No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2024-12-18T14:21:26+01:00

I'm a woman and I am so confused.

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Décembre 2024 à 02:21 PM

Hear me out (almost every time someone says hear me they say something crazy but please I am actually going through it)

I honestly don't understand women! I feel for men because we are actually insane! at the moment my hormones are fluctuating, and I can't stand anyone not even the sight of my own face in the mirror! that is complete insanity lol I get it when men are so confused about how women act because I myself cannot make sense of my own actions or thoughts.

yesterday I went to pick up something at a mall and I thought I had to pay for parking and during my frustration I said " If I have to pay for parking I'm going to kill someone" lol obviously I did not mean that but if you were next to me, I sounded so angry you would actually believe me! before I went to sleep I scream for 5 minutes straight into my pillow and I was still angry when I woke up today. I mask my anger well! I am not normally like that I am either angry or extremely depressed to the point where I want to actually die. This is all PMS after all the commotion I will return to my chill and happy go lucky self. Ugh why???? why do I have to be insane for a week to live my life as a woman? what's funny is that I never know what emotion I am getting each month last month I was sad! I cried every day that week or for a few days. This week I am just so angry! I don't want to talk at all. do not approach me, do not ask me for anything well on the Brightside I am getting my nails done soon so that's exciting. I am glad that I don't feel lonely this month, but I am just so exhausted, I will do my best at the gym later today and you know what? I don't even have my period yet! she's coming next week ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhh kill me now. Actually, Gym might be exactly what I need for my anger right now so I will set myself up to lift heavy today, looking forward to destroying my glutes and legs later.

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2024-12-18T04:53:41+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Décembre 2024 à 04:53 AM

« Des lèvres si tendre et si douce, des yeux magnifiques qui me rend si folle. Un regard si chaud qui me dévalise de toute ma virtualité et qui me déshabille. Moi éperdument éblouît par ton charme me laisse aller, dans tes bras d’homme je me sens en sécurité. Garde moi près de toi pour toujours mon cœur, je n’ai d’yeux que pour toi et personne ne pourra te faire sortir dans ma tête. »

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2024-12-18T04:45:36+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Décembre 2024 à 04:45 AM

“ l’amour pardonne tout et endure tout, le vraie amour s’en va jamais. J’ai beau prier Dieu pour t’oublier mais je suis maudite à t’aimer la vie entière. Quel punition d’aimer quelqu’un à ce point? de vouloir tout donner et de perdre tout en s’attendant de rien. J’ai rêvé de toi avant de t’avoir rencontré mais je ne savais pas que c’était toi. Mon ange et mon soleil tu m’as tout donné et tout pris quand tu m’as laissé. Mon monde s’écroule tout les jours à chaque fois que je t’imagine avec une autre. Tu as pris mon cœur avec toi cette nuit d’été et tu l’as brisé même si j’ai tout fais pour t’oublier. Je t’aimerai toujours même si toi tu ne m’aimeras jamais. »

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2024-12-17T21:04:46+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Décembre 2024 à 09:04 PM

I feel so sick today, nothing makes sense! I am PMS'ING so i'll be writing some sad poetry later.

I apologize in advance for my depressive posts, but this happens for 1 week once a month... ugh It's exhausting being a woman.

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2024-12-17T05:43:41+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Décembre 2024 à 05:43 AM

How to make working out fun:

When you do something over and over again it may become boring but that’s what you want to avoid in your fitness journey. It’s been 7 months for me ever since I started working out and some days are better than others.

