very strict, if I start something and if we have a goal to accomplish, we have to finish it otherwise why start? I don't like excuses. If you can't handle my work ethic, how dedicated and how goal focused I am well it definitely won't work. There's a time to have fun, to be serious and to cry... the person has to be emotionally mature to fully comprehend certain things otherwise I don't mind being alone.

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2025-05-04T05:05:20+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Mai 2025 à 05:05 AM

How to detach from anyone and move on.

First you need to understand if someone doesn’t see your value they will never see it. It doesn’t matter how nice and kind you are or how beautiful you are it was never about all of that they just don’t see how valuable you are and they are not in love with you. There’s nothing you can do to make anyone love you, there’s no text you can send to suddenly make someone fall for you, there’s nothing you can say to make someone realize that they love you.

As a woman when you chase a man he will pull further and further away. Stop calling, stop texting, stop thinking about him and yes I know it’s easier said than done but would you rather lose yourself or him?

Always choose yourself no matter what. You are your greatest possession so lose the idiot and just focus on yourself. By choosing yourself you are focusing on your wellbeing and creating a safe space for yourself. If you are sad and lonely, tell no one just go to the gym and cry on the stair master instead. Cry while you’re building muscles instead of wasting your time pinning over some jerk who doesn’t deserve you.

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2025-05-01T16:17:12+02:00

selfish or self-love?

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Mai 2025 à 04:17 PM

Some people get triggered when you focus on yourself and try to better yourself whether it's mentally, financially, spiritually or physically. Why do I have to be called selfish for declining your invitation that you offered me at the last minute because I already had plans to go to the gym? why is going to the gym not deem as important? why do you feel as if I am mean because I choose to show up for myself? (that is just an example, all my friends know that I love working out and they respect my schedule, and they know better not to impose anything on me because I will simply not show up, but hypothetically let's say you are in that situation...)

You have to create your own boundaries and never feel guilty about enforcing them on others because let's take an example when your apple laptop is not working and you call apple support if you call during outside business hours then you have no choice but to wait until they're open to call; there's nothing you can do but wait. If you have your own boundaries you have to be serious about them, if people call you selfish for doing what's best for you then they are most likely trying to get something out of you that you are not ready to give. If that person truly loves you and respects you they will respect your boundaries because they want to be in your life. Never feel guilty for prioritizing your mental health and your overall wellbeing because if you're broken you will not be able to help anyone ever again. It is your job to take care of yourself, if your cup is empty you cannot pour into anyone else's cup. You have to put yourself first, it sounds selfish but it's not. You can help others, and you should help if you are able to but if you can't then there's nothing you can do but wait until you are able to help. Never take on more task than you can handle, never bend yourself over backwards to make sure that everyone else is good at the detriment of yourself. As women we tend to be nurturing, we tend to put other people's need before our own but always remember that after you help other people if you have nothing left for yourself then you've done a very poor job at taking care of yourself. It's okay to be selfless but always be mindful of your wellbeing in the process, God created you to be happy, and you have to honor that. Never pay attention to those people who are trying to make you feel bad for showing up for yourself. So what if I go to my $45 Pilates class and got my matcha latte after? so what if I invest into a nice running shoe that I have been eyeing for months? so what if I take solo trips and buy nice clothes? so what If I love to eat at expensive restaurants? all of those expenses that are coming out of my pocket and no one else's, why should they care? I will always do what makes me happy from now on because for so long I have been miserable and empty. When you keep putting others first watch how depress you will get and how empty you feel after pouring all that you have into someone else's cup

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2025-04-29T16:31:50+02:00

how to organize your workout/ keep it fun

Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Avril 2025 à 04:31 PM

I work out 5 days a week and some days are tough! here's what I do:

You have to start slow and steady, if you do everything all at once you will get burnt out and eventually you will stop working out because you will hate it. To make working out fun you need to start slow and separate each muscle groups for different days. Don't workout out your whole body each day you work out. here's some tips:

don't do cardio on the days you lift weights: have a day you do lower body; a day you do upper body and a day you do cardio.
you can work out your lower body such as glutes, quads and hamstring 2-3 days a week maximum. You don't need to do it every day. have 24-48 hours in between each leg day to rest to give the muscle time to recover and grow.
Do basic work outs for lower body days don't complicate things just keep it plain and simple some examples are: RDLS, deadlift, hip thrust, squats, leg press, Bulgarian squat if you want a challenge, hip adduction, leg kickbacks and step ups (don't do all on the same day separate each exercise for different days)
work out your upper body on the days you are resting your legs. Do core exercises to have more strength especially when you lift weights.
if your goal is to lose weight and gain muscle then do cardio after you lift weights. 20-30 minutes max.
I don't do cardio before lifting weights anymore because I want to maximize my muscle growth.
have rest days where you don't work out it could be 1-2 days just to relax and sleep. Your muscle need rest to grow.
eat healthy so that you can see results quicker. Cook your meals and meal prep. ( I do that on sundays)
on the days you don't feel like working out, take it easy on yourself just don't lift too heavy and focus more on your form rather than lifting heavy trust me you will feel better when you just take it easy when your energy is depleted. Don't overdo it when your body is tired just do 40% and when your energy is up do 100% always remember a little goes a long way and a little is better than nothing.

