No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2025-02-18T19:39:52+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Février 2025 à 07:39 PM

Honestly this is just a freestyle I am not sure what to write about so I will write about anything that comes to mind! I feel MEH, not BLEH and the difference between both is that when I feel like MEH some things don't really excite me, but I still get excited here and there but when I feel like BLEH I am most likely going through a depressive episode and I am sort of sad, distraught, defeated, ready to throw in the towel.

Yesterday's workout was great! I didn't think it was going to be a great work out because I have my period and I was feeling a little down, but I said you know what I will show up anyway! even though it's really cold and slippery outside I will wear my sweats and show up. When I got there, I started on the treadmill for a good stretch in my legs and to get the adrenaline going in my brain. Let's just say I got really excited, and my playlist was booming! I ran full sprint and walk just for a little bit and then I moved on to strength training. I always stretch before I lift weights because I want to be able to walk the next day and minimize the muscle soreness, plus when you stretch you recover faster. I am a little sore today actually but why is it when I wake up, I never feel anything but by lunchtime I feel sore! I guess more time has passed and my muscles are recovering.

You know as I think about it some guys find me weird because I don't play games at all! I think that's odd especially in today's day and age. Girls will play hard to get, find a way to make him miss you or just tease the guy well I am not like that. I either like you or I don't, and I won't throw myself at you either but if you come my way, I will make it known that I want you! why hide it? love is art to me, love is beautiful. If it pains me to love you, I'll just avoid you and never speak to you so I can move on, I always move on. I will not call a guy, bother him or text him all day because that's how you get attached and played... I don't want that. I just want peace but once I find the man I am looking for I will call him, I will text him... but with limits we both got a life... sometimes I need space. If a man somewhere is waiting for me to call him, he will die not hearing my voice because as a man why do you want me to chase you? eww lol. I find a man who knows exatcly what he wants and goes for it to be so beautiful and sexy...

Cats really do teach you about patience and boundaries! if a cat doesn't want attention, they will make it known. You can play with a dog all day; you can yell at them, and they will stay loyal to you (not that any dog owners should mistreat their pet) but if you yell at a cat or do something they don't like they will punish you! one time I stepped on Archie's tail, he went to hide for the whole day and didn't let me pet him for 3 days! he was so upset and traumatized. When a cat gives you their trust you have to cherish that because they hold grudges! they understand humans emotions! that's why I love cats because they are very emotionally intelligent. They're mysterious, graceful and beautiful.

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2025-02-18T03:22:01+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Février 2025 à 03:22 AM

Last week end match before the champions league match on Wednesday.

I only watched the Real Madrid’s game and Mbappé did score which was the best part of the match but then camavinga cost us a penalty and the opposite team scored. The score ended as a draw, I was disappointed but honestly the worse part of the game was when Jude Bellingham got a red card ! Because the referee got his feelings hurt and decided to take his anger out on Jude! There was no reason for a red card. Jude just simply went over to the referee and said something, now I want to know what was said but I guess we’ll never know only Jude knows what he said. Whatever it was Jude didn’t deserve that red card maybe just a yellow card. The game was a draw and because they gave away points now Barcelona is first in la liga, Real Madrid was first. Anyways it’s a matter of time before Madrid gets the number 1 spot back.

Manchester city won their game 4-0 but Haaland didn’t score. I cannot wait for the game on Wednesday !

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2025-02-16T18:16:50+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Février 2025 à 06:16 PM

Most men say they love women with natural hair but this is what they mean:

They love women with long curly hair but when a girl shows up like this:

They call us sponge heads and they see 4c hair as the worse type of hair to have. My advice to my girls who have 4 c hair like me is to never hear those men, don’t get in relationships with them don’t even be friends with them. Those men are your worse enemy they claim to love natural hair but cheat on you with a girl who looks like this:

Those men claim to love natural hair but get in relationship with women who wears wigs and lashes (nothing wrong with that) but be true to who you are. Don’t give me hell and I’m not even your preference ! Go find the one you love and leave me and my beautiful Afro alone. Personally if I date someone I always pay attention to the comments they make about my hair and my appearance, even if it’s a joke I will take it very seriously and immediately cut them off. I date to marry and I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn’t even love the way I look! I can’t win over someone who doesn’t even like the way I look! That’s the first thing you see! If you don’t like my hair or my face then what are we doing?! Leave me alone dude. Trust me as soon as I know you don’t love my hair all the feelings I had for you are out the window.

