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2020-01-09T18:37:52+01:00
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2020-01-09T18:35:56+01:00
Hey there
I have been extremely busy and it’s not an excuse but the only difference this time is that I find time to write. I love writing and most of you know this since the beginning of this blog. I have been through a lot and I have shared some of what I went through.
Sometimes I am telling you what I am feeling through a quote or a poem... you may not know what it is exactly but if you’re close to me (consider yourself lucky) then you know what I am talking about.
Life take different turns and things are happening so fast. Sometimes we go through some things we never thought we would go through. Sometimes we meet people that we never thought we would meet. Sometimes we get into relationships we never thought we could be in. Sometimes we fall apart with people we thought we would always be there. Sometimes our lives change so much that we would never have thought we could be changed so much.
I am just talking nothing major is happening lol. Not that I would announce it. I feel like when someone works in silence, things work out for the better and you don’t jinx yourself. Telling people about all the things you are about to accomplish can sound like you’re bragging even if eventually you’re going to do it, but in the moment, other people may not see it that way. Humble yourself.
2020-01-09T18:35:09+01:00
Je te fais confiance mais pas assez pour te confier mon cœur.
J’ai peur de te dire ce qui se passe dans ma
tête.
Tu étais là pour moi quand je croyais n’avoir personne mais avec le temps j’ai bien vite réalisé que je n’ai jamais été seule.
Il y avait toujours quelqu’un auprès de moi.
Tu n’es plus la personne à qui je confie mes secrets.
2020-01-06T04:35:03+01:00
I learn that the people you always know may not always be your friend.
I learn that some people only pretend to be your friend for a certain amount of time only because they need something from you, once they get it they bounce.
I learn that you realize who your true friends are when you're sad, because they get sad too.
I learn that you know if they really love you when you're hurting and they try various ways to make you feel better.
I learn that a true friend will never leave you out in the cold alone they will always have room for you.
I learn that a good friend will always be by your side no matter the distance you can always feel them there.
I learn that a true friend will never lie to you, they would rather tell you the truth no matter how bad or much it will hurt because they know honesty is key.
I learn that a true friend will be there when you're crying and they will be a shoulder for you to cry on.
I learn that a true friend will always want you to be happy and they will contribute to that happiness.
I learn that a great friend will always want you to succeed in every areas of your life even when they are not succeeding in those areas they will still applaud your success.
I learn that true friends don't get jealous or envy each other.
I learn that you learn who your true friends are when you are happy and when you are celebrating your success.
I learn that a real friend will never talk bad behind your back or makes fun of you.
I learn that true friends take responsibility for their mistakes and they apologize when wrong.
I learn that true friends help each other grow and they love each other no matter what.
2020-01-06T04:16:31+01:00
Hey there,
Honestly, I am just going to talk about what I personally think about having an open mind and the possible benefit of it. Some people are just pure snobs they don't talk to just anyone (not that you should but wait) not only do they don't chose to talk to people they don't even try to get to know them in a different light. I think it's not fair because some people can be different from what your first impression of them was.
I met someone not too long ago and we talked but honestly it was for one day. The girl was nice at first and I have nothing against her but we just don't click... I will be there if she needs me but honestly I don't know. Some people talk as if they are better than everyone talking about how clean they are, how ghetto other people are... Yeah there are some ghetto people but honestly is it even worth it to mention it as if it is something you can just bring up in a conversation that has nothing related to that. Having an open mind allow you to have a variety of friends and it can help you to understand other people better. Some people are not always who they seemed to be, take your time to get to know them.
I feel like when you have an open mind you have more fun and you can try a lot of cool stuff instead of being so closed minded which is totally boring... I like open minded people because they can understand me better....I have a way of thinking sometimes that closed minded people won't understand (no offense) open minded people know what I am talking about.
2020-01-04T05:02:59+01:00
J’aimerais tant te dire à quel point je tiens à toi.
Mais je ne le ferai jamais parce que je sais que tu t’en fiche.
Je dois trouver un moyen de m’en sortir dans cette salle pétrin.
Je dois trouver quelques choses d’autre pour m’aider à t’oublier.
Que dois je faire ?
Trouver quelqu’un de mieux?
J’aimerais t’avoir dans mes bras pour que je te dis tout bas à l’oreille ce que j’ai tant voulu dire à haute voix mais je n’ai jamais eu le courage de te le dire.
J’ai tellement peur de te dire ce que je pense de toi, j’ai l’impression que tu aurais t'éloigner de moi si tu savais à quel je tiens à toi.
Tu ne me parlera plus jamais si tu savais comment j’ai tant apprécié ta voix.
J’ai peur de dire ce qui se passe dans ma tête parce que je sais tu ne me comprendras jamais.
