No bread will ever be baked from this dough

2017-04-08T04:11:46+02:00

so far recap of what I write about..

Publié par Gaelle.R 8 Avril 2017 à 04:11 AM

I know I already discuss many things about

character of a person,
broken hearts,
behavior good or bad,
yourself,
myself,
romantic stuff well I tried,
school,
work,
appearance,
goals,
relationships,
hair,
my best friend,
my family,
social Media
things that hurt,
celebrities (didn't really go in dept but...)
took a challenge but gave up halfway through LOL
addictions,
crushes,
vibes good or bad
stuff that I read or saw online.

and other things that I cannot recall I like what I am doing because I have already motivate a lot of people...I am glad that I was here to help you. Although you may know or not know me but really not everyone know me. You may see me but you may not know half of what I am capable of. I mean it's for you to find out not for me to tell. I have a different vibe depends on where I am I like to fit in the environment well at least I like to look like I fit in there even though my mind is not and I could probably be thinking about a thousand things that doesn't match my fly. I am not fake and I can never be fake because I hate it...I try to stay real and be the way I am. Nowadays all these girls want is to look beat lol that word is not in the dictionary but it means looking fleeky LOL that is also not in the dictionary but check urban dictionary. I am not all in for makeup and stuff I probably wear some like once a week or not even... I don't mind girls who wear it. Girl do you do whatever makes you happy I don't care LOL

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2017-04-06T15:58:51+02:00

what's the best compliment someone ever gave you?

Publié par Gaelle.R 6 Avril 2017 à 03:58 PM

Hello there,

It's been awhile I know but this weather Got me feeling down...the rain is not my thing. I like it at night when I'm in my bed but not early in the morning on the way to work or school. It messes up your hair and your vibe. I know that April showers bring may flowers but still...I can't help but complain because that's what humans do. We complain, we talk about how we want things to be and when they are the way we wanted it to be before we complain how better it could be. Honestly I feel like nothing is ever good enough for some people they might like something for a while and after that they move on to the next thing or they begin to complain about how things suck. I am not going to discuss the topic of what people want because no one seem to know. All I can say is you know yourself (hopefully) so You should know what is best for you and in the process find out what you want.

The best compliment someone ever gave me is that I am "mellow" "easy going" and "drama free" the person told me all these things all of a sudden that it caught me by surprise because I wasn't expecting these compliments. He is not wrong I do in fact hate drama which is why I try to stay away from it. I hate big crowds and where people talk a lot very loud. I am a Capricorn so it is no surprise that I don't like these things. I said this before I am not a true believer of horoscope but I do think it makes sense based on character of the person. All the Capricorn I know are blunt. They will tell you things just the way it is and unfortunately I fall under that category. I just don't know how to sugarcoat things. So which compliment have you received that made you smile, blush or think about your life? I mean you can just think about it while you're reading this...

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2017-03-30T16:01:33+02:00

stuff you realize over time

Publié par Gaelle.R 30 Mars 2017 à 04:01 PM

When you wake up in the morning the first thing that comes to mind is the thing that you care about the most. If it's your dog or your cat well you care most about them. If you think about your boyfriend/ girlfriend most likely you went to bed thinking about him/ her and you probably dreamt about him/her too. Sometimes we act like we don't care but deep down we know we do and we always come back to what we say we were quitting. I am not thinking about anything in particularly but just saying …

I know some of you may have had a broken heart before because someone left, someone wasn't loyal. Let me tell you something don't ever feel like you don't have what it takes, don't think you don't have enough to offer because you are more than qualify. You will be more than enough for someone else. Don't be sorry because they couldn't see your worth. It's their lost that they left, wasn't loyal to you don't make that your lost. Don't ever let someone have a say in your future it's about you not about them. Why are you letting them controlling you. Me in particularly I hate being controlled because then I'm going to act out and it is not me. It's a way to say when you're being controlled most likely you're going to become a rebel it doesn't matter if you were a follower or a nice person. Being a rebel doesn't necessarily mean that you are being bad. I can be a rebel to you because I'm not doing what you want but really I am doing the right thing for me. Who cares about what whoever may want when your future is on the line?

Back to my topic I digressed like always lol but what I am saying is if someone left you while you were loyal to them and they weren't then karma will probably hit them in the future don't worry about it. Worry about what you're going to do to move on, flip that chapter. I know that you wished it didn't happened but it did and there's nothing you can do about it but move on and learn from it. There are some struggles you went through in your life it’s for you to learn from not necessarily to bring you down. Some struggles can be a real pain but you need to stay strong because one day they will be gone and all that's left is what you've took or learn from it.