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2025-02-15T16:00:15+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Février 2025 à 04:00 PM

Offensive.

As a woman, no preferably as a “black” woman I find it offensive that some people doesn’t believe me when I say I don’t use any fake hair anymore. It’s always the men that would tell me “it’s okay I know you add clip ins in your hair” boy if you don’t get out of my face! I told you I stop wearing fake hair last year in January after my dad passed away. It had nothing to do with my dad’s passing but I felt the need to be authentic and to live my life the way I see it fit.

I don’t add any clip ins, no braids, no wigs or any artificial hair anymore. As someone who loved braids I can understand why that’s unbelievable! Men always think that I am deceiving them when I say this is my hair or I only wear my hair. I am not trying to be different or trying to please you that was my decision. I don’t judge any girls for wearing artificial hair if anything I compliment them if it looks beautiful. We can all choose what we want, I don’t understand why it’s so hard to believe that some women don’t like fake hair! Just because I have an Afro and not loose curls doesn’t mean I have to hide it. I love my hair just the way it is! Coming from someone who struggled to love herself I think I am on the right track.

To the men: stop touching my hair to see if it’s real ( I am not a pet or a lab project if you want to touch my hair ask me)

Don’t ask me to change my hair because that’s none of your business, I am not your wife and even if I was your wife you couldn’t order me around to change my hair but you could politely suggest it with love and best believe I would do it for you (if it’s a natural style of course)

Don’t tell me to straighten my hair, again that’s none of your business. If I choose to shave my head then what?

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2025-02-15T04:53:09+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Février 2025 à 04:53 AM

Lonesome.

A little back story, perhaps you’ll understand.

Growing up I didn’t have a lot of friends, I grew up as an only child. There was no other kids my age in the house, I grew up with an older brother figure but we didn’t always hang out or talk much. He had his life and I had mine but we loved each other very much. He passed away in 2018 and it was not an expected death, some believed he was poisoned and someone murdered him because he was such a great person. He never believe there was evil in this world, he trusted his friends blindly and he never listened when his parents would tell him to be careful. He was such an angel but he made some bad decisions and the world was not kind to him in return. He is part of my story because I grew up with him. His death changed me, I never trusted anyone like he trusted his friends. I would always keep an eye out for betrayals and I wouldn’t let it go when people would hurt me.

I grew up saying every little to no words at all, a lot of people let me down. A lot of people thought I didn’t understand what was going on but I saw everything. A lot of people left me hanging, a lot of people forgot about me. A lot of people left me out of their plans which is why I am the way I am now. I am not bitter if anything I just stop caring entirely! I don’t even try! I need time to heal after all the things I went through. I am not sure when I’ll be ready to trust someone, it has gotten to a point where I block people for stupid stuff! Don’t push me past my limit. I may never call you, I may never text you yet I may care about you but my peace is way more important. I love my peaceful life! I just enjoy my alone time listening to my favorite songs, playing video games, watching football,reading, trying to draw even if I am bad at it, working out alone, hanging out with my cats and they’re very affectionate! I honestly love my life all thanks to Jehovah because there was a time I didn’t want to live. Now I want to experience everything I can possibly experience even if it’s alone! I romanticize my life daily ! Whether it’s when I get my matcha latte at Starbucks or when I get my tacos on a Tuesday! Or when I have soft fuzzy socks cozied up on the couch after working out, or a cuddle session with my cats. I love everything Jehovah gives me!

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2025-02-12T20:20:43+01:00

UCL NIGHT RESULTS

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Février 2025 à 08:20 PM

Let's start with PSG VS BREST: the final score was 3-0 and my prediction was 4-1 ugh so close! but PSG did win, and I knew they were going to win. Dembele has improved a lot! He scored twice and the coach Luis Enrique was so impressed. He's doing amazing at PSG right now. Speaking of PSG now I am hearing rumors that Vini from real Madrid might be joining PSG when his contract end in 2027 after the world cup? because he denied real Madrid extended contract? I don't know yet, but it wouldn't be a bad move because PSG is a good team, and they pay their players a lot of money especially Vini is already popular and was nominated top 2 to win the ballon d'or last year (he should've won) yes, his worth a lot of money and PSG would hit the jackpot.

