No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2016-04-07T18:17:29+02:00

I don't know you anymore.

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Avril 2016 à 06:17 PM

Too close you don't let me breath I can't talk to anyone

what's the use? what did I do wrong?

why do you think that I'm doing something wrong when you are not around?

you pretend that you trust me but i know what real "trust" looks like

in the end I don't care what you think just like i don't for everything else.

I cannot help but think how lowly you think of me !

you think i am able to do all this? who am i ? why do you pretend to know me?

you think that I can go around and do all this when in fact you still tell me i'm a good person

which one should i believe?

why are you lying to my face when I know that your heart says otherwise?

your heart speak the truth too bad i cannot go inside to find out what i need to know.

I have nothing to say to you at this point.

If you think that i can murder you than die with your misery and fear.

If you knew me then you would have come to my face and call me a murderer like the brave person you are.

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2016-04-07T04:24:30+02:00

challenge: someone who fascinates you and why

Publié par Gaelle.R 7 Avril 2016 à 04:24 AM

There have been a lot of people who I was fascinated about but with time I either move on from it or that person prove me wrong and that they were very undeserving that pedestal. But above it all one person who never failed me and whom I am always fascinated about is my beloved mother. It is no surprise I've always spoke dearly of her.I like to think that I am just like her even though I might be far from that. She is one of those people that's always on my mind in every situation I ask myself what would she do about this? She is very sweet and i'll be lost if I did not have a mother like her because she understand me even when I don't say anything. She is like my best friend I can tell her anything and I will not be afraid because she always have the best advice. She is the most wonderful person on earth to me. I love her more than myself and i'll be lying if I say she doesn't love me that way too because her love inspired me. She sacrifice everything for me sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it but she always says that i'm wrong. I am glad to have her as my mom because otherwise i would be nothing. she makes me a better person and she shows me how a smile can change everything to sum it up she makes me happy because she is that breath of fresh air in my life for like forever and she will always be.

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2016-04-04T23:46:00+02:00

A place you would live but have never visited

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Avril 2016 à 11:46 PM

No surprise to most of you i have only place in mind and I don't have to make you guess because i have already mention this here before perhaps more than twice ! I know i am obsessed with that place and I am not ashamed ! it's Paris I would love to live there when I'm older and I know that it is not impossible and nope I have not visited Paris yet but I will one one day. I cannot wait I already design the house i want to get in my head and how I'm going to live there. This place have always been in my heart forever and i cannot stop wanting to go there and to be there. The best part about it is the people they have this thing in themselves they are full of life and they use their hands when they talk. they use examples when they talk. The Europeans are different and it's a good one.

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2016-04-04T07:15:55+02:00

challenge: ten interesting facts about yourself.

Publié par Gaelle.R 4 Avril 2016 à 07:15 AM

First of all

1.I hate talking about myself which is the first interesting fact about me.

2. I hate putting myself first.

3. I hate talking to people i don't know or surprisingly don't like but i am not a mean person i know because i find myself thinking dearly of the worse possible people on earth (won't get into that)

4. I cannot stand the idea of being one person

5. I am actually two people meaning i am a girl and a boy lol what do i mean? actually i am not human hahaha i got you there okay i need to be serious i want to pass this challenge.

6. I'm actually not a quiet person besides what people can see except if it's in the morning then i'm the worse i won't talk to you lol.

7. i love the french culture and anything related to it i think it's just simple, beautiful, elegant, refine and it defines me more than anything else.

8. I am currently building my confidence meaning i trust myself more and i believe more in my strength as a writer, person and a daughter because i love my mom so much and i want to make her just as happy as she does to me.

9. i actually love school and learning i cannot see myself living in a world where there is no learning no purpose of waking up in the morning.

10. I love my best friend I met her last year and she makes me soooo happy and i needed someone like her in my life in a very long time besides i don't have a lot of friends it's a genetic thing my mom has one best friend and only one she only ride with one person and so do i because it is easier that way and less drama.

Bonus: I am a very sarcastic person !! like in everything.

