No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2025-09-27T19:29:02+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Septembre 2025 à 07:29 PM

Update.

Hey you guys it’s been a while. I have been dealing with a lot these past few weeks including how I am now allergic to cats ! Yes you heard that right! Me a cat lover who has 2 cats is now allergic to cats. I have been having a sore throat, always sneezing uncontrollably and feeling stuffy when they are shedding. I wasn’t allergic before it just kinda happened ! It’s annoying. I might have to start taking my meds daily now instead of once in a while.

But enough about my allergies, I have been reading a lot lately and I am so proud of myself for taking the initiative to read at least 10 pages a day, I always end up reading more than that. I finished the book I started last week, it was 457 pages and I read it in 9days! That’s impressive for me now because it was tough for me in the last 5 years to finish every book I started. In high school I could’ve read that in 2 days but not anymore, I am way busy with work and other things but I still find a way to include reading in my daily routine because I have to read to become a much better writer.

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2025-09-24T19:35:00+02:00

Anger problems

Publié par Gaelle.R 24 Septembre 2025 à 07:35 PM

I think one of the things people would be surprise to know about me is that I have a little anger problem. It doesn't show the way most people might expect, I won't say anything, I won't scream but I might break some things...I just act on it. It can be scary because most people expect me to be sweet, kind and gentle but I am not always like that. There is a reason why I run away from confrontation, and change the subject when I am getting mad. I am not a nice person when I am mad and I hate who I am when I am mad. I can be filled with rage and I hate that feeling because anything is possible. There is a reason why I always deescalated the situation by walking away, I know what I am capable of and how much I can hurt someone's feelings with my words. So I keep my mouth shut and walk away.

I have been working to have self control ever since I was little, I did 2 things out of anger that almost changed the trajectory of my life, only my mom know about one and the other one only me and the person knew but he died (that was my beloved cousin who I love like a brother, he created this blog for me. I love him so much. I miss him)

All this to say please leave me alone when I am mad, don't let my innocent face trick you I am not always nice.

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2025-09-23T16:41:35+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Septembre 2025 à 04:41 PM

Weird Things I am afraid of

accidently walking out naked, I think everyone is afraid of that right? but why am I imagining it lol? that is weird.
my text messages between me and my bestie leaking ugh I would die!! I literally talk about everything in there. I would just pack my things and move lol
a snake biting my couchie while I am on the toilet, I don't know why a snake would be in there but I am always scared of that.
my leggings ripping during squats ! and everyone seeing my cheeks ahaha granted I got those stretchy ones that are squat proof.

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2025-09-21T20:48:14+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Septembre 2025 à 08:48 PM

A truth?

I may seem cold and un phase but that’s how I want to be perceived but in reality a lot of things hurt me, but I just deal with them internally. I’ll never let them see me cry.

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2025-09-21T02:47:05+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 21 Septembre 2025 à 02:47 AM

Grown man dating little girls.

With the story of the famous singer David allegedly dating and grooming a 14 year old girl while he was 20 years old and that little girl’s part of her body was found in David’s car, did he killed her? It’s an ongoing case but the evidences are damning. When I heard about this I remember something that happened to me when I was 10-12 years old.

I used to go on vacation to my mother’s birth town and while I was there a grown man who was probably 30 years old would always give me special attention as a man who’s courting a woman would . At the beginning of this year I discovered our past messages on yahoo.fr messenger and I was disgusted. He didn’t clearly stated his intention for his reason for chatting with a 10-12 years old but some of the comments he made were inappropriate. I answered like a kid would because I had no idea why he was still messaging me even after I left for school. What was the reason for him asking me what my email was so we could chat? I would never know because by the time I went back for vacation he was no longer there. We stopped talking because I got busy with school and my mom monitored everything I did on the internet. We had a computer in the house and she would always be in the room or close by when I used it. I love my mother for protecting me, but what about that girl? My heart breaks for her she was just a baby. Some grown men and women are pedophiles and they should never be allowed near any schools or any children. The world is a disgusting place and I hate to be alive during those dark times. I want to have a child but seeing how disgusting some people are I am scared to see my child go through any of those things or go through what I went through as a child.

