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2025-01-04T23:24:00+01:00
I figured it out!
Men annoy me! I cannot be on the phone with you everyday, I feel suffocated. Now I know why I am single, I just don’t reach out and I get bored quick . Asking me a picture every day annoys me. Leave me alone dude! I think I’m too self sufficient, it’s very rare that I want something from a man. I hate it when men touch me ugh I don’t even like hugs from just anyone.
Ugh…
2025-01-04T03:29:22+01:00
2025-01-04T01:33:13+01:00
Write a 50 shades paragraph.
As my eyes met his, I could feel the tension in the room rising.
His fiery eyes made me believe he could take me right here on the floor as everyone watched.
My body was begging for his touch, he licked his lips and looked away he knew he had me panting for more. As I walked past him and smelled his perfume grace my nose, a musky smell left on my bedsheets.
Remembering the night before as he drove to my house to take what’s his.
I had barely opened the door and his lips came crashing down hard on mine demanding that I open my mouth wider with each seconds that passes by for his enraging tongue to take over my senses. His touch became more passionate and intensify even more when I stood in front of him barely naked….
That’s all I can share this is not an explicit website lol
2025-01-03T14:15:54+01:00
2025-01-02T02:05:54+01:00
In 2025 let’s take our time before we start dating someone. Personally I am very picky. I could be in love with you and still not want to date you. I’ve met a lot of men and when I found out who they really were I cut them off but some of them were not so easy to cut off. I am going to give you some advice on dating even if I’ve never been in a relationship with that being said you don’t have to take my advice. Actually this is not necessarily a guide to dating but rather a guide to identify toxic traits in your partner or in dating in general.
We’re going to categorize each individual into groups. Before I start with the first group I just want to say I am not judging anyone, we all make mistakes and before I became the woman that I am today I’ve made a ton of mistakes and I’ve been toxic before. We need to admit things to ourselves and we need to change the things that aren’t right. If you see yourself in some of the things I will talk about then please take some time to work on yourself, try therapy if needed.
Gaslighting: this type of person knows how to shift the blame on you even though you did nothing wrong! For example let’s say you find your partner cheating and you try to confront them about it because you feel betrayed. They might bring up everything you did wrong (according to them) in the relationship to justify why they cheated on you. They might say things like “you weren’t there for me you’re the reason why I cheated on you” they know what to say to make you feel bad about a situation that they caused! Your partner cheating on you is not your fault but a gaslighter will bring up all the reasons why it’s your fault. The only way you can deal with this person is by putting your foot down! You can work with this but if you tell them what the issue is and they still choose to gaslight you then please exit. Tell them that what they did is their fault, tell them they need to start taking accountability for their actions. Honestly you know what you can deal with and you know your deal breakers, if this is one of them then please don’t force it because those people never see what they did wrong because you will always take the blame somehow.
Narcissistic: this is the worst type of person to be in a relationship with and if you find out that the person you’re talking to or dating has some narcissistic traits then please run! This person only cares about themselves! Those people are normally very physically attractive and they are very charming! They can disguise themselves very well you might not even realize that they are narcissistic but let me give you some examples:
My advice to you is to take time away from this person because at first they will use their charm on you and you will fall hard for them, then boom their true self will show up in the relationship.
Gatekeeper: this person won’t help you at all even if they know how to help they may still choose not to do it. This person won’t share valuable information that can help you just because they don’t like to see you doing better than them. For example let’s say both of you are in a hard situation but your situation is not that bad and they can help you with it, they might not help you because misery loves company. They like knowing that you are struggling with them! You don’t want a partner like that, you want someone who wants you to be better.
Manipulator: this person knows exactly what to say to get what they want. They will make you do things you never thought about doing only because they sweet talk you into it. Please play attention, these people may not necessarily love you but they love what you can do for them so they can manipulate you into getting in a relationship with them.
2025-01-01T14:31:02+01:00
2025
I have a few things I want to work on this year, and here’s a few of the things I am working on ( I am only sharing the ones I am comfortable sharing publicly)
2024-12-30T16:01:01+01:00
If there's one weird thing about me and there's a lot of them but it's the fact that I act like a teenage girl when I like a guy! people, my age definitely don't act like this. They are calm about it because they've dated people in the past and then there's me who hasn't been in a single relationship! like I've been single all my life lol.
Imagine a 28-year-old saying "omg I think I have a crush on him, do you think he likes me? what should I do?" uhm no! at this big age I am still having crushes lol I mean it's not embarrassing because I am a kid at heart even if I look serious but don't let my face fool you. I am still in my awkward dating stage! I am so awkward with men I like gee ugh I need help! with men I don't like I am not awkward at all; I am super calm and that's why they end up liking me. The more I like you the weirder I will make things ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate it
2024-12-29T19:21:46+01:00
The truth.
I won’t get any more real than this! As a woman I’ve had so many experiences in my 28 years of living that I realized a few things in love.
My advise to you and what I am doing moving forward
Let go of the man you want and find a man that wants you.
I plan on getting married in the next 2 years, I want kids and a beautiful family. There’s no more time to waste.
2024-12-28T17:42:35+01:00
Now that a huge part of the holidays are over and I am sane again let’s debunk everything and the reasons why I don’t celebrate Christmas as well as my birthday.
