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2020-04-12T05:57:39+02:00

currently

Publié par Gaelle.R

This whole virus thing is driving me crazy. I am a very anxious person and now I am so scared when I go out that I feel like throwing away everything I wore. I am kind of paranoid now that someone at my job had it but no worries that person was taking into the hospital and they only find out when he got there. Even if I did not work on that day but what if another coworker was contaminated with it and I work with that person afterwards? 

Not only does someone at my job have it but 2 members of  my family have it too. I don't know this is very traumatizing for all of us and the fact that people are dying. We took it lightly when it first came out but now it's really taking over. I really don't care about not having a summer this year, I'm just worried about being alive (and everyone that I know) at the end of the year. I hope everyone is taking a lot of precautions. 

 

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2020-04-10T05:43:06+02:00

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Si tu demandes si je Parle français, oui je parle français c’est ma langue préférée. Quand j’étais en Haïti mon oncle et ma tante voulais que je parle français quand j’étais à la maison. C’était un peu ennuyeux parce qu’il y avait des blagues que je connaissais seulement en créole et ils voulaient que je m’exprime en français. Ma mère ne m’a jamais enterdit de parler le créole. A l’époque Je me disais quand je serai grande je choisirai la langue que je veux parlé à la maison. Maintenant je suis au États-Unis donc je parle l’anglais beaucoup plus. J’aime le français et j’aimerais aller à Paris

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2020-04-10T05:34:15+02:00

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Être amoureuse?

Je pense que c’est une très belle chose. J’aime beaucoup ma famille et mes amies. Je n’ai jamais été amoureuse d’un gars  en particulier mais j’ai eu quelque de coup de cœur qui ressemblait un peu à l’amour. J’ai toujours eu peur de livrer mon cœur (c’est ce que je pense quand on aime quelqu’un) j’aime avoir le contrôle des choses et quand on est amoureux j’ai l’impression qu’on est à la merci de la personne dont on aime et si il décide un jour de se passer de moi? Et si il trouve quelqu’un d’autre? Alors qu’est ce  je ferai? Je n’aime pas pleuré parce que quelqu’un m’a brisé le cœur. Quand je pleure ça fait très mal, je n’aime pas pleurer. J’espère qu’un jour mon cœur sera prêt d’accepter l’amour ou plus tôt prêt à aimer quelqu’un. Il y avait un moment que j’ai crue au coup de foudre (c’était quand j’étais plus jeune) maintenant j’ai peur d’être blessée. Je sais l’effet ça fais d’être  mal au cœur et je ne suis pas prête à ressentir cette douleur.

J’ai peur d’être malheureuse, mais je sais qu’un jour je trouverai mon âme sœur.

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2020-04-10T04:44:02+02:00

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I am not afraid to feel pain; I've been around it most of my life.

I am not afraid of being left alone; I was born alone.

I am not afraid of being taken for granted; some people just don't know my worth.

 I am not afraid of losing you,;I've lost things far more valuable than your presence.

I know what it feels of not being able to sleep; afraid of not being able to make it out of those nightmares.

I know what it feels like to smile while my heart is crying.

I also know how to be happy in the midst of a storm; simply because I trust God.

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2020-04-10T04:31:22+02:00

let it out.

Publié par Gaelle.R

come as you are,

don't change who you are for the sake of the world trying to make you feel nothing.

Feel the pain as if you were excited to enter a world full of misery.

Let your tears drown your face as if you never felt anything so painful.

Let the hurt drive out the hate,

Let yourself be free from this pain by letting it out with a cry.

You deserve a smile tomorrow so cry tonight because tomorrow is your greatest day.

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2020-04-08T05:52:31+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

I have a little issue with the way things are going, at first I thought things were going to get better. We were going to get this 2 weeks quarantine and go back to things being good but gosh was I wrong. I mean I am scared now, I don't want to get sick and I don't want anyone I know getting sick either. I just want all of this to be over. I have used being busy as an excuse to keep my mind off some things and I have not been thinking much about a lot of things but now when I am home and I am not sleeping (which I like to do that is the only way I can keep my mind off of things) I think a whole lot. I have created some strategies, I have been doing some research about things that I wanted to know about... 

I just hope things get better soon because I might go nuts.

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2020-04-07T01:28:58+02:00

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"The more you care the more the world find ways to hurt you."

-Jupiter.

"It is true the more I care, the more I get hurt and the more vulnerable I am to anything that is meant to break me. How many times have I cared about someone who ended up hurting me? leaving me? betraying me? I don't want to be that girl that cares too much anymore, I don't want to wear my heart on my sleeves anymore. Too many people made me feel like I shouldn't care."-me

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2020-04-06T22:58:50+02:00

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hey there,

I have a questions why do guys  always act like they want to help you when they actually want something from you? (now is the time I would insert the thinking emoji but my computer doesn't allow me to do so)  I answered the question LOL it's crazy. Anyways let's get serious like you know that you want something from me right (and I don't blame you) but why not go straight to the point? why all the small talk (I know I do that but that's besides the point) I am sure you don't really care about my dog that died when I was 8 no, you're just pretend like you're listening to me so you can make me feel like you actually care about me when you ask me for my number. I am not salty I promise, I am just tired of the small talk. Don't try to trick me by making me feel like you want a lot more than you trying to show. It is plain and simple you're either really interested in me or something about me and those are really different. 

If you're interested in me you probably want more than just a conversation and that is cool but if you interested in something about me it could be that you have no interest in me whatsoever but you just want that one thing  that's on your mind (could be anything) 

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2020-04-06T22:35:20+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

As the smell of coffee wakes me up,

I wonder how can something so bitter can turn sweet.

I wanted to find answers right away.

I wanted to find out everything that I could get my hands on to make it better.

Maybe it wasn't right to change things

...

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