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2019-09-03T05:05:20+02:00
I just want to rest. I just want to spend a whole day not doing anything. I feel like I have been way too busy lately and my body is not a machine, it needs rest. we all need to rest after working for a long period of time. Summer is practically over and to be honest I was getting tired of the heat (I know some people won't like that I said I was getting tired of the heat but I was) I want just to feel some fresh air on my face.
2019-08-28T04:53:16+02:00
I just got a whole new computer so I will be here more often now believe it.
2019-08-11T06:22:34+02:00
Have you ever want something so bad that you try so hard to have it that you only end up forcing it to work and when you realize this you're already comfortable with how the situation is?
2019-08-09T20:51:55+02:00
hey there,
Today I feel like not doing anything. Have you had those days? we all do. The funny thing is I was out already and I realize that I just wanted to be home I didn't want to deal with anything today. So I drove straight home like the devil was chasing me lol I am sure I was probably speeding just to come lay in my bed. I just wanted to wipe that makeup off and be me for the day not that I was someone else but you get the idea.
I feel like after we're so busy doing other stuff and we forget about how we're feeling which could be that we're tired, sad, need help...we may feel the urge to stay alone just so we can feel better after we get the help we need. I had a tough night I could not sleep. We all have those but make sure you take a nap the next day cuz boy you're going to feel really tired.
so far so good.
hope things are going well for you,
2019-08-04T05:25:50+02:00
I am looking at you but I don't see the person I used to know.
who is this stranger looking at me in my favorite human being?
My feelings haven't changed.
The silence between us weighs heavy.
I'm scared.
I can't stop myself from wishing we never got here.
If I could erase anything that made us got here I would do it.
I don't know what to say.
For two people who used to stay up all night talking now, I can barely think of 2 words to say in a minute.
we haven't talked today.
that never happened since we met.
I miss you.
I miss us.
I wish we could go back being the way we were.
You're so important to me and you have no idea.
Now I don't know what you're doing, who you with, what's happening.
I'm so scared of losing you.
who will I be without you?
what will I do without you?
what happened between us?
I am so scared.
2019-07-21T17:03:07+02:00
hey there, (finally post it)
I said I was going to come back. I was taking a break from a lot of things (I still am) but a break from writing was not a good idea. If I wanna get better at it I have to keep doing it just like anything else in life. If you want to be good at something you have to keep doing it until you're good it or become talented at it. Let's talk about something.
Life decisions?
OK I know there are many decisions that one can make but I am going to talk about decisions that will matter in 5-10 years. Do you agree that some decisions you make in the prime of your life or when you're young will matter when you get older? If yes keep reading, If no scroll down to the next article. I don't have time to explain myself anymore you either get me or you don't.
Fast forward I digress once again... (It's really not about me) It's for you the reader.
In my opinion, If you think before you make a decision you have a better chance to choose a good one, at least give yourself a day or two to ponder over it if that decision will affect your life in any way possible. For example when you're choosing a mate you have to make sure you take your time to study the person...learn everything about them like what makes them happy, mad, jealous, anxious .... so when things get hard you know at least how to make things better based on your knowledge of that person, make sure you don't just jump right in because the person looks appealing. Beauty fades, I am not saying you should find yourself an unattractive mate no that's not what I mean. When I was younger I used to look for the cutest guy because I thought we would look good together but with time I realize choosing a mate is more than just looks. If you plan on buying a car that's a decision that will affect not only your life but your finance. It would be good if you don't rush the process to take your time to look at different cars and pick one of the best based on your taste. I remember when I was getting a car this year (I think I can share this with you lol) after my car accident I needed a new car and a way better one than the one that I had because I was traumatized. I needed one with great tires (don't ask me why just read my testimony post you'll find out) I wanted to get a car right away but I had to wait for a month to chose the right one for me because it is my responsibility I needed to make a budget and to create a plan to get this car and maintain it. After I created a budget:
You also have to make sure that you chose a car that is safe to drive on the road. Same apply to your life when you're making a decision look to see if it would make your life better, easier and will it make things safe for you.
we all have made decisions that we regret in the past but we have to move forward and learn from what went wrong. We are all imperfect so it makes sense that we make a mistake.