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2017-03-28T04:18:15+02:00

Hi there

Publié par Gaelle.R 28 Mars 2017 à 04:18 AM

I have started so many articles that I didn't publish yet. True I am busy at the moment figuring stuff out. But that will never stop me from blogging...I guess I like it now it's not that I didn't like it before I think I used to just blog my pain away. Years ago when I started this blog the vibe was different and perhaps my English wasn't great it still not but I am proud of my accomplishment lol. It's not that long since I am speaking English...enough about me I hate to blog about myself I just want to be able to connect with all of you. I want to be able to tell you something you can benefit from. I know some writers already wrote what I said or what I am about to say but those words were never said by me and these words will never be said in that exact same way by anyone.

we are all different. We speak different, we think differently. We do everything in a different way and that's what makes us unique. We can't all be the same because it will just be boring. I love people who are totally different it fascinates me. some people will tell you that you are weird, you are never going to be normal. So what? why in the world would you want to be normal when you're this uniquely amazing bundle of joy? you should be proud of who you are but you should keep working on trying to become the image of the better person you have in mind. You should never stay where you are. You should keep fighting with your head high, you should never let someone bring you down...you need to keep moving because they are not going to stop for you.

One thing I learned and keep on learning each time I let my guard down is that you should never let yourself go with someone you just met, someone you just started talking to because you don't know them enough. The conversation may be interesting and you may sometimes feel like this person gets you but wait give it a few days...take a break see how they react if they don't notice the fallout then what's the point? we are desperately in search for someone that understand us I get that and I am in search of that but sometimes we may be wrong and that person may end up being a mismatch. It is better to realize something is wrong in the beginning it may hurt a little bit but it will hurt even more if you waited long enough to get attached to the person, It will be even more difficult to let go.

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2017-03-15T03:15:46+01:00

hello

Publié par Gaelle.R 15 Mars 2017 à 03:15 AM

It's been a while ... I have been busy and those snowstorms slowed me down a little bit. I am happy that I finally got to rest. Got to think, realized stuff and moved on from unnecessary things. I used to not know what's more important. I used to wonder and not know what I an wondering for. Today as I sit on my bed blogging this I just realized that people notice everything. I mean I already know that but I didn't realized that sometimes they do actually notice everything. From the way you walk, hold your breath, maintain your posture. I know they noticed all that because I noticed all that too. I can see when someone is uncomfortable, trying to impress someone. I can see all that but when it's you who's doing it you're hoping and almost believing that no one saw it but yes they did. Yep they saw you catch your breath, trying to clean that stain on your shirt by the fact they just choose to look away so you won't feel embarrassed but I know some people will not look away. And you're like Nah they didn't see me they just started looking but really they been watching you the whole time. It's kinda embarrassing to think about all the things that someone noticed about you.

People have seen me do some crazy things before lol like I didn't know they were watching. I remember when I was little I was not here I was in my Country and the house had a huge backyard I would go there and scream when I had a bad day lol and one day someone who was visiting the house was there and I thought I was alone so I screamed and as I was screaming I can see him looking at me like what the hell is wrong with you? I stopped and I started laughing hysterically!! He was confused because I came running from wherever I came from just to stand there and scream and now I am laughing. The person got a bit scared and told my mom I should probably get checked LOL OMG !!! She was like nah she does that a lot. The person just look at me and left. Oh well. Can't make a better first impression now...

I'm sure y'all talk to yourselves right? OH well I think It's self therapeutic and you should try it sometimes, When you feeling less powerful tell yourself what you want to hear. Sometimes you yourself bring you down and it's on you so you're the one who has to pick yourself back up.

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2017-02-27T02:41:51+01:00

appearance.

Publié par Gaelle.R 27 Février 2017 à 02:41 AM

Hello,

The issue I want to address today is for everyone and any person can benefit from it or just hear me out. First of all even though this blog looks pink on a computer screen it is not for girls or women. I just like pink I guess you can say that I am a bit girly but my thoughts are not. My page looks different on a phone screen I guess there's nothing I can do about that. Okay let me start my topic.

