No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2020-10-12T01:10:29+02:00

success

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Octobre 2020 à 01:10 AM

I've already talked about what success is to me and we can all agree that what someone else's success looks like for them may not look the same for you. Not all of you want to be a successful writer and to publish a book some of you may want to be a doctor, an engineer, a successful football player, or a singer.

A lot of times I hear that to become a singer, a writer, a dancer is not really a career it is just a hobby well to me it is not. To me writing is everything, that's what saves me when I am going through tough times. When you see me up late at night writing on my laptop or on a notepad I am creating something beautiful. I love writing and I always have at a very young age before I knew I could write. I remember at 5 I would write my mom poems about how much I love her and she would melt crying in front of me (those little memories bring me to tears of joy of course) I love her so much, she's my first favorite human being. Back to writing, some people told me I a not going to be successful like I want to be, and that I need a second option. Anything else that I am doing is a second option because writing will always be first and everything to me, it's like home to me.

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2020-10-11T08:34:49+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Octobre 2020 à 08:34 AM

The shattering truth may echo in your ears while you sit still.

Everything is falling apart inside of you while you remain quiet.

You heart may be breaking into tiny millions of pieces while your mouth stay silent.

You may watch the thing that you want more than anything get taken away from you while you’re incapable of moving to reach for it.

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2020-10-11T08:14:27+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Octobre 2020 à 08:14 AM

For a split seconds I felt like I could’ve had you.

I close my eyes and thought that this dream of mine would finally come true.

For just a second I imagined us being together

But then it hit me...

You were never mine and I never really wanted you to be mine before I knew that you belong somewhere else.

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2020-10-11T03:54:15+02:00

the opposite sides of me

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Octobre 2020 à 03:54 AM

some days I know exactly what I want from what I want to eat for breakfast to what I want for dinner.

Other days I am lucky if I can pick out socks that speak to me.

some days I want to talk to everyone and even strangers.

Other days I just lock myself in my room for no absolute reason.

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2020-10-07T22:16:30+02:00

Taco tuesday.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Octobre 2020 à 10:16 PM

I love tacos and I literally just started loving it this month like where have I been?? Under a rock! Like I love tacos so much that I open a new page to talk about it. I just like to mix it with guacamole and tomato mix that I got from the grocery store I also put some ground beef cooked just the way that I like it (some people might cook it differently) I put a lot of hot sauce to give it a kick and string lettuce... needless to say, I have been eating it for 3 days straight but mostly in the afternoon while watching my favorite show like it is such a vibe. Now I want to make every Tuesday "taco Tuesday" I know that in the beginning, I will go crazy and after I will slack off lol I know me. One thing I love about myself is that I know me enough to know what my actions will be in the future like I've already sat down and visualized it so no need to lie. I guess this is one of my new likes this year

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2020-10-04T17:52:49+02:00

new likes and dislike.

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Octobre 2020 à 05:52 PM

Every year I feel like I change and I like that because I feel like if I don't change I don't evolve and grow.

lip glosses I used to only love lipstick.
I still love lipstick but moderately.
Timepiece clothing (like a french jacket)
straight hair (I used to only like curly hair) now I feel like straight hair is neater.
solid colors (like beige or solid green)
I still love pink though (I have a pink mug now)
I don't go crazy about black anyone.
I love more solid and colorful colors.
nice people (I always have lol)
cats (I will always love cats)
tea before bed.
mugs.
a camera phone case (just like the one from Emily and Paris my new favorite show)
pearls (I used to not like them)
eggnog
face sheets mask and face mask
sleeping and eating.
sleeping early instead of sleeping in
I actually can't wait to go to a party (at the end of last year I hated parties)
being alone
french podcasts
taking a personal day.

dislike

loud people.
I don't drink alcohol anymore. (I barely drink for personal reasons)
earings every day (It makes my ear feel heavy )
sleeping in and sleeping late
big dogs
rap music (sorry my taste in music has changed)
texting or calling people
I only talk to one person on my phone.

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2020-10-03T19:50:09+02:00

tired.

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Octobre 2020 à 07:50 PM

Have you ever had a very crazy busy week? that was me last week and continuing this week... So I have been tired. I hate it when I am too tired to write because I am not inspired and I mostly fall asleep on the keyboard, nowadays I just fall asleep even if it's 8pm I just don't care anymore my sleep is way more important. I feel like when you hate to tell people no you just take all the tasks at once and you're just running around after one thing to another.

To be honest I love being busy not because I don't want to think about things (like I used to feel) but because I like doing things. I think you should think about stuff instead of avoiding, get all the feelings, tears, and complaints out instead of dragging it around with you while you're busy.

