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2017-10-16T12:35:58+02:00

what used to be.

Publié par Gaelle.R

If I were to write a book about you it will be blank,

Representation of what I now think of you.

My mind is empty when It comes to you,

I don't remember a thing.

I don't remember how it felt to think about you because I no longer do.

I don't remember How it felt to be near you because I haven't seen you in so long,

that I forgot your face.

I forgot the way you used to walk,

I forgot the way you used to talk.

I forgot the way your eyes would feel on me.

I used to think about it all the time,

even in my sleep your face used to be playing in my dreams.

I used to wake up and eat while thinking of you.

Now I have nothing to think about.

Slowly I am forgetting every lies you were feeding me.

I am letting go of you so fast that I can't remember why I thought about you in the first place.

I ask myself what I saw in you and all I got is a silence.

I can't remember why I chose you,

I can't think of a reason why you were my number one.

Today I am happy to say that you're no longer in the top of my list and that your name is not in it anymore.

I am happy to be free from you and all your lies.

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2017-10-10T16:57:20+02:00

STABILITY

Publié par Gaelle.R

Hi there,

I am surprise that It is not cold outside yet. It's the month for all the "spooky" things to happen even though I don't really care about all that stuff. As I said this I don't really like Halloween I just like costumes and because I can't wear a costume everyday without looking weird so I have to wait for this day but I'm not celebrating. 

Enough about how I don't like Halloween, let's talk about something relevant. Do you like stability? the type I am talking about is the type where you stick to one thing for years and you like it. Some people like to change things like their jobs, friends and their surrounding. I don't like that I need something that I am used to in my life otherwise I won't feel complete, I need stability. Which is why when I have a job I stay there until something have to make me switch. If everything is great why switching? I like to have the same friends for years, I like to be surrounded by the same people I always knew although I like making new friends but I like my usual friends too. To be honest I don't like changing but sometimes it's required so I guess I had to. When I do I either completely disappear or it's like I never left. I only disappear when something wasn't right and I need time to get over it or feel better about it. It doesn't take long for me to move on as long as I cut all ties then I'll move on and when I do I will never feel the same way I felt again. 

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2017-10-06T04:23:16+02:00

Q&A what would I prefer?

Publié par Gaelle.R

Hi there,

How's life ? mine is going pretty well and I am very grateful. So I will take some time to answer some questions to let y'all know about me. I don't mind letting you get a glimpse of my life... so let's get right into it.

  • Do I prefer coffee or Hot chocolate?  I don't really like coffee so I would prefer hot chocolate. I only drink coffee when I'm extremely tired in the morning and it has to have a lot of stuff in it like whipped cream, milk, caramel and possibly some chocolate sauce.
  • Halloween or christmas? well I love christmas and nothing can replace it. I would choose christmas over halloween any day. I only like the costumes about Halloween after that I don't celebrate it and I don't believe in all that spooky stuff.
  • Talking or texting? Texting because I can think as I type and I have time to make my mind up but when I'm talking I just say what I have in my mind at the moment and I might change my plans sooner or later.
  • Blue or Red? Red of course something about this color is so festive and attractive that I can't quite put my finger on it. I do love Red and It goes with my skin tone.
  • autumn or winter? I love winter but sometimes it's annoying when it's snowing a lot so I would choose autumn over winter. I also like the color of the leaves during that time it's such a beautiful sight.
  • baths or showers? I would choose baths although I always shower after I take a bath (don't ask me why) I just use both but baths are really relaxing and I need that right now.
  • Football or soccer? soccer because that's the sport I'm used to.
  • Pizza or cheeseburgers? I would choose pizza but the ones with buffalo chicken because I am tired of cheese and pepperoni pizza; that's all I used to eat in high school NO MORE !
  • Cake or Ice cream? I would pick Ice cream because I just love it more.
  • Grapes or watermelon ? definitely watermelon because I am in love with it.
  • sunrise or sunset? I would pick sunset because something about it is so calming and romantic that I just love it more.

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2017-10-03T12:52:55+02:00

this could be extremely fun or sad part 2

Publié par Gaelle.R

I will finish answering all the questions ...

  • what's my favorite place? If you know me then you know I love Paris and everything about me screams Paris LoL I just love the place that's all
  • favorite food? I don't have a favorite as long as it taste good but I know that I am a very picky eater. I love fried food I know I like chicken not because I'm black I'm suppose to love it, I just do personally.
  • Do I use sarcasm? YES I do !!! I use sarcasm a lot that's my way of talking.
  • what am I listening to right now? wow really I am listening to chains the remix by Nick Jonas and Tinashe
  • First thing I notice in a person? Their style meaning what they are wearing and how they walk the talk.
  • shoe size ? really Y'all want to know my shoe size !!! Damn it's 8
  • what's my eye color ? It's black but I could've sworn that it's dark brown
  • what's my hair color? it's naturally black but right now my hair color is reddish brown 
  • What's my favorite style of clothing? jackets I love jackets and long shirt and skinny jeans
  • Did I ever do a prank call? No I have not
  • The Meaning behind my URL? well It's my name and creativity in case you didn't know
  • What's my favorite movie ? wonder woman
  • what's my favorite song ? Drive by Miley Cyrus(it's good just listen to it)
  • Favorite band? I would go with Little mix for this one although I have other band that I like.
  • How I feel right now? I just woke up so I feel a little bit sleepy.
  • Someone I love? I love many people like my mom, dad, family...
  • My current relationship status? I said I am not going to say what my relationship status is and I am going to keep it that way but let's just say it's "complicated"
  • My relationship with my parents? It's going well and I am really close to my mom as usual.
  • favorite holiday? CHRISTMAS all the way !!
  • Tattoos and piercing that I have? I don't have any tattoos but I have 5 piercings.

