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« i am a sigma woman so no I don’t need you, I want you but I’m fine being alone.”
2024-06-30T13:35:13+02:00
2024-06-29T18:24:38+02:00
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Bulking vs not bulking.
You didn’t ask but I’m still telling you my fitness journey anyway.
Bulking in fitness terms is basically someone consuming a lot more calories to gain more muscles. I am not bulking right now but rather I am on a weight loss journey. I am eating less and working out more.
I am trying to lose all the excess fat before I start my bulking journey. I will look thinner this summer but no worries in the fall I will start bulking! So that ass is gonna be fat again lol.
2024-06-29T01:13:10+02:00
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Who watched the presidential debate last night?!
First let me say this as a full disclaimer i do not support any political parties, i am neutral and I will not be voting for any man to rule this country because I don’t think anyone would actually be able to do a good job or abolish death or hunger which is our number 1 problem. But the debate was so entertaining I mean Trump was himself and no one was shocked when he made that erection joke! The one about knocking on a wood… anyways I can say that I am extremely shocked to see president Biden looked sooo dead! I mean this guy is showing signs of dementia ! The far away look and the fact that someone had to escort him off stage says a lot! Otherwise we know he would stumble and fall!
Both men were old but one of them looked already dead! I mean who’s really running this country because I really don’t think it’s Biden ! There’s just no way. At one point Trump had to say publicly that he did not have sex with a porn star while his wife was pregnant at a presidential debate which tells you everything you need to know. Both men was taking jab at each other and it kept going the whole debate! No one really answer the questions that were asked! Everyone was defensive it was a mess !
2024-06-28T16:34:05+02:00
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I've been really angry lately because I feel like no one is listening to me and I don't like being ignored, there are two things I hate most in life it's being ignored or not heard and not being in control. I hate it when people decide for me, I will rebel in ways no one would think I would. I am frustrated and angry...
2024-06-23T04:44:35+02:00
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Believe all woman ?
There’s this saying going online with people insisting that we should believe all women when they come forward and accuse someone of abusing them in any sort of way. But we all saw what happened at the trial for defamation between Amber heard and Johnny Depp which showed Amber was the abuser, I am not saying Johnny was a saint but I don’t think he was abusing Amber physically to the extinct that she claimed if at all.
With all of those allegations against big names in Hollywood more and more women are coming forward to say what happened to them and some of them are looking for a big payday, some of those women only has one picture with the person to show that they really know this person and then they claimed that person abused them. I am not going to believe anyone right off the bat without proof! I need some sort of proof to show me that what you’re saying really happened. For Cassie we all saw that video that CNN released so what more proof do you need? Right and for Jonathan majors we saw the text messages between him and his girlfriend, we saw videos and pictures of what happened. When a woman just film a tiktok video claiming that someone abused them it doesn’t mean anything if they don’t show any proof! That person can sue them for defamation if they don’t have any proof. So my thing is for anyone who wants to file a police report or come forward with any confession about how someone took advantage of them or abused them that person needs solid evidence. They can’t arrest anyone without proof of wrongdoings. I am not in the practice of believing all women. Sure we are in fact the weakest link but some of us are very manipulative.
In some instance some women do not have any proof and maybe the abuse happened a long time ago and when they come forward they don’t have any proof, that does not mean that they are lying but just know that you might not be reimbursed or get any Justice because of what was done to you. The only option might be to discuss this with a trusted friend or seek therapy and move on with your life. But if you are making tiktok videos all day about that abuse hoping to get any sort of support or Justice that may not happened if you don’t have any proof. I do believe that the more you speak about all the bad things that happened to you in the past the more you are keeping the bad memories alive and the more you are holding yourself back from a happier life. Move on love.
2024-06-23T04:12:35+02:00
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My thoughts, and I will always be respectful. This teacher below at an elementary school went viral because of those pictures below.
Don’t get me wrong this woman is a beautiful curvy woman, and a parent took a picture of her in the classroom and posted it to her social media. She is teaching at an elementary school, do I think what she is wearing is appropriate for a teacher? No not at all! Actually I don’t think it’s appropriate at all to be wearing tight fitting clothes like that if you have all that cake back there, it draws a lot of attention. But then again I am a Christian and I don’t dress like that but in a professional setting I think she definitely needs to wear loose fitting clothes out of respect for the other staff members and for the children as well. You don’t want to entice any weird feelings in anybody at work. I think she was trying to draw attention on her even if she claim she wasn’t but I am a woman i know! She wears a little shirt to accentuate her small waist and then she wears the most tight fitting pair of pants to show off her butt. I am not going as far as to say she doesn’t belong in a classroom because for all I know she could be a great teacher but if she was working in high school I can guarantee you she would be fired for some reasons ! Her clothes and her body being displayed like that would cause a lot of problems! It’s all about being professional and those clothes doesn’t show any form of professionalism in my opinion. Those are clothes you wear to kick it with your friends or to just run errands in not to go teach kids at an elementary school.
2024-06-22T21:36:53+02:00
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Should a girl chase a man?
