No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2018-02-20T05:24:09+01:00

poetry

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Février 2018 à 05:24 AM

To me poetry is something so deep, it is suppose to make me feel and I don't mind if I look vulnerable because naturally I love being in control but writing poetry make me lose all control. It's just me and my feelings or whatever I am going through at the moment. Poetry is not always about love to me and I've started writing it at a very young age it wasn't always about love but when I did write about love for the very first time I don't think I knew what it was.

Now when I am writing about love it comes from a deep place, one that I don't mind sharing with whoever wants to hear.Love is a beautiful thing and I am happy that I found love and have enough to give in return...

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2018-02-16T05:35:03+01:00

LOVE.

Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Février 2018 à 05:35 AM

we shared something so deep,

when I look into your eyes I swear I could see the stars.

You are the one I live for,

the reason I am breathing here today.

You say I'm all yours but would you live for me If I die?

I've never been here before.

I've never felt that way.

I am scared.

I am thinking about giving it all.

But I didn't know it would hurt this bad.

Never knew this pain would break me.

All these times when I should be jumping with joy I am sad thinking about how much power you have over me.

I never knew it would kill me to see you have all of me.

If I lose you i'm afraid that I would lose myself.

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2018-02-06T02:22:02+01:00

validation.

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Février 2018 à 02:22 AM

Hey there,

I think I love the weather today it's not too cold and I love it. I just realize that I only like winter during the month of December after that I don't really care. I like summer better. I used to love winter and the snow but now I'm over it.

Let's get to it...

Have you ever bought something for the first time and you like what you bought i'm assuming that's why you bought it, but then you see your friends and you ask them what they think and if they like it but they said no it looks hideous. Now you look at yourself in the mirror wondering how in the world could you possibly love something so ugly? But what you don't think about is how excited you were when you bought it because you loved it then but now you suddenly hate it cause your friends find it hideous. why did you change your mind? Now I know how upsetting it is if someone doesn't like your style or what you like but there is no need for you to change your style just to accommodate theirs. You are unique on your own way and it is okay to love something your friends hate because we don't need to have the same interest on everything. Why do we need this constant urge to be love by other people when we can literally love ourselves. No one can ever love you the way you love yourself, no one can take care of you better than the way you take care of yourself. You know yourself believe it or not you know enough about yourself to know what you like and by knowing what you like you can find out what you don't like. You know what you can tolerate and you know what you cannot bare. So why leave yourself at the feet of someone else to love you. You know exactly what I am talking about, you want to be love so much that you allow yourself to be in relationship you don't even want to be in only because you don't want to end up alone. What's wrong with being alone? aren't you enough? you should love your company more before you seek others. Being by yourself will only help you find out more about yourself and about what you need to know before you let someone else in. Don't always rush to let someone in only to realize that you would rather be alone. Put that in your mind that you are fine the way you are and you don't need anyone to tell you that. You are uniquely beautiful and you shouldn't let anyone else tells you different. I love all of you for supporting me and the least I could do is to let you know how amazing you are. Sometimes I wish someone else had a blog like me out there so I could read these things to myself. It's all about self love and it has nothing to do with being conceited.

we focus so much on other people and on what they have to say about us that we even forget about ourselves in the process. when was the last time you last checked in with yourself and I am not talking about doing your makeup in front of the mirror because you were trying to look "appealing" nothing wrong with that I use my concealer and my mascara from time to time and I have nothing against make up I think it's art. But checking in with yourself is not doing your make up but rather sitting by yourself and being on your own presence taking a deep breath and feeling everything on your body. Feeling the lashes on your eyes, the hairs on your eyebrows and feeling your nose...realizing YOU, feeling YOU. I realize that i've never done that and since I've started doing it recently I start to feel more calm.

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2018-02-04T04:55:11+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Février 2018 à 04:55 AM

I want to be the one next to you as the sun comes and you open up your eyes to a new day,

I want to be the first person you call when something goes right and I want to be the only one you call when things are bad.

I want to be a shield all over you so nothing bad would happen to you.

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2018-02-01T00:30:59+01:00

M.I.A

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Février 2018 à 12:30 AM

hello,

It seems like I've been gone for a while only because my computer was acting up and I only feel comfortable blogging on my own computer at home. I like the privacy of me coming with new found ideas as I seat on my bed with my laptop on my lap which is bad for guys ( I don't recommend any guy to put a laptop on their lap because it's detrimental to their reproductive organs ). I actually love my privacy when I write I feel like It's just me with the keyboard or just me with a pen and paper. I am back and I have been thinking about a lot of things while I've been gone. When wasn't I thinking about new ideas? I can't recall. I feel like I overthink which is bad I know and there comes the stress. Today is the last day of January and I am so happy because this month have been so long and a lot has happened. I was an emotional wreck the beginning of the month I wasn't feeling well at all. I can say that the first day of January came with a lot problems for me I was emotionally unstable. If you know me well you will know that despite everything I will never give up I will keep fighting even when everyone else give up and I like that about myself. Even after being depressed because I don't get sad it's more than that it's unhealthy I know but we all deal with things our own ways. My ways may seem wrong to many but to me it's my creative side. I cannot stand people judging someone else without knowing what they've been through. I am not saying that It is okay to be the victim I am tired of that too. Stop being the victim and always talking about how it's because of someone or something that's why you the way you are. Stop letting other people control you. You've been giving this life to make something out of it and you should never let anyone take that away from you. You have the freedom to chose who you want to be and you have the right to follow your dreams because that's who you are and that's what made you. Never give up even if you fail. Failure is not such a bad thing that's where all the knowledge comes from that's where you gain enough experience about what you didn't know. I would rather fail thousands of times just to become successful because I will know more each time I fail because the more I fail the wiser I become.

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2018-01-28T06:22:40+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Janvier 2018 à 06:22 AM

In search of happiness I look into your eyes,

it's the only thing I know how to do in the midst of the tragedy around me.

Despite of it all I still count on you.

I still believe in you.

I still the best in you when you've giving up. I could see right through you.

Your eyes were not like mine,

they would sparkle when mine would cry.

they could smile when mine only knew how to frown.

Your eyes knew how to turn that frown upside down in mine.

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2018-01-21T04:33:19+01:00

Helping.

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Janvier 2018 à 04:33 AM

Hellurr...

How y'all doing? well I'm great thanks for asking. Lately I've tried to come back here more often because I want to spend way more time writing and so far I have been doing a great job. I write more than I did at the end of last year and I have more ideas coming in. It's been a while since I've written a story in French I think this year Is the year I explore what my french side has to offer. I've missed writing in french because usually when I do I find that I love romance and stuff. well enough about all of this...Let's get into to the topic.

Helping...

we all need a little help sometimes some a little more than others nothing to be ashamed of, we all need help. I feel like some people want to help and they may seem like they are helping but really they are not. They want to look like they helping but deep down they don't want to. Some people don't want to see you thrive at all and so they intentionally decide not to help you. Some people help you with a limit enough for you to get by but they don't want you to do better than them. Sadly this is the truth and trust me to find someone that actually want to see you thrive other than your family or significant other is rare. To see someone who helps without anything in the back of their mind like thinking you getting better than them could be a problem. Trust me there are some good people out here and they are willing to make a lot of sacrifices for people.

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2018-01-17T05:22:42+01:00