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2016-04-02T03:36:22+02:00

challenge 3 your first love and first kiss, if separate, discuss both

Publié par Gaelle.R 2 Avril 2016 à 03:36 AM

what ??? are you kidding me first of all i am not about to get personal I don't want that... I don't know who read this wow that feels like a real challenge to me but one i am willing to take. First love? Have I ever been in love ? I don't know because i believe if you love then you stay in love and you certainly don't hate the person right after or can you? what I felt was probably not love it was infatuation a very interesting feeling came... about a person and i was thinking about that person for a while then boom it's gone...vanish into thin air was that love? It doesn't stay it goes away but with me it's different i don't forget which brings me to was it love? i am not quite sure what love is in that case so i have no real answer.well I was very young which was stupid consider the age difference he was a teenager well i was just some dumb little girl...and I've had that crush for a very long time gosh i was such a creep i was like an FBI agent I had my friends looking out for me and everything watch out for those older girls who are way bigger than me. I was soooooo small gosh how did he see me? but he said i was cute which triggers the love? ughmmmm i don't know if that's love but that was my first one after that i became reserved maybe cold...that's another story one that i don't have to talk about because it is not a "first love" well the guy left the Country and he traveled to France and I have never heard of him since then. I was devastated... the separation was rough because i kept waiting for him to come back and he never did until i got older and I moved on from all of it. Uhmmm i wish i could skip first kiss i want to it's too personal but i am no fool...it's April fools day by the way. Uhm that i was old enough and it was nice it would have been nicer if i waited longer but i'm glad that i did it when i did. no comment. What is up with french kiss? wow it's something weird but nice at the same time...

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2016-03-31T17:13:25+02:00

Your earliest memory (writing challenge)

Publié par Gaelle.R 31 Mars 2016 à 05:13 PM

To tell you the truth I am a memory hoarder first of all I need to know what kind of memory you actually mean. But I remember posing for a picture when I was 4 it may look like it was just a normal photoshoot but to me as a 4 year old my imagination was vivid at the time i'm pretty sure I've done lucid dreaming a lot. I was dressed like a boy, jeans and shirt sneakers to the point the photographer was like hey little boy! I didn't say anything i just answer i was fine while laughing because i was amazed with the idea of being a boy. Since then it sort of shift in my head do i wanna be a normal girl or a boy? lol i won't go all Caitlin Jenner on you but hum...that subject is private and I'm only sharing some part of the story to the world. In case I have children or famous (cough slight possibility ) "nothing is impossible the word itself says i'm possible" I don't want to have to refresh my memory to justify what i said. Everything I say here I meant to say it in case someone wants to use what i say against me well let's hope you don't. So yeah basically that was the beginning of a whole new me wanting to be a boy or like a boy. If you're my friend then you know what I mean. I still have that photo and i look damn good my mom really tamed that wild hair back then ! i'm glad i took that picture and seriously meant a lot to me.

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2016-03-30T02:34:11+02:00

First question challenge what's my five problems with social media?

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Mars 2016 à 02:34 AM

First of all I do use social medias and way more than I should and I admit as much as i use them I wish I didn't because I love real conversations. My first problem with social media is LIKES why the hell would I not post a picture if i didn't like it?! It's okay that not everyone like for some reason or the other they might not like it and that should be okay. But the reality in society is if you post a picture and no one like it well you suck! I seriously don't think that I mean I really don't care about likes, I know it feels like someone is supporting you online but society make it look as if LIKE was a big deal in your reputation.

My second problem is ONLINE RELATIONSHIP when I say this I mean everything ! From having a relationship online to having to show people that you are happy in a relationship with a guy that doesn't even care about you in real life. And I hate it if I have a relationship and my significant other is forcing me to show the world that we are together on my bio first of all you should not have to tell me and second of all maybe i don't think what we have is real and maybe i don't think it's going anywhere SNAP ! haha i sound so mean !!! anyway I really have a problem with pretending I don't want to ever have to show the world that i am happy with someone if i'm not just to get attention.

my third problem Is that dog filter on snapchat I have using it once or twice in the past but uhmm....it's getting in my last nerve everyone is now a dog on snapchat and i am sick of that. No offense y'all look cute and stuff but it's too much I see it too often.

my forth problem is how Instagram is changing so now i have to turn on your notification to see what you post ! and I can't even see my friends post because the celebrities are always on top and my fingers are getting too tired to scroll down so what yes my fingers can be lazy and double taping ugh I feel like I just double tap even when I don't know what the post is really about. Why is it now when someone post a video the views have to be showing like really ! it's just too much.

