No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2021-01-07T01:51:57+01:00

I cried reading this because of how accurate this is.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Janvier 2021 à 01:51 AM

this not by me. When a post is not by me it will be the first thing you will read. I don't like publishing things by other writers without knowing who the writer is besides this blog is for my writing but when a piece like the one down below hits my soul I just want to share it with everyone including you! I want to meet fellow writers, like the one who wrote this we kind of have the same views on things.

'would you ever come back?" He asked.

"you see" I began." when you leave a woman, she will mourn over you. write poetry with her tears and blood, pray you out of her system, scream at the world in silence, not eat for days, beg the universe to bring you back, dream of you in every sense of the word, cry for hours on her bathroom floor and it will not stop. It'll go on for days, weeks and for the ones who love all the way to their souls, it can last years. A year, two years, ten, eighty. But in this time, you're teaching her how to live without you. she doesn't know it yet either. the world teaches her how to survive without you and the love she has for you; because if she's not taught, she will break.

But when you screw up and leave her & many moments later realize what you've lost, it'll be too late. It's too late. you cannot sit and hope for this woman to come back to you now. she will not become vulnerable now. when you leave a woman, she isn't gone. she's been gone. don't expect nor hope for her to peel off her heart for you again."

by excerptherstoy.

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2021-01-03T01:56:53+01:00

Being a poet.

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Janvier 2021 à 01:56 AM

I get inspired about everything starting from the sun, the moon, the beach, flowers, a book, someone, a song.

One annoying thing when I get hurt, I feel it in my soul and my whole body just stops trying.

I feel things on a deeper level, more than the average person because my emotions often consume me.

I get excited about the little things, I don't need much to be happy.

I can feel the energy in the room, I know who cares and I know who doesn't but I will never judge anyone.

I love like the snow, I fall hard and beautifully but I melt away very fast...

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2021-01-03T01:43:27+01:00

once upon a time.

Publié par Gaelle.R 3 Janvier 2021 à 01:43 AM

Caring and beautiful eyes,

I remember them.

I can't remember what we talked about.

Warm touch, sweet smiles.

You would stay when I pushed you away.

You would text when I stop replying.

I thought I had all the time in the world.

I thought I would always see that face,

oh that sweet smile.

Those eyes would absorb my every move as if I was a ballet dancer.

Today you are just a sweet memory.

One that I cherish,

but will never go back to change or add anything.

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2021-01-02T23:48:40+01:00

facts.

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Janvier 2021 à 11:48 PM

You want to understand me? well, you came to the right place.

I hate saying hello or goodbye. I am not sure why but it makes me feel uncomfortable, I know it seems rude of me not to say hi or bye. Actually, I hate saying bye more than saying hello.
I don't like taking pictures. When I was little I think I liked it, I used to have mini photoshoot with my cousin. He had a new camera and I was his muse lol but now I hate it. I don't think I look good in picture taken by other people but I like the pictures I take. I guess when I focus the camera on me and no one else is watching I tend to be more like myself and let loose. Besides, I can look at the pictures and fix myself instead of letting someone take millions of pictures of me and not being able to see what they look like.
I don't like loud people, they annoy me and I don't know what to do.
I like being alone more than being at a party.
I love flowers.
I don't like the mall.
I am so obsessed with cats that it's annoying lol.

that's all for now.

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2020-12-30T03:37:55+01:00

this is not by me. This is a post I saw online. I can't give credit the writer is not mentioned.

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Décembre 2020 à 03:37 AM

she moved on

and I feel sorry for you

because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. (you know this is not from me when the word "boy" is in there)

If she could have had any guy in the world

she still would've picked you.

Now you're just another part of her past,

And someday, she'll find the one she deserves,

a memory more faded every day

and he will make her the happiest girl in the world.

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2020-12-30T03:37:55+01:00

this is not by me. This is a post I saw online. I can't give credit the writer is not mentioned.

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Décembre 2020 à 03:37 AM

she moved on

and I feel sorry for you

because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. (you know this is not from me when the word "boy" is in there)

If she could have had any guy in the world

she still would've picked you.

