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"I would rather adjust my life to your absence than adjust my boundaries to your disrespect."
2020-11-16T05:41:56+01:00
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2020-11-16T05:38:09+01:00
Isolation.
Honestly, I am not sure if I should be giving tips on how not to feel isolated because I am the living proof that a human can live life being isolated. Although, it is not a good thing and I don't want any of you to feel isolated even if we are social distancing at the moment. I can say that all of us have been away from a lot of things and some of us have found a balance but I haven't found that balance yet.
As an introvert, I am struggling although I do not need social interaction all the time but I still need some I mean we all need human interaction. It's becoming draining for me to even socializing for a little, I don't want to be a Debbie downer but still how am I going to keep my energy up? Most of the time I do give a few tips here and there but that is one thing that I am currently struggling with right now. I will find a balance but It might be taking a while.
One thing I know for sure when you hit rock bottom the right people will be right there with you.
2020-11-16T05:14:32+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
hey there,
I've been really busy, I haven't really had some leisure time. I don't mind that I am busy but being on my feet for a long period of time makes my feet hurt and now I need a massage. I am sure that other people have more serious problems than not getting a foot massage but I felt really compelled to write about that because I wish someone could give me a massage.
Everything aside, I love being busy. It gives me a purpose because I am not just sitting there overthinking. It is really not a good idea to overthink things because soon enough you are going to come up with problems that aren't really there. Life is not as complicated as it seems although things can get tough but it's not the end of time.
2020-11-10T04:28:44+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
"The world is hard enough for me to be on a battlefield fighting with you.
My problems weigh too much on my shoulders to let you marinate my heart with nonsense.
My music is way too loud for me to hear your lies.
If I left in peace without saying a word when you least expected it just know I'm not coming back."
2020-11-10T02:59:17+01:00
November obsessions.
hey there,
I know some of you may think this is just ridiculous or even unnecessary but this is, in fact, my blog and I find some of my obsessions funny. Well for the month of September it was lip glosses which is funny to me because no one is going to see my lips under the mask but I wear lip glosses for me. Last month was mugs because I love tea, actually, I don't know what's funny about that but the fact that I have more than 3 mugs to drink tea and I only pick one every night (lol)
Well, this month it's phone cases, I went overboard! it didn't cost much. Right now I have a picture of a cat on my phone case because being a cat mom is all I want.
2020-11-08T21:43:15+01:00
Interesting questions.
- staying in or going out?
I love staying home to relax but I like going out too. I like to keep it balanced, I don't like staying home for too long but lately, I find myself having more fun when I'm home.
- beer or a glace of wine?
I don't drink alcohol anymore for personal reasons but If I had to pick one it would be a glass of wine.
- have you found the one?
well yes, I have found the one, I am the one.
- what's your biggest life upgrade?
Falling in love with myself and not caring about what anyone else is thinking about me. Ever since I've been focusing on myself, my goals, and my well-being I've been happier even if there's a lot of bad things going on I am still happy.
- do you ever feel lonely?
At the beginning of quarantine yes but not anymore. I became more comfortable with myself and being alone which is why alone time is extremely important for me now.
some things that I do to not feel lonely.
- I focus more on the future than the past. Whatever happens with whoever doesn't matter anymore because it is not happening now nor will it happen again in the future.
- I sleep early because I realize when I stay up late at night I overthink and I reminisce about things that don't matter anymore.
- I focus on the good things in life and I try to do all the things that I enjoy doing.
- I don't sit around and feel sorry for myself.
- I don't get jealous or annoyed about other people's romantic lives. That is their business and I wish them well.
2020-11-08T03:32:36+01:00
skin.
My skin was breaking out really bad like I mentioned before and it was really annoying. I am happy that it's getting better one thing that I can tell everyone who has an acne problem right now is head over to curology.com and get in touch with a dermatologist. You will just have to send pictures of the affected area which was my face for me, I think they mostly treat face acne. After your own personal dermatologist will email you your treatment plan and after you start your trial your orders will be shipped out to you. I just started the treatment, I'll come back to explain how it went but uhm I have a lot of hope.
