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2025-09-23T16:41:35+02:00

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Weird Things I am afraid of

  • accidently walking out naked, I think everyone is afraid of that right? but why am I imagining it lol? that is weird.
  • my text messages between me and my bestie leaking ugh I would die!! I literally talk about everything in there. I would just pack my things and move lol
  • a snake biting my couchie while I am on the toilet, I don't know why a snake would be in there but I am always scared of that.
  • my leggings ripping during squats ! and everyone seeing my cheeks ahaha granted I got those stretchy ones that are squat proof.

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2025-09-21T20:48:14+02:00

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A truth?

I may seem cold and un phase but that’s how I want to be perceived but in reality a lot of things hurt me, but I just deal with them internally. I’ll never let them see me cry.

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2025-09-21T02:47:05+02:00

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Grown man dating little girls.

 

With the story of the famous singer David allegedly dating and grooming a 14 year old girl while he was 20 years old and that little girl’s part of her body was found in David’s car, did he killed her? It’s an ongoing case but the evidences are damning. When I heard about this I remember something that happened to me when I was 10-12 years old.

 

I used to go on vacation to my mother’s birth town and while I was there a grown man who was probably 30 years old would always give me special  attention as a man who’s courting a woman would . At the beginning of this year I discovered our past messages on yahoo.fr messenger and I was disgusted. He didn’t clearly stated his intention for his reason for chatting with a 10-12 years old but some of the comments he made  were inappropriate. I answered like a kid would because I had no idea why he was still messaging me even after I left for school. What was the reason for him asking me what my email was so we could chat? I would never know because by the time I went back for vacation he was no longer there.  We stopped talking because I got busy with school and my mom monitored everything I did on the internet. We had a computer in the house and she would always be in the room or close by when I used it. I love my mother for protecting me, but what about that girl? My heart breaks for her she was just a baby. Some grown men and women are pedophiles and they should never be allowed near any schools or any children. The world is a disgusting place and I hate to be alive during those dark times. I want to have a child but seeing how disgusting some people are I am scared to see my child go through any of those things or go through what I went through as a child. 

 

The saddest thing is as a child our brain is not fully developed we take things very seriously and we don’t know how to process something traumatic so we keep them hidden. Some of those traumatic events  outcome may come back to haunt us as an adult. Some of us have bad mental health because of our childhood traumas. My heart breaks for any child going through anything traumatic. 

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2025-09-19T19:27:51+02:00

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I show up with the energy you put out. No I am not rude that's your own reflection staring back at you. You're rude to me, I am rude back. You ignore me, I ignore you. You don't say hi to me then I won't say hi to you. You call I call, you don't call I don't call. You don't text I don't text.

 

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2025-09-19T19:27:21+02:00

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I'm in my luteal phase nothing is funny, everyone is ugly and don't piss me off.

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2025-09-17T15:44:17+02:00

Mbappe

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yesterday's match between real madrid and Olympique Marseille was amazing both teams were taking chances and pushing the boundaries. Mbappe scored 2 penalty and for everyone saying those goals were easy, do you know how precise you have to be to score a penalty against an advanced professional goalkeeper?? taking penalty is nerve racking and it does put your straight shooting abilities to the test.

I enjoy watching this new real Madrid team play and especially the coach is building a team around Mbappe I love it even more. For the people saying Building a team around Mbappe is not good, have you seen is leadership? how quick he was willing to take the captain brace off Carvajal last night after Carvajal got a red card if he was selfish he could have taken the brace but no he was quick to put the brace on Valverde :) that was so sweet! and how he pass the ball to his other teammates who has a better chance to score? people see a 5 seconds clip of him taking a shot and call him selfish for not passing the ball like dude he was passing the ball to his teammates half the game can he not take a shot himself?!

