No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2024-12-26T16:27:05+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Décembre 2024 à 04:27 PM

Can we talk about the downfall of Manchester city??? It's sooo sad ! what is going on? they lost the last 13 games and got a draw today :( they're #7 in the premier league they used to be first!! Pep Guardiola is stressed and Haaland is completely transparent. where's Phil Foden? I love Manchester city and that's why I can't watch this. This is not my team; they need to wake up whatever it is they can get over it. If they keep playing like that, they won't qualify for the champions league. No one is talking about Haaland's level or how Manchester city is playing badly but everyone was talking about Mbappe's level and how Real Madrid was playing. Don't get me wrong I love both Haaland and Mbappe, I never like to compare them because they both play differently. I hope Haaland plays better and start scoring goals again

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2024-12-26T14:52:11+01:00

tough.

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Décembre 2024 à 02:52 PM

You all know how I feel about the holidays; I don't celebrate any holiday by the way but the one from December- January is soooo depressing. I can't relate to anyone, I love the days off, but I am not celebrating anything. I feel so lonely ugh I spent the whole day sleeping yesterday on the 25th. I normally sleep all day when I am depressed, I couldn't even go work out because the gym was closed. I was so bored, so I slept the whole day. I hate those days... I am always sad. The fact that my brother/ cousin died on 12/23/2018 doesn't help, I miss him so much. I love him so much, poor baby he didn't deserve to die so young.

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2024-12-24T13:49:15+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Décembre 2024 à 01:49 PM

how to marry a great man?

1. Dont strive to “fall in love,” strive to grow in love with a good man. Falling in love usually entails you blindly loving that man & wanting to throw caution to the wind because you’re so in love. Be a little more practical with it. Take your time getting to know him. You may not be crazy about him at first but that’s a good sign you’re not romanticizing him.

2. Marry an ambitious, hard working man. How much income he makes is up to you and your standards. The main thing that matters is 1. How he handles the money he does make & 2. His work ethic.

You want a man that thinks smart about work & money regardless of how much money he makes. He could lose it all but an ambitious, smart & hard working man knows how to go get it again.

3. Marry a man that doesn’t believe a woman should be the one doing all the domestic labor. That gets old fast. That’s his home too and he should want to partake in its upkeep. Not only that, he shouldn’t want to see you stressed, overworked and tired from doing it all alone.

"My husband cleans and so do I. don’t feel like cooking.? He may cook or we order out."

4. Yall need your own spaces!!

If you’re able to, have a home where you both have your own rooms/spaces. Have your own bathroom too if you can.

It really keeps the peace and flow in our home! still have a master bedroom we both sleep in but have special spaces as well.

And have a king size bed or bigger for more sleeping space!

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2024-12-23T15:01:56+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Décembre 2024 à 03:01 PM

Weird things I realized about me this year !

I was shocked when I finally accepted the truth!

I am an attention seeker lol I love all the attention but not all the time definitely not when everyone is staring at me only from the people I’m comfortable with. I didn’t get a lot of attention growing up, the only person who paid attention to me was my mother but she was also really busy so that left me alone with all of my books. I didn’t have many toys I hated them, I had imaginary friends instead and I would talk out loud to them uhm yeah I’ve always been insane. I grew out of having imaginary friends when I became a teenager. ( wow what a tragic upbringing)
I am really ocd with my routine. I didn’t think about it until someone point it out they ask what I am doing at an exact time on a specific day and I was able to tell them and they said is there any way you could cancel that? I started to panic and said no! Like don’t bother me on Sundays I have meetings, I have to wash my hair and do all my treatments, meal prep and put my laundry away. On Monday afternoon no! I’m busy I go to the gym that’s my favorite leg day lol when I use dumbbells only and the cable machine.
I love applying lip glosses, I apply it every 2.5 seconds! and that's alright. I am the type of girl who will apply lip gloss right before I lift weights at the gym.
I am just different. For the longest time I tried to be like everyone else but now I've accepted it, and it doesn't hurt anymore to be left on the sideline or to not be invited (they know I am not coming)
I still love pink; I thought that I grew out of that color but apparently, I still love it or rather the little girl in me still raves about it lol because my phone is pink and the keyboard at my job is pink well practically my whole desk is pink! it looks like a unicorn puked on it lo

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2024-12-21T13:05:48+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Décembre 2024 à 01:05 PM

One advice I would give myself and anyone else who reads my blog is to always be yourself ! We are all doing the best we can, hiding who you really are for the sake of being liked is not honorable at all.

