No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2021-02-09T03:20:23+01:00

interesting questions answered part 2

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Février 2021 à 03:20 AM

one stupid thing I've ever done?

One time I drove hours to go to a party, to make it clear I got ready and went way across town to attend this party. Guess what I did? I get there and my friend was in there waiting for me to park my car and come in but on my way to the parking lot, I saw too many people so I back out and went to a restaurant got some take out and went back home to watch movies! If I didn't think I was an introvert well that day it was as clear as water that I am a pure introvert and possibly really shy.

what is something embarrassing but cute have I ever done?

well, I have something from every person that I liked example a pair of gloves because I went to a gala and my crush held my hand, ever since that day I saved the gloves and never washed it because I wanted to keep the memory alive; mind you I don't like that person anymore but I still keep it among others things that I've kept from other people. Sometimes I don't keep stuff if the memory is painful.

what Is one dumb thing I've googled?

Uhm I did it today! while sitting at my desk at work I googled " does my cat miss me while I'm at work" followed by "how do I know if my cat loves me. I just wish I could bring Archie to work with me and put him right under my desk but he's very energetic and would never stay in one place.

would I pay for my food on the first date?

I wouldn't mind but if I do it just know there will not be a second date. I have no problem taking care of myself but being in the company of a man me paying for my food shouldn't be my concern.

Wht is one thing I always say?

easy WHATEVER. I say it in various ways whut ever when I am annoyed whateverrrr when I am mad.

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2021-02-07T04:01:03+01:00

Archie

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Février 2021 à 04:01 AM

You stole my heart the very first day I saw you,

You just took a good look at me with your big gray eyes and I was in love.

The chemistry between us was as if you've known me for a long time.

I love the way you purr when you rub yourself against my leg.

I love the way you dig your tiny little nails on my skin when I caress your soft fur.

You are so full of energy,

one minute you're sleeping and the next your bitting my arm.

At the moment you are right on my lap trying to stop me from typing so I could pay attention to you.

I don't want to leave you alone for too long this is how much I already love you,

even if I have known you for less than 24 hours I just cannot imagine my life without you.

You are so tiny and cute I just wish I could freeze the time to keep you this small.

I love you so much baby Archie.

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2021-02-07T01:32:30+01:00

Motherhood.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Février 2021 à 01:32 AM

hey guys,

I am a cat mom now! I have a kitten let me tell you about the first day I brought my baby boy home...

I was excited all week guys, I sleep, breathe thinking about the day I will finally bring the cat home. Finally, the day arrived I was so excited guys I couldn't eat I wanted to shout to the whole world that I have a kitten! I could not believe that me an obsessive cat lover finally getting a kitten! I have never been so happy in a long time like that it was like my heart was going to explode with joy. I just love cats so much as you guys know. I drove 1hour in a half to get the cat, I brought a pineapple bed for him so he could sleep through the ride back home which he did !. He was so cute and tiny I just fell in love with him right away. He was so calm but still a bit shy! He barely ate out of his bowl he only ate some snack from my hand well not entirely I had to put the treats on his bed so he could eat them there.

who knew that I could fell in love so hard with a tiny animal!

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2021-02-04T23:14:38+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Février 2021 à 11:14 PM

"I don't know what's more sad two people unhappy in a relationship or two people in love but are not in a relationship."

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2021-02-01T00:15:20+01:00

can you love two people at the same time?

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Février 2021 à 12:15 AM

Honestly, this is my own personal opinion based on my own understanding of love and relationships. First of all, let me just say I don't think I can ever love two people at once simply because I take love seriously and I experience things on a deeper level. I don't think I can give both individuals the same energy and the same amount of affection. Other people might beg to differ because they can give love easily but honestly, I do not think someone can love two people at the same time, let me tell you why.

A lot of people confuse love and infatuation, love and physical attraction which is why they may think that what they are feeling is love just because they are attracted to two people. I can assure you that between those two people there's one person you are more comfortable with and things just fall through. Love is more than just a physical attraction because you can find someone attractive but you don't necessarily love that person. Love is more than just physical and this society has made us believe that you love someone when you want to spend the night with them.

I honestly believe that love is way deeper than just wanting to sleep with someone it's being attracted to someone's mind, thoughts, wanting to know that person fully, not being able to spend a long period of time without speaking to that person; can you do all of these things with two people? I don't just mean talking to two people but putting the same amount of energy and feeling the same emotions?

How can you love two people, does that mean you don't love the first person? I would say no because why would you go ahead and love someone else too? to me, that is just impossible because it's either you fall out of love with the first person but you stick around because you're comfortable or you just physically attracted to the second person and you truly love the first person. This equation is a lot for me!

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2021-01-31T01:09:12+01:00

checking in

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Janvier 2021 à 01:09 AM

hey guys, how are you all?

I'm doing much better than I did last week. I've been going through some things quietly and it's almost as if It's not happening, but that is just me. I take things as they are and at times I don't talk about them. I have been meaning to write about it here but I was just not ready because emotionally I was a wreck and I needed to get myself together before I let it out even though it's noticeable.