Je voulais tellement que tu me comprenne que je t’ai avouer des choses que je n’ai jamais dit à haute voix.
2020-01-04T04:44:28+01:00
Tu sais, je voulais tellement que tu restes avec moi.
J’aimerais tant de t’avoir à mes côtés.
Ça m’a fait mal quand tu es parti sans rien me dire.
Je voulais savoir si j’ai fait quelques choses de mal.
Je voulais m’excuser sans savoir pourquoi.
Je voulais te dire à quel point tu m’étais cher sans savoir si je valais quelques choses à tes yeux.
Ça m’étonnerais de savoir que toi aussi tu voulais que je sois près de toi.
Tout ce que tu m’a montré c’est à quel point tu voulais être loin de moi.
J’ai tout accepté sans répliquer, que dirais je si tu me disais que tu voulais plus être près de moi?
Je ne voulais pas t’entendre me le dire je le savais déjà.
J’avais l’impression que je me creusais la tête pour rien.
J’avais l’impression que tu as trouvé mieux ailleurs.
J’avais l’impression que tu ne voulais plus me voir.
Ça m’a fait mal.
Mais je suis une lionne.
Je ne vais pas rester là à penser au chose qui me fait de la peine.
Je ne reste pas au lit à pleurer.
Moi je vais au boulot je travail 10 fois plus.
Je mange beaucoup plus
Je dors beaucoup plus.
Je ne reste pas là à pleurer.
J’ai voulu le faire mais je me suis dis que je trouverai mieux.
2020-01-01T21:00:07+01:00
1. Describe your happiest childhood memory?
Oh wow LOL I am laughing at the thought of it. Ok so I was probably 5 or 6 and there was my uncle's wife older sister and she wore glasses, they were funny looking and I remember me and my cousin was playing and the glasses was on the table. I think we bet that the glasses couldn't be set on fire lol so you know I am the type of person once it's bet I'll make sure I make it happen. There was this Haitian lamp with actual fire inside of it lol (duh) but anyway I put the glasses in there for a while. The glasses handle got burn and the glasses was looking weird, so after that I slowly place it back in the case on the table. Later that day a lot of people came to the house for week day meeting I remember it was a Tuesday night lol so a person noticed how burn the glasses were and my uncle's wife promise whoever burn the glasses a plate of food I was like "me I did it !!!" everyone laugh lol it was funny the way it happened.
2. what is one of your favorite songs that you enjoy (and why do you like it )?
Right now I like solo by Demie Lovato... It's pretty clear lol. I like the beat and the way she said solo. There's nothing deep about it.
3 what is one of your favorite songs from your childhood ?
oh wow I got plenty of songs, but since I am speaking in English so I will say I liked Akon a lot one song that I really liked was don't matter. Even when I was little and I didn't even know English I knew good songs( ahaha) ok so yh that was one of them. Wait I loved the Barbie song a lot back then too.
4. who is the one friend you can rely on?
I would say mom she became a very close friend last year... I went through a lot and she's been there more than some of my friends I love them all but that's the truth. I have great friends and good people around me but I feel more connected to my mom and maybe one or two people...
6. what is the biggest accomplishment in your personal life?
well it's not personal if I share it, but one thing I can say is that I am working in myself each day...It is a process and sometimes I have to talk to myself to make sure I stay on tract I can say I am my own coach when something goes wrong. Being able to get back up when I fall down and being able to look at the positive things in life is one of accomplishments.
7. what is my favorite memory of my father or stepfather ?
I don't have a stepfather. I love my dad a whole lot and I wish that I could express that love to him. I didn’t grow up with him but he was always there, he did support me and he never forgot about me I am his princess. I love him from the moon and back he is one of my first love. I will forever be grateful for him... I am trying to get to know him better by creating a connection. My favorite memory of him was when I was really little I remember my uncle at the time looked exactly like him and I used to think my uncle was my father so I called him “daddy” too I remember my dad got mad lol he got really jealous so he took me from my uncle’s arm and took me far away to tell me he’s my father and that he loves me a lot. This bring tears to my eyes as I am writing it down. He is amazing.
8.what is your favorite memory of your mother?
I love my mom and I lived with her more than I did with my dad. My favorite memory of her was when she use to come kiss my forehead while I sleep and I used to feel those kisses so light and warm they made me feel safe.
2020-01-01T17:52:58+01:00
2020-01-01T04:33:05+01:00
To be inspired and to realize things I realize I have to be away from a lot of things.
I cannot be stress if I want to deliver something amazing, I can be sad and use my emotion (those are my best work) I connect well with the reader when I have some internal conflict and when I want to express how I feel...
2020
is coming and honestly I will be the same girl just better...I will do my best to stay positive and I will focus on myself as always. I will try to be the best version of myself. I will try to understand people.
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