Now you're just another part of her past,

And someday, she'll find the one she deserves,

a memory more faded every day

and he will make her the happiest girl in the world.

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2020-12-30T03:37:55+01:00

this is not by me. This is a post I saw online. I can't give credit the writer is not mentioned.

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Décembre 2020 à 03:37 AM

she moved on

and I feel sorry for you

because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. (you know this is not from me when the word "boy" is in there)

If she could have had any guy in the world

she still would've picked you.

Now you're just another part of her past,

And someday, she'll find the one she deserves,

a memory more faded every day

and he will make her the happiest girl in the world.

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2020-12-30T02:00:07+01:00

things I wish I could do

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Décembre 2020 à 02:00 AM

This should be fun not depressing.

I wish I could draw like a pro but sadly I can't. I can only draw things that have tutorials with them, my drawing won't be a great drawing, I guess I would have to practice drawing every day to be a pro. Is it too far fetched to say that I want to be like Picasso? maybe it is!
I wish I could drink a full cup of coffee like a normal person. I love the idea of drinking coffee but I can never finish the whole cup which is why I don't bother buying any coffee because I will not finish it even the small cup is not small enough! I do have a small coffee maker that I barely used.
I wish I could keep my room well organized but it's not. I guess I have too many clothes in a small space. I want to be organized but uhm everything is just total chaos.
I wish I could be a minimalist, I tried but after I've given away the things that "I don't use" I went ahead and bought 3 times more than what I got rid of. I tend to collect things which is not what a minimalist does well at least I admit my fault. My dream is to become a minimalist not to the extreme but somewhat a minimalist.

that's it, for now, the list is getting a little depressing.

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2020-12-29T01:52:26+01:00

recap

Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Décembre 2020 à 01:52 AM

This is not a recap of this year, this event happened last year but something today made me think about it. Last year I was in a car accident that reshaped my life entirely, It changed my point of view about life and made me realize what was more important. I was living like life didn't mean a thing, like my life couldn't just be taken away from me in a matter of seconds. I was not injured but emotionally I was a wreck, I was alone in that car accident and no one was in the car with me to fully experience what I went through. Some people probably took it lightly like I just went straight into a tree big deal like it's nothing compared to 2 cars crashing or a car flipped over...It was a big deal to me and it still is. I always think of that accident as the moment I realize that life is way more important than I thought, It was the moment that I realize that I needed to get closer to God. For many years I was running away, hiding from the word of God but after the accident, all I wanted to was run to God. I was running full speed towards God, I would search for him every day and I would have so many questions on how to get closer to God.

That accident was a life-changing experience for me, I thought I was going to die and my last thought before I hit that tree was "I'm going to die now I'm going to join my cousin" My cousin had passed away 2 months before the accident. I miss him terribly but at that moment I thought I was going to feel what he felt when he died...I don't know why I thought about that but when I realize that I didn't die it's like I saw death coming straight to me when I lost control of the car on the highway and I just scream and close my eyes. I saw so many things flashed before my eyes...when I got out of the car the only thought that went through my head was God just saved my life and I need to go back to serving Jehovah. I can not let my life go to waste without dedicating my life to him. I cannot just act like that did not happen, I really feel like it was God's way of pulling me to him. I couldn't ignore that call. It's a continuing call, I can feel God intervening in my life more and more even when I don't expect him to.

My message is life is a gift, you're living for a reason because at any given minute your life could be taken away but you're here, so make it count for something. Live life, laugh, eat as much as you want, enjoy the little things, love, forgive because when you die you cannot go with the grudge you're holding, let things that don't meant to be go. Live life as if you're about to die tomorrow because you could. In all of this don't forget to praise God and give Him thanks because you're here because your name is written in the book of life.

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2020-12-28T02:36:04+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Décembre 2020 à 02:36 AM

you are my person,

One look and I understand what you mean.

You are my person,

One-touch and I know how you feel.

You are my person,

One laugh and I know it's not a real one.

you are my person,

One hello and I know you're sad.

You are my person,

One smile and I know you're truly happy.

you are my person,

One glance and I know you need me.

You are my person,

because I can find you anywhere in a crowded room.

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