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There this place when I go there it makes me really sad, I used to be happy going there and I think that it is the devil that is preying on me. Not to worry, that was a weird way to start this article! I will not go back to write another intro because I am way too busy. I am at work by the way. Work is not the place that I am talking about, I love my job actually ! It’s surprising! But I love it and I think it’s because of the people there; everyone is just so nice. The patients are all so interesting, my job makes me so happy. I love waking up in the morning to go to that place, that’s actually the first time I love a job this much.
I am having a little hard time with the summer because I am depressed again because of the weather. The heat makes me cranky and I am one of those 2% people out of 20 people that gets depressed in the summer. I am happier in the colder months; I never really liked summer. I hate the way that I feel but I understand what is going on. I have this feeling of doomed weighing heavy on my heart but I know it will go away. I have good days in the summer, because I love my job when I am at work I am happy. It’s probably because there’s AC inside so I don’t feel the heat.
In the summer I get sad because I feel pressured to do something fun and a lot of people are out ( which gives me a little anxiety because I don’t have a friend with me) I also don’t feel like doing anything which makes me even more sad because I just want to stay home while in my head everyone is having fun. To minimize this I need to do a few things:
- Stop being so hard on myself, just enjoy the day for what it is. If I go out try to enjoy and if I stay at home then enjoy it too. Dont feel bad about the things you aren’t doing.
- Stop comparing your summer with everyone else; just be you and do the things you love doing. No pressure. Play video games, read books, take walks, go to the beach even if it’s alone, sleep well, eat well, work out… play with your kitties
- Pray.
I don’t really have much recommendation because the summer months are not easy for me. I am trying to stay strong, no pressure. If you struggle in the summer too I hope you know that you are not alone and I hope that this helps ;)
Love you.
2023-06-16T03:32:24+02:00
Hold me please.
« if someone were to hug me right now I wouldn’t know how to stop crying because I am In so much pain. »
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Q&A
- DO you collect anything?
Yes, I do! it's kind of embarrassing but I collect lotion bottles! doesn't matter if they are empty or not. It's a struggle to finally throw them away. I collect a lot of other stuff but it's seasonal... sometimes it's mugs, shoes, clothes (a particular brand), purse, books....
- what is one thing you will never do again?
be too available or too nice to any man.
- what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanilla.
- what quality do you look for in a friend?
someone who's nice, kind, funny, understanding and open minded, down for anything.
- what is the most relaxing part of your day?
when I get home from work and after I eat my dinner, I just lay down on the couch with either Archie or pixie snuggle up next to me watching TV.
- If you had a warning label, what would yours says?
nice but unpredictable.
- are you a dog or a cat person?
I am both but I own cats right now.
- what was the worse job you ever had?
it was this year and I left after 1 day! It wasn't awful, it just wasn't what I was looking for. But it was a nice place but not for me.
2023-06-14T14:44:29+02:00
Kylian Mbappe.
Foot Mercato.
Currently, Mbappe is at PSG as we all know, and he said that he will stay for another season. He said " I will be at psg where I am happy for next season" I admit I was a little disappointed because I wanted him to leave the club because they don't have a strong enough team to win the champions league. If he wants to win a Ballon d'or he has to leave, and I want him to win one so bad because he totally deserves it, but he will never win one if he stays in ligue 1. He is smart! let me tell you how genius he is...
He said that he was happy at PSG right and that he will stay for 1 more year! but this week he also declined to extend his stay which means next summer he will be a free agent; he can go anywhere he wants to go free of cost! which means Psg will lose all the money they paid for him which was about 200 million euros! He knows and we all know that PSG will not want to lose all that money even though we love him but they will always put the money first because they will not get the money back and it was a lot! so PSG will have to sell him this summer if they want any money for him!!! which means he might not even be there next season but if he leaves he will not look like the bad guy because he said that he wanted to stay! so now it is up to the club to sell him this summer. He is soooo smart! I want to see him at another club that's for sure because PSG is weak, if he stays, they need good players to replace Messi and Sergio Ramos. We'll see what the club decide but I am very sure they will sell him.
2023-06-14T14:14:39+02:00
Love.
I don't have a great experience with love but despite not having a good time, I am still a hopeless romantic. I believe that true love exists, I haven't been in love, but I know that one day I will fall deeply in love... I love my family, but I am talking about a different kind of love, the one that consumes me and that will make me feel like flying while I am walking on my own 2 feet. I have had many crushes but none of them liked me back, isn't that sad? I didn't do anything wrong! I was always myself, but I feel like I was mean to some of them because like I said I don't know how to express my love. I guess I always picked unavailable men because deep down I don't think I was ever ready to fall in love. I love the chase, but I am not sure if I like being caught. I love the excitement, but I am not sure if I was ever ready for a real relationship, just yesterday I blocked someone because they kept telling me that they like me (listen that was annoying to me because they had just seen me on Instagram and they've never met me before so I couldn't believe that they could ever like me) I only like people that I see in front of me. I only have a crush on Mbappe even though I haven't met him because he is super talented and I love how humble he is! he is also really funny, knows how to communicate, unpredictable! God, I love him.
Love is magical and I cannot wait to share it with someone, I know I will love my kids when I have them because I will have kids even if I adopt :) I really love kids.