You need to listen to your body, some days I work out for 2 hours and other days I can only do one hour maximum but that’s better than nothing. On the days I have my period forget it I can’t lift heavy at all especially on the first day. I just do light cardio and light exercises. I don’t push my body past the limit when I’m already sick or in recovery mode. If you force yourself too much you will hate working out. That’s why you need to listen to your body, it will tell you when it’s enough and when you need to rest so just do it. Remember you won’t gain muscle in one day it takes time! And for that you need to be healthy.
You need to maximize your time in the gym, don’t stay on your phone texting just set your phone to the side and lock in. Let your people know:" hey I’m working out I’ll hit you up after" that’s what I do because that’s my therapy session. I put on my gym playlist and block out the world don’t worry about who’s watching everyone is trying their best anyway.
Wear your best outfit on your favorite muscle group day. For me that’s every legs and glutes day that’s when I wear something I feel cute in. Because if I look good then I’ll feel good and in result I lift heavier ;)
Have gym shoes separate from anything else. Get you some nice pair of running shoes that’s comfortable and nice breathable socks.
- Start slow. Never rush the process. If you just started going to the gym you don’t need to lift heavy just yet remember “proper form over heavy weights” if your form is trash you will only hurt yourself and all the weight in the world cannot fix anything so first learn how to do the exercise right, then add the weights later. Always remember it takes about 3-6 months to see results.
Sleep well and eat well. Don’t go to the gym on an empty stomach, some people can but I can’t! And I don’t advise it because you will get lightheaded and you might even faint! So please get some protein in your system at least 1 hour before working out
Keep things private. You don’t have to post about it on social media if you’re not comfortable, you need to do this for you and no one else. Just focus on you! Don’t look for validation.
Don’t compare your progress with other people. We are all different and our bodies are different, there’s genetics that come into play and body proportion that someone can achieve that you will never be able to achieve but that doesn’t mean you don’t look good. If you go to the gym then you’re already hot in my book. Just keep going you will be surprise how much your body will reward you.

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2024-12-16T20:29:26+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Décembre 2024 à 08:29 PM

Teresa

The show is embarrassing at this point actually no Teresa is disappointing ! Everyone wants nothing to do with her. She ruined everyone’s life!

She destroyed Luisa’s life by taking her man who was Arturo’s best friend. Teresa was married to Arturo, and Luisa is Arturo’s sister! She took Fernando from Luisa pretending that she loved him but instead she took half of his money then turn around and said “ I don’t love you anymore and I don’t want to marry you, get out of my house” the house Fernando bought for Luisa but Teresa asked him to put it under her name and like a weak man he put the house under Teresa’s name! The house was originally Arturo and Luisa’s house but they both lost the house after Arturo lost his fortune!

Luisa left the country and now Arturo had a car accident and he’s between live and death! Poor man, he’s truly a good man blinded by love he deserves happiness. Deep down I hope Teresa change and make Arturo happy because he only loves her. Anyway during an interview in front of her mother and Godmother Teresa said both her parents are dead and her Godmother is just her caretaker ! By the way Teresa’s dad died of a heart attack because he saw her and Fernando kissing while she was still married to Arturo. The shock killed her father in vain because she never even loved Fernando. After the interview both Teresa’s mom and godmother told her they want nothing to do with her, they told her to never come visit. She was sad so she went to see Arturo in a comma but Lucia the woman Arturo was seeing told her Arturo doesn’t love anymore. I think what will make Teresa change is when Arturo gets out of the comma and he has the chance to tell her he wants nothing to with her also. Then she will realize how bad of a person she is if the only person she loves doesn’t even want her because of her greed.

Aurora and Mariano are getting married and I am so happy for them because they both deserve each other. I don’t even feel bad for Teresa lol she’s the worse but she’s very beautiful but that’s all.

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2024-12-16T15:41:22+01:00

trans women? pronouns?

Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Décembre 2024 à 03:41 PM

I had a discussion with one of my Gen Z coworkers who's very liberal and queer, she argued with me that trans women are real women. I told her all I see is a man playing dress up and the fact that they call themselves women is insulting to me and the entire female population! if you don't get periods and you don't have the ability to become pregnant with a child you are not a woman. I agree some women cannot get pregnant but clearly something is wrong because by nature they are supposed to become pregnant with a child if they have sex with a man unprotected.