As you all should know by now I am a Jehovah witness and I am proud to be because each day I am reminded of Jehovah’s love and all the reasons why I should keep going down this path. Let’s talk about Christmas first aside from my religious beliefs which made me believe that Christmas is unnecessary and it is a holiday people made up to feel better about themselves and to force people to exchange gift. Let me not be morbid about it because I want you to keep reading, if you are a die hard fan of Christmas then please pay attention I want to tell you some facts about this holiday you love so much, not that it will make a difference to you as I fully expect you to click off this article and celebrate Christmas again next year. Baby steps I just want you to be aware of some things
If all those clues exist for us to see in the Bible then why is Christmas in December ?
Since there is no evidence that the birth of Jesus Christ occurred on December 25, The Encyclopædia Britannica says that church leaders probably chose it “to coincide with the pagan Roman festival marking the ‘birthday of the unconquered sun,’” at the time of the winter solstice. According to The Encyclopedia Americana, many scholars believe that this was done “in order to make Christianity more meaningful to pagan converts
From what I can see here Christmas was created by people to worship many things but none of them was actually about Jesus Christ. Christmas alone is a huge financial boost for the country as everyone is buying gift for people they know which allows the economy to grow and every ads on tv screen or social media is pushing you to buy something for anyone that you know. What makes it worse is that if you celebrate Christmas all you expect is to receive gifts and if someone doesn’t give you a gift you are offended!
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It’s not special if you are expecting it!
You get mad if someone doesn’t wish you a merry Christmas or if that one person you thought loved you didn’t give you a Christmas gift! That is not very Christian like is it? Because no one owes you anything! A gift should be from the kindness of your heart not because you are expected to give one. That takes all the fun out of it! I know people who have contest on who gave the best gift!? Why should it matter? When Mary accept the gift from the wise man she didn’t look at it and say oh it’s just blankets? No she appreciated all the gift because she needed it.
One big clue I forgot to mention is that Jesus was born in a stable where donkeys and other animals are kept then Mary wrapped baby Jesus and lays him in a manger all of this wouldn’t have been possible in the cold ! It would’ve been very unsafe for a pregnant woman to give birth in such a cold environment and God wouldn’t have allowed his son to be born this way.
Christmas happening in the winter is very convenient because you have snow which makes it prettier then on top of all of that nonsense you get to purchase a Christmas tree to have in your living room for a couple of weeks but then waking up the day after Christmas feeling total disgust when you look at that tree because Christmas is over and now you have to take all of it down. Where did the Christmas tree idea come from? Did Jesus have a Christmas tree where he was born? Well certainly not since he was born in a stable. Well to answer the first question Christmas tree wasn’t originated form the Bible at all it came from a German guy who thought it would be a great idea to chop down a tree and put a bunch of lights on it just for fun because I guess it looked good? This all happened in the 1820s so I couldn’t tell you his state of mind but needless to say someone came up with it then the rest of the people followed. Are we following a trend now? As a Christian we should be following Jesus christ not people ! But hey who cares many people know this but still choose to ignore it and celebrate Christmas every year.
Birthdays.
Well it doesn’t help that my birthday falls the day before Christmas. You might be shocked by this revelation but I celebrated my birthday before and it felt so weird.
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It didn’t feel right in my spirit because I couldn’t tell you why I did it! Aside from the provocative clothing which I don’t dress like this anymore ! I didn’t even eat the cake in the picture ! It was disgusting! This was my liberal phase.
I did it because I thought it would be fun, I would have a photo shoot like the one above before the day of my birthday just so I could post the pictures on my birthday on every possible social media I have so that people can then wish me a happy birthday, then I would expect my best friend at the time to also post me on her social media page to wish me a happy birthday ! The entitlement! Ugh celebrating birthdays in my opinion is so attention seeking ! I don’t mind if on your birthday you sit down by yourself and think about your whole life as you just turn 1 year older but to me it is just a normal day! Nothing else. What’s more important is how you live your life not the actual day you were born, it is a miracle that you are here but God wanted you to be here ! He created you so just be thankful that’s all!
Celebrating one’s birthday has a sense of narcissism to it in my opinion it’s like this is my day! I expect a party and I expect cake! Uhm again no one owes you anything! Just be glad you are alive because many people didn’t get to live the age you just turned, some people might say that’s why they are celebrating but wait! Isn’t it more genuine if you expect nothing and still feel grateful? Why suddenly I expect everyone I know to call me to wish me a happy birthday and to stop talking to them if they don’t call me?! The world doesn’t revolve around me! People have real life problems so what if they forget me on my birthday? It’s just a day to me. As a Christian I am following the footsteps of Christ he didn’t once mentioned his birthday, to the point where no one knows what day it was ! He was very humble about it, he asked us to celebrate his death as a way to remember his sacrifice to us and how we have a chance at an everlasting life but not once did he say celebrate my birthday as a way to remember me! So no birthdays are not important to me and so is Christmas.
2024-12-27T15:40:30+01:00
The year of tribulations!
Everything that was thrown at me Jehovah delivered me from it. Whether it was death, financial loss, pain, heartache, anger, hunger, or depression Jehovah never left me. I am not the best daughter I often let my emotions get the best of me. I don’t know how to control some of my urges but God has been helping me through it all.
If there’s one thing I learned this year is to never give up! Always keep fighting! Stay smiling! Never let my emotions get the best of me. Jehovah is the best father a girl could ask for, he is the one and only. Love is never far, friendship blooms in unexpected places, always remain positive ❤️
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