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2020-07-21T05:41:26+02:00
well, there is not much to say except that I am basically been watching the show house and I am obsessed all over again. I remember watching it when I was a kid. Now I can understand more about what is going on and I love it lol.
It's been really hot lately, I know that I always " I am not going to talk about the weather" but I just cannot skip it I mean it is so hot that I feel dizzy. I love taking naps throughout the day but it's almost impossible without a fan (poor me I know lol)
2020-07-16T22:25:45+02:00
Basically whatever I am about to tell you is based on a true story about my life currently. Before I gained weight I used to think that it is the hardest Thing ever (it is if you're skinny with a fast metabolism) I am happy to say that I have finally gained some weight and I couldn't be happier; it's like a dream come true. Let me tell you all about it.
2020-07-16T03:30:29+02:00
things that motivate me when I feel down.
truth is I only allow myself to be sad for a few days... one week is the longest time I give myself. If I cannot solve the situation well I have no choice but to let it go. My happiness is more important. yeah I may look devastated like life is over or that I am about to end my life but I'm not; I'll be fine The God that I serve always keeps me happy even through the darkest time he is my rock.
2020-07-16T03:16:16+02:00
looking to adopt or buy a cat.
for all inquiries email me.
*also if my landlord sees this, it's not for me it's for a friend.
2020-07-11T18:23:22+02:00
I love asking questions and maybe a little too much; that's how I understand things and people so I'm just getting more knowledge I guess.
Are you a texter or a caller?
uhm I am both but it depends on the time like during the day I am always doing something but later at night I am usually just sitting there watching a show or a movie. I do like texting but I feel like I understand people better when I talk to them on the phone.
shave or wax?
I like wax, I usually wax my eyebrows because I feel like it is more define that way.
red lipstick or pink?
uhm both but I wear pink lipstick more. I only like to wear red lipstick on special events.
coffee or tea?
uhm both. I like coffee in the morning and tea before going to bed.
long hair or short hair?
I like shoulder length and big hair.
straight or curly?
curly !.
unpacking or packing?
I like to pack things more than I unpack them.
black or white?
I like the color white when I have a lot of positive vibes around me and black when I'm just trying to make it through the day I guess.
singing or dancing?
both. I like to sing and dance.
2020-07-10T04:33:16+02:00
God created writing for people like me who feel everything but say nothing.
People who rely on ink to fill up an empty space.
People who see a finished manuscript with their name written on the front cover when they close their eyes at night.
People who cry themselves on a paper instead of twitter.
2020-07-07T16:59:12+02:00
some of us, including me, have been in position where we forget our worth and we forget what we deserve. I have put myself in a position for others to laugh at me, for others to see me being vulnerable, for others to see how pathetic I am. Maybe I am being hard on myself but I can never erase what I saw and what I felt. After all that, I let the tears drown my face and I pick my crown back up and place right above my head. I stopped crying and I realize that I had to be vulnerable to learn, I had to let my pride down to learn more about life so I'll never put myself in that position again.
Yes I failed, yes I made a mistake or many but this time I'm fixing my crown. I know that God loves and values me now it's time for me to value myself.
so thank you for the lesson. Thank you for showing me that I had to go through this to realize that I need to love myself better.
I am a fighter which is why I never take no for an answer I always fight to change things but sometimes I just need to accept that no amount of love, no amount of goodness, no amount of kindness can change someone's mind into accepting me. That's when I need to love myself harder, that's when I need to focus more on God, that's when I need to keep fixing my crown. that's when I need to keep being kind to myself and to anyone else, hurt will not make me bitter. I have learned my lesson now it's time for me to grow.
2020-06-29T05:31:34+02:00
hey there ! how are you doing?
I am going to get right into the topic I will avoid subjects like the weather even though it has been raining with thunderstorms. We all have bad days and I have a few of those not a lot which I am glad that I don't but when I have bad days I am ready to give up on everything even life itself; it's really bad.
what happens when I have bad days?
I get really sad and I barely talk to anyone. I basically stay to myself and sometimes nothing is good for me on TV not even my favorite shows. Sometimes I sleep the whole day and other times I just cannot sleep. Bad days are the worse and I hate them because nothing feels right.
what I do?
I sleep, read quotes on Pinterest (I know it's not very trendy but I like it), I listen to music... honestly, I try to make things fun even though it's hard.
2020-06-19T19:35:20+02:00
How are you doing? I am okay. I am not too thrilled at the moment my mother is sick although she is not sure that she has the virus but she has some of the symptoms. She is doing okay but I am still worried, I am praying until she is symptoms free.
well enough about me how are things for you? I have not been here in a while; I have been trying to do a lot of things but most importantly I've been trying to stay positive. One of the things that I have been doing is working out but before I get to that let me just say that I have gained a little weight but compare to how I was 2 years ago I would say it's a lot but I am not going to get into many details. My belly was getting big and I was not having it so I have been doing all kinds of workout to turn the fat into muscles; so far so good. Asides from workout my physical muscles I also need to work out my spiritual muscles because if I do not it will all go downhill and my wellbeing will be at risk. Some people need coffee in the morning to wake up or to have a good day me I need to pray and meditate because if I don't I will feel less close to God and that makes me sad.
how are you doing mentally? I was not doing so good these past few days but I didn't show but deep down on the inside I knew something was not right. I was drifting away from my spiritual routine and I was less motivated to work harder... I felt like I was not doing enough (I wasn't but if only I see it as a way to get back up quickly) instead I took it as a way to get even further away. When you're building something you cannot get halfway to take a break and expect whatever that you're building to build itself up, you have to keep going. Life is full of surprises I know but never let what life throws at you be the outcome of who you are meant to be. Life situation has nothing to do with who you are on the inside. Who you are will determine the outcome of the situation life throws at you. stay positive, work harder, share all the good things you have going on for you because it's better to give than to receive.
2020-06-18T04:45:32+02:00
I just Realize that I have not been here often. I do apologize for my absence but I am kind of busy at the moment. I am trying to accomplish all that I am supposed to be doing. Right now it is easy to procrastinate and forget what's important. I am not the right person to tell you how to keep a straight balance because I myself am struggling.
I wish you all the best.
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