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2020-09-30T01:13:32+02:00

don't stay still.

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Septembre 2020 à 01:13 AM

Honestly, when I wrote the title I was just going to wing it and see where my thought process takes me but as soon as I finish writing it a subject became very clear to me, I must tell you.

Our brain is wired to react to things that make us feel good which is why dopamine is released when we are having fun, it does not like stress or any unexpected situation which is why we often avoid things that can make us feel uncomfortable. But my dear if you want to succeed in life you have to do things that make you uncomfortable or things that you wouldn't normally do. There's a saying that says "if you do what you always do you will have what you always get." It's no surprise that anyone who has done something incredible has at least take a risk before they actually succeeded. To get personal, I've always been scared to speak in public because I feel like my voice wouldn't sound right, or that I would not say the right thing and the list goes on... I am realizing that I must speak even if it's something that I do not like to do but over time I will get used to it (hopefully) I know that I'll never feel ready and you will never be ready either unless you just jump right in because your brain will always make you avoid doing something that you don't normally do.

You and I have to jump right in the pot even though we are scared we have to try because on the other side of your fear lies greatness. Nothing that is extraordinary is easy. I needed to hear that so I wrote it.

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2020-09-27T04:06:36+02:00

lessons.

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Septembre 2020 à 04:06 AM

In my years of being on this earth which is 2 decades, I have learned that you teach people how to treat you based on what you tolerate. Being a woman I can say that we were not born strong (not that we are born weak but the toughness is developed over the years) yes we have our own characters but as we grow we learn that we have to develop a thick skin because we can't always sit pretty and do nothing to protect ourselves. Like a beautiful rose, we learn to grow with thorns to protect ourselves from takers. I can say that each year I double up my prize, I put my walls up higher, my skin gets thicker not because that's how I want to be but because of the way some people have treated me and made me feel. I hate to sit around and feel sorry for myself that Is one thing I will not tolerate. I believe that we are our own problems and solutions, every situation that we are in no matter how tough it is we can always find a way out.

Some people have made me feel like I was too vulnerable so that had to stop, some made me feel like I overshared while they turned around and criticized me so now if I don't willingly tell you something about me you won't know anything and that is to protect myself. I am protecting my name and my brand, I do not feel sorry when someone treats me badly because I only get stronger after I learn the lesson and I know that it has nothing to do with me the problem is with them. If we were friends and for some reason, we're not friends anymore know that you did something to cause this, and I do not miss you. I do not have a problem with you I am simply protecting my peace, I no longer associate with anything toxic. I wish everyone the best I never had time to hate but I have time to chose who I let stay in my life and who I let in my life.

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2020-09-23T03:53:52+02:00

something that I thought about today.

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Septembre 2020 à 03:53 AM

I am going to talk about a problem that one can find in a relationship. When two very different people come together there will be disagreements and occasional fights that I believe can be avoided. Two people will never agree with everything the other person says or do but there's a way to avoid trouble in paradise.

Personally, I am a very calm human being and I hate to raise my voice or getting into an altercation. I cannot remember the last time I have been angry to the point where I yelled or screamed at someone, I have been upset but I am able to control my emotions but not everyone can do that and that's okay. The first thing you can do is to find out how you react when someone makes you mad. Do you let anger control you? do you let it all bottled up inside of you? watch how you react when someone does something that makes you furious. If you realize that you cannot control your emotions then the next time you get mad take a walk, leave the scene before you say, or do something you might regret. Although I am calm sometimes I wish I could show someone just how mad I am because I usually control it and stay quiet while so many thoughts are going through my head but it's very rare for me to express my thoughts out loud because I know the fight will never end and I hate fighting with a passion. I always try to make peace and move on to better things... maybe your partner like to be heard I think you should listen instead of cutting him or her off. Always take into consideration the other person's feelings do not just shrug it off or make it look like it's nothing. Learn to understand your partner so you can figure out how to treat them because everyone is different and you cannot treat everyone the same. some people like to be taken care of whereas someone else likes to be in charge or like to do things their own way let them be who they are because let's be honest that is probably why you're with that person. Instead of keeping things in start by expressing how you feel and if you're a man please let her know what's bothering you because that does not make you less of a man if you express your feelings. Have honest chat with one another where you tell one another what you don't like or can't stand in the relationship but do it respectfully. Most importantly learn to forgive each other because the bond you have with your partner is way more important than your "ego".

I am sorry I cannot write any more than that I have an excruciating pain in my right arm, might have to get that check thank God I have fingers to type!

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