Manchester city VS real Madrid: final score was 3-2 with real Madrid winning at the last minute when Manchester city was leading the score and on their way for a win! the score was 1-0 at halftime and Manchester city scored their first goal within the first 20 minutes they were playing well. Both team suck at defending but has good attacking skills! city can play well for up to 50 minutes not the whole 90 minutes of the game and Madrid plays well after half time lol so what a combo?? Real Madrid played well! first A beautiful Goal from Mbappe, Brahim Diaz scored and a last-minute goal From Jude Bellingham. Haaland scored both Goals for city and Foden earned city a penalty! I was scared for Foden because I thought he was injured in the process but nope! he was fine. I love both city and Madrid but yesterday Madrid played a wayyyy better game than city and they deserved the win. let's see what they do next week!

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2025-02-11T14:09:41+01:00

ucl night

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Février 2025 à 02:09 PM

Everyone is focusing on the Manchester city vs real Madrid game but PSG is also playing against Brest but no one cares because PSG already beat them 5-2 on February 1st during a ligue 1 match! what will a champion's league match do?

My prediction for today's PSG game they will win 4-1, if they lose that would be surprising and I cannot see that happening.

I am sooooo excited for the Manchester city vs real Madrid game omg!!!! I am actually happy lol because I've been miserable this past week end well not too much but just a little gloomy. I am not depressed or anything just my luteal phase whooping my behind

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2025-02-10T20:28:59+01:00

luteal phase againnnnn

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Février 2025 à 08:28 PM

yup it's happening again:(

It says people with longer luteal phase have better chance at getting pregnant and I love that for me but the mood swings!!!!! ugh I am angry, sad, lonely, happy and hungry. I don't know what I want in this phase, I don't want to talk. I basically want to be left alone but then I am offended when people do leave me alone like dang you don't even care that I want to be alone? like why are you so happy to leave me? then I start crying because they leave me! ughhhhhhh God why? I am chill but during my luteal phase I become a different creature.

I haven't cried in a while, and I mean monthsss ( I thought about crying but the tears wouldn't come out) maybe I need to let it out when I get home tonight.

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2025-02-10T19:57:40+01:00

UCL NIGHT

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Février 2025 à 07:57 PM

This Tuesday real Madrid will face Manchester city!! my two favorite teams playing against each other broooo who do I pick!!!??? I got Mbappe, Vini, Bellingham at real Madrid and Haaland, Grealish, Kevin Debruyne at Manchester city who I love so much ughhhhhhh but I will have to go with Mbappe that's my forever baby. No one can compare to Mbappe I am sorry lol.

now who do I think will win?

Honestly only for tomorrow because they will play each other again for the last time next Wednesday! it's 2 leg and every time they play against each other the first leg is always a tie or one team only miss 1 or 2 points but they could catch up on the next game usually it's (real Madrid winning 3-3 and then 2-1 which means in total real Madrid gets 5 points while Manchester city gets 4 points last time it was a penalty shootout and Manchester city lost broooo that time I wanted man city to win)

this time who will in? I don't even know but I think Real Madrid has a better chance at winning but then again, I don't know what pep Guardiola at Manchester city has planned for tomorrow.

the score 2-1 and I don't know who's winning lol it could be either or this is how much I have faith in both team, They both have the potential to be great! may the best team win! they are both my babies :)

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2025-02-08T22:06:22+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Février 2025 à 10:06 PM

Habits I want to keep and implement this year.

Last year I made working out 4-5 days a week my routine and that will not change this year. I’ve seen results and I plan to continue doing that.
I want to read a book every 2 weeks now. I use to be able to read 2 books a week! But my attention span is not the same and I have too much screen time now. Not only will reading improve my vocabulary but it will stimulates my mind the right way.
I want to decrease my screen time to just 3 hours a day 8 hours screen time a day is unacceptable! I am too addicted to my phone, my TV or any other screen devices that I have in my house I need to stop entertaining myself with a screen all the time! I need to find other mentally stimulating activities

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