You don’t have to impress anyone! I think we forget that the people who are meant to be in our lives aren’t expecting us to be perfect. The fact that you are who you are is enough ! For the longest time I’ve struggled with this. I always thought I had to be perfect to find the love of my life but all the people who loved me mostly saw me at my worst but they still chose to love me! Love is not about being perfect it’s about being flawed but yet still beautiful!

If you love something don’t hide that ! Love it proudly and you will attract people who love that same thing.

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2024-12-20T15:03:02+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Décembre 2024 à 03:03 PM

Hey you guys,

I honestly hate the holidays; No I am not a grinch if I know what that means because I don't watch Christmas movies aside from home alone (that's a cult classic I watch it anytime of the year) I just hate being alone. Seeing everyone with their families, being happy together... I just feel lonely. It does say people commit more suicide between the month of November-January and I get it. No, I don't want to die! I'll be fine this is just a temporary feeling

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2024-12-20T04:17:49+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Décembre 2024 à 04:17 AM

Update:

protein: I’ve been taking whey protein after the gym. I do see some growth in my muscles (the main muscles I am working on right now are my glutes lol) I always try to eat enough protein each day because my only issue before is that I wasn’t eating enough to see growth!

cats: my babies are great, pixie is looking at me while I type this. He’s super cute and Archie turned 4 this month. I love them so much.

beauty: I found myself dressing up in loose fitting clothes. I’ve been buying clothes that are way bigger lol I think I love how warm the extra layers make me feel. I don’t really like dressing for men, I don’t necessarily like the attention. I only like it when the man I like looks at me, not every man.

I might add more things later

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2024-12-19T16:20:19+01:00

cat-meet-cute

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Décembre 2024 à 04:20 PM

I saw this cute guy at Petco shoping with a cat and the cat was just so chill and cuddly in his big arms, I just stopped and stare! I thought I would literally get this guy pregnant if I could ugh, he looked so cute with the cat! like I would be willing to have all his babies right there in the store lol because omg! and yes, I talked to him. I ask him what breed the cat was even if I could already tell it was a Siamese cat lol ( I know most cat breed by just looking at their size, face, ears and fur), I just wanted to talk to him! I approached him to admire the cat close to his chest and oh my! the cat was looking at me with big blue eyes. He was like you can pet her if you want, I was like yes please !!!! ugh he was so cute.

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2024-12-18T14:21:26+01:00

I'm a woman and I am so confused.

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Décembre 2024 à 02:21 PM

Hear me out (almost every time someone says hear me they say something crazy but please I am actually going through it)

I honestly don't understand women! I feel for men because we are actually insane! at the moment my hormones are fluctuating, and I can't stand anyone not even the sight of my own face in the mirror! that is complete insanity lol I get it when men are so confused about how women act because I myself cannot make sense of my own actions or thoughts.

yesterday I went to pick up something at a mall and I thought I had to pay for parking and during my frustration I said " If I have to pay for parking I'm going to kill someone" lol obviously I did not mean that but if you were next to me, I sounded so angry you would actually believe me! before I went to sleep I scream for 5 minutes straight into my pillow and I was still angry when I woke up today. I mask my anger well! I am not normally like that I am either angry or extremely depressed to the point where I want to actually die. This is all PMS after all the commotion I will return to my chill and happy go lucky self. Ugh why???? why do I have to be insane for a week to live my life as a woman? what's funny is that I never know what emotion I am getting each month last month I was sad! I cried every day that week or for a few days. This week I am just so angry! I don't want to talk at all. do not approach me, do not ask me for anything well on the Brightside I am getting my nails done soon so that's exciting. I am glad that I don't feel lonely this month, but I am just so exhausted, I will do my best at the gym later today and you know what? I don't even have my period yet! she's coming next week ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhh kill me now. Actually, Gym might be exactly what I need for my anger right now so I will set myself up to lift heavy today, looking forward to destroying my glutes and legs later.

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2024-12-18T04:53:41+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Décembre 2024 à 04:53 AM

« Des lèvres si tendre et si douce, des yeux magnifiques qui me rend si folle. Un regard si chaud qui me dévalise de toute ma virtualité et qui me déshabille. Moi éperdument éblouît par ton charme me laisse aller, dans tes bras d’homme je me sens en sécurité. Garde moi près de toi pour toujours mon cœur, je n’ai d’yeux que pour toi et personne ne pourra te faire sortir dans ma tête. »

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