2019-06-20T06:35:38+02:00
when I look into your eyes I can feel the world stand still.
when I hear your voice in the middle of a storm it calms every nerve in my body.
when I see your face my heart jumps with excitement as if it never saw anything exhilarating.
when you hold my hand I can feel my whole body shivers at your touch.
when you look at me I can feel the whole universe shrinking and it's only you and I still standing.
2019-06-15T04:36:18+02:00
hey there,
How is everything? for me, it's not perfect but I can manage. I've learned that if you expect things to get worse it will and if you expect them to get better they will. I've been through enough to know that life is not all sweet.
We all go through things that made us feel small, weak, discourage but don't forget that you got back up and that is something you should be proud of. Looking back at what broke you is not going to change anything.
I just thought I should say this but besides everything. sadly I haven't been writing I wish I was because that is the only way I feel more like myself. Not that I am not myself lately but I wish I was writing. There are some wonderful that I am experiencing at the moment that I wish I could transfer on a piece of paper. sometimes what you're feeling is so good you're afraid that when you write it all out you're going to ruin everything. I wish I could save all the memories but at some point, I would either cherish them or let them go.
2019-05-22T07:28:54+02:00
Looking the same but my whole life has changed.
walking the same way but my legs don't take me there anymore.
Same voice but my words mean different things.
dressing different because my closet is up for sale.
waking up at the same time but I am not doing my usual routine.
sounding different but my voice is used for a different purpose.
I am no longer living my past life '
2019-04-24T18:39:39+02:00
Hey there beauties !
Today I’m going to talk about rejection. Feel free to get a glass of wine, some tea and get into a comfy position this might get ugly. I know pwe all can relate, I know at some point in time we all felt rejected or been rejected by someone. Well I’m here to tell you rejection is not so much of a bad thing. It shows that you had the gut to go for whatever that you wanted even if you didn’t get it, that’s a great mindset to have when you see something you want and you go for it. We are not chickens over here, we are go getters, we are hard workers and we fight for what we want.
Now if it’s someone that you want to be with and that person says straight up “no I’m good or I’m not feeling the same way” it will hurt in the beginning because we are humans and I’m pretty sure we all have a heart and an ego. If the person is honest with you and tell you that they don’t feel the same way be glad ! It’s not to crush your ego, be happy because now you can focus your attention on someone else that would probably feel the same.
Don’t take it personal, move on and if you need to take your distance from that person do it. Just take some time apart focus on yourself, go out with your girls and do some fun things.
You are not going to always get what you want in life there are some things you have to let go no matter how hard it may seems at the moment but you have to let it go if it’s bringing you down. Let anything that’s dragging you down go. You are so much more than that rejection, don’t give up. Push forward you will thank yourself for moving on because you never know the right person might be right around the corner but you were too busy looking at the wrong one. Know your worth put a price on yourself and whatever that price is keep it and never lower it for anyone, never put it on layaway or on sale. That price that you set on yourself should always be the same not even a penny less. You will thank yourself in the future when you get married and start a family. If you put yourself on sale that means you will let just about anyone have you and that should never be the case.
That person who rejected you had a price and they kept that price. Not that you can’t give them what they want well sometimes you just can’t and what you have to do is let them go because someone else might be able give them what you weren’t able to give. That’s okay because you don’t want to pursue something that’s too far out of your reach or so expensive that it cost you all your fortune. Just like you don’t want to be with someone that you give your all to and who’s only there to take and take from you without giving you anything.
You both should be uplifting one another, help one another, be there for one another not tear apart, break one another or hurt one another.
Back to rejection.
If you have been rejected in the past it does not mean that you will always be rejected even though it may feel that way the moment you feel rejected. It’s only a matter of time you get over it and start feeling like you again. All will come to past and the right person will come along.
It’s good to wait even if it’s frustrating unless you want to drag a lot of wrong people along for the ride.
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with that been said have a good day.
Love you all.
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