I have been struggling with acne and scars on my face. I don't think any woman should ever have to go through that because your face is extremely important and it's the first thing that people see especially when you're a woman. Some people cannot see it because we have meetings, classes on zoom so it's not as revealing which I thank God for that because if I would have to show up in person I would simply just die.

I have always been serious about my face and skincare routine, I've spent so much money trying to get my skin cleared up but it was just not happening. What is happening to me cannot be cured with just a simple skincare routine. I had to go see my primary care doctor and a dermatologist they both prescribed me medication that I should try. I remember waking up one morning and I was just horrified I could not look at myself in the mirror and I was a mess. I was crying, I am still trying to recover and to stay strong. This issue has taken a toll on my self-confidence and just everything that I used to rely on. My face used to be one of my favorite things on my body so now I am literally feeling as if my face is not good anymore... I always say mental health is important but don't beat yourself over it if being strong is not something you can do, I had multiple nervous break down last week. My mom has been the best friend I needed she helped me to stay strong, she uplifted me. I realize one thing you will not always be strong and that's fine but make sure you have great friends you can reach out to. It's okay to cry when things are overwhelming.

I think because I am or rather I look like I am handling everything well with my calm demeanor people just assume that I'm good and that my situation is not that bad; it is that bad! it's actually worse than you can possibly imagine. Aside from battling with this acne, I am doing good actually it's very weird that I crave to be alone. I just don't want to be around people at the moment and it's good that I can blame it all on the pandemic.

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2021-01-30T02:15:24+01:00

interesting questions answered.

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Janvier 2021 à 02:15 AM

what do I like to do for fun?

I don't know anymore if it makes me happy, makes me laugh, makes me smile then I like it.

Favorite movie?

Apart from all the movies wonder woman is in, I like: pride and prejudice the one with Keira Knightley I like the Indian one too "bride and prejudice" but boy is it long! I love a lot of other movies but I am not going to list them all. I usually judge someone based on their taste in movies and shows. I don't like judging but I guess I can tell a lot about a person based on what they like.

favorite book?

the catcher in the rye (I read it in high school and I thought Holden was a cool kid)famous last words by Jennifer Salvato, all Rh. sin book I have others but I cannot think right now

What if the person you're dating doesn't like cats what will you do?

Interesting! now we're getting serious well I do love cats and I have to have one and one of the first questions I ask anyone I talk to is "do you like cats" because I'm very serious about that! usually, I ask on the very first day, if they say no well I'll slowly stop replying... I will not force cats on anyone. If by any chance the subject of cats never came up (I would have to be pretty smitten not to mention how I love cats) then I realize he doesn't like cats well I'll have no choice then to make him fall in love with cats too and if he's allergic to cats I'll just get him allergic pills or an epi pen he'll be fine hopefully he doesn't die!

Do I hate anyone?

No, I try to be nice to everyone even to the worse people who probably do not deserve it... I don't love everyone but I have no hate in my heart.

dream job?

being paid to write.

do I like competition?

nope, not even when I was a child I always say if you cannot decide between me and someone else don't pick me. I like being who I am without trying to make it look better. I wish everyone the best.

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2021-01-24T19:35:22+01:00

to my special someone.

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Janvier 2021 à 07:35 PM

You know when I am scared even when I haven't said a word.

You know how I'm feeling with one look and no one else can do that the way you do it.

You know what I like to hear and you know exactly want I need to hear at any given time.

We've been together since the very first day I was created.

Although we are apart, we will be forever connected to one another.

You know me better than anyone else, maybe it's because you've dedicated all your life to study me.

I don't mind being your favorite subject because when I forget who I am I just have to ask you.

You've never left my side even when I cried a whole night and you couldn't get any sleep.

You ate the food I wanted you to eat while I was inside of you.

You cradled me gently and protectively in your arms when I was so small that I could disappear.

I can still feel your tiny millions of warm kisses you used to put on my forehead while you think I was asleep.

I can still feel your warm embrace when I am having a bad day and all I want to do is run right into your arms.

we've always had that special bond similar to the Gilmore girls.

It was always us against the world and I can always count on you to save the day.

You know just how to cheer me up on a gloomy day.

You are my best friend in the whole wide world.

Your opinion always means a lot to me.

We are similar in so many ways.

Not only do I look like you but I look up to you in everything in life.

I love you to the moon and back Mom.

You are my special someone and my first love.

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2021-01-21T01:56:40+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Janvier 2021 à 01:56 AM

"I am tired of always being the one that got away, for once I just want to be found" by me A from love letter book.

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2021-01-20T03:24:24+01:00

be kind.

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Janvier 2021 à 03:24 AM

Every time I write something tragic like the last piece I feel like coming to clear the air, but there's nothing to clear. I feel the way I feel and that's all there is to it. Am I in love? maybe Am I heartbroken? maybe lol no! I am not heartbroken well not at the moment. I am actually living my best life peacefully but I've been heartbroken before, I've been left out, and among other things which is why I will choose to be kind to everyone even the people who are being mean to me. They say "kill them with kindness" but I am only going to be kind because that's all I want to spread. I know what it feels like to be angry at the world, what it feels like to want to die, what it feels like to want someone to tell me "it's going to be okay" so I will choose to be the person I needed when I was at my lowest.

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