No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-12-02T03:33:24+01:00

what being 19 is all about.

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Décembre 2016 à 03:33 AM

Hello...

how was your day ? it's Thursday so I guess there was a lot of throwbacks (..) still can't figure out why it's throwback Thursday...What is it about Thursday that's so special ? anyways I am not going to talk about Thursdays. I wanted to discuss this before it's too late. I am sure some of you already figure out that I am 19 through my Instagram or twitter page but in exactly 23 days I will turn 20 so let me tell you all about it. Being 19 is nothing different from being 18 well sort of but not that different. Well I guess you are now a sophomore or a freshman in college if you flunk your first year. But usually you are a sophomore so now you've got the hang of it you know how it feels to do a pill of homework right before it's due. You know all about those late night studying, eating lunch at midnight and breakfast for lunch. You know how it feels to run out of food, money and you know how it feels to be extremely tired by now. You feel like you are a total failure sometimes because you feel like you should know a lot by now but you keep making the same mistakes over and over again. Don't worry you are allowed to make mistakes ( I need to hear this too) You will make mistakes and just when you think it can't get any worse well it will and just when you think it won't get any better well it will. I know you feel like you don't know what you're doing but you know you just have to trust that feeling and go for it. By now you know who your real friends are and you probably don't talk to half of the people you used to talk to in high school but that's okay they are also figuring out their lives like you are doing it right now. I know that being 19 is just a number but being that age I have learn so much. I know that I probably don't look my age but none of that matters and it will never matter it's how I am that counts. Being 19 I became more responsible and I did a lot of things for the first time and all of them have taught me so much

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2016-12-01T04:06:29+01:00

(just started...)

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Décembre 2016 à 04:06 AM

Running like a bat I can barely see the light creeping in at the crack of dawn.

I want to get higher where my wings will get caught in the eagle's path.

The light brought the darkness to my eyes.

Bright yet so far, I wonder how much it takes to get close to the sun.

I can barely fly straight.

Will I make it to the bottom if I go up this way?

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2016-12-01T03:20:21+01:00

A worn path

Publié par Gaelle.R 1 Décembre 2016 à 03:20 AM

Hello there...

I just finish reading a story and I just had to share it with you. It's about an old lady who is making a long trip to town she pass through Forrest, hills, lands and she encountered animals, imaginary people (trick of old age I think) she was frail, fragile and she could barely tie her own shoes. She has an umbrella as a cane. Her dress got caught in bushes but she managed to take it out without any torn. She was imagining a boy bringing her cake I guess that shows how famished she is.By the way her name is Phoenix a very powerful name. she wanted to get to town despite everything. She got run over by a big black dog but she couldn't get up on her own so a hunter came by and help her up with his dog. The hunter was not nice he mainly spoke to her about her age and kept calling her granny, he told her to go home. But who is he to tell her to go home after she came all this way? but she told him that she had to get to town a...it was far and the hunter laugh, pointed his gun at her playfully and he sent his dog to chase the black dog. She walked away and kept walking until she got to town. She was going into a building so she asked a shop lady to help her tie her shoes. She did not want to be under dress! Anyways I love that she is thinking that way. She got in the building and it is a hospital. she came to get a medicine for her grandson who has throat problem I think he has lye poisoning. When she came a nurse recognized her and ask her for her grandson...she took a while to answer. The lady was asking her if he was dead but she said no he was still sick. The lady got her the medicine she came for as a charity case because it was Christmas (see why I like Christmas people are nice around that time) and the guy by the door gave her a nickel so she is going by the store to get her grandson a present with the medicine...

she was so happy that she got the medicine and the money to get her grandson a present. How wonderful is that? Love will allow someone to go through the extra mile. I am reading this and I am thinking about my grandmother and all the things she did for me. I am thinking about my mom and all the sacrifices she made to have me. Love is really something that can never be define. You'll never know how much someone love you because they just love you and that's all that there is. Love is everything. That's what makes the grandmother walk all the way to town for her grandson, to spend all her money on a present for her grandson. I admire phoenix. She is not selfish nor is she waiting for something in return. She just do what she must do without looking back because she has love in her heart.

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2016-11-30T04:06:40+01:00

one of my accomplishment

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Novembre 2016 à 04:06 AM

Hello there !

how was your day ? mine was amazing before I start to tell you all about it let's start with one of the things that I recently did. One of the things that I did was acknowledging myself as a writer. Really no one is going to do that for me, if I don't see myself as one other people will not. Remember my experience sharing my poem with my English professor? well now he shared it with the class. I was nervous wouldn't you? he made me sit in front of the class and on top of it he wanted me to read it. I couldn't ! I was too nervous so I let him read it... he gave out a few copies. (other people have my work print out how scary) I am sure that after 10 years this would worth something. Back to the experience. So the class did not fully participate but 2 people liked it I think they were too afraid to say what they think. Some of them mumble this is good (smile) I was excited. I am glad that it was not so bad. In the end my professor acknowledge me as a poet !! I was shocked he was the same one who wanted to commit suicide after reading it. I guess he would have died for a great cause. You see he didn't say what he said to hurt my feelings he knows that I have talent he just wanted me to work harder. Before I was not able to write something like that. So I am happy with my accomplishment. There is more to come.

stay tune.

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2016-11-28T21:35:43+01:00

Publié depuis Eklablog

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Novembre 2016 à 09:35 PM

Salut !