Nowadays I see that everything is based on looks. I see people date based on what the other person looks like. Which makes me start to bring up the "what's your type" conversation. Honestly If I were to describe my type I wouldn't know because I don't really have a type. If I like you I just do and that's it. Some people do in fact have a type. Some guys likes tall, slim girls...other guys like short curvy and other guys like petite females. Nothing wrong with your type. At the end of the day you should know what is right for you. I am not in your head but don't let physical appearance stop you from getting to know someone. Just because you like tall girls or guys doesn't mean You won't be able to be happy with someone short. Physical appearances cannot make you happy, do you even know what the person is like. Is the person nice, generous, non arrogant and non aggressive? Do you even know the person? Just because she is pretty or he is handsome does not mean he is a wonderful person. Personally I don't care how handsome you are if your personality is not pleasant then you are ugly to me. A pretty face can also be ugly do you know that? A pretty face doesn't necessarily mean that the person is beautiful. Why is what you look like matter the most? It should not always be about what you look like. Yes I admit it will be pleasant if the person is appealing but...I see people getting surgery to look like a totally different person why? Isn't what God gave you enough? I am not judging anyone. We all have our own insecurities I have my own some I learn to overcome. I can share one with you. For example In high school I used to always wear braids because I was not comfortable with showing my hair. I was afraid that people would make fun of my afro, I was scared that my crush wouldn't think I was pretty if I let my hair out(damn did I care). But now...I see it differently. If you don't like my hair then you don't like me but that's okay because I like me and someone else will too. I have gained confidence with my own hair, I learn to love my hair and to take care of it. I do not care if someone think it's not this or it's not that because I freaking love it. I do not care what people think of me anymore. Some of you are hiding something not that it is not beautiful it may be beautiful but because you are comparing yourself to someone else you may not be able to see how beautiful what you have is. What I will tell you is that If you do not accept yourself then no one else will and if they do accept you well what's the use since you don't even know how to do it yourself. Everything starts with you and only you. No one else can tell you what you should do...be yourself. Let your hair out lol let them see you. Go days without makeup and feel free to bare yourself to the world. It is not weak to show your true self instead it shows confidence, courage. Do you know how hard it is to be yourself nowadays? most guys go to the gym, work out to be bulky...what about them skinny guys? they are beautiful too. Just because they are not as big does not mean that they are not attractive. Just because he is not tall does not mean he is not handsome. Just because she is not skinny or does not wear a size small does not mean she is not attractive. Petite girls are pretty too and they can do modeling too if they want. Most girls get their nails done every two weeks, get their weave or whatever have a large makeup supply and don't get me started on their closet. I think It's cute and shamelessly I do that too maybe not all the time but it feels good to feel pretty when you put that extra work and you know that you're poppin'. You don't have to do it everyday because it cost a lot of money and you have to let yourself breath. At least go some days without makeup and worry less about which outfit to wear...It is exhausting going through your closet looking through 10 different outfit only to go back and wear the first one...all that for what? No one really care when you look good, they all just want something bad to talk about.. that one day you let yourself go with a messy bun and some sweatpants everybody seemed to care and everybody got something to say. All I can say Is worry about you stop worrying about them and about what they are thinking of you. I used to worry a lot...then Life has taught me so many lessons that I had to stop worrying so much.

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2017-02-26T07:55:39+01:00

How do we get over this?

Publié par Gaelle.R 26 Février 2017 à 07:55 AM

How did we get here?

I was over there staring at you and you were staring back at me.

Eye to eye and I had this wonderful feeling on my chest.

I did not know what this is, little did I know.

I never thought about what this would become, what it will all meant.

I cannot just forget, it is too strong for me to shut it.

You don't know what you want...

I may know what I want but I am afraid of the consequences.

Afraid that I may never see you again,

Afraid that I will completely forget about you.

I don't want to forget you and I don't want to see you go.

Your eyes are just the most beautiful thing I have ever seen,

I pray so that one day those eyes will stare back at me as I slowly open my eyes from my most recent dream.

If I tell you about those dreams I would have to walk away because we will never be the same afterwards.

We did everything not to have the conversation.

I try my best to avoid it and I know that you are doing the same thing.

But tonight I wish upon the stars that the next time I get this feeling,

Big or small I won't ever have to let it pass ever again because it is too beautiful.

I want to benefit from this feeling, I want to make someone feel this way.

If I let it pass I will never get to share this feeling with anyone again.

All I want is to share this wonderful feeling before it's too late.

Perhaps not with you but at least with someone else.

Someone who is not afraid and someone who I am not scared to lose

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2017-02-25T21:04:57+01:00

when it's time.