The saddest thing is as a child our brain is not fully developed we take things very seriously and we don’t know how to process something traumatic so we keep them hidden. Some of those traumatic events outcome may come back to haunt us as an adult. Some of us have bad mental health because of our childhood traumas. My heart breaks for any child going through anything traumatic.

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2025-09-19T19:27:51+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Septembre 2025 à 07:27 PM

I show up with the energy you put out. No I am not rude that's your own reflection staring back at you. You're rude to me, I am rude back. You ignore me, I ignore you. You don't say hi to me then I won't say hi to you. You call I call, you don't call I don't call. You don't text I don't text.

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2025-09-19T19:27:21+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 19 Septembre 2025 à 07:27 PM

I'm in my luteal phase nothing is funny, everyone is ugly and don't piss me off.

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2025-09-17T15:44:17+02:00

Mbappe

Publié par Gaelle.R 17 Septembre 2025 à 03:44 PM

yesterday's match between real madrid and Olympique Marseille was amazing both teams were taking chances and pushing the boundaries. Mbappe scored 2 penalty and for everyone saying those goals were easy, do you know how precise you have to be to score a penalty against an advanced professional goalkeeper?? taking penalty is nerve racking and it does put your straight shooting abilities to the test.

I enjoy watching this new real Madrid team play and especially the coach is building a team around Mbappe I love it even more. For the people saying Building a team around Mbappe is not good, have you seen is leadership? how quick he was willing to take the captain brace off Carvajal last night after Carvajal got a red card if he was selfish he could have taken the brace but no he was quick to put the brace on Valverde :) that was so sweet! and how he pass the ball to his other teammates who has a better chance to score? people see a 5 seconds clip of him taking a shot and call him selfish for not passing the ball like dude he was passing the ball to his teammates half the game can he not take a shot himself?!

Anyway the game was amazing, I just can't believe the coach benched Vinicius at the start of the match to let Rodrygo play. Listen what I am about to say is painful because I love both Vini and Rodrygo but they are similar players with about the same profile but one of them does it better and it's Vini. Rodrygo had the chance to prove himself yesterday but he couldn't, Vini earned us a penalty which is thank you to him. Vini was trying and I can't say the same for Rodrygo. I love what's happening and I can't wait until Jude Belligham comes back.

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2025-09-16T16:18:10+02:00

My first love

Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Septembre 2025 à 04:18 PM

The reasons why I love my mother so much

She always speaks life into me, she never said anything negative about me in my presence. She would always discipline me with love. She would be honest with me about what I need to change but she would never make me feel as if I wasn’t enough.
She always acknowledged my accomplishments. She didn’t make a big deal about it because now I understand she only did that to keep me humble. But she always tells me Gaëlle I am so proud of you.
For her I am the most beautiful being. I believe no one else will ever love me the way she loves me. She will walk through fire for me and I would do the same for her.
We are best friends and that was since I was a kid. We always talked about everything! She’s the only person I can’t lie to because she knows me like the palm of her hands. Even throughout my teenage years when I didn’t want to talk and puberty was kicking my ass. She was there, she always made me feel loved and cared for.

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2025-09-15T16:27:58+02:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Septembre 2025 à 04:27 PM

Alright You guys know I don't do well with caffeine, I decided to make my own pre work out for more energy and concentration:

here's the recipe and their benefits

Beetroot: a great pre-workout energy booster

peeled ginger: boost energy, energize the body, improves digestion, act as a natural stimulant without jitters.

lemon juice: induce energy, hydration, antioxidants

pinch of Himalayan salt: electrolyte balance, muscle recovery, energy boost, improved performance

Blend it all together with some water not a lot just a little (to improve taste) this pre workout is a shot it doesn't have to be a big drink :)

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