No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2020-12-23T00:59:11+01:00

hey

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Décembre 2020 à 12:59 AM

I am making taco Tuesday right at home and I cannot wait to devour those tacos. I am currently in the kitchen and my shrimp aren't done yet! Today was a great day I managed to remain positive and grateful for everything even the smallest things such as finding an available parking space, getting chocolate at work even if I am not going to eat them. I don't remember a time RECENTLY that I was bitter about anything.

I realize the secrets to a stress-free life is to let things be, let things go, and be grateful for everything. I don't worry that I was not invited at anything anymore (with this pandemic I could care less). I don't get upset when someone tries to make me mad I just smile and move on in my head I just say " not today you're not going to ruin my day" I don't worry about who likes who, who hates me, who this or that I'm just doing me and getting bigger lol.

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2020-12-22T01:49:07+01:00

I miss you

Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Décembre 2020 à 01:49 AM

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2020-12-21T04:41:47+01:00

Beliefs.

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Décembre 2020 à 04:41 AM

we live in a world where there are a lot of trends and some people tend to keep a persona just so they can be liked or accepted by others. Having morals is becoming really rare and if you speak about your morals people will classify you as a "prude". I have my own morals from when I was little that I still keep and some of them I will never cross until I get married. I do not care if anyone has a problem with what I believe in and what I accept because I am only doing what works for me. It may not work for some people and everyone doesn't have to do what I do.

The most important thing In my opinion is to believe in something because if you don't believe in anything you will fall for everything. Set your boundaries and keep them, put a price on yourself because if you don't set a price someone else will do it for you. Ladies value yourself, love yourself first before you let any man in your life. Don't let any man force you into doing anything that you are not comfortable doing. As a woman, we tend to be easily persuaded by a man we love forgetting that he could be our downfall. Don't ever be ashamed of who you are or how you look because you were made by a God who loves and values you more than any man.

To be honest, I don't need a man to survive I can be successful without a man. I am never too attached to any guy which is why I always say don't ever get too comfortable because if you cross me at any given moment you can become a stranger. I value myself too much to accept disrespect from family or friends.

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2020-12-20T23:53:55+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Décembre 2020 à 11:53 PM

hey,

How is everyone doing? I'm doing okay, I was going through some things but I took a 4 hours nap and I'm good now. I am very interested in mental health, the way the human mind works, and behavioral disorders which is the reason why I wanted to study psychology right out of high school but my mom literally threw a fit because quoting "I'm already quiet, hard to comprehend and hold everything in it will be hard for me to cope with all the things I'm going to hear and learn" I know she cares about me but I am sure if I really wanted to study psychology I would just do it. I can still help someone even if I cannot treat mental health but I can touch someone's heart with my words, I can help someone get out of the darkness that they are in. I've had my fair share of issues with mental health, staying positive, and trying to stay alive... when I write about how strong I am none of you know half of it.

Mental health is extremely important, your mind is one of the things that is keeping you alive and in good spirit. When your mind is not working properly your whole body suffers which is why you cannot concentrate, cannot sleep properly, cannot eat when your mind is not well. some days I have to talk to myself and be my own coach/ some days I literally have to fight my demons to make myself believe that I need to keep going and that my best is enough. You have to believe that you're enough even when you don't feel it.

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2020-12-20T18:43:33+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Décembre 2020 à 06:43 PM

Have you ever fall in love with someone you haven't even talk to? only the daydreamers will understand.

Have you ever look at someone and think if this person were to disappear from my life nothing will ever make sense?.

Have you ever been hugged so tight that you can feel all the bones in your body being put back into place?

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2020-12-20T01:37:02+01:00

...

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Décembre 2020 à 01:37 AM

Always wonder why I was never invited,

even If I knew that I wasn't going.

Always wonder why I was never in the group chat,

even if I would mute the chat and never say anything.

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2020-12-14T04:37:08+01:00

busy.

Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Décembre 2020 à 04:37 AM

When I tell someone that I am busy the person might think that I am being fancy but no I am extremely busy. Every hour of the week and weekends counts. I have work, family, spiritual things, self-care (barely), sleeping time because one thing that I do differently now is that I leave time for me to sleep. I love being busy, I was only free during quarantine but now most things have gone back to normal.

I don't have time to just do nothing, I keep a busy schedule because there's so much that I need to do.

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2020-12-12T05:08:21+01:00

some thruth.

Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Décembre 2020 à 05:08 AM

Hey there? how is everyone doing? I know you all probably debating if you should take the covid vaccine right now, I don't have much to say except that I'll wait and see.

The fact that all of this going on can make some of us spend a lot of time in our heads, I do it a lot which is why I am trying to make it a nice place to be in. The truth is we have all been hard on ourselves but some of us do it constantly until it's becoming impossible to believe that we can be better. Personally, I've always been really hard on myself even when I say to someone else "it will be okay, you will get over this" I never believe those words at first when I say them to myself. One thing I will say, it does nothing to speak badly about yourself, to say "if I was this way maybe things would be different" one thing that I can say you are exactly where you're supposed to be just make the best out of it and take time to learn whatever you can.

I often see my weakness as an obstacle forgetting that I can use them for the greater good. I can use whatever I have inside of me to create something great. I can change who I am anytime I am not tied up to my past or my circumstances. I am always trying to be better, to do better, to get better because all of the good things are out there I just need to believe that I can find them.

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2020-12-09T05:13:02+01:00

5 words to describe me.

Publié par Gaelle.R 9 Décembre 2020 à 05:13 AM

independent: I am not just talking about material things, yes I do take care of myself and provide for myself but that's not what I only see in an independent woman. I am independent in the sense that I don't rely on anyone to have a good time. I never seek validation I do what I do and I love it, if there are changes to be made I will make them along the way. I feel like it's everyone's responsibility to work and provide for themselves.
Loyal. I am the most loyal friend and lover. Once I claim you as my person there's nothing I wouldn't do for you and I will always have your back no matter what. People will not talk bad about my friends or significant other in my presence because I will shut it down.
courageous. I have walked through fire and came back without a single burn. The things that I deal with some people might wonder how I remain so calm. I am willing to put myself out there even if I am being ridiculed at least I am fighting for something.
confident. I love who I am becoming despite the ups and downs.
Fierce. I love changing my hair, changing my looks, and I always have a fierce attitude despite everything.

extra: I am also classy I cannot forget that one. I am soft-spoken and my style is always classy never trashy!

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2020-12-07T05:22:08+01:00

Being an INFJ and an Introvert.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Décembre 2020 à 05:22 AM

I mean can I be any weirder? but honestly, I wouldn't like anyone calling me weird because I am who I am and there's nothing else to it. Being an INFJ makes me really different because I am part of the 2% of people who are INFJ in the US population. It's not easy to find that mix and I know that some people may not understand my personality well hence why I have this blog for anyone who is wondering about me? or wanting to know more about the quiet girl in the room.

As an introvert, I get drained fast in social gatherings like I can socialize for 2 hours straight and that is on a good day! otherwise, I just keep to myself which is not good I know. People often mistake my quietness or my not engaging personality as being rude and dismissive, but I am neither of those things. Being an INFJ makes me really empathetic and it gives me the ability to put myself in someone else's shoes which is why when someone close to me makes a mistake I look way past that mistake I analyze the situation and connect the dot to their backgrounds such as their insecurities and childhood traumas. My quietness has nothing to do with me being dismissive 9/10 times I am nervous and if I am in a group setting you will not hear much from me, I just kind of faded into the background because engaging with a lot of people at once is so draining for me.

Being an INFJ allows me to read people very well because I can read their facial expressions which allows me to get into their world. Most of the time I can identify the person who is shy, introverted like me because I can see myself in them. Just to clarify I do not have social anxiety, I do get drained after spending a lot of time socializing or at least a few hours because that is a lot of time to me. That doesn't mean that I cannot engage with people I just have a life battery and I just have to keep that in mind just in case my battery is dying.

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