My fifth problem is with texting. If you text me and I don't reply it's not that i hate you. if i don't know you I won't text back and if you keep blowing up my phone don't be surprise if i block you no one like when someone keep blowing their phone. Texting is fun in all but I'd rather have a real conversation the world is changing so much that conversation doesn't seems real anymore. Truth is texting is destroying our society...starting from girls/boys sending nudes which is trafficking pornography and it is not okay and it should stop. That's insane sending those type of messages, shame on those people I hope that one day there would be no more of these things.

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2016-03-29T18:22:22+02:00

announcement Day 1

Publié par Gaelle.R 29 Mars 2016 à 06:22 PM

I am about to enter the 30 day writing challenge. I am so excited I will be answering an interesting question tonight.

have a nice day.

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2016-03-26T04:56:55+01:00

fairy tale

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Mars 2016 à 04:56 AM

Late, but my imagination is not. It's always right on time thinking about EVERYTHING and NOTHING at the same time. Do you believe in people who can see the future? do you really believe that someone can look at your hands and tell you what your future holds? It would be astonishing that your small little hands have that kinda power. We all would want to believe that It is true and when we know we kinda want to live the way that person who reads your hands said maybe that's why she or he is right. I am not going to judge anybody based on what they do because you all would be judging me right now. Sometimes i just wish I knew what the future holds but it wouldn't be special anymore would it? We all sort of want to know what's going to happen tomorrow and when we do I wonder what we would do... we all wonder at some point if i was talking you would here "we all wander at some pointtt" but i don't care. So back to the future it's not bad that we want to know what's in it but truth is we are not suppose to...well i don't know if you believe in God but consider the future being like a gift from God.

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2016-03-22T02:47:34+01:00

fake people

Publié par Gaelle.R 22 Mars 2016 à 02:47 AM

How y'all doing? well i'm better than ever. Today I want to discuss something that I should have talked about a long time ago actually I do talk about it with my best friend but that's something else because we talk about everything. So everywhere I go I meet new people I remember in high school some girls were just plain fake I mean they be making nice conversations with you but they be talking behind your back, I could not stand these girls. What I really hate is when these girls tell me they hate some other girl or they "can't stand" someone but they be talking to that person the next day. I hate drama damn i cannot stand she said, she did or whatever I don't care ! I hate when someone act nice but is really mean on the down low. If you going to be nice just be nice and if you going to be mean then be it let that person feel like he or she is not your favorite person so they can stay away. I hate it when someone have two faces I met this girl somewhere I won't say where because it is a disgrace to that place anyway she is sooooo fake. She pretend to smile at people and making nice conversations but i know she's mean when she hangs out with people her age she has two faces. I cannot stand her not only her but all the people who are like her, I called them snake and it rhymes with fake. On the other hand I have met a lot of nice people last year and this year and i admire all of them very much. I hate it when people act a certain way when some type people are around and act another way when they are not. I understand something call respect but it's not only your parents, teachers or older people you have to respect it's everyone. Your peers too need respect first of all some people don't have respect for themselves how can other people respect you. Some people are just not nice and I am not asking them to be at least don't fake being nice just be who you really are so you don't get people fooled with your nonsense. Like this girl probably have good qualities but because she is fake you will never know how she really is. I never really thought about it until now and didn't really see how she is until now and good thing i am not blind. One thing i gotta say don't give all your trust to someone that seems harmless no one is some people just know better. I am not going to get mad at someone because they are mean because that is how they are but what pisses me off is when they pretend to be someone that they are not in reality they are just selfish, mean, full of themselves and not giving a damn about other people.

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