No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2024-02-20T02:33:01+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Février 2024 à 02:33 AM

“ a man who sleeps with you does not mean that he loves you. You can be the most beautiful woman on the planet and a man will still find a reason to cheat. You can please him in any way you can think of and he may still find a way to find in someone else something you do not have. Love yourself ladies, never attach your value to a man. You are more than what a man thinks of you.”

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2024-02-20T01:57:39+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Février 2024 à 01:57 AM

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2024-02-20T01:29:31+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Février 2024 à 01:29 AM

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2024-02-19T13:44:39+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2024 à 01:44 PM

Dossier Mbappé.

It took me a few days to talk about it but here we are! Mbappé told PSG that he wants to leave at the end of the season. My thoughts?

Well it wasn’t a shock because he said he wasn’t going to renew last year, we were just hoping that he would extend for at least a year but if he wants to leave this year I don’t have anything bad to say except good for him! At every game he always give 200% while some players are just plain lazy. Mbappé always try to give his all but he can’t be the savior by himself; the other players need to be hungry for more too. When he was trying to leave in 2021 the president of France call him trying to convince him to stay! Now I don’t think he will stay and he even told them don’t try to convince me because I am not staying! He knows they will either make him president of PSG or give him the Eiffel Tower to convince him to stay lol! But I think now the whole world will see how different he is especially if he goes to Real Madrid ! It’s a big club and he will play alongside Vinicius and Bellingham it will be a new era in football and I cannot wait! Mbappé’s whole career will change! He will probably win ballon d’or ;) I am so happy for him.

He didn’t say that he’s going to Real Madrid but where else would he go? That’s his dream club and everyone knows he always wanted to go there. I hope he doesn’t go to the premier league because if he goes there I will have to get cable and I didn’t want to do that :( let’s hope he goes to Real Madrid :) but what if at the end he stays at PSG? I don’t see that happening but whatever he chooses to do I will still love him and I will be watching :)

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2024-02-19T02:03:00+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2024 à 02:03 AM

goodbye daddy.

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2024-02-19T02:02:28+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2024 à 02:02 AM

Moment of epiphany…

I realize why I don’t even date anyone; or why I pretend to want to be in a relationship because truth is if I wasn’t going to church (meetings) seeing people get married I wouldn’t care for it. I don’t care for marriage as much as anyone would think! I want to be happy! I want to be famous for my books! I want to adopt beautiful kids ! Collect beautiful, expensive and exotic cats. I want the joy of seeing my kids grow, doing their hair, taking them to football practice or ballet. Every night when I lay my head down I see myself as a famous writer at a book signing! I see myself in a jeep with all of my kids strapped in going to a football game! ;)

About relationships: I am scared! Like what if it works out? What if I get into a relationship? Then what? Like I have to talk to you every day! And tell you what I am doing? Gosh I hate that. I love being free! I love going wherever and whenever I want without telling someone. I tell my mother everything, but she knows not to ask me what time I’m coming home, that just gets on my nerves! don’t ask me that if I want to tell you trust me I will. I don’t like talking all the time; sometimes it may be hard for me to shut up especially in moments where I need to be quiet and I may be quiet in moment where we need to talk. I am weird, I am a glamorous cat lady and I hate parties! I love books! I love my friends, I love football and it’s actually scary lol some guys find it shocking that I know so much about football.

You would have to trust me because I do whatever I want; of course, I will never cheat because I am super loyal, but it takes me a while to open up but once you’re in you will realize wow, I didn’t know her at all!

I have so many boundaries!

I don’t like being touched in public I hate public display of affection.
I need my space after work don’t call me right away let me feed my cats, eat and take a shower first.
Don’t call me on FaceTime all the time I hate it, I don’t like pictures… I just hate seeing myself on any devices.
Don’t hug me on my period, I hate being touched around that time and at the same time I will be super needy or some months I may want you to hug me more often.
I might start crying out of nowhere or be sad so if you don’t like an emotional person well, I’m not for you.
I don’t like people reading things I wrote if I haven’t made it public, if I finds out you read my journal, I will break up with you!
Don’t stare at me for too long! It makes me uncomfortable but at the same time I like it so that person would have to know when to do it. Which is psychic.
You are not allowed to meet my cats if I don’t trust you. If I let you be around my cats I must trust you or I must like you.
I have all of my notifications off even my text messages. If I don’t manually open an app then I have no idea what’s going on; I set it up this way because I don’t want to know. If you call me you won’t get through the first try and I also set it up this way so that you can give up on the first try and not try again. But if you do oh well I guess we gotta talk now.
Do you want to do all of that work? I know whoever try to keep up is in it for the long run because you may have to track me down at some point because I will disappear one day and you might need to hire a detective to find me.

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2024-02-19T00:33:00+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Février 2024 à 12:33 AM

Things that make me feel at ease.

Warm lights, bright lights makes me uncomfortable.
Access to a darkroom at the end of the day to recharge especially after a stressful event, I tend to get a headache so being in a dark room is needed.
Candles, especially scented ones preferably vanilla scents and lavender.
Watching SpongeBob before bed.
A cup of peppermint or chamomile tea.
My sunlight i bought on Amazon ( that light is always on)
My cats. They make me feel safe and at home.
Books. I love having lots of books, they make me feel safe; in high school books gave me the joy and the escape I needed.
Heating pad. I use it when I feel sad; it makes me feel warm and safe. It also attracts my cats to lay on me because it’s warm.
Calming music, preferably classical music.
Red wine. It relaxes me after a tough day and makes me get ready for bed quicker.
A nap. When I am tense all I need is a nap to ease the tension and when I am not working I can take up to 2 naps a day or at least a long nap that last 3 hours.