No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2021-01-17T02:58:24+01:00

what I do when I am stressed

Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Janvier 2021 à 02:58 AM

we all get stressed out and even if we don't want to be it's just something that is bound to happen. Well here's a few things that I do

I take a walk when it's nice out and when it's cold I go to my favorite store and walk around. Although going to the store is not a good way for me to save money but it's a good way for me to distract my mind and relieve stress.
I write but depends on what happened when I feel overwhelmed writing down my feelings doesn't seem tempting because at the moment I just want to walk it out or do something.
I lock myself in a dark room with some lit scented candles. I know that's weird but it helps me escape especially after a long day, I just sit back or lie down with my eyes close & I do some deep breathing while emptying my mind.
I go back on youtube to watch my favorite video of a kitten enjoying a spa day. I did attached the video but I hate to post anything that is not mine on my blog plus I don't want to promote anything, aside from that it is a very satisfying video. It just calms me down and makes me smile. Search kitten spa day on youtube if you actually follow my advice and look for that kitten getting a spa day you're a real one !

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2021-01-16T18:17:44+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Janvier 2021 à 06:17 PM

"The final say in the matter is that we want what we can't have.

We love harder when the person in question is forbidden." From my own understanding.

Although I am not in love but I understand this matter quite well.

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2021-01-14T02:50:29+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 14 Janvier 2021 à 02:50 AM

"Just because you are no longer my friend doesn't mean I don't want you to eat, I do just not with me."

This was a post I saw and it's accurate.

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2021-01-13T03:28:44+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Janvier 2021 à 03:28 AM

"Turn that pain into a best selling book."

which is what I intend to do !

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2021-01-13T03:09:56+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Janvier 2021 à 03:09 AM

“I don’t want to be a flower beautiful yet plucked by many unsuited admirers.”

by Me from "a love letter" book.

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2021-01-11T03:21:21+01:00

lost in translation.

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Janvier 2021 à 03:21 AM

Unnoticed, quiet, and out of reach.

Somehow I manage to stay out of the way.

I can't blame you for not understanding.

The things you say aren't making any sense,

and my lips aren't saying anything.

Your eyes don't seem trusting,

I am not listening.

My eyes are fixated on you but my mind is elsewhere.

Your words aren't getting to my heart.

I seem to be drifting away,

You drove me away.

I felt a thousand emotions and none of them made me want to stay.

Your presence is becoming heavy.

I cannot revisit our memories without crying.

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2021-01-11T02:18:08+01:00

checking in.

Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Janvier 2021 à 02:18 AM

hey guys,

I've been sort of busy and trying to stay afloat. Am I the one who is struggling with balancing everything during this pandemic? I am sure that I am not the only one. If you feel that way know that we are in the same boat. I have been inspired off-screen, I could be sleeping and I just wake up to write a paragraph down. If I was sharing the same bed with someone they would be pissed lol because I just wake up out of nowhere. I don't just sit down to write I mean I do but I am usually transported into a memory, a feeling, a bad place, a beautiful place...I can't describe it.

Besides all of that, I just literally watch cartoons all weekend. I just don't like looking at some things that could poison my mind (that's a personal subject). Just to be safe I just watch cartoons.

I'll be back when I have something interesting to write.

Good evening.

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2021-01-07T02:04:33+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Janvier 2021 à 02:04 AM

The universe often finds a way to teach us things that we are unaware of or often forget due to our lack of understanding, experiences, thought processing. We might find ourselves in what may be called "a dark hole" and we don't know how to get out of it...while you are in that "dark hole" learn the ways of how you can get out of it instead of how uncomfortable it is to be in there.

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2021-01-07T01:51:57+01:00

I cried reading this because of how accurate this is.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Janvier 2021 à 01:51 AM

this not by me. When a post is not by me it will be the first thing you will read. I don't like publishing things by other writers without knowing who the writer is besides this blog is for my writing but when a piece like the one down below hits my soul I just want to share it with everyone including you! I want to meet fellow writers, like the one who wrote this we kind of have the same views on things.

'would you ever come back?" He asked.

"you see" I began." when you leave a woman, she will mourn over you. write poetry with her tears and blood, pray you out of her system, scream at the world in silence, not eat for days, beg the universe to bring you back, dream of you in every sense of the word, cry for hours on her bathroom floor and it will not stop. It'll go on for days, weeks and for the ones who love all the way to their souls, it can last years. A year, two years, ten, eighty. But in this time, you're teaching her how to live without you. she doesn't know it yet either. the world teaches her how to survive without you and the love she has for you; because if she's not taught, she will break.

But when you screw up and leave her & many moments later realize what you've lost, it'll be too late. It's too late. you cannot sit and hope for this woman to come back to you now. she will not become vulnerable now. when you leave a woman, she isn't gone. she's been gone. don't expect nor hope for her to peel off her heart for you again."

by excerptherstoy.

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2021-01-03T01:56:53+01:00

Being a poet.

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Janvier 2021 à 01:56 AM

I get inspired about everything starting from the sun, the moon, the beach, flowers, a book, someone, a song.

One annoying thing when I get hurt, I feel it in my soul and my whole body just stops trying.

I feel things on a deeper level, more than the average person because my emotions often consume me.

I get excited about the little things, I don't need much to be happy.

I can feel the energy in the room, I know who cares and I know who doesn't but I will never judge anyone.

I love like the snow, I fall hard and beautifully but I melt away very fast...

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