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2025-04-29T15:16:41+02:00

how to move on

Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Avril 2025 à 03:16 PM

I have had many crushes or love interest that didn't work out. some lasted years! but I always move on and when I do, I never look back. The sad thing is they always look for me after I've moved on but babe I don't have feelings for you anymore; you're just a regular guy to me.

here's my trick.

focus on me: that always work because 9/10 times when I have a crush on someone, I don't actually love the person. I am infatuated with him because I don't really know much about him, or I chose to see what I want to see even if all the signs were there signaling to me that he is not good for me. By focusing on me, I am taking my attention away from him and at first it will be hard because I am used to focus on him but when I stop, I really get to see the reality of things which is "he is not in love with me". Focusing on me means doing things that I love such as watching my favorite football team play, blogging, taking cute pics with my tripod, working out, going out to eat with friends, self-care, watching my favorite shows or movies.. by doing all the things I love I am starving my so called "infatuation" for him because I am not really focusing on him. Each time I see him I always end up liking him less and less until I feel nothing for him.
my first love lasted 10 years! and I said to myself if I moved on from that guy I can move on from anyone and I always do because no one can compare to how I felt for him. That love was pure! that's when I vowed to never fall in love like that again and I never did. I would be attracted to some people but never that strong unless they fall for me but they never do so, I always hold myself back. There's no way I am letting my heart get broken into pieces again.
Because of my heartbreak when I was younger every crush I now have now are superficial... I would be physically attracted to him but not emotionally bonded whatsoever. I want to fall in love again, but I cannot fall until I am sure he is the one.
how to hold yourself back: look at how he treats you, a man will take care of the woman he loves, ask him for help and if he never comes through then there that's your answer (he doesn't care about you) think about all the things he's not doing to really hold yourself back from falling in love: 1. he doesn't call you 2. doesn't text you. 3. doesn't take you out on dates. 4. doesn't buy you gifts 5, doesn't buy you flowers.... then he doesn't love you (remember all of this and trust me you will not fall in love, you may want to sleep with him but that's all physical, for me I can't sleep with anyone until I am married)

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2025-04-28T20:27:07+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Avril 2025 à 08:27 PM

I think the biggest misconception about me is that I am always talking to a man or I must be in a relationship. I am not a player! I don't talk to men I don't have interest in. I always tell any men I am not interested in that we're friends, if he got another idea then it's not my fault.

I hold myself at high value, it's a privilege to be at close proximity of me because when I go on dates, I don't even let any of them touch me or hold my hand. If I let a guy touch me just know I truly trust him because I don't let any man touch me ... I can count on one hand who kissed me or even touch my face I barely use my whole hand! not even half my fingers!! I am super private, if I give you a little bit of power cherish it because I am one in a lifetime.

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2025-04-28T16:22:02+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Avril 2025 à 04:22 PM

Never thought I would be able to move on from you,

to get rid of you in mind I thought only death could set me free.

I no longer crave you, I stopped dreaming of you.

You are an almost after thought.

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2025-04-28T14:27:40+02:00

freestyle

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Avril 2025 à 02:27 PM

This is everything I have been thinking those past few days and probably months. Some of my thoughts are weird and hard to comprehend so I always have to either write them down to make sense of it or just ignore them. During my luteal phase I have a lot of depressive thoughts but as soon as I am out of it I am back to being happy, carefree and independent. I hate the luteal phase! thank God it's over; all last week I was going through it and now I am back to normal.

I cannot imagine me being in a relationship because all of my life I've always been single, what if I go on a date that actually matters! all the dates I have been on I knew he wasn't the one but I went because I was bored or because I wanted free food lol especially if he made the reservation at a place that I think I will like then I will go. But what if I go on a date and I find out Gosh he is the one I want! then what? now I have someone to talk to? do I call him or does he call? what If I want alone time? ugh what if he's clingy or worse what if I become clingy and he's ignoring me!!!! gosh I love being alone so much I don't know how I will process being with someone. I will have to rewire my brain and change my way of thinking because I have been alone for a long time, and I am used to it.
I hate those old school rnb that only sing about desperate love, ugh they give me a headache... why does it always have to be a sad love song? why can't she just be happy in a loving relationship well I guess that's boring and less drama. Those heartbreak love song drive me over the edge, I want to tell them to cut it out and just move on. There's not only one person, you can in fact fall in love again. I don't know everything is straight forward with me it's either I love you or I don't, it's either we're together or we're just friends. i don't believe in situationships or in between love... I don't have time to overthink it. If I have to overthink, I will choose to move on because it's not clear enough.

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