I took a while to answer all the questions because I am very busy at the moment. I barely have time to do anything which is why I am doing this early in the morning. Don't get me wrong I still write even if it's on my phone...I hope y'all are satisfied with my answers and appreciate my honesty. 

have a nice day lovelies.

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2017-10-03T05:03:10+02:00

This could be fun or extremely sad..

Publié par Gaelle.R

Writing definitely keeps me sane...

I will be answering a few questions for my readers. Although I am a very private person but I will try my best to answer the questions that I've been asked. 

  • What is my my name? well my name is Gaelle and my legal name Is Melodie they are both french names; yes I do speak french also.
  • My age? I am 20 and yes I know I look about 16 But trust me I am way older than that. 
  • what are my fears? well I have many, the first one is -------- I hate them and I am afraid of them. My other fears are different such as my fear of loving someone who doesn't love me back. My fear of losing my phone. My fears are different from one another such as  losing someone close to me. Lastly I fear death I am not really scared of dying but I am scared of someone else dying...
  • things I love ? well I love music a lot, I love reading. I love going out, to the restaurants, going to the park or going to the movies...I love shopping online...I love getting paid and I also love working and keeping busy. Lastly I am in love with sleeping. I'm not quite done yet I also love Christmas and anything about it starting from Christmas carols, decorations, hot chocolate, warm socks, fuzzy blankets, mittens. I love watching the stars, a walk on the beach at sunset and I love watching the sunrise... I love all the romantic stuff.
  • turns on? well how do I answer that? are you asking what turns me on? hummm... music does, low voices and eye contact.
  • turns off? people who likes to show off, talk a lot, don't know how to act, clumsiness but try to be cocky at the same time. People with no self esteem but try to make me feel bad about myself too. Too many people butting in. people who have no manners. People who think I'm always going to be around and take me for granted.
  • my best friend ? I have one best friend and we are very close she is more like a sister to me and I love her very much.
  • sexual orientation? I am straight. I love guys. I am not interested in female sexually never been and never have.
  • my first date? happen not too long ago it was more like an "experimental date" I was not interested in the guy romantically but he was interested in me. I did not make him feel like I was interested well at least I thought I didn't but there was mixed signals so I guess he thought I was interested. It was awful !!! I mean It couldn't have gotten any worse he try to hug me and kinda touch me and I pushed him away, but I said sorry. He felt bad and drove me home. Oh well... Shouldn't have never touched me out of nowhere especially when you knew I am not that type.
  • how tall am I ? I am 5'3 but I look about 5'5 
  • what do I miss? I miss being 16 and worrying about what to wear.
  • what time were I born ? I was born at midnight on christmas eve
  • favorite color? Pink 
  • Do I have a crush ? At the moment No I don't have a crush but I did not too long ago but It went away like always. 
  • favorite quote ? I have a lot of them one is " nothing is impossible the word itself says I'm possible" by Audrey Hepburn I believe 

to be continued...

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2017-09-29T05:00:42+02:00

Attached?

Publié par Gaelle.R

Hi there !

Life is good...how's yours? well things are looking up and I am grateful. So what should I discuss tonight? Okay so I wrote the title before I even decided what I was going to write so I guess I am going to talk about that. 

being attached?

Honestly I wouldn't say that I am too attached to anything. I can move on from anything with a little time not so much depends on what it is. For the most part I am never attached to anyone for too long If I see that I am the only one trying best believe it I will move on to something better because I hate to waste my time. I don't like depending on anyone, so this is why I rely on myself and I never let anyone have power over me. I may like someone but I am not in Love. I feel like Love is a form of attachment because you love someone they have power over you and you are depending on them to love you back. What if they don't? unrequited love is my biggest fear. I don't fall in love easily... did I ever fell in love ? I can't recall but anyway I feel like Love is too big, too wide, too fragile and it makes you weak. Don't get me wrong I love my family the love I am talking about is the other kind...the one where you want to get married, have kids and see yourself getting old with that person by your side. Maybe one day I'll get to that point of loving someone like that but for right now everything is just temporary. I am not attached to anyone like that. I love my family and my best friend well she's like a sister to me now but after that...it's a wrap.  Man I have been sleeping a lot today so my thoughts are a bit crowded right now ! so I am talking about being attached right... there's nothing wrong with being attached to anyone. You can I am not saying that it's not a good thing. It's just that I have never felt that way so I don't know what I have been missing. Despite everything I think Love is a beautiful thing because I am a hopeless romantic.

Good night y'all, talk soon.

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