If a woman says I can't have children of my own the first thing you're thinking is what's wrong with her? but if a man says I can't get pregnant than you're thinking well duh?! In biology they did not teach me that men can become women! I learn that there are 2 genders and, in the bible, it states that God created a man and a woman that's it! not a man who saw himself as a woman or a woman who saw herself as a man. God said it not me! so sorry if I can't accept you as a woman if I clearly see a man.

For pronouns now, someone who goes by "they" who's they it's just you! who else? if you're a man and you want me to affirm your "gender" by calling you she or her I won't do it. I won't call you a man but I won't call you a woman either, why do you need me to affirm your gender if you know who you are? if you need people to accept you as something it's because deep down you know you're not that person! stop playing dress up and just be real with yourself or at least who God created you to be. Switching your gender is like saying God made a mistake and he never does!

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2024-12-16T13:09:42+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Décembre 2024 à 01:09 PM

Love a man who :

Reads
Kiss my forehead
Loves to cuddle
Is gentle with me always But rough in the bedroom 🤭
Has a cute smiles
Accept my cats because they’re my everything ( he doesn’t have to love them but just let me have them)
Has a kind heart
Cares about people’s feeling
Very empathetic
Soft spoken ( big voice scares me lol)
Hug me always
Hold me when I’m sad without saying a word because I don’t need advise I just need to let that feeling consume me then I’ll be alright
Buy me presents ( it’s not my love language but I do love that you thought about me hence why you got me a present)
We have a lot of things in common
You are a big fan of everything I write 😄

Wait I said too much lol

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2024-12-16T13:08:29+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Décembre 2024 à 01:08 PM

Are cops really the problem?

In 2020 when the Black Lives Matter movement started and everyone wanted to be an activist or woke someone approached me at work. She was white (it doesn’t matter to me I am stating her race to show how people from different races think they can connect with one another, she did get it wrong though) she said “ police are dogs right after what they did to George Floyd” she took me by surprise because I wasn’t talking to her and I was just trying to do my job. I said “ I don’t have any opinion on that but I respect the police because they save lives everyday”

She was taking aback by my answer because other people agreed but I didn’t. I thought to myself: just because I’m black doesn’t mean I hate the police! I respect them and if they pull me over I’m not going to act smart or raise my voice I am just going to do what they ask me to do and stay calm and collected. If they arrest me I’m not going to record anything because they have a dash cam! And if one bad cop arrest me by mistake then my lawyer will defend me. I’m not going to fight a cop! That’s stupid and I don’t have a death wish. I respect everyone until you prove me wrong even then I won’t take revenge on you because that’s not my job (God sees everything and he knows my heart)

I respect the police and I have nothing bad to say about them. I have nothing but positive interactions with them.

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2024-12-16T12:57:01+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Décembre 2024 à 12:57 PM

Controversial topics.

Let’s end the year discussing topics that are debatable even if a certain groups of people are deadlock on the issue at hand. I have my opinions, not that you asked but I will give it to you anyway.

The death of the united health CEO:

A man was gunned down in public on a Manhattan street this month and the public is thrilled. How did we get here? People are happy because this man died, they’re saying he deserved to die because of all the people who died because of lack of coverage by their insurance. Killing a man because your insurance will not cover some procedures is not going to solve anything.

Part of my job is to contact peoples insurance and obtain prior authorizations to see what’s covered or not and often times some procedures are not covered then the patient has to either pay out of pocket or accept another minor procedure. The fact that people are happy that this guy is dead shows that we are really living in the last days! People are selfish and only cares about themselves. I don’t know whether that man was good or not but it should be a sad thing to see someone being murdered ! It’s not normal. That man has a family and I assume they are heartbroken because a heartless man chose to kill him.

The man that committed the murder has received a lot of praise and people love him for doing a senseless act!

An insurance company cannot approve every procedures otherwise they would run out of business! United health is not the only insurance company that does it, now are we going around killing every single health insurance ceo ?!

That guy did not made history at all! He just killed someone and he should be in jail for doing that. We are not God we cannot decide who should live or die.

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