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2024-07-24T12:48:40+02:00
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2024-07-24T01:44:00+02:00
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Today is a hard day for me because it is Tuesday and I have meeting! The last time I had a meeting on Tuesday was the day my dad passed away. I am someone who remember a hard day perfectly, I remember what I was wearing… my memory is so good when it comes to a day where my life fell apart!
So no I am not having a good day, I am reliving the same things over again. I just feel so sad and lost… I don’t like today.
It’s my CO visit and I should be happy but this week is forever tinted, I hate that I am alone. I am always alone hence why I have my cats but if feels devastating to be alone while experiencing the loss of my dad…. I just wish I had someone…
2024-07-23T14:45:43+02:00
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“It hurts when I am praying daily and I can’t no longer pray for my parents but only for my mom; I cry each time and I know God understand. I cry even more when I pray God to protect my cats and I say their names but I can no longer mention Selie. Grieving the loss of someone you love never really go away, you just learn to live with it. Thank you Jehovah for the strength and for never leaving me.”
2024-07-23T04:04:33+02:00
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Best feeling in the world to me :
- Taking the first sip of my iced matcha latte in the morning! I love matcha so much and having it once in a while is such a delight.
- Getting in the gym and there’s only a few people; all the machines I want to use are free and I can do whatever I want ! I love it.
- Booking a flight to another country. America is ghetto get me out of here lol
- Talking and spending time with someone who stimulates my brain it doesn’t have to be a guy it could be someone who’s sooo open minded where we can just talk about anything. I have a friend like that she’s sooo cool I’ve known her since I was 7 years old or younger she’s older than me but she’s soooo cool. We can talk about anything.
- Cuddling with my cats. They are sooo cute and fluffy I would give my life for them. I love them so so much ;)
- Getting more than 8 hours of sleep ! I love sleeping ! If I’m not eating on a random day that I am not working then I am sleeping.
2024-07-23T03:34:58+02:00
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my favorite machine in the gym is now the cable machine! I was scared of it at first but there’s so much you can do with this machine it is so versatile! You can do RDL’s, upper body workout, lower body work out and even ab work outs. I love this machine so much now, especially during my mild knee injury it feels good to put this machine to good use
2024-07-23T03:32:47+02:00
2024-07-22T18:18:55+02:00
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Jehovah will never forsake you or abandon you, lean on him and stop trusting men.
2024-07-21T21:32:53+02:00
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Update
Currently I am suffering from a mild knee injury, I am in a lot of pain when I bend my knees and when I have to stand up. I haven’t been writing too much because I have been really busy, the heat is getting on my nerves. You all know that I don’t like summer by now. I am not depressed if anything I am happier especially after the kind of year I am having.
My cats are doing great, I still go to the gym 4-5 times a week and you might be wondering did I injure my knees at the gym? Yes I did! I’m not sure when it happened or if it’s because of a repeated exercise ( I have less leg days now just 2 is enough) but I expected that to happened because I never really worked out before and it’s all new to me. I need to take more vitamins especially for my bones health… I don’t have an injury it’s probably just bruised but if the pain continue until next week I will go see my doctor but it’s not that bad I promise ;)
2024-07-21T16:03:01+02:00
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You and I
“We’re like fire and ice.
You host parties and I host book clubs.
I love football and you couldn’t care less.
You love silver and I love gold.
I am socially selective and you’re a social butterfly.
When I’m sad you make me smile.
When you’re angry I calm you down.
One thing we can fully agree on is how much we love and crave each other.
You’re the fiery explosion in my avalanche.”