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2020-12-30T03:37:55+01:00
she moved on
and I feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. (you know this is not from me when the word "boy" is in there)
If she could have had any guy in the world
she still would've picked you.
Now you're just another part of her past,
And someday, she'll find the one she deserves,
a memory more faded every day
and he will make her the happiest girl in the world.
2020-12-30T02:00:07+01:00
This should be fun not depressing.
that's it, for now, the list is getting a little depressing.
2020-12-29T01:52:26+01:00
This is not a recap of this year, this event happened last year but something today made me think about it. Last year I was in a car accident that reshaped my life entirely, It changed my point of view about life and made me realize what was more important. I was living like life didn't mean a thing, like my life couldn't just be taken away from me in a matter of seconds. I was not injured but emotionally I was a wreck, I was alone in that car accident and no one was in the car with me to fully experience what I went through. Some people probably took it lightly like I just went straight into a tree big deal like it's nothing compared to 2 cars crashing or a car flipped over...It was a big deal to me and it still is. I always think of that accident as the moment I realize that life is way more important than I thought, It was the moment that I realize that I needed to get closer to God. For many years I was running away, hiding from the word of God but after the accident, all I wanted to was run to God. I was running full speed towards God, I would search for him every day and I would have so many questions on how to get closer to God.
That accident was a life-changing experience for me, I thought I was going to die and my last thought before I hit that tree was "I'm going to die now I'm going to join my cousin" My cousin had passed away 2 months before the accident. I miss him terribly but at that moment I thought I was going to feel what he felt when he died...I don't know why I thought about that but when I realize that I didn't die it's like I saw death coming straight to me when I lost control of the car on the highway and I just scream and close my eyes. I saw so many things flashed before my eyes...when I got out of the car the only thought that went through my head was God just saved my life and I need to go back to serving Jehovah. I can not let my life go to waste without dedicating my life to him. I cannot just act like that did not happen, I really feel like it was God's way of pulling me to him. I couldn't ignore that call. It's a continuing call, I can feel God intervening in my life more and more even when I don't expect him to.
My message is life is a gift, you're living for a reason because at any given minute your life could be taken away but you're here, so make it count for something. Live life, laugh, eat as much as you want, enjoy the little things, love, forgive because when you die you cannot go with the grudge you're holding, let things that don't meant to be go. Live life as if you're about to die tomorrow because you could. In all of this don't forget to praise God and give Him thanks because you're here because your name is written in the book of life.
2020-12-28T02:36:04+01:00
you are my person,
One look and I understand what you mean.
You are my person,
One-touch and I know how you feel.
You are my person,
One laugh and I know it's not a real one.
you are my person,
One hello and I know you're sad.
You are my person,
One smile and I know you're truly happy.
you are my person,
One glance and I know you need me.
You are my person,
because I can find you anywhere in a crowded room.
2020-12-27T00:52:09+01:00
I love writing down my favorite things because that is one way I can figure out who I am when I lose sight of that. You are more than welcome to write down your favorite and least favorite things when you're losing sight of who you are. Thanks for reading and appreciating!
2020-12-23T03:03:09+01:00
You can't be disappointed if you're not expecting anything from anyone.
You can't lose if you're not in the game.
You can't be jealous if you're not in love.
You can't be looking if your eyes are closed.
You can't hate when your heart is filled with love.
2020-12-23T00:59:11+01:00
I am making taco Tuesday right at home and I cannot wait to devour those tacos. I am currently in the kitchen and my shrimp aren't done yet! Today was a great day I managed to remain positive and grateful for everything even the smallest things such as finding an available parking space, getting chocolate at work even if I am not going to eat them. I don't remember a time RECENTLY that I was bitter about anything.
I realize the secrets to a stress-free life is to let things be, let things go, and be grateful for everything. I don't worry that I was not invited at anything anymore (with this pandemic I could care less). I don't get upset when someone tries to make me mad I just smile and move on in my head I just say " not today you're not going to ruin my day" I don't worry about who likes who, who hates me, who this or that I'm just doing me and getting bigger lol.
2020-12-22T01:49:07+01:00
2020-12-21T04:41:47+01:00
we live in a world where there are a lot of trends and some people tend to keep a persona just so they can be liked or accepted by others. Having morals is becoming really rare and if you speak about your morals people will classify you as a "prude". I have my own morals from when I was little that I still keep and some of them I will never cross until I get married. I do not care if anyone has a problem with what I believe in and what I accept because I am only doing what works for me. It may not work for some people and everyone doesn't have to do what I do.
The most important thing In my opinion is to believe in something because if you don't believe in anything you will fall for everything. Set your boundaries and keep them, put a price on yourself because if you don't set a price someone else will do it for you. Ladies value yourself, love yourself first before you let any man in your life. Don't let any man force you into doing anything that you are not comfortable doing. As a woman, we tend to be easily persuaded by a man we love forgetting that he could be our downfall. Don't ever be ashamed of who you are or how you look because you were made by a God who loves and values you more than any man.
To be honest, I don't need a man to survive I can be successful without a man. I am never too attached to any guy which is why I always say don't ever get too comfortable because if you cross me at any given moment you can become a stranger. I value myself too much to accept disrespect from family or friends.
2020-12-20T23:53:55+01:00
hey,
How is everyone doing? I'm doing okay, I was going through some things but I took a 4 hours nap and I'm good now. I am very interested in mental health, the way the human mind works, and behavioral disorders which is the reason why I wanted to study psychology right out of high school but my mom literally threw a fit because quoting "I'm already quiet, hard to comprehend and hold everything in it will be hard for me to cope with all the things I'm going to hear and learn" I know she cares about me but I am sure if I really wanted to study psychology I would just do it. I can still help someone even if I cannot treat mental health but I can touch someone's heart with my words, I can help someone get out of the darkness that they are in. I've had my fair share of issues with mental health, staying positive, and trying to stay alive... when I write about how strong I am none of you know half of it.
Mental health is extremely important, your mind is one of the things that is keeping you alive and in good spirit. When your mind is not working properly your whole body suffers which is why you cannot concentrate, cannot sleep properly, cannot eat when your mind is not well. some days I have to talk to myself and be my own coach/ some days I literally have to fight my demons to make myself believe that I need to keep going and that my best is enough. You have to believe that you're enough even when you don't feel it.
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