I’ve already answered this question and I said no I wouldn’t but there’s some exceptions. If the man has done nothing that showed me he’s interested then I am not going to set myself up for failure. But if I feel a connection and I really like the guy I would give him a few hints ( my hints are very subtle, if I’m staring at you a lot like across the room and trying to meet your eyes then yes I am hella interested because if I wasn’t trust me I wouldn’t be staring actually not always because sometimes I like the person so much I ignore him! I just can’t look at him I’ll just get all hot and bothered lol ) I would initiate a few contacts here and there but if I feel he’s not pursuing me enough then I’ll move on.
2024-06-21T05:05:02+02:00
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My thoughts on Juneteenth
I want to start by saying I do not celebrate or take part in any holiday celebrations. Juneteenth to me is a joke! So because I am black I should be glad that they gave me a day to be proud of who I am? Same with black history month! I think both of those holidays came from a place of racism because you don’t give a white man a month to celebrate himself. Why do black people need the shortest month of the year or even any month in the year to feel recognized?
I don’t need a month nor a day to celebrate my life! I am grateful daily to be alive because I know at any given moments I could cease to exist so therefore I thank God daily for being alive. I don’t need a day nor a month to celebrate my blackness. Let me just say this I don’t see color! I see everyone for who they are and I do not discriminate anyone based on their race or skin color. When I am talking to someone I don’t look at what their race is, I care more about the connection and the person’s personality.
Whoever gave us Juneteenth can keep it but I’ll take the day off.
2024-06-21T01:58:05+02:00
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I am not a summer girlie :( I hate the heat and I constantly have a headache during those months. Ugh and my allergies have not gone away please wrap It up I am ready for fall.
2024-06-20T03:49:19+02:00
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Let’s get fit.
Am I a gym girlie now ?!
I am currently on my fitness journey and I am not suddenly a fitness guru, obviously I am new to this and I am still learning but here’s some of the few things that I am doing.
Originally I opened up about how much I was unhappy with my appearance to the point where I wanted to take ozempic to lose weight and I wanted to lose the weight fast!. I recently sat down with myself and I realize that it is not necessary! Not only am I not morbidly obese but I also do not have diabetes! So for me to take ozempic just for the sole purpose of losing weight is insane and quite superficial! There are a lot of people who really need that medication but who can’t even get it because of the shortage! Just because some people like me who use ozempic to lose weight!
I think that would have been a huge mistake on my part and I am so glad that I prayed to God about this, as I do with any big decision that concerns my future or my health. I came to the conclusion that I need to change my diet and I need to work out at the gym, and to also not consider the little lower body work out I do at home as the only form of work out that I need to be doing.
I am new to this but I do want to lose my belly fat and I’ve always wanted to have abs. I think that I am on the right path. I am going at a slow pace because I don’t want to give up and I’ve also changed my diet because I realize I can work out everyday but if I don’t change the way I eat I will never achieve my goal. I am not starving myself if anything I try to eat more protein like : eggs, organic yogurt (my favorite brand is chobani), salmon, more fruits and vegetables, plant based diet I am not too strict on myself because if I am too strict with my diet I will find it difficult to keep going. I do look at how much calories I am eating a day but only to make sure I am eating enough to replenish my muscles because I do lift weights, I try not to focus on the calories too much because I don’t want to have a bad relationship with food.
I certainly eat healthy but here and there I would have some tacos or some chicken wings I just know that the next day the stair master will be my best friend! But no I am not too strict on my diet. I want to be able to eat what I like but I eat it in moderation because I am on a little weight loss journey. I don’t look at the number on the scale because I do have muscles, I look at how my clothes fit me and how my face is shrinking.
I work out a lot more than I ever did before because honestly I never took it serious and I’ve always been scared to go to the gym. I find that going to the gym alone is more fun for me because I work out a lot more! I do go with my work bestie here and there but I reserve some days for myself or I would go earlier than her just so that I can get the more challenging workouts out the way. I don’t like to talk when I am working out, I don’t like to look at my phone or text anyone because I am there to work out so for those 2 hours I am only focusing on doing just that. I also make sure that I dress comfortable so that I can run on the treadmill and train my quads, I like wearing leggings shorts when I go! And I only leave the gym when I am all sweaty and can’t go on anymore ! It is not a pretty sight lol I get down and I don’t care who’s watching. My body is currently sore today because I haven’t had a rest day since Sunday and today is Wednesday ! But it’s good to have a day in between where you give your muscles some rest.
What I do when I feel sore : I stretch a lot more on my yoga mat, I dance kompa alone at my house I would blast some music and dance !because the swaying motion makes me feel better and when I wine my waist I release some of the tension in my hips. I sleep 8 hours( that’s not a problem I always sleep for 8 hours everyday if not more)
I realize that leaving my house to go work out somewhere else makes me happy! It really does! It has gotten to the point where I know most of the staff who works at the gym I go to and I know all the regular gym goers who come every week. I am wayyy more comfortable now, I do lift weights because a huge part of building muscles while losing weight is lifting weights. I am going slow but little by little I am getting even more comfortable. I am so glad that I challenged myself this year!