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“You can tell a lot by a friend when you’re both drifting away from each other and that friend doesn't say anything or ask any questions.”
2020-10-12T22:31:34+02:00
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2020-10-12T20:25:05+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
“I am still the same girl with the same name just a different mindset and a new body
2020-10-12T01:10:29+02:00
success
I've already talked about what success is to me and we can all agree that what someone else's success looks like for them may not look the same for you. Not all of you want to be a successful writer and to publish a book some of you may want to be a doctor, an engineer, a successful football player, or a singer.
A lot of times I hear that to become a singer, a writer, a dancer is not really a career it is just a hobby well to me it is not. To me writing is everything, that's what saves me when I am going through tough times. When you see me up late at night writing on my laptop or on a notepad I am creating something beautiful. I love writing and I always have at a very young age before I knew I could write. I remember at 5 I would write my mom poems about how much I love her and she would melt crying in front of me (those little memories bring me to tears of joy of course) I love her so much, she's my first favorite human being. Back to writing, some people told me I a not going to be successful like I want to be, and that I need a second option. Anything else that I am doing is a second option because writing will always be first and everything to me, it's like home to me.
2020-10-11T08:34:49+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
The shattering truth may echo in your ears while you sit still.
Everything is falling apart inside of you while you remain quiet.
You heart may be breaking into tiny millions of pieces while your mouth stay silent.
You may watch the thing that you want more than anything get taken away from you while you’re incapable of moving to reach for it.
2020-10-11T08:14:27+02:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
For a split seconds I felt like I could’ve had you.
I close my eyes and thought that this dream of mine would finally come true.
For just a second I imagined us being together
But then it hit me...
You were never mine and I never really wanted you to be mine before I knew that you belong somewhere else.
2020-10-11T03:54:15+02:00
the opposite sides of me
some days I know exactly what I want from what I want to eat for breakfast to what I want for dinner.
Other days I am lucky if I can pick out socks that speak to me.
some days I want to talk to everyone and even strangers.
Other days I just lock myself in my room for no absolute reason.
2020-10-07T22:16:30+02:00
Taco tuesday.
I love tacos and I literally just started loving it this month like where have I been?? Under a rock! Like I love tacos so much that I open a new page to talk about it. I just like to mix it with guacamole and tomato mix that I got from the grocery store I also put some ground beef cooked just the way that I like it (some people might cook it differently) I put a lot of hot sauce to give it a kick and string lettuce... needless to say, I have been eating it for 3 days straight but mostly in the afternoon while watching my favorite show like it is such a vibe. Now I want to make every Tuesday "taco Tuesday" I know that in the beginning, I will go crazy and after I will slack off lol I know me. One thing I love about myself is that I know me enough to know what my actions will be in the future like I've already sat down and visualized it so no need to lie. I guess this is one of my new likes this year
2020-10-04T17:52:49+02:00
new likes and dislike.
Every year I feel like I change and I like that because I feel like if I don't change I don't evolve and grow.
- lip glosses I used to only love lipstick.
- I still love lipstick but moderately.
- Timepiece clothing (like a french jacket)
- straight hair (I used to only like curly hair) now I feel like straight hair is neater.
- solid colors (like beige or solid green)
- I still love pink though (I have a pink mug now)
- I don't go crazy about black anyone.
- I love more solid and colorful colors.
- nice people (I always have lol)
- cats (I will always love cats)
- tea before bed.
- mugs.
- a camera phone case (just like the one from Emily and Paris my new favorite show)
- pearls (I used to not like them)
- eggnog
- face sheets mask and face mask
- sleeping and eating.
- sleeping early instead of sleeping in
- I actually can't wait to go to a party (at the end of last year I hated parties)
- being alone
- french podcasts
- taking a personal day.
dislike
- loud people.
- I don't drink alcohol anymore. (I barely drink for personal reasons)
- earings every day (It makes my ear feel heavy )
- sleeping in and sleeping late
- big dogs
- rap music (sorry my taste in music has changed)
- texting or calling people
- I only talk to one person on my phone.
2020-10-03T19:50:09+02:00
tired.
Have you ever had a very crazy busy week? that was me last week and continuing this week... So I have been tired. I hate it when I am too tired to write because I am not inspired and I mostly fall asleep on the keyboard, nowadays I just fall asleep even if it's 8pm I just don't care anymore my sleep is way more important. I feel like when you hate to tell people no you just take all the tasks at once and you're just running around after one thing to another.
To be honest I love being busy not because I don't want to think about things (like I used to feel) but because I like doing things. I think you should think about stuff instead of avoiding, get all the feelings, tears, and complaints out instead of dragging it around with you while you're busy.
2020-09-30T01:13:32+02:00
don't stay still.
Honestly, when I wrote the title I was just going to wing it and see where my thought process takes me but as soon as I finish writing it a subject became very clear to me, I must tell you.
Our brain is wired to react to things that make us feel good which is why dopamine is released when we are having fun, it does not like stress or any unexpected situation which is why we often avoid things that can make us feel uncomfortable. But my dear if you want to succeed in life you have to do things that make you uncomfortable or things that you wouldn't normally do. There's a saying that says "if you do what you always do you will have what you always get." It's no surprise that anyone who has done something incredible has at least take a risk before they actually succeeded. To get personal, I've always been scared to speak in public because I feel like my voice wouldn't sound right, or that I would not say the right thing and the list goes on... I am realizing that I must speak even if it's something that I do not like to do but over time I will get used to it (hopefully) I know that I'll never feel ready and you will never be ready either unless you just jump right in because your brain will always make you avoid doing something that you don't normally do.
You and I have to jump right in the pot even though we are scared we have to try because on the other side of your fear lies greatness. Nothing that is extraordinary is easy. I needed to hear that so I wrote it.