Anyway the game was amazing, I just can't believe the coach benched Vinicius at the start of the match to let Rodrygo play. Listen what I am about to say is painful because I love both Vini and Rodrygo but they are similar players with about the same profile but one of them does it better and it's Vini. Rodrygo had the chance to prove himself yesterday but he couldn't, Vini earned us a penalty which is thank you to him. Vini was trying and I can't say the same for Rodrygo. I love what's happening and I can't wait until Jude Belligham comes back.

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2025-09-16T16:18:10+02:00

My first love

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The reasons why I love my mother so much 

 

  • She always speaks life into me, she never said anything negative about me in my presence. She would always discipline me with love. She would be honest with me about what I need to change but she would never make me feel as if I wasn’t enough.
  • She always acknowledged my accomplishments. She didn’t make a big deal about it because now I understand she only did that to keep me humble. But she always tells me Gaëlle I am so proud of you.
  • For her I am the most beautiful being. I believe no one else will ever love me the way she loves me. She will walk through fire for me and I would do the same for her. 
  • We are best friends and that was since I was a kid. We always talked about everything! She’s the only person I can’t lie to because she knows me like the palm of her hands. Even throughout my teenage years when I didn’t want to talk and puberty was kicking my ass. She was there, she always made me feel loved and cared for. 

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2025-09-15T16:27:58+02:00

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Alright You guys know I don't do well with caffeine, I decided to make my own pre work out for more energy and concentration:

here's the recipe and their benefits 

Beetroot: a great pre-workout energy booster

peeled ginger: boost energy, energize the body, improves digestion, act as a natural stimulant without jitters.

lemon juice: induce energy, hydration, antioxidants

pinch of Himalayan salt: electrolyte balance, muscle recovery, energy boost, improved performance

Blend it all together with some water not a lot just a little (to improve taste) this pre workout is a shot it doesn't have to be a big drink :)

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2025-09-15T14:53:09+02:00

motivation and burnout

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Last week I was experiencing a mild burnout, I could still work out but it was hard for me to get out of bed and some days my energy was really depleted. One thing I learn in my fitness journey is that some days you won't be able to give 100% you might be able to give 20% and that's okay. Especially now that I work out 6 days a week back to back, I can't work out with the same intensity day after day because I am not a robot. Some days I will have more energy and some days I will feel tired and that's okay but the most important thing is showing up. 

On the days where I feel tired and I don't want to go to the gym, I switch my work out to make it more bare able. I mostly feel this way after leg day because my leg days are very intense and I lift heavy so the following day I don't really have a lot of energy. On those days I don't lift as heavy, I don't do intense cardio and if the weight I am using feels really heavy I won't push myself I'll simply use my body weight. People think you always have to lift weights to see result but sometimes you can use your body weight to do some exercises it is just as effective. Once I stop forcing myself to give 100% every time I work out I became happier...

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2025-09-15T14:04:38+02:00

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Redeeming love : movie on Netflix 

 

I’ve never cried so hard because of a movie actually no I cried even worse because of that show “from scratch” also on Netflix.

 

I have not cried a very long time and this movie had me bawling my eyes out! I am still crying writing this. (In case you want to watch the movie, go watch it and read this later)

 

Spoiler alert 

 

This movie is about a girl named Angel who was sold at the age of 5 and she was in a brothel. Basically she would sleep with the men that came in and those man would pay to sleep with her. She costed the highest because she was sold as a little girl and she was extremely beautiful. Her mother died when she was little and her father killed himself after accidentally sleeping with her at the brothel. She didn’t know who her father was until after she slept with him. 

 

Then came a man named Michael who’s extremely handsome and 6 feet tall. He would always pay for Angel but he would never sleep with her, he would just talk to her and he kept telling her that he could save her and take her out of that brothel to offer her a better life. She would laugh and she wouldn’t believe him because all she’s known is men betraying her and using her for her body. She kept telling Michael that she wouldn’t leave with him. And one day Michael just stopped coming, she started getting a little sad and she started thinking about leaving the brothel. But the manager would not let her leave, they beat her up so bad she was bed ridden. Suddenly Michael had a hunch that something was happening to Angel so he went to the brothel when he got there he saw Angel on the bed, beaten really badly. He asked the manager how much she owed and he said he will take her with him. He paid her debt and asked her to come with him but as his wife, Angel agreed and they left. 

