No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2020-06-10T03:40:29+02:00

relationship

Publié par Gaelle.R 10 Juin 2020 à 03:40 AM

hey there!

How is everyone doing? I am doing good. Okay so let's get right into the topic. I am going to talk about all kinds of relationships it can be friendship or any other type.

To me, relationship, in general, is a good thing being able to talk to someone, getting to know that person, and having a bond with someone is essential to every human. we all need relationships in life because we all need other people to talk to. Some people can make it hard to have a relationship with them simply because they are either holding back or simply unable to accept the love that you are giving them. I am leaving the possibility of them not feeling the same about you out I am talking about being on the road to have a relationship with that person and they are making it hard.

If someone cannot accept all the love or attention that you're giving them don't feel like you're doing too much just know that you are giving all that good stuff to the wrong person. Maybe that person doesn't like the way you love them. I admit I don't like the controlling type of love to me that is not love. You wanting to know everything that I am doing, wanting to know from A to Z about what I did during the day doesn't mean you love me, it simply means you're trying to control my life which is not helping me nor you. It's hard out here to be able to receive the same love that you are giving sometimes you just have to keep that love and give it to yourself. You loving yourself is essential for any type of relationship because when you love yourself you will know how to care for someone better, you will know how to love someone...

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2020-06-02T19:34:59+02:00

injustice.

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2020 à 07:34 PM

thoughts on what is going?

First of all, I am neutral and I do not have an opinion but I acknowledge what is going on I hate it and I do not agree with any of the injustice that is happening. I knew these things were going to happen because it is written in the bible which makes me know that the end of the world is approaching. The only way we can find peace and be safe is when God is ruling the world. The problems that we are facing at the moment no other humans can make it disappear it will always be there, hatred will always be a part of our everyday lives, sadly racism will always be among us unless God steps in and put an end to this. I am not telling anyone to stop protesting and I am also not telling anyone to protest the decisions is in each of us hands we have the choice to make our own decision. I am neutral in all this and I have nothing else to say except that God knows everything and he knows what is best for us...

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2020-06-02T01:35:32+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Juin 2020 à 01:35 AM

It is a very difficult time right now and I just hope everyone is being safe. You don't have to follow a trend to feel relevant just try to feel good mentally and physically.

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2020-05-31T02:00:06+02:00

answering questions.

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Mai 2020 à 02:00 AM

what is one thing I cannot live without?

my mom and my phone lol. (I know that's 2 but my mom is not really a "thing" but needless to say, I cannot see myself living without her.)

what do I like to do for fun?

honestly, I am not sure exactly what it is anymore but if it brings a smile to my face or it makes me laugh then I like it.

favorite show?

all American.

favorite movie?

molly's game on netflix.

heels or sneakers?

both.

am I dating?

lol this question keeps popping up, no I am not dating anyone at the moment; I am in the process of falling in love with myself all over again.

what do I think cheating is?

texting another girl, talking, face timing, touching, kissing, looking, breathing ... everything lol if I'm with you don't bring another girl cause imma leave you and I am not coming back and that's on what? : PERIOD.

will I forgive someone for cheating?

UHM no I will not. I mean I will forgive you and move on because I won't hold a grudge for anyone but I will not take you back. I think cheating is a form of disrespect and dishonesty like the person really broke your trust.

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2020-05-30T04:21:57+02:00

hey there,

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Mai 2020 à 04:21 AM

A lot of things are happening in the country and I am just tired of it all, on top of this pandemic there's also police brutality going on it's like being black is suddenly a curse. I said "suddenly" actually it's been going on and I am beyond mad about it. Only God can bring peace to this world.

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2020-05-26T07:25:49+02:00

catching up.

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Mai 2020 à 07:25 AM

I am doing good. I am very grateful to be alive today because I have been sick and it was scary. I was tested positive for the coronavirus and at first I was paranoid to the point that came on here and tell you about my job and all about it; something that I don't normally do because I am private like that lol. I am trying to open to more people and help them to understand me but it is not easy, I have been criticized, examined and misjudge for stupid things. Even though a lot of people still don't understand me or my character I am willing to stay true to myself...someone better will always come along.

How did I feel?

when I was working with the infected patients at my job I felt a bit paranoid because I am still new in healthcare but I was excited to help and learn more. I am proud of that experience and I've learned how to work with extremely contagious patients. I am not going to lie I was scared because I did not want to get sick. I did, and I was paranoid...I took a lot of home remedies. I remained in quarantine, I didn't go outside I felt lonely, sad and at times it was very hard. sadly when I am going through hard times I stay away from everyone (which is bad and you shouldn't do that) I am learning to look for help and to accept the help. Emotionally I am doing much better I don't really open up about it to anyone.

avoiding?

ever since the quarantine started I have been on ghost mode, it's not because I don't want friends. I do but I was dealing with a lot and I was fighting to stay strong and I am still fighting...last year I would've broke but this year with the help of Jehovah I find myself being stronger and better...I am happy that I went back to build my relationship with God...All I ever known before I went back was depression, panic attack,anxiety, the need to cut everyone off because I can't trust them, trust issues... I am glad that I am not dealing with all of that thanks to God.

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2020-05-22T06:36:46+02:00

hey there

Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Mai 2020 à 06:36 AM

I am doing quite alright, how is everyone doing?

At the moment I am tying to keep my life peaceful while trying to stay healthy. I want everything to go back to normal and I want this virus to be over. I think we are all tired of it. I just want things to stop getting worse. I hope that everyone is being safe out here because this virus is real.

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2020-05-11T22:35:57+02:00

checking in.

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Mai 2020 à 10:35 PM

How is everyone doing? I am doing okay, as I said last week that I was tested positive for the coronavirus it has not been 14 days yet, I am doing okay except for occasional headaches. Besides all of that I have been staying to myself not only because I am contagious but because I just don't feel like socializing, a lot of things have made me feel like I should just take this time to reflect on myself.

I love those friends that keep on checking on me they could be miles away and frankly it wouldn't be much of a surprise if they stopped checking on me but they do it anyway, I love that because they don't have to yet they still do it because they want to. Meanwhile I have encounter people who are less than 2 minutes away from me who wouldn't even call, text or even talk to me.... I don't hold a grudge, I welcome everyone and to be honest I don't really have time to waste I am just focusing on my health and my immune system at the moment.

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2020-05-08T05:31:43+02:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Mai 2020 à 05:31 AM

Hey there,

how am I doing? well I probably still have the virus in my system it's been a week since I got tested, i'm in quarantine for another week. So next week I am going to get tested again. Hopefully it will be gone by then. I took it like a champ, when I say I'm strong I mean it. I could be dying in my last day and I would still be out there saying"i'm good" I would still go to school lol while dying omg I cannot believe how strong I was until now. People have been calling me saying oh My God you're really sick ? and I am like yeah I am and they're like oh my God you're too young to die and I'm over there smiling like no i'm not dying the doc just told me I'm sick and contagious but it's not like i'm dying. I even laugh at my own self like why shouldn't I? I just can't be stressed right now, if i'm dying I would rather die happy than stressed. I am feeling better and to be honest I did not feel like I was about to die but I was scared and I am still scared, I just want to this be out of my system forever.

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2020-05-05T18:11:52+02:00

currently.

Publié par Gaelle.R 5 Mai 2020 à 06:11 PM

I just feel super annoyed today, I am not sure why. I want to hear good news...I don't want bad news.

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