Publié par Gaelle.R 25 Février 2017 à 09:04 PM

For what I see nowadays I am willing to wait. I would hate to be broken before I even get what I am supposed to get. I want everything to be fresh. My decision was made a long time ago and I am not going to change it without any thought. I am sure you're wondering what decision LOL I am getting there you all know that I love an intro so let me get ready to bring it in. I am talking about being single. Don't get me wrong I can find myself a relationship if I want to but I choose not to. I have nothing against people who have a relationship and are in love. I am happy for you and you should keep it up. But in my situation, I think differently. I am not going to give all the details I am going to be very general because I know someone made the same decision to wait. What I see nowadays is two people who are talking, do things and call it quit. I cannot do that. For me it's way more because I am too deep to keep things light. I am willing to stay on my own until the right one comes along. I might look for it I am not going to sit around, but not now. I am not looking for anyone right now. I am way too young to be chasing. Even If I am interested in someone...it will go away LOL thank you but I don't need all that extra stress. I am already stressing I don't want any more.

but...

When I get my man and I know that he is the one. I will not have to worry about other females. I will know that he is all mine. I won't worry about what's going on in his mind because I will know. Our thoughts will be linked together. We won't have to pretend to love each other because our look will tell everything. He won't disrespect me in any way as I will never disrespect him. He will know me and I will know him. We won't have to hide because the world will know. Everyone will know. Even if we don't tell they will just know. What we have won't be a fairy tale it will be real life situation transform into a dream. We will always be there for each other. No one else will get in the way because we know we cherish each other too much to let it go. His silence will not broke my heart like others instead it will show me how deep what he’s feeling and he doesn't even have to say a word. I will understand him and surprisingly he will understand me. He won't have to always second guessing. He will know everything that he will need to know about me and I will know everything that I need to know about him. Our bound will not be taken lightly for it is too strong to be anything but light.

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2017-02-23T05:18:25+01:00

real life situations...

Publié par Gaelle.R 23 Février 2017 à 05:18 AM

hello...

spring is slowly coming and I am happy because that's my favorite season. What's yours? well I am never here to talk about the weather or anything like that. It's late and I should really be sleeping but school work had me going all afternoon and I don't really feel like sleeping. Why not talk to y'all. Before I start by saying anything let me just think (...)

*that was me thinking. Okay so if I get this straight nowadays what really matters is trying to look good (stay stunting) I mean I got no problem with that by the fact I may sometimes act like that. What my problem is that some people just forget what's really important. It's not the makeup that you wear all that highlight, contour, eye shadow that really matters. I have no problem with makeup I don't wear it much but that's not my point. some people make it a priority. A girl the other day had the nerve to say to someone I know " Oh my god you would look so pretty if you wear makeup" I was like are you serious ! so you mean she's not pretty?. I was mad and she was not even talking to me. Just because you like something doesn't mean you have to force it on someone else. I don't care how you live your life; I said that already I am not here to judge anyone. But no one should tell you how to live your life. It's my decision If I decide to wear makeup, not wear any or do anything with my life.

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2017-02-20T22:10:44+01:00

The things unsaid...

Publié par Gaelle.R 20 Février 2017 à 10:10 PM

sometimes You want to say something and you want some people to hear what you have to say but you can't just say it. Because if you say it there will be no going back you will be stuck in that path and it won't be able to be the way it was before. Sometimes It is best to keep things unsaid. I agree. But some things you just cannot keep not when they are constantly on your mind you have to let them out. I am saying this because I have been through this. It's not always right to keep things inside of you. This year I am trying to change a lot of things. And things that I never said before will come out. Here on this blog or to someone. I will say them. If you get on my nerves I will let you know. If I admire you I will tell you. If I like the way you are I will let you know. If I want to be your friend I will try to talk to you If you ignore me then I'll know for sure you can never be my friend. I just hate when people ignore other people. If I like someone I will tell them. If I love someone I will tell them. See I say like and love, I think that You can like someone and not love them. You like them enough to carry a conversation and laugh with them. But you love someone enough to realize that you cannot live without that person, to realize that their laugh makes you laugh, you love when you cannot spend a day without talking to that person. If you can go a day without talking to that person then you just like that person that's not love if that person is not constantly on your mind. You are not living right if you haven't love. You are not living right if you never feel pain, never had a heartbroken. Being heartbroken does not mean you are weak. If you are still living then you are strong. I am a survivor. Because there was many events in my country where I could have died but didn't like that Earthquake 7 years ago. It was awful and my life changed after that. The things that could have broke my heart before won't hurt me anymore because I have been through things that were more hurtful. You may think you know someone but you don't know them until they tell you about their pain.

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