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2020-04-16T21:22:48+02:00

choose peace.

Publié par Gaelle.R

sometimes people change and they may start doing things that would offend us but if you chose peace you win. When you have hate towards someone they are still on your mind even if you don't want them to be but if you chose to forgive them and move on you're the one winning. You're not all caught up in that person's life, worry about what they are doing because simply you chose to move on and focus your attention elsewhere. You need to be happy and you need to accept things the way they are,it might not always be the way you want them to be but when you realize that something better could be out there just waiting for you to get to it you will let the past go. 

Believing that things are going to get better and that you won't always be going through whatever you're going through will make you feel better and even happy that things are going to change. I can proudly say that I have no hate in my heart for anyone. I am just isolating myself from any negativity.

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2020-04-14T04:05:50+02:00

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it's been raining all day with a lot of wind and I admit I was a bit scared. I like the rain when I am home but not like it was. It's not raining anymore and I am glad. Do I feel inspired at the moment? I can't really tell one moment I am running to get a notebook to scribble some quotes down and the next minute I am falling asleep not able to finish what I started. I can be really inspired but at the moment I think that I am more tired than inspired (ouh that rhymes!)

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2020-04-13T04:47:39+02:00

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what does being home has taught me?

Well it has taught me who my real friends are, there are some people I never heard from since this whole thing started. I still think about them wondering if they're okay because even though we don't talk I still care about you and now is not the time to be creating enemies; it's a time for all of us to come together while still being apart lol but we still check on one another. 

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2020-04-12T22:03:42+02:00

confessions, talking...

Publié par Gaelle.R

Let's talk

I  have been procrastinating a lot, putting off a lot of things. You would think that because I am home I have a lot of free time but I still managed to be overly busy with nonsense. I am looking for a good book to read, any suggestion? comment or email me. I don't want to watch shows because I am already obsessed with one right now it's a sitcom call "cheers"  from 1982  on Netflix. I like it because it's very funny (to my liking) it's not always about sexual stuff or anything degrading. It's appropriate, I want to keep my mind clean and sane; I usually ask myself if I cannot watch this show with my parents then it's probably not right. Some of you is probably going to think it's dumb because I can chose to watch anything I want, I am grown after all so why can I just watch anything? reason why is because I don't want to be thinking about stuff that will make me feel sad, tempted, anxious. I don't watch the news because I get paranoid when I see all the damage that is happening around the world.

I care too much about my family and friends, I want all of them to be safe and healthy. I cannot lose someone else right now. The bible has helped me a lot to remain positive; 1 peter:7 states that we should cast all of our anxiety and problems on God because he cares for me...to know that God cares about me and that I can tell him anything has helped me to chase away those negative thoughts.

One confession I want to make is that we all tend to turn towards something when trouble hits; it used to be books for me but now because I am so stressed I thought alcohol was going to help (bad idea) alcohol does not help anything. Yes it can release the stress for a while but after it wears off the problems come back. The problem is not solved because you drink some alcohol... I think it's a very tough time for all of us but let's not turn to alcohol because we're home and we're trying to have a good time; that is how addiction starts and I am sure that we don't want to turn into an alcoholic in this time of distress.

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2020-04-12T05:57:39+02:00

currently

Publié par Gaelle.R

This whole virus thing is driving me crazy. I am a very anxious person and now I am so scared when I go out that I feel like throwing away everything I wore. I am kind of paranoid now that someone at my job had it but no worries that person was taking into the hospital and they only find out when he got there. Even if I did not work on that day but what if another coworker was contaminated with it and I work with that person afterwards? 

Not only does someone at my job have it but 2 members of  my family have it too. I don't know this is very traumatizing for all of us and the fact that people are dying. We took it lightly when it first came out but now it's really taking over. I really don't care about not having a summer this year, I'm just worried about being alive (and everyone that I know) at the end of the year. I hope everyone is taking a lot of precautions. 

 

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2020-04-10T05:43:06+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R

Si tu demandes si je Parle français, oui je parle français c’est ma langue préférée. Quand j’étais en Haïti mon oncle et ma tante voulais que je parle français quand j’étais à la maison. C’était un peu ennuyeux parce qu’il y avait des blagues que je connaissais seulement en créole et ils voulaient que je m’exprime en français. Ma mère ne m’a jamais enterdit de parler le créole. A l’époque Je me disais quand je serai grande je choisirai la langue que je veux parlé à la maison. Maintenant je suis au États-Unis donc je parle l’anglais beaucoup plus. J’aime le français et j’aimerais aller à Paris

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2020-04-10T05:34:15+02:00

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Être amoureuse?

Je pense que c’est une très belle chose. J’aime beaucoup ma famille et mes amies. Je n’ai jamais été amoureuse d’un gars  en particulier mais j’ai eu quelque de coup de cœur qui ressemblait un peu à l’amour. J’ai toujours eu peur de livrer mon cœur (c’est ce que je pense quand on aime quelqu’un) j’aime avoir le contrôle des choses et quand on est amoureux j’ai l’impression qu’on est à la merci de la personne dont on aime et si il décide un jour de se passer de moi? Et si il trouve quelqu’un d’autre? Alors qu’est ce  je ferai? Je n’aime pas pleuré parce que quelqu’un m’a brisé le cœur. Quand je pleure ça fait très mal, je n’aime pas pleurer. J’espère qu’un jour mon cœur sera prêt d’accepter l’amour ou plus tôt prêt à aimer quelqu’un. Il y avait un moment que j’ai crue au coup de foudre (c’était quand j’étais plus jeune) maintenant j’ai peur d’être blessée. Je sais l’effet ça fais d’être  mal au cœur et je ne suis pas prête à ressentir cette douleur.

J’ai peur d’être malheureuse, mais je sais qu’un jour je trouverai mon âme sœur.

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2020-04-10T04:44:02+02:00

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I am not afraid to feel pain; I've been around it most of my life.

I am not afraid of being left alone; I was born alone.

I am not afraid of being taken for granted; some people just don't know my worth.

 I am not afraid of losing you,;I've lost things far more valuable than your presence.

I know what it feels of not being able to sleep; afraid of not being able to make it out of those nightmares.

I know what it feels like to smile while my heart is crying.

I also know how to be happy in the midst of a storm; simply because I trust God.

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2020-04-10T04:31:22+02:00

let it out.

Publié par Gaelle.R

come as you are,

don't change who you are for the sake of the world trying to make you feel nothing.

Feel the pain as if you were excited to enter a world full of misery.

Let your tears drown your face as if you never felt anything so painful.

Let the hurt drive out the hate,

Let yourself be free from this pain by letting it out with a cry.

You deserve a smile tomorrow so cry tonight because tomorrow is your greatest day.

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