No bread will ever be baked from this dough

just a friendly reminder: In life people are still going to hate you no matter how hard you try to make them like you just always remember to be yourself and never change for anyone because the right people will come along. I know this is not the most fun friendly reminder but it had to be said and I needed to hear that again. I say that to myself all the time especially when I feel like things are not going great with a group of people. I promise to always remain myself with all the sarcasm, weird sense of humor, childish talk mixed with my serious self lol, my over excitement over furry things, pink stuff or cats....I will be myself you don't like well I do not care I will not change unless it will benefit me but I will only change when I am ready to be changed and when I want to.

I don't think anyone should try to change you and you should not to change anyone. I think the only way you should agree to change is only of you feel like the change will be beneficial for you then go right ahead and change yourself but never do it for someone you will regret not being yourself. That person you're trying to be is not even half of the person you are you need to be your whole self freely. I am not perfect when it comes to this some days I try to be like someone else simply because I think it will be easier that way but when I choose to be myself I feel more at peace and things are so much better that way. I hate it when I have something to hide it doesn't sit well with me. I love to be free !!

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2020-03-16T04:02:04+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 16 Mars 2020 à 04:02 AM

I just ate some food that I made, it was delicious I can tell you that much but now I feel like falling asleep, I am not falling asleep yet. While I am staying in my house hiding from the outside world trying not to get sick. I just hope that everyone is being careful out there because it's really not safe to be touching everyone.

There's not much going on for me right now. I just feel like some things are going backwards, I just want things to be fine but I feel like some things just get worse all on their own and to be honest I don't really try to force them to work anymore. I think my peace of mind is more important, I like being in my own space and not being bothered because honestly who likes being bothered? not me.

I know I am not telling what's really going on but that's the whole point I don't want to talk about it. I will when I am not going through it anymore. Usually when I am fed up with something it usually means that things are about to change and they always do. At first I was afraid for the change but not anymore... I think I want absolute quiet now.

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2020-03-15T17:30:24+01:00

My frustration.

Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Mars 2020 à 05:30 PM

Life is so boring omg. I can't go anywhere I want to go out you know but except work is open or more safe like who likes going to work? I mean some days I don't mind but most of the times I mind. I am over this virus spreading around I cannot wait Until it fully goes away. I want to be out I hate being home. When I said I needed a break this is not what I meant. I don't want to get sick either which is why I don't even want to be out. 2020 is one of the worse year so far like who pissed her off? Can they take her back? I am tired of all this nonsense.

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2020-03-13T18:29:57+01:00

things I like to do:

Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Mars 2020 à 06:29 PM

1. I love writing but most of you already know that. (silly me to even say that AGAIN)

2. I enjoy cooking but I love eating way more I guess the whole point of cooking is to actually eat the food, that's the best part of it.

3. I love wine but I am not going to say which kind, if you're close to me then you can find out which one it is but it's a very particular kind.

4. I love watching funny movies because I love to laugh at funny stuff... I guess that's when people get to see my happy side the most.

5. I love good food ( oh did I already say that ?)

6. I would love to travel but maybe not now with everything happening.

You know what I think I'll stop here

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2020-03-13T03:39:57+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 13 Mars 2020 à 03:39 AM

Hey there,

I woke up today and I had 2 choices to stay in bed the whole day or to get ready and get out of the house. It was raining today so it seemed like the perfect day to stay in bed.But I know that I had too many responsibility to even stay in bed.

the next day,

wish I had the same motivation I had yesterday...It's raining outside so you know it's a wrap I am stuck in my bed. I want to get out of bed so bad but I just want to sleeeeeepppp.

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2020-03-12T02:35:30+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Mars 2020 à 02:35 AM

I think falling for someone is so simple...It's the little moments that makes it so special. It's walking down the streets while engaging in a very interesting conversation. It's the little things that matter the most people think they need this very expensive dinner at a very prestigious restaurant where one slice of steak is $70 to me that is just a waste of money and if anyone ever do that for me I would not like it as much as the person would think. I don't think real love needs a lot of money to make the other person fall for you. It's the connection, the ability to talk to that person about anything and everything where they understand your true feelings.

I think love is not as complicated as some of us including me make it seems like. Love is plain in simple it is a feeling but to say you feel like you "love " someone is just light...it's not just a feeling it's like a something that is part of you and you cannot imagine yourself not living without it because it just consumes you. It's like a choice even if that person is being a total pain in the bum for some reason you still love them and you cannot imagine life without them...that to me is true love. It's not the honey moon stage where everything is pretty and pink because you won't know for sure if you truly love this person. It's when things are hard, it's when you argue with that person and all you want the most is to make up and tell them the latest news..sure that sounds like a typical best friend but what is true love if they are not also your best friend? I believe that things is not that easy in love but it is not a maybe and it is not a "let's try" it is a "I am sure this is the one and I cannot imagine my life without them"

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2020-03-12T02:00:47+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 12 Mars 2020 à 02:00 AM

Ever just woke up from a nap and while you're laying you're having really deep thoughts about life? Well I do all the time usually if I sleep more than 3 hours I wake up not knowing what day it is. I think most of us are like when we take naps during the day... I love naps I think it's one of the most refreshing thing in life especially after a long day or before I go out.

One thing that I think is mandatory at the moment is preserving your energy and not allowing people from the outside world change your mood. I just hate it when someone has the power to change my mood, it usually means that I care too much. I get annoyed easily with people but I always try to see the best in them but when I am done with their nonsense I can't even try to act like I'm here for it. When I am done, I am done completely. I cannot go back on my decision.

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2020-03-11T14:30:40+01:00

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Publié par Gaelle.R 11 Mars 2020 à 02:30 PM

hey there,

There is a state of emergency in the state that I am living in but I go to school in a different state so there's still school for me... I hope everyone is safe with the corona virus looming around. Take great precaution you're never too cool to catch a disease, anyone can be sick which is why always remember to wash your hands, carry a hand sanitizer with you, limit body contact with people no hugging, kissing on the cheek or hand shake with strangers even with acquaintances too. I already did not like close contact with people like that so I guess that is no problem for me (the introverts are living the life right now haha)

when I say that I don't like close contact with people that doesn't mean that I don't like intimacy. I love be in close body contact with one person (I do love cuddling but with a selective person) or very few people it's normally my mom first and 1 or 2 people not everyone. I cannot deal with people being too close, I am more used to hugs now before I could never... I don't know why I just don't like being touched by people unless you're part of my religious group, I love my brothers and sisters. some people can just be close with everyone I cannot...I do change before I would not let anyone get too close to me haha I remember there was this person who always wanted to hug me and every time that person is coming I would run or hide. It was so awkward...like please get the hint if I don't want you to touch me you will see that on my face.

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