 

Michael lived on a farm and when he brought Angel back she had to stay in bed for a few days because she was still recovering from the beating at the brothel. But little by little she regained her strength and she started asking Michael to sleep with her as a way to pay him back. Michael felt offended because he didn’t bring her with him to be a sex slave, he genuinely loved her from the moment he saw her walking down the street where he worked in the city. He wouldn’t dare touch her inappropriately because he loved her and he wanted her to trust him. So she started trusting him but she still couldn’t fathom a man loving her because she had slept with so many men before but Michael didn’t care. He said God told him that Angel was his wife. Angel didn’t believe in God ever since her mother died and she was left alone to fend for herself. 

 

She then tried to escape the farm but Michael found her and gave her water and a coat because “it gets cold out there” he said. He left her to make her own decision whether to go back to town to the brothel or back home safe with Michael.  So she made the decision to go back home to Michael. That was her first act of trust, and Michael valued that. He still wouldn’t touch her because according to him she wasn’t ready even though they were married. One morning Michael took her out to see the sunrise after she had a bad dream, she then asked him why he wouldn’t touch her because she was his wife, she said “I don’t blame you” she thought Michael wouldn’t touch her because she had sex with a lot of man but Michael told her that simply he was waiting until she was ready. And oh boy was she ready, they made love not sex. She let herself be in his presence and she even called out his name which was a first for her because she normally wouldn’t know the men she slept with. But a few days later Michael’s brother  in law named Paul  came by and immediately Paul recognized Angel from the brothel. He tried to warn Michael but he had already knew and that wasn’t a surprise. Angel then tried to escape again this time she asked Paul to take her to town, and Paul ask her to repay him so she had sex with him ( she immediately regretted it but she went to town anyway)

 

When Angel got to town she saw that the brothel was burned down and a lot of the girls died in the fire. Another man took her in and pimped her out. Michael went back to town and got her back. She came back to the farm with Michael. Immediately she saw how much pain she caused Michael she felt dirty and she tried to take a bath in the river she was bleeding from washing herself too much. Michael told her he forgave her.

 

They moved past all of that and they started helping a family they found on the side of the road. When Angel realized how much Michael wanted children and she knew she couldn’t have any. She told Michael she can’t have children but that didn’t change a thing Michael still loved her. She felt so bad that she ran away again but this time she left a girl from the family who they were helping a letter asking her to be with Michael and to give him children.

 

Angel left and went back to town, she started working at a restaurant but that restaurant burned down  by the guy she was sold to when she was a child. That guy took her and wanted to start another brothel with Angel. He also had young girls who he took, Angel prayed to God for the first time to save her. She then outed the guy in front of the whole town and told everyone she was sold as a kid and the guy had little girls locked away in there. The town got mad and hanged the guy and Angel escaped with the girls.

 

Angel then started a shelter for girls like her who wanted to get a better life but one day Paul came in and asked her to go back to Michael. Angel told him she can’t go back because she can’t have children and that’s why she left so Micheal can be with another girl who could give him children. Paul started crying when he realize that Angel didn’t leave because she was selfish she left because she wanted Michael to have children of his own. Paul begged her for forgiveness and she told him that she forgave him a long time ago. 

 

 

She then went back to Michael (ugh finally) Michael forgave her and Angel tells him her real name is Sarah. Then they went on to have 2 kids! She got pregnant by God’s grace!

 

Ugh this movie really taught me that love is patient, kind, it doesn’t take into account what happened in the past, love is relentless… I am crying just thinking about how Michael really loved Angel unconditionally yeah yeah it’s fiction but a girl can dream. I hope I find a love like that… God knows how weird and stubborn I am and I need a very patient guy. 

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