Bientôt ce sera mon anniversaire je suis hyper contente. Je ne peux pas attendre, je sais que je deviens de plus une plus une adulte un peu responsable? mais bon. Bon je suis responsable. Je dois l’être et toi aussi tu dois apprendre à tout gérer bien que ça prend du temps. On n’est pas née avec toute connaissance on apprend tout avec le temps mon ami. Rien n’est parfait et jamais les choses seront telles qu'elles sont

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2016-11-27T14:26:15+01:00

The world is big.

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Novembre 2016 à 02:26 PM

Morning !

You know I always have time for you here. At least I try to be here often. Nowadays I don't know who to trust besides the people who are close to me. I don't know how to trust anyone new. Most people have that problem, it's not that we are paranoid it's just that we are careful. You know I feel like you cannot tell everyone everything about yourself because as soon as they know you they won't treat you the same way, with respect and they won't care what you're going to do because they already know so they will just get ready for you to do it. I mean life is not that bad, life is actually great it's the people sometimes that makes it so difficult. Man when I look at my life now and how it was before I am basically stress free compare to before. You should compare your life from years to years to see how much you've accomplish. I encourage you to look back on your life because it will help your future. You will see where you moving forward and where you're slacking because we all fall behind at some point it's the time we take to get up that counts.

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2016-11-27T05:23:05+01:00

Qu’est ce qu’on fait?

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Novembre 2016 à 05:23 AM

Bonjour ! T’as l’habitude de parler à quelqu’un puis un bon jours tout s’arrête et tu te demandes qu’est ce que j’ai fais de mal? J’avais une amie comme ça elle était censé être ma meilleure amie. Je n’avais pas d’amis a cet époque donc elle était ma seule amie tu peux tout de même imaginer que j’étais jalouse si quelqu'un d’autre essayais d’être son amie. Je n’aime pas partager mes amis. Elle et moi nous sommes rencontrée à l'école. J’étais très jeune je n’étais même pas encore ado. Tout était juste fantastique tu vois…. On rigolait, baladait, texter toute la journée...puis on se revoit pour parler encore. C’était tellement nouveau pour moi de parler à quelqu’un d’autres comme ça.

C’était du bon temps mais après on n’était plus pareille. J’ai changé et elle aussi. Je me demande parfois si je l’ai fais quelque chose de mal. J’ai jamais eu la réponse parce que je ne lui ai jamais demandé

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2016-11-24T12:46:54+01:00

Happy thanksgiving !!

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Novembre 2016 à 12:46 PM

The day is finally here, all of this preparation for today where families come together to spend time together. I love when family come together. (deep down) I wish I was more available so I could be there more. Anyways it is not about my family it's about all the families. Today they will gather around and express their love. It is a beautiful thing trust me. Being alone is not fun at all you will need your family in time of distress. It is a day were you should be thankful for who you are and what you have. Trust me someone else probably want what you have and you're too blind to see how much it's worth.

Let me start by saying what I am thankful for. I am thankful for my wonderful parents, my family, my best friend and friends. I am grateful that for some reason I am not broke, homeless or worse well I am very grateful that a guy can't make me go crazy for him to break my heart afterwards. I am grateful for having things that I thought I would never have. Not too long ago I was hopeless, miserable... made a few mistakes. One of them was believing I would never own some things, Believing that I wasn't good enough when I was everything I needed to be. In times of despair you will believe anything. I am thankful that I don't believe in those negative thoughts anymore. I love who I am becoming, I am grateful that now I have a voice. Here, my own voice. I am thankful that I could stood up for myself when things are unfair. To summarize I am thankful for everything in my life. Praise God that I am who I am. Still have some work to do but I have taken a huge step that I thought would never be possible and I did that in less than 2 years. so thanks God for everything.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!! ENJOY THE TURKEY

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2016-11-21T03:26:42+01:00

STIFF

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Novembre 2016 à 03:26 AM

Humm where do I start ? Have you ever forget how to act? Like you are normally a cool person but sometimes you look so serious but really you just be thinking about what you going to eat, the next time you going to sleep or how you going to plan something fun later. Really you are not that serious you just really look like it. Like someone might come up to you and think damn he is so serious like does he even laugh. They don't know how foolish your thoughts are. Lol Like don't ever think someone is serious because truth is they might not be. And you probably look so mean but really you are a nice person !

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2016-11-21T03:17:10+01:00

THANKSGIVING IS ARRIVING...

Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Novembre 2016 à 03:17 AM

Heyyyy... so today was nice right? but it's cold again tonight. To tell you I hate when people complain about the weather like it is supposed to get cold and snow in the winter and it is supposed to get hot in the summer. I am not going to complain because of the cold like I already know how it is in the fall it's no surprise LOL just saying. I don't mind if you tell me it's nice outside but don't ask me why is it so cold because truth is I have no idea !

what do I want to talk about?...actually I don't even know. I am trying to come up with something that is probably bothering someone right now. You know what why don't I talk about the good things it's thanksgiving week so let's talk about that. Let me start out by Saying thank you is really important because trust me if you went out of your way to help somebody and they just stand there looking at you in the eyes without saying thank you will not be pleased am I wrong? I know how much you probably want to slap that person but don't do it. Let it go. The person probably din't even notice. Sometimes someone do something so nice for you and you just forget to say thanks because you are too busy thinking about what the person did for you and how you should give them something in return. How many times have I done that I don't know... are you one of these people that dream with your eyes open? drift off to places? well some people do and it is so hard to stay focus they could be looking at you dead in the eyes and they still can't see you instead they are seeing flying monkeys HAHA flying monkeys ??! it sounded funny in my head OK ! tell me it was funny where is your sense of humor? like I know it's funny I don't care if you are not laughing LOL

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