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2024-08-02T02:36:54+02:00
This roller coaster called life is taking me into a nonstop ride, can’t get off, can’t breathe, can’t laugh without remembering what’s making me cry, can’t smile without worrying about tomorrow. “God is on my side”I must tell myself daily, this too shall past like all the others.”
2024-07-29T14:10:48+02:00
L’illusion
Il y a que toi qui peut me donner envie,
Je touche mon oreiller le soir comme si c’était ton visage.
Quand je me réveille sans te voir à mes côtés j’ai l’impression d’avoir loupé quelques choses dans mes rêves.
Je t’imagine entrain de rigoler avec tes potes pendant que moi je pense qu’à tes beaux paires de lèvres.
Mon cœur bat très fort quand tu es près de moi,
J’ai envie de te toucher, te cajoler, effleurer les parties les plus sensible de ton corps, de chuchoter des mots doux dans tes oreilles.
Je t’aime, je t’aime, je t’aime, tu es le mien et personne d’autre.
2024-07-29T01:10:02+02:00
Some workout tips I learn those past 2 weeks.
I originally got in the gym for weight loss and to tone my body but throughout my journey I made a few mistakes but you don’t have to make the same mistakes I made,just letting you know you will make mistakes if you are just starting your fitness journey and that’s totally fine! We are learning so don’t feel embarrassed or quit to soon; just keep going I promise you will find yourself and what you like.
2024-07-27T20:03:44+02:00
Hey you guys,
I feel like I’ve left you all at a cliffhanger but I am trying to come back here. I haven’t been inspired much to write lately but I’ve been trying to stay active in other areas of my life as much I can. I’ve learned quite a few things those past few days, it is okay to take breaks and to take it one day at a time. I have been on go mode for months now because after my dad’s passing I have been trying to avoid sinking into a deep depression and I am glad to say that I haven’t ! but I know that I am still mourning especially my one of my cats passed away 2 months after my dad which was also quite traumatizing.
There are still days that I forget for a few minutes that my daddy is no longer here, when I think of New York I see him! I don’t think I can ever set foot there anytime soon or at least I am not trying to rush it. A lot of things reminds of him, eating Patties or some type of bread. A store that we used to go together, a place we went to once… I would start crying out of nowhere and one time I cried at a grocery store! Someone saw me but I just pretended that it was my allergies but there’s no way that person believed me! I don’t like crying in front of people. Actually I don’t like showing any types of emotions in front of strangers! I am very private. I don’t think most people know the real me! They mostly think that I am quiet and that I stay to myself little do they know that I love to talk, I love to laugh and have fun with the people I love because not a lot of people get to see the fun side of me. You would look at me and it would just be a blank wall! Is there any thoughts behind those eyes? I can assure you that my mind is very chaotic and anyone would get lost in there.
One thing I learn is to never let anyone define me because I am odd and often times people have the wrong perception about me. I learn to just do what I want and to be who I want to be. I don’t have to prove myself to anyone you can see me as a quiet person or as a fun person but I know who I am and that’s all that matters.
2024-07-27T02:32:22+02:00
2024-07-26T12:58:08+02:00
I think the most controversial thing about me is that my love language is physical touch but I hate being touched by just anyone.
Growing up my mother was very affectionate towards me, I grew up being really spoiled. She would cuddle me a lot and hold me, my mother’s love language is also physical touch! When she dropped me off at the airport last time we were holding hands the whole time and my head was on her shoulder. She’s my safe haven! I love her to death! But besides being in a very warm environment I had some terrible experiences and I knew I couldn’t let just anyone touch me. Now if I don’t like you, you’re not a close friend, I’m not attracted to you in any way then you’re not allowed to touch me at all because it’s an invasion of my privacy and I don’t give anyone that opportunity. I have been friends with people for decades and they’ve never touched me or was even allowed to hug me lol it’s not that I don’t trust those people it’s because I don’t feel comfortable enough to let them touch me.
In my relationship I would prefer someone who loves physical touch because that’s how I express my love well at least one of the ways. I have to be touching a part of your body it could be your finger, your shoulder, your hands or even a kneecap lol I need your body next to me better yet let me inside your clothes nah I’m playing lol but no I need you and I don’t think that person understands just how much I crave them! Like I need your body 24/7 even if I’m just next to you doing my own thing; we don’t have to do anything I could be reading a book or writing and you could be doing your own thing but having your body close by is all I need :)
2024-07-26T12:43:44+02:00
2024-07-25T00:03:27+02:00
2024-07-24T13:47:21+02:00
I realize something about my hair, I have to change my styling products once in a while because I realize I can get much better results if I switch them around. I have been using the same method for 1 year in a half now if not two years! This week I tried something new and my hair loved it! It smells like vacation! People always compliment the smell of my hair lol! It always smell like coconut or some type of exotic fruit lol
2024-07-24T13:47:07+02:00
me with my matcha latte because yesterday was tough lol ! I am super sweet to myself lately because I have been under a lot of stress but Jehovah is by my side always ;)
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