No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2020-10-19T00:47:33+02:00

To all my fellow introverts.

Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Octobre 2020 à 12:47 AM

Honestly, when the quarantine started we were doing really good because we like our alone time so it was a dream come true for us to just be away from everyone and not being forced to socialize. It's been 7 months now and I am going to speak for myself, I know a few introverts who feel the same way. Since we are not socializing with anyone and we do not force ourselves to do it because we have somehow convinced ourselves that we do not need anyone to entertain us. We are also not going out to be with people because as an introvert I can tell you that we respect the social distancing very seriously, you will not find us in the crowd at the moment. We are home reading, watching TV but to be honest we all need social interaction as a human we always want to be part of something or to feel accepted.

Personally like I mentioned before because I have been in quarantine for that long my social battery is been fully charged since march! I haven't really drained my battery because I simply do not care for human interaction at the moment and I honestly blame the fact that I have been away from everyone for too long. Most introverts right now think that they are enjoying themselves in their own company (we are in a weird kind of way) which is why we do not reach out to anyone, we do not call or text but know this whoever you are if we admire you before quarantine truth is we still do we just simply like being alone and this situation is not helping.

I wish everyone well and stay healthy.

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2020-10-18T05:27:32+02:00

hate, love and perfect gift.

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Octobre 2020 à 05:27 AM

I hate the feeling I get after I finish watching a tv show I enjoy.
I love the rain because it makes me feel warm inside.
perfect gift: a typewriter (I'll probably end up buying myself one)
I love short full pixie cut hair.
I hate bright lights.
It's only fair to say that I love dimmed lights.
I love to shower in the morning.
I love a cup of tea always, especially before bed.
I love to be different even if it means that I am getting judged as long as I believe in something.
perfect gift: anything from someone special wrapped carefully with a bow on it.
I like to draw even If I am not great at it yet.
I hate to feel unsure.
I love classical music
I love reading books by ancient writers.
I will always love cats.
I hate goodbyes which is why I prefer to leave without saying anything.
I love new beginnings even though it scares me.
I love to fall asleep while watching spongebob. Somehow the sound of spongebob talking calms me down and brings me to sleep

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2020-10-18T05:15:23+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Octobre 2020 à 05:15 AM

what baffles me is why the nicest people chose the wrong people to date?

but then I think again " we accept the love we think we deserve."

you cannot save someone who doesn't want to be saved.

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2020-10-18T04:10:26+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Octobre 2020 à 04:10 AM

one day I'm up

one day I'm down.

One day I'm in love

One day I'm on edge.

One day I'm happy

one day sadness just takes me away.

One day I'm quiet

One day I'm a chatty box.

One day I am sure about everything

One day I don't know if I should get out of bed.

One day I eat breakfast

One day I starve until midday.

One day I'll know who I am

but today I am waiting for that one day.

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2020-10-18T04:06:22+02:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Octobre 2020 à 04:06 AM

"Sometimes you meet the perfect human being but it is not so you can be together"

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2020-10-18T03:57:25+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 18 Octobre 2020 à 03:57 AM

have you ever love someone so much that you don't want to change anything about them?

You're thinking if this human stop talking to me today my world would end.

You look for them in the crowd because you hope to catch their eyes.

Perhaps you want them to notice you without letting them know too much about the way you feel.

Each stare makes your heart beat faster as if it needs one more chance to revive itself again.

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2020-10-15T18:38:51+02:00

being introverted.

Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Octobre 2020 à 06:38 PM

I can say that from the moment that I was born I was probably an introvert and being an only child didn't really help lol. Before quarantine I was probably less than an introvert than I am now because I used to not mind hanging out with people, talking on the phone, and even texting back in 30 seconds or right away. Now it's not the case, I avoid some interaction blaming it on "the pandemic"(I don't have any shame lol) I don't like talking on the phone with anyone except one person and I do not like having long back and forth with someone I just go straight to the point so I can get back to my stuff or texting back because I am "busy" to be honest I just forgot to text back or I am too absorbed in a tv show, movie or a book. I am sorry that I have become so anti-social lol but now after some thinking, I know what is happening.

When quarantine first started I was home a lot because I only worked on the weekends because of school but the pandemic happened so I didn't get to go to school physically which caused me to withdraw from a lot of things. Let's not forget that I also had the virus from which I had to stay away from everyone. I was probably a social introvert at the beginning of the year because I didn't mind social gatherings yes they were draining but I would be there. I always needed alone time to recharge and to clarify I need alone time not because I have social anxiety but because I simply enjoy it and that Is how I can recuperate from being a social butterfly. Now I feel like I am a thinking introvert because I spend most of my time alone and I think a lot mostly about myself and who I am as a person which makes me become very self-aware. I feel like I have created my own comfortable world inside my head and I hate to leave it to go socialize. I don't have a problem talking to people but I would rather not or I would like to be ready beforehand. I do leave the house but only to take care of my own stuff... what is socializing? because I forgot what it is.

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2020-10-14T19:41:36+02:00