By the way, acne has nothing to do with not washing your face. You can have the most expensive skincare routine but if the ingredient that's in it doesn't suit your face then your skin will breakout and retaliate. Bad acne has nothing to do with bad hygiene by the fact when I was washing my face with one soap my face was clear and glowy. Now that I have 5 different soaps lol my skin is breaking out. To be honest the simpler you keep your skincare routine the better your face will be instead of mixing a lot of products that can cause a lot of damage.
*this is not an ad for curology, I just like helping anyone with a problem that I can relate to.
2020-11-08T03:18:00+01:00
Publié depuis Eklablog
Hey there.
I have a lot of things going on that I cannot talk about until I am sure about them but if there's one thing that I can talk about is some boring parts of my life. Like how as an introvert I don't particularly make new friends, I do talk to everyone and I can be quite charming when I let all my polite manners show. I can say that most extroverts just keep trying to talk to me and kept on inviting me to events that I mostly decline but they don't care that I don't participate in anything they just like me and adopt me as their friends lol. There are some people that I really wanted to be friends with and maybe I did make an effort to be their friend but to be honest, in the beginning, I am always running away and trying to keep things private but eventually, I learn to trust them but some of them have made me regret trusting them. I don't regret knowing all the people that I've met even if they hurt me, there is no bad blood, and the experience has only made me stronger and freed me from the naive little girl that I once was. So thank you.
ps. I am the most loyal human being that I know (and I observe everyone) but if I leave know that I left for my well-being, my sanity, and my happiness not for someone else.
2020-11-06T23:02:11+01:00
testimony?
To start let me just say that I am a Christian and I am a firm believer in God, I am not familiar with all my readers but assuming that you are a Christian like me please keep on reading. This is a kind of testimony but I may not get into many details, I feel like some of you may need to hear this and maybe I'll come back here to read this when times are hard. To start let me just say that sometimes we may be looking for something and praying for that thing to happen but it may feel like it's taking too long. We may even tell God please give me this one thing and I'll never ask for anything again or we may even give God a time frame of when this should happen and, to be honest, that is not a bad thing as long as you have a bond with God that's great. The thing is we cannot ask God for something and give God a time frame because he knows when it will be the right time for you to have that thing. Waiting for something that you really want to happen right away may feel like a long time even if it's just for a few weeks but because you wake up each day waiting until it happens can make it feels like it's never going to happen. You may feel discouraged and want to give up but one thing I know for sure if you ask God for something and he feels like you're ready for it he will give it to you.
One thing to remember when God gives you something no one can take that thing away from you because it's his way of blessing you. I can assure you that when God blesses you it will probably be the moment that you least expected it to happen. You could be on the floor crying and 5 minutes later your blessing could be waiting for you. When you serve God with your whole heart you can never lose even if it feels like you are. Even when people leave you, break your heart and some doors may close but when God is pouring out his blessing on you all of the heartaches will feel like a long lost memory and you can gain 10 times more of what you lost.
2020-11-06T05:00:40+01:00
appearance.
Hey everyone, I've been kind of busy lately but I realize something today.
How it started...
I had to go to a really important event earlier and so I thought I should dress the part. Let's just say the outfit I had in my mind is now what I was wearing. I've already mentioned that I've gained weight well I gained a lot more now, which is fine because it's the right amount for me but I for the first time in my life I felt like it was hard for me to fit in anything; well not in all the stores but in my closet. I did not like that and I was wearing clothes a few sizes too small. I guess I have to shop once again but I don't really feel like it.
(how it's going, nah just kidding lol)Let's get into it.
It's not the first time I've had to go to that important thing but every time I go I try to have the best outfit so I would dress to impress but every time I try to dress impeccably I did not get what I want. Today I didn't really look how I wanted to but I try to make my personality shine through the roof. To be honest I would rather someone like me for my personality instead of how I dress. I realize that it's never all about your appearance it's mostly about what's in your head, I mean I knew that but I had the chance to experience it firsthand because there is no way I got what I got because I dress nice